Episode 158: Abbe Greenberg and Maggie Sarachek | Anxiety Sisters
Jun 20, 2022
Remarkable Quote:
“Anxiety is a human emotion. We've all experienced anxiety. What makes it something that needs to be paid attention to is when the anxiety starts to make the decision for you, starts to shrink your world.” ~ Abbe Greenberg
“When we talk and share stories with each other, we could be each other's touchstone. One of the most hopeful and healing things is to know that we're not alone and that someone gets us.” ~ Maggie Sarachek
Guest Bio:
Abbe Greenberg, MCIS, and Maggie Sarachek, MSW are trained counselors, mental health advocates, researchers, educators, writers, and long-time anxiety sufferers. In 2017, they launched their online community which now includes more than 215,000 people in 200+ countries and territories. Together the Anxiety Sisters write an award-winning blog and host a twice-monthly podcast, The Spin Cycle. Having learned to live happily with anxiety, they spend their time coaching anxiety sufferers and conducting workshops and retreats all over the U.S. Their book, The Anxiety Sisters’ Survival Guide was released by Penguin Random House in September of 2021.
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Episode Transcript
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[juliet_hahn]: time
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[maggie]: on this podcast
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[juliet_hahn]: is i want you
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[maggie]: all
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[juliet_hahn]: guys
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[maggie]: the
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[juliet_hahn]: to
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[maggie]: time
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[juliet_hahn]: go
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[maggie]: is
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[juliet_hahn]: back
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[maggie]: i want you guys
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[juliet_hahn]: so
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[maggie]: to go
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[juliet_hahn]: each
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[maggie]: back
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[juliet_hahn]: of you
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[maggie]: so
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[juliet_hahn]: can
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[maggie]: each
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[juliet_hahn]: kind of give
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[maggie]: of
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[juliet_hahn]: a
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[maggie]: you
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[juliet_hahn]: little bit
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[maggie]: can kind
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[juliet_hahn]: of
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[maggie]: of give
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[juliet_hahn]: history
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[maggie]: a little
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[juliet_hahn]: of
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[maggie]: bit
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[juliet_hahn]: where you
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[maggie]: of
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[juliet_hahn]: grew
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[maggie]: history
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[juliet_hahn]: up
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[maggie]: of
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[juliet_hahn]: you know
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[maggie]: where
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[juliet_hahn]: we already
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[maggie]: you
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[juliet_hahn]: told
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[maggie]: grew
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[juliet_hahn]: them when
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[maggie]: up
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[juliet_hahn]: you went to
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[maggie]: you
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[juliet_hahn]: university
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[maggie]: know we already told them when
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[juliet_hahn]: but
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[maggie]: you went
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[juliet_hahn]: then
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[maggie]: to university
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[juliet_hahn]: i know you know
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[maggie]: but
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[juliet_hahn]: obviously
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[maggie]: then i
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[juliet_hahn]: you
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[maggie]: know
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[juliet_hahn]: guys met
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[maggie]: you now obviously
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[juliet_hahn]: at
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[maggie]: you guys
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[juliet_hahn]: pen
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[maggie]: met
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[juliet_hahn]: and then that
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[maggie]: at
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[juliet_hahn]: is where
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[maggie]: pen
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[juliet_hahn]: kind
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[maggie]: and
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[juliet_hahn]: of
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[maggie]: then
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[juliet_hahn]: the anxiety
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[maggie]: that is where
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[juliet_hahn]: sisters
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[maggie]: kind of
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[juliet_hahn]: blossomed
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[maggie]: the exiety
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[juliet_hahn]: years
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[maggie]: sisters
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[juliet_hahn]: later but
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[maggie]: blossom
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[juliet_hahn]: just give us a little
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[maggie]: years
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[juliet_hahn]: history
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[maggie]: later
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[juliet_hahn]: about
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[maggie]: but just give us
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[juliet_hahn]: you're
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[maggie]: a little
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[juliet_hahn]: upbringing
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[maggie]: history about your upbringing
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[juliet_hahn]: ah
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[abbe_greenberg]: want to
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[maggie]: sure
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[abbe_greenberg]: be a waiter
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[maggie]: wait
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah yeah yeah you can go way
back yeah
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[maggie]: you can go away back
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[abbe_greenberg]: okay
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[maggie]: where our parents
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[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
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[maggie]: met
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[juliet_hahn]: no
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[maggie]: and every no i'm just kidding i'm
kidding
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[juliet_hahn]: that would be funny but yeah now
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[maggie]: so but
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah
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[maggie]: i grew and actually in law i
was born in queens and grew up mainly
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[juliet_hahn]: oh
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[maggie]: in long island actually entirely in long
island and so
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[abbe_greenberg]: m
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[maggie]: i anxiety wise realize now that i
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[juliet_hahn]: ye
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[maggie]: was always an anxious child
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[juliet_hahn]: my
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[maggie]: and i particularly had a lot of
separation
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[juliet_hahn]: oh
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[maggie]: anxiety particularly because i grew up with
one parent who was fairly ill from the
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[maggie]: time i was really young physically ill
not mentally ill but was in and out
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[maggie]: of the hospital for long periods of
time so
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[juliet_hahn]: i
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[maggie]: i think that
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[juliet_hahn]: yah
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[maggie]: really influenced that whole
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[abbe_greenberg]: oh
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[maggie]: piece
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[juliet_hahn]: h
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[maggie]: of and other things did as well
but i had separation anxiety but there was
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[maggie]: no words for it there was no
vocabulary for what was going on um and
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[maggie]: i just think i was a very
anxious kid but nobody picked up
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[juliet_hahn]: right
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[maggie]: on it
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[juliet_hahn]: it was it was just kind
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[maggie]: you
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[juliet_hahn]: of the
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[maggie]: know
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[juliet_hahn]: way things were
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[maggie]: and
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[juliet_hahn]: right it
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[maggie]: of
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[juliet_hahn]: was
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[maggie]: the way things yeah that's when it
was the nineteen seventies you know it was
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[maggie]: like when you you left home for
the day you know you're six years old
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[maggie]: and you come back dinner you know
and i had very attentive parents but it
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[maggie]: wasn't something that was really looked
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[juliet_hahn]: well
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[maggie]: at and i think
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah it
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[maggie]: you
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[juliet_hahn]: probably
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[maggie]: know
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[juliet_hahn]: was more like oh she's
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[maggie]: it probably
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[juliet_hahn]: just a
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[maggie]: was
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[juliet_hahn]: warrior
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[maggie]: more like oh she's
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[juliet_hahn]: right that's
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[maggie]: just
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[juliet_hahn]: what they
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[maggie]: a warrior
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[juliet_hahn]: used to call it like
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[maggie]: right yeah i wouldn't even say that
they would call me a warrior because my
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[maggie]: worry was a little bit different but
it was more separation based and you know
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[maggie]: and i had and i would get
very sort of
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[juliet_hahn]: ye
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[maggie]: overwhelmed um there was some a
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[juliet_hahn]: there
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[maggie]: d h d in there there was
dislexa
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[juliet_hahn]: oh
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[maggie]: like
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[abbe_greenberg]: hi
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[maggie]: you so there was like all these
things kind of lend into each
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[juliet_hahn]: right
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[maggie]: other
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[juliet_hahn]: well and also
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[maggie]: right
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[juliet_hahn]: with
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[maggie]: well
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[juliet_hahn]: with
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[maggie]: and then
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[juliet_hahn]: you
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[maggie]: also
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[juliet_hahn]: know we talk
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[maggie]: with
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[juliet_hahn]: about
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[maggie]: with
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[juliet_hahn]: this
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[maggie]: you
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[juliet_hahn]: with
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[maggie]: know
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[juliet_hahn]: other
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[maggie]: we
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[juliet_hahn]: guests
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[maggie]: talk about
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[juliet_hahn]: that
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[maggie]: this
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[juliet_hahn]: you
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[maggie]: with
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[juliet_hahn]: now come on
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[maggie]: other
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[juliet_hahn]: and
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[maggie]: guests
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[juliet_hahn]: say you
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[maggie]: that
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[juliet_hahn]: know
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[maggie]: you
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[juliet_hahn]: they were
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[maggie]: come
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[juliet_hahn]: just like
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[maggie]: on and
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[juliet_hahn]: sick
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[maggie]: say you know
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[juliet_hahn]: with
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[maggie]: they
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[juliet_hahn]: that
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[maggie]: were just
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[juliet_hahn]: you
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[maggie]: like sick
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[juliet_hahn]: you really
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[maggie]: with that
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[juliet_hahn]: do
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[maggie]: you
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[juliet_hahn]: have
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[maggie]: you really
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[juliet_hahn]: some sort
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[maggie]: do
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[juliet_hahn]: of
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[maggie]: have
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[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
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[maggie]: some
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[juliet_hahn]: because
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[maggie]: sort
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[juliet_hahn]: you don't
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[maggie]: of
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[juliet_hahn]: know what's
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[maggie]: anxiety
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[juliet_hahn]: going to happen
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[maggie]: because you don't
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[juliet_hahn]: you don't
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[maggie]: know what's
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[juliet_hahn]: know
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[maggie]: going
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[juliet_hahn]: where
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[maggie]: to
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[juliet_hahn]: you're
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[maggie]: happen
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[juliet_hahn]: going to
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[maggie]: you don't
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[juliet_hahn]: not
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[maggie]: know
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[juliet_hahn]: understand
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[maggie]: where you're going
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[juliet_hahn]: something
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[maggie]: to
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[juliet_hahn]: or
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[maggie]: not
782
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[juliet_hahn]: where you're
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[maggie]: understand
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[juliet_hahn]: going to feel stupid
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[maggie]: something or
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[juliet_hahn]: or
787
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[maggie]: where
788
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[juliet_hahn]: someone
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[maggie]: you're
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[juliet_hahn]: is
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[maggie]: going
792
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[juliet_hahn]: going
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[maggie]: a feel
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[juliet_hahn]: to
795
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[maggie]: stupid
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[juliet_hahn]: figure
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[maggie]: or
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[juliet_hahn]: you
799
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[maggie]: someone's
800
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[juliet_hahn]: out
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[maggie]: going to you
802
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[juliet_hahn]: and
803
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[maggie]: figure
804
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[juliet_hahn]: so
805
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[maggie]: you
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[juliet_hahn]: i feel
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[maggie]: out
808
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[juliet_hahn]: like you know
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[maggie]: and
810
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[juliet_hahn]: that
811
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[maggie]: so
812
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[juliet_hahn]: with anyone
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[maggie]: i feel
814
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[juliet_hahn]: that
815
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[maggie]: like
816
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[juliet_hahn]: learns
817
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[maggie]: you know that
818
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[juliet_hahn]: different
819
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[maggie]: with anyone that
820
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[juliet_hahn]: there's
821
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[maggie]: learns
822
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[juliet_hahn]: even
823
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[maggie]: different
824
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[juliet_hahn]: even if you're not
825
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[maggie]: even
826
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[juliet_hahn]: you know kind
827
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[maggie]: even
828
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[juliet_hahn]: of
829
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[maggie]: if
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[juliet_hahn]: built
831
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[maggie]: you're not
832
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[juliet_hahn]: and
833
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[maggie]: you know
834
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[juliet_hahn]: someone
835
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[maggie]: kind
836
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[juliet_hahn]: with
837
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[maggie]: of built
838
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[juliet_hahn]: anxiety you're going
839
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[maggie]: someone
840
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[juliet_hahn]: to have
841
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[maggie]: with
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[juliet_hahn]: some
843
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[maggie]: anxiety
844
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[juliet_hahn]: level
845
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[maggie]: you're
846
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[juliet_hahn]: of it
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[maggie]: goin
848
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[juliet_hahn]: because
849
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[maggie]: to have
850
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[juliet_hahn]: you're
851
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[maggie]: some
852
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[juliet_hahn]: trying to
853
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[maggie]: level
854
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[juliet_hahn]: navigate
855
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[maggie]: of it because you're
856
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[juliet_hahn]: a
857
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[maggie]: trying
858
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[juliet_hahn]: world
859
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[maggie]: to navigate
860
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[juliet_hahn]: that
861
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[maggie]: a world
862
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[juliet_hahn]: you know other
863
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[maggie]: that
864
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[juliet_hahn]: people don't always
865
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[maggie]: you
866
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[juliet_hahn]: fit
867
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[maggie]: know
868
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[juliet_hahn]: into
869
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[maggie]: other people
870
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[juliet_hahn]: so
871
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[maggie]: don't always fit
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[juliet_hahn]: i you
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[maggie]: into
874
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[juliet_hahn]: know appreciate
875
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[maggie]: so
876
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[juliet_hahn]: your sharing that
877
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[maggie]: you appreciate
878
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[juliet_hahn]: so a
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[maggie]: your
880
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[juliet_hahn]: little
881
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[maggie]: sharing
882
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[juliet_hahn]: bit
883
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[maggie]: that
884
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[juliet_hahn]: more though
885
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[maggie]: so a
886
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[juliet_hahn]: when
887
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[maggie]: little
888
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[juliet_hahn]: you
889
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[maggie]: bit more
890
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[juliet_hahn]: cided
891
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[maggie]: though
892
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[juliet_hahn]: okay so
893
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[maggie]: when
894
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[juliet_hahn]: obviously
895
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[maggie]: you
896
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[juliet_hahn]: you
897
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[maggie]: sided
898
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[juliet_hahn]: were a good student
899
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[maggie]: okay
900
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[juliet_hahn]: and
901
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[maggie]: so
902
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[juliet_hahn]: this
903
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[maggie]: obviously
904
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[juliet_hahn]: is what i
905
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[maggie]: you
906
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[juliet_hahn]: also
907
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[maggie]: were a good
908
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[juliet_hahn]: love
909
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[maggie]: student
910
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[juliet_hahn]: when people
911
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[maggie]: and this is what i also
912
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[juliet_hahn]: don't understand
913
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[maggie]: love when people
914
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[juliet_hahn]: dislexia
915
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[maggie]: don't understand
916
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[juliet_hahn]: and eighth
917
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[maggie]: dislexia
918
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[juliet_hahn]: day they always assume
919
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[maggie]: in eight
920
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[juliet_hahn]: okay
921
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[maggie]: each
922
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[juliet_hahn]: they
923
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[maggie]: day
924
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[juliet_hahn]: weren't
925
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[maggie]: they
926
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[juliet_hahn]: a
927
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[maggie]: always
928
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[juliet_hahn]: good student
929
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[maggie]: assume
930
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[juliet_hahn]: you
931
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[maggie]: okay
932
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[juliet_hahn]: know
933
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[maggie]: they
934
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[juliet_hahn]: some
935
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[maggie]: weren't a good
936
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[juliet_hahn]: i
937
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[maggie]: student
938
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[juliet_hahn]: was not a
939
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[maggie]: you
940
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[juliet_hahn]: good
941
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[maggie]: know
942
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[juliet_hahn]: student
943
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[maggie]: some
944
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[juliet_hahn]: but not
945
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[maggie]: i was
946
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[juliet_hahn]: everyone
947
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[maggie]: not a good
948
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[juliet_hahn]: is
949
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[maggie]: student
950
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[juliet_hahn]: not
951
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[maggie]: but not everyone
952
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[juliet_hahn]: so
953
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[maggie]: is
954
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[juliet_hahn]: how
955
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[maggie]: not
956
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[juliet_hahn]: did you end up going
957
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[maggie]: so
958
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[juliet_hahn]: to university
959
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[maggie]: how did you
960
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[juliet_hahn]: of
961
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[maggie]: end
962
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[juliet_hahn]: pennsylvania
963
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[maggie]: up going to
964
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[juliet_hahn]: and
965
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[maggie]: university
966
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[juliet_hahn]: what did you major
967
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[maggie]: of pensylvania
968
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[juliet_hahn]: in
969
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[maggie]: and what did you major well i
ended up major again philosophy
970
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah
971
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[maggie]: very practical but you know for me
972
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah
973
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[maggie]: and this lexie as you know there's
so many different presentations of
974
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[juliet_hahn]: oh
975
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[maggie]: dislexia um and so people tend to
think it's like there's one kind
976
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[juliet_hahn]: right
977
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[maggie]: of dis
978
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[juliet_hahn]: spectrum
979
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[maggie]: lexiastre right but here so many
980
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[juliet_hahn]: oh
981
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[maggie]: presentations of dislexia and for me i
was
982
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah
983
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[maggie]: someone who didn't read at all
984
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah
985
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[maggie]: till fourth grade could not read
986
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[juliet_hahn]: oh
987
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[maggie]: at all um but of course i
wae in school in the nineteen seventies and
988
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[maggie]: there wasn't quite so much like testing
like can you do this like if you
989
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[maggie]: were a quiet good girl like no
one was saying anything
990
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah
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[maggie]: but i think my my third grade
teacher realized like at the end of the
992
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[maggie]: year
993
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah
994
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[maggie]: that i could not read and you
know
995
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[juliet_hahn]: oh
996
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[maggie]: basically said for next year we think
she should be in special education which was
997
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[maggie]: very different then
998
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[juliet_hahn]: right
999
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[maggie]: also
1000
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[juliet_hahn]: now
1001
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[maggie]: from what it is now and
1002
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1003
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[maggie]: basically my mom worked in the schools
as a social worker and had
1004
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[juliet_hahn]: ah
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[maggie]: a friend who was a reading teacher
who instructed
1006
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah
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[maggie]: my mom on how teach me to
read because she realized i couldn't learn phonic
1008
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[juliet_hahn]: right
1009
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[maggie]: like so many
1010
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[juliet_hahn]: just
1011
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[maggie]: of us with this lexifphonic
1012
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1013
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[maggie]: phonic is not helpful in any way
and my
1014
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1015
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[maggie]: mom worked with me really hard and
then my four great teacher understood stuff about
1016
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[maggie]: reading
1017
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[juliet_hahn]: m
1018
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[maggie]: and she worked with me and
1019
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1020
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[maggie]: it was that year from the beginning
to the end i was sort of in
1021
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[maggie]: the beginning in the lowest reading group
barely reading to the end i really had
1022
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[maggie]: gotten the hang of
1023
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[juliet_hahn]: ye
1024
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[maggie]: it i was really reading voraciously
1025
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[juliet_hahn]: right and yeah and you know what
i love because that's
1026
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[maggie]: yeah
1027
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[juliet_hahn]: again
1028
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[maggie]: and you know what i love
1029
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[juliet_hahn]: and
1030
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[maggie]: because that's again
1031
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[juliet_hahn]: it's so important
1032
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[maggie]: and
1033
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[juliet_hahn]: because people
1034
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[maggie]: it's so
1035
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[juliet_hahn]: also
1036
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[maggie]: important because
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[juliet_hahn]: okay they
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[maggie]: people
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[juliet_hahn]: think okay you
1040
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[maggie]: also
1041
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[juliet_hahn]: can't
1042
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[maggie]: do
1043
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[juliet_hahn]: read
1044
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[maggie]: okay they
1045
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[juliet_hahn]: but
1046
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[maggie]: think okay
1047
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[juliet_hahn]: so many
1048
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[maggie]: you can't
1049
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[juliet_hahn]: people that
1050
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[maggie]: read
1051
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[juliet_hahn]: you know are
1052
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[maggie]: but
1053
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[juliet_hahn]: listening
1054
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[maggie]: so many
1055
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[juliet_hahn]: to this
1056
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[maggie]: people
1057
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[juliet_hahn]: podcast
1058
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[maggie]: that
1059
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[juliet_hahn]: maybe
1060
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[maggie]: know are listening
1061
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[juliet_hahn]: have a
1062
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[maggie]: to this
1063
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[juliet_hahn]: situation
1064
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[maggie]: podcast maybe
1065
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[juliet_hahn]: where they
1066
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[maggie]: have
1067
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[juliet_hahn]: think oh
1068
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[maggie]: a
1069
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[juliet_hahn]: my
1070
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[maggie]: situation
1071
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[juliet_hahn]: child
1072
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[maggie]: where they think
1073
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[juliet_hahn]: is so
1074
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[maggie]: omit
1075
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[juliet_hahn]: behind
1076
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[maggie]: child is
1077
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[juliet_hahn]: because
1078
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[maggie]: so
1079
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[juliet_hahn]: they
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[maggie]: behind
1081
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[juliet_hahn]: can't read but
1082
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[maggie]: because
1083
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[juliet_hahn]: look
1084
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[maggie]: they
1085
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[juliet_hahn]: what
1086
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[maggie]: can't
1087
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[juliet_hahn]: you did
1088
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[maggie]: read
1089
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[juliet_hahn]: in a
1090
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[maggie]: but
1091
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[juliet_hahn]: year
1092
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[maggie]: look what you
1093
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[juliet_hahn]: and
1094
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[maggie]: did
1095
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[juliet_hahn]: then again
1096
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[maggie]: in a year
1097
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[juliet_hahn]: i mean you went to
1098
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[maggie]: and
1099
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[juliet_hahn]: university
1100
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[maggie]: then again
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[juliet_hahn]: of pensylvania
1102
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[maggie]: i mean you
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[juliet_hahn]: that's
1104
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[maggie]: went to
1105
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[juliet_hahn]: a
1106
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[maggie]: university
1107
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[juliet_hahn]: very
1108
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[maggie]: of pensylvania
1109
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[juliet_hahn]: un esteemed
1110
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[maggie]: that's a
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[juliet_hahn]: school
1112
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[maggie]: very
1113
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[juliet_hahn]: so
1114
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[maggie]: un esteemed
1115
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[juliet_hahn]: it's
1116
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[maggie]: school
1117
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[juliet_hahn]: one
1118
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[maggie]: so
1119
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[juliet_hahn]: of those things that people
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[maggie]: it's
1121
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[juliet_hahn]: need to
1122
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[maggie]: one
1123
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[juliet_hahn]: realize
1124
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[maggie]: of those things that people
1125
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[juliet_hahn]: that
1126
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[maggie]: need
1127
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[juliet_hahn]: just because
1128
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[maggie]: to elise
1129
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[juliet_hahn]: you learned different
1130
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[maggie]: that
1131
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[juliet_hahn]: just because
1132
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[maggie]: just because
1133
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[juliet_hahn]: you struggle
1134
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[maggie]: you learned frent just
1135
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[juliet_hahn]: it
1136
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[maggie]: because
1137
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[juliet_hahn]: needs
1138
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[maggie]: you
1139
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[juliet_hahn]: to be
1140
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[maggie]: struggle
1141
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[juliet_hahn]: switched like you said
1142
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[maggie]: it needs
1143
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[juliet_hahn]: phonic
1144
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[maggie]: to be switched
1145
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[juliet_hahn]: didn't
1146
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[maggie]: like
1147
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[juliet_hahn]: do
1148
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[maggie]: you
1149
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[juliet_hahn]: it
1150
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[maggie]: said
1151
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[juliet_hahn]: and my
1152
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[maggie]: phonic didn't
1153
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[juliet_hahn]: story
1154
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[maggie]: do it and
1155
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[juliet_hahn]: started
1156
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[maggie]: my
1157
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[juliet_hahn]: in third
1158
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[maggie]: story
1159
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[juliet_hahn]: and fourth grade
1160
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[maggie]: started
1161
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[juliet_hahn]: when
1162
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[maggie]: in
1163
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[juliet_hahn]: i
1164
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[maggie]: third
1165
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[juliet_hahn]: realized
1166
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[maggie]: and fourth
1167
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[juliet_hahn]: you know
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[maggie]: rate
1169
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[juliet_hahn]: i
1170
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[maggie]: when
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[juliet_hahn]: wasn't
1172
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[maggie]: i
1173
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[juliet_hahn]: going
1174
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[maggie]: realized
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[juliet_hahn]: to gifted
1176
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[maggie]: you know
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[juliet_hahn]: and challentoed
1178
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[maggie]: i wasn't
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[juliet_hahn]: with
1180
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[maggie]: going
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[juliet_hahn]: the
1182
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[maggie]: to gifted
1183
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[juliet_hahn]: entire
1184
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[maggie]: and challenged
1185
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[juliet_hahn]: class
1186
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[maggie]: with
1187
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[juliet_hahn]: it was
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[maggie]: the
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[juliet_hahn]: just
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[maggie]: in
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[juliet_hahn]: me and another
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[maggie]: your
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[juliet_hahn]: boy
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[maggie]: class
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[juliet_hahn]: that had
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[maggie]: it
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[juliet_hahn]: to
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[maggie]: was
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[juliet_hahn]: go
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[maggie]: just
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[juliet_hahn]: to special
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[maggie]: me
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[juliet_hahn]: reading
1204
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[maggie]: a boy that had to go to
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[juliet_hahn]: um
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[maggie]: special
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[juliet_hahn]: and
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[maggie]: reading
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[juliet_hahn]: it's those things
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[maggie]: and
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[juliet_hahn]: my
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[maggie]: it's
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[juliet_hahn]: son
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[maggie]: those
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[juliet_hahn]: was
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[maggie]: things
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[juliet_hahn]: the same way but
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[maggie]: my son was the same
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[juliet_hahn]: nowadays
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[maggie]: way but
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[juliet_hahn]: it's you know they
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[maggie]: nowadays
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[juliet_hahn]: pick up on quicker
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[maggie]: it's you
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[juliet_hahn]: i mean
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[maggie]: know
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[juliet_hahn]: he was
1228
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[maggie]: they
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[juliet_hahn]: memorizing
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[maggie]: pick up on quicker
1231
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[juliet_hahn]: so they
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[maggie]: i mean
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[juliet_hahn]: actually
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[maggie]: he was
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[juliet_hahn]: did
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[maggie]: memorizing
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[juliet_hahn]: pick it up
1238
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[maggie]: so they actually
1239
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[juliet_hahn]: because he was
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[maggie]: didn't
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[juliet_hahn]: memorizing
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[maggie]: pick it up
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[juliet_hahn]: books he would come
1244
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[maggie]: because
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[juliet_hahn]: home
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[maggie]: he
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[juliet_hahn]: to
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[maggie]: was
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[juliet_hahn]: me and
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[maggie]: memorizing
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[juliet_hahn]: say
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[maggie]: becase
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[juliet_hahn]: hey
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[maggie]: he would
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[juliet_hahn]: mom
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[maggie]: come home to
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[juliet_hahn]: can
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[maggie]: me
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[juliet_hahn]: you
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[maggie]: and
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[juliet_hahn]: read
1262
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[maggie]: say
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[juliet_hahn]: this to
1264
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[maggie]: hey
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[juliet_hahn]: me because
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[maggie]: mom
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[juliet_hahn]: he would ask
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[maggie]: can
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[juliet_hahn]: the
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[maggie]: you
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[juliet_hahn]: teacher
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[maggie]: read
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[juliet_hahn]: hey
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[maggie]: this
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[juliet_hahn]: what
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[maggie]: to
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[juliet_hahn]: book
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[maggie]: me because
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[juliet_hahn]: am i
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[maggie]: he
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[juliet_hahn]: goin to be reading
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[maggie]: asked the
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[juliet_hahn]: in
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[maggie]: teacher
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[juliet_hahn]: the circle
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[maggie]: what book am
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[juliet_hahn]: so
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[maggie]: i going
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[juliet_hahn]: he can
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[maggie]: to be
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[juliet_hahn]: memorize
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[maggie]: ing in the
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[juliet_hahn]: it the
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[maggie]: circle
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[juliet_hahn]: night before
1296
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[maggie]: so he could remember is
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[juliet_hahn]: h
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[maggie]: god how
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[juliet_hahn]: so
1300
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[maggie]: smart
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[juliet_hahn]: smart
1302
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[maggie]: how smart
1303
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[juliet_hahn]: m
1304
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[maggie]: it's funny my son had a similar
thing happened but he had an orton gillingham
1305
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[maggie]: intervention
1306
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[juliet_hahn]: m yes
1307
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[maggie]: ist and so it's a multicensory reading
program and um literally it
1308
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[juliet_hahn]: m
1309
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[maggie]: was like he was testing in the
bottom one person
1310
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[juliet_hahn]: a
1311
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[maggie]: for reading and then
1312
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1313
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[maggie]: a little bit of intervention and he
was in the top ninety nine you know
1314
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[maggie]: the
1315
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[juliet_hahn]: right
1316
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[maggie]: top one per cent was like bottom
to
1317
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[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
1318
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[maggie]: top and
1319
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah yeah
1320
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[maggie]: you know so that
1321
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[abbe_greenberg]: at
1322
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[maggie]: the whole idea is that that those
1323
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[juliet_hahn]: m
1324
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[maggie]: kinds of interview and and then and
i always say it's similar from anxiety it's
1325
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[maggie]: like the more people pick something up
and realize okay their brain just works
1326
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[juliet_hahn]: m
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[maggie]: in a different
1328
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[juliet_hahn]: hm
1329
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[maggie]: way m often we can
1330
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1331
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[maggie]: do an intervention that can really change
the course of
1332
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1333
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[maggie]: one's life but i do agree with
you that like dislexia and a d h
1334
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[maggie]: d
1335
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[juliet_hahn]: oh
1336
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[maggie]: and executive functioning you know those of
us they
1337
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[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1338
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[maggie]: do lead to anxiety that was my
other piece you know definitely
1339
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[juliet_hahn]: i never knew
1340
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[maggie]: i never knew what my home work
was
1341
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[juliet_hahn]: right
1342
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[maggie]: you know an elementary
1343
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[juliet_hahn]: right and
1344
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[maggie]: school
1345
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[juliet_hahn]: you know i remember and them we're
goin t you know abby i
1346
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[maggie]: remember
1347
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[juliet_hahn]: want to dive
1348
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[maggie]: we're
1349
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[juliet_hahn]: into
1350
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[maggie]: gonna
1351
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[juliet_hahn]: your little
1352
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[maggie]: have
1353
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[juliet_hahn]: bit of your story
1354
00:09:00,741 --> 00:09:00,881
[maggie]: dive
1355
00:09:00,920 --> 00:09:01,001
[juliet_hahn]: but
1356
00:09:00,941 --> 00:09:01,082
[maggie]: into
1357
00:09:01,081 --> 00:09:01,161
[juliet_hahn]: no
1358
00:09:01,142 --> 00:09:01,282
[maggie]: your
1359
00:09:01,301 --> 00:09:01,521
[juliet_hahn]: because
1360
00:09:01,362 --> 00:09:01,643
[maggie]: little bit
1361
00:09:01,602 --> 00:09:01,722
[juliet_hahn]: it's
1362
00:09:01,683 --> 00:09:01,883
[maggie]: of your
1363
00:09:01,802 --> 00:09:01,902
[juliet_hahn]: so
1364
00:09:01,943 --> 00:09:02,123
[maggie]: story
1365
00:09:02,042 --> 00:09:02,443
[juliet_hahn]: true i mean
1366
00:09:02,464 --> 00:09:02,544
[maggie]: but
1367
00:09:02,503 --> 00:09:02,944
[juliet_hahn]: i remember
1368
00:09:02,624 --> 00:09:03,045
[maggie]: no because
1369
00:09:03,004 --> 00:09:03,104
[juliet_hahn]: when
1370
00:09:03,125 --> 00:09:03,245
[maggie]: it's
1371
00:09:03,164 --> 00:09:03,465
[juliet_hahn]: my son
1372
00:09:03,325 --> 00:09:03,425
[maggie]: so
1373
00:09:03,525 --> 00:09:03,665
[juliet_hahn]: came
1374
00:09:03,566 --> 00:09:03,726
[maggie]: true
1375
00:09:03,705 --> 00:09:03,825
[juliet_hahn]: home
1376
00:09:03,786 --> 00:09:03,946
[maggie]: i mean
1377
00:09:03,905 --> 00:09:04,086
[juliet_hahn]: one day
1378
00:09:04,006 --> 00:09:04,447
[maggie]: i remember
1379
00:09:04,126 --> 00:09:04,627
[juliet_hahn]: and said mom
1380
00:09:04,507 --> 00:09:04,748
[maggie]: when my
1381
00:09:04,807 --> 00:09:04,847
[juliet_hahn]: i
1382
00:09:04,828 --> 00:09:04,948
[maggie]: son
1383
00:09:04,887 --> 00:09:05,027
[juliet_hahn]: don't
1384
00:09:05,028 --> 00:09:05,168
[maggie]: came
1385
00:09:05,087 --> 00:09:05,448
[juliet_hahn]: understand
1386
00:09:05,208 --> 00:09:05,569
[maggie]: home one day
1387
00:09:05,548 --> 00:09:05,829
[juliet_hahn]: anything
1388
00:09:05,609 --> 00:09:05,850
[maggie]: and said
1389
00:09:05,869 --> 00:09:06,049
[juliet_hahn]: that's
1390
00:09:05,910 --> 00:09:06,110
[maggie]: mom
1391
00:09:06,089 --> 00:09:06,289
[juliet_hahn]: going
1392
00:09:06,290 --> 00:09:06,491
[maggie]: i don't
1393
00:09:06,450 --> 00:09:06,530
[juliet_hahn]: and
1394
00:09:06,551 --> 00:09:06,911
[maggie]: understand
1395
00:09:06,590 --> 00:09:07,050
[juliet_hahn]: i said to him
1396
00:09:07,011 --> 00:09:08,013
[maggie]: anything that's going on and
1397
00:09:08,031 --> 00:09:08,191
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1398
00:09:08,073 --> 00:09:08,314
[maggie]: i said
1399
00:09:08,312 --> 00:09:09,693
[juliet_hahn]: i remember that and it sucks
1400
00:09:09,516 --> 00:09:09,836
[maggie]: yeah i
1401
00:09:09,873 --> 00:09:09,953
[juliet_hahn]: and
1402
00:09:09,936 --> 00:09:10,257
[maggie]: remember
1403
00:09:10,013 --> 00:09:10,274
[juliet_hahn]: i was like
1404
00:09:10,337 --> 00:09:10,457
[maggie]: that
1405
00:09:10,374 --> 00:09:10,634
[juliet_hahn]: you're gonna
1406
00:09:10,537 --> 00:09:10,597
[maggie]: and
1407
00:09:10,674 --> 00:09:10,774
[juliet_hahn]: have
1408
00:09:10,678 --> 00:09:10,738
[maggie]: it
1409
00:09:10,854 --> 00:09:11,054
[juliet_hahn]: many
1410
00:09:10,858 --> 00:09:11,178
[maggie]: sucks
1411
00:09:11,134 --> 00:09:11,455
[juliet_hahn]: of those
1412
00:09:11,339 --> 00:09:11,940
[maggie]: yes and you're
1413
00:09:11,835 --> 00:09:12,336
[juliet_hahn]: opportunities
1414
00:09:11,960 --> 00:09:12,521
[maggie]: gonna have many
1415
00:09:12,396 --> 00:09:12,496
[juliet_hahn]: like
1416
00:09:12,581 --> 00:09:12,641
[maggie]: of
1417
00:09:12,596 --> 00:09:12,716
[juliet_hahn]: you're
1418
00:09:12,701 --> 00:09:12,881
[maggie]: those
1419
00:09:12,736 --> 00:09:13,357
[juliet_hahn]: on hae many of those
1420
00:09:13,282 --> 00:09:13,783
[maggie]: opportunities
1421
00:09:13,397 --> 00:09:14,037
[juliet_hahn]: experiences where
1422
00:09:13,943 --> 00:09:14,203
[maggie]: and your on
1423
00:09:14,178 --> 00:09:14,358
[juliet_hahn]: you're
1424
00:09:14,263 --> 00:09:14,484
[maggie]: have many
1425
00:09:14,378 --> 00:09:14,558
[juliet_hahn]: going to
1426
00:09:14,544 --> 00:09:14,584
[maggie]: of
1427
00:09:14,578 --> 00:09:14,718
[juliet_hahn]: look
1428
00:09:14,624 --> 00:09:14,764
[maggie]: those
1429
00:09:14,778 --> 00:09:15,038
[juliet_hahn]: around
1430
00:09:14,804 --> 00:09:15,305
[maggie]: experiences
1431
00:09:15,079 --> 00:09:15,459
[juliet_hahn]: and be like
1432
00:09:15,345 --> 00:09:16,106
[maggie]: where you're going to look
1433
00:09:16,050 --> 00:09:16,150
[juliet_hahn]: how
1434
00:09:16,186 --> 00:09:16,427
[maggie]: around
1435
00:09:16,250 --> 00:09:16,671
[juliet_hahn]: is everyone
1436
00:09:16,487 --> 00:09:16,687
[maggie]: and be
1437
00:09:16,711 --> 00:09:17,011
[juliet_hahn]: writing
1438
00:09:16,747 --> 00:09:16,868
[maggie]: like
1439
00:09:17,071 --> 00:09:17,472
[juliet_hahn]: down what the
1440
00:09:17,479 --> 00:09:17,579
[maggie]: how
1441
00:09:17,512 --> 00:09:17,732
[juliet_hahn]: teacher
1442
00:09:17,659 --> 00:09:18,100
[maggie]: is everyone
1443
00:09:17,813 --> 00:09:18,133
[juliet_hahn]: just said
1444
00:09:18,140 --> 00:09:18,440
[maggie]: writing
1445
00:09:18,233 --> 00:09:18,534
[juliet_hahn]: what they
1446
00:09:18,500 --> 00:09:18,621
[maggie]: down
1447
00:09:18,634 --> 00:09:18,774
[juliet_hahn]: just
1448
00:09:18,661 --> 00:09:18,761
[maggie]: what
1449
00:09:18,814 --> 00:09:18,974
[juliet_hahn]: said
1450
00:09:18,821 --> 00:09:19,181
[maggie]: the teacher
1451
00:09:19,015 --> 00:09:19,215
[juliet_hahn]: to me
1452
00:09:19,242 --> 00:09:19,362
[maggie]: just
1453
00:09:19,335 --> 00:09:19,636
[juliet_hahn]: sounded
1454
00:09:19,422 --> 00:09:19,802
[maggie]: said what
1455
00:09:19,696 --> 00:09:19,816
[juliet_hahn]: like
1456
00:09:19,843 --> 00:09:19,983
[maggie]: they
1457
00:09:19,856 --> 00:09:20,597
[juliet_hahn]: a completely
1458
00:09:20,063 --> 00:09:20,644
[maggie]: just said to me
1459
00:09:20,657 --> 00:09:20,938
[juliet_hahn]: different
1460
00:09:20,764 --> 00:09:21,065
[maggie]: sounded
1461
00:09:20,978 --> 00:09:21,338
[juliet_hahn]: language
1462
00:09:21,125 --> 00:09:22,026
[maggie]: like a completely
1463
00:09:21,719 --> 00:09:22,360
[juliet_hahn]: and i remember
1464
00:09:22,066 --> 00:09:22,767
[maggie]: different language
1465
00:09:22,440 --> 00:09:23,161
[juliet_hahn]: that so much
1466
00:09:23,188 --> 00:09:23,268
[maggie]: and
1467
00:09:23,222 --> 00:09:23,302
[juliet_hahn]: and
1468
00:09:23,308 --> 00:09:23,348
[maggie]: i
1469
00:09:23,342 --> 00:09:23,502
[juliet_hahn]: that
1470
00:09:23,449 --> 00:09:23,829
[maggie]: remember
1471
00:09:23,562 --> 00:09:23,702
[juliet_hahn]: was
1472
00:09:23,889 --> 00:09:24,030
[maggie]: that
1473
00:09:24,083 --> 00:09:24,263
[juliet_hahn]: one of
1474
00:09:24,230 --> 00:09:24,350
[maggie]: so
1475
00:09:24,303 --> 00:09:24,564
[juliet_hahn]: the things
1476
00:09:24,450 --> 00:09:24,631
[maggie]: much
1477
00:09:24,584 --> 00:09:24,684
[juliet_hahn]: that
1478
00:09:24,691 --> 00:09:24,771
[maggie]: and
1479
00:09:24,724 --> 00:09:24,824
[juliet_hahn]: was
1480
00:09:24,811 --> 00:09:24,951
[maggie]: that
1481
00:09:24,924 --> 00:09:25,145
[juliet_hahn]: really
1482
00:09:25,031 --> 00:09:25,151
[maggie]: was
1483
00:09:25,205 --> 00:09:25,405
[juliet_hahn]: hard
1484
00:09:25,532 --> 00:09:25,612
[maggie]: one
1485
00:09:25,585 --> 00:09:25,686
[juliet_hahn]: and
1486
00:09:25,652 --> 00:09:25,993
[maggie]: of the things
1487
00:09:25,886 --> 00:09:26,106
[juliet_hahn]: really
1488
00:09:26,013 --> 00:09:26,233
[maggie]: that was
1489
00:09:26,227 --> 00:09:26,447
[juliet_hahn]: early
1490
00:09:26,333 --> 00:09:26,574
[maggie]: really
1491
00:09:26,607 --> 00:09:26,687
[juliet_hahn]: on
1492
00:09:26,634 --> 00:09:26,814
[maggie]: hard
1493
00:09:26,787 --> 00:09:27,388
[juliet_hahn]: i realized
1494
00:09:27,014 --> 00:09:28,838
[maggie]: and really early on i realized
1495
00:09:28,390 --> 00:09:30,353
[juliet_hahn]: i don't why don't i understand
1496
00:09:29,799 --> 00:09:30,100
[maggie]: i don't
1497
00:09:30,414 --> 00:09:30,534
[juliet_hahn]: when
1498
00:09:30,420 --> 00:09:30,560
[maggie]: why
1499
00:09:30,634 --> 00:09:30,894
[juliet_hahn]: everyone
1500
00:09:30,661 --> 00:09:30,821
[maggie]: don't
1501
00:09:30,934 --> 00:09:31,055
[juliet_hahn]: else
1502
00:09:30,981 --> 00:09:31,021
[maggie]: i
1503
00:09:31,095 --> 00:09:31,195
[juliet_hahn]: just
1504
00:09:31,161 --> 00:09:31,782
[maggie]: understand
1505
00:09:31,355 --> 00:09:31,876
[juliet_hahn]: like i would
1506
00:09:31,843 --> 00:09:31,943
[maggie]: when
1507
00:09:31,896 --> 00:09:32,016
[juliet_hahn]: look
1508
00:09:32,023 --> 00:09:32,283
[maggie]: every
1509
00:09:32,036 --> 00:09:32,497
[juliet_hahn]: at my friend and
1510
00:09:32,444 --> 00:09:32,644
[maggie]: s just
1511
00:09:32,537 --> 00:09:32,818
[juliet_hahn]: be like what
1512
00:09:32,764 --> 00:09:33,445
[maggie]: like i would look
1513
00:09:33,378 --> 00:09:33,479
[juliet_hahn]: what
1514
00:09:33,465 --> 00:09:33,505
[maggie]: at
1515
00:09:33,499 --> 00:09:33,579
[juliet_hahn]: are
1516
00:09:33,565 --> 00:09:33,626
[maggie]: my
1517
00:09:33,599 --> 00:09:33,659
[juliet_hahn]: you
1518
00:09:33,686 --> 00:09:33,826
[maggie]: friend
1519
00:09:33,719 --> 00:09:33,979
[juliet_hahn]: writing
1520
00:09:33,866 --> 00:09:34,667
[maggie]: and be like what
1521
00:09:34,781 --> 00:09:35,061
[juliet_hahn]: i'm doing
1522
00:09:34,928 --> 00:09:35,068
[maggie]: are you
1523
00:09:35,081 --> 00:09:35,181
[juliet_hahn]: the
1524
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[maggie]: writing
1525
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[juliet_hahn]: assignment i'm like
1526
00:09:36,130 --> 00:09:36,430
[maggie]: i'm doing
1527
00:09:36,404 --> 00:09:36,524
[juliet_hahn]: what
1528
00:09:36,450 --> 00:09:36,891
[maggie]: this sinon
1529
00:09:36,864 --> 00:09:37,085
[juliet_hahn]: i don't
1530
00:09:36,951 --> 00:09:37,151
[maggie]: i'm like
1531
00:09:37,125 --> 00:09:38,207
[juliet_hahn]: understand so
1532
00:09:38,213 --> 00:09:38,413
[maggie]: i don't
1533
00:09:38,367 --> 00:09:38,607
[juliet_hahn]: i think
1534
00:09:38,474 --> 00:09:38,854
[maggie]: understand
1535
00:09:38,747 --> 00:09:39,509
[juliet_hahn]: that again as you
1536
00:09:39,455 --> 00:09:39,575
[maggie]: so
1537
00:09:39,569 --> 00:09:39,709
[juliet_hahn]: said
1538
00:09:39,696 --> 00:09:39,956
[maggie]: i think
1539
00:09:40,010 --> 00:09:40,170
[juliet_hahn]: that's
1540
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[maggie]: that
1541
00:09:40,210 --> 00:09:40,330
[juliet_hahn]: going
1542
00:09:40,297 --> 00:09:40,517
[maggie]: again
1543
00:09:40,370 --> 00:09:40,570
[juliet_hahn]: to bring
1544
00:09:40,617 --> 00:09:40,677
[maggie]: as
1545
00:09:40,670 --> 00:09:40,830
[juliet_hahn]: some
1546
00:09:40,737 --> 00:09:40,838
[maggie]: you
1547
00:09:40,890 --> 00:09:41,091
[juliet_hahn]: level
1548
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[maggie]: said
1549
00:09:41,251 --> 00:09:41,291
[juliet_hahn]: of
1550
00:09:41,298 --> 00:09:41,419
[maggie]: that
1551
00:09:41,431 --> 00:09:41,851
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
1552
00:09:41,519 --> 00:09:41,859
[maggie]: going to bring
1553
00:09:41,932 --> 00:09:42,172
[juliet_hahn]: whether
1554
00:09:41,959 --> 00:09:42,380
[maggie]: some level
1555
00:09:42,252 --> 00:09:42,592
[juliet_hahn]: you even
1556
00:09:42,540 --> 00:09:42,600
[maggie]: of
1557
00:09:42,692 --> 00:09:42,913
[juliet_hahn]: have
1558
00:09:42,721 --> 00:09:43,161
[maggie]: anxiety
1559
00:09:42,953 --> 00:09:43,493
[juliet_hahn]: an anxiety
1560
00:09:43,222 --> 00:09:43,622
[maggie]: whether you
1561
00:09:43,573 --> 00:09:43,954
[juliet_hahn]: disorder
1562
00:09:43,742 --> 00:09:44,203
[maggie]: even have
1563
00:09:44,074 --> 00:09:44,314
[juliet_hahn]: or your
1564
00:09:44,263 --> 00:09:44,784
[maggie]: an anxiety
1565
00:09:44,715 --> 00:09:45,355
[juliet_hahn]: predesitione
1566
00:09:44,864 --> 00:09:45,585
[maggie]: disorder or your
1567
00:09:45,616 --> 00:09:46,316
[juliet_hahn]: for anxiety
1568
00:09:45,986 --> 00:09:46,787
[maggie]: predeseset
1569
00:09:46,356 --> 00:09:47,037
[juliet_hahn]: you're going to have some
1570
00:09:47,008 --> 00:09:47,088
[maggie]: or
1571
00:09:47,117 --> 00:09:47,257
[juliet_hahn]: sort
1572
00:09:47,208 --> 00:09:47,589
[maggie]: anxiety
1573
00:09:47,297 --> 00:09:47,698
[juliet_hahn]: of level of
1574
00:09:47,649 --> 00:09:47,809
[maggie]: you're
1575
00:09:47,758 --> 00:09:48,178
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
1576
00:09:47,829 --> 00:09:48,330
[maggie]: going to have some
1577
00:09:48,278 --> 00:09:48,378
[juliet_hahn]: so
1578
00:09:48,410 --> 00:09:51,275
[maggie]: sort of level yeah you don't work
the way the rest of the world does
1579
00:09:51,335 --> 00:09:53,419
[maggie]: and i'm still like that with computers
pretty much
1580
00:09:53,633 --> 00:09:53,875
[juliet_hahn]: right
1581
00:09:53,739 --> 00:09:59,148
[maggie]: so you know that is a thing
left over i don't i don't understand what
1582
00:09:59,188 --> 00:10:00,450
[maggie]: the rest of the world understands
1583
00:09:59,950 --> 00:10:02,034
[juliet_hahn]: right we just we just learned different
well thank
1584
00:10:02,013 --> 00:10:02,053
[maggie]: we
1585
00:10:02,074 --> 00:10:02,134
[juliet_hahn]: you
1586
00:10:02,133 --> 00:10:02,233
[maggie]: just
1587
00:10:02,194 --> 00:10:02,274
[juliet_hahn]: for
1588
00:10:02,293 --> 00:10:02,353
[maggie]: we
1589
00:10:02,334 --> 00:10:02,615
[juliet_hahn]: sharing
1590
00:10:02,434 --> 00:10:02,754
[maggie]: just learned
1591
00:10:02,655 --> 00:10:02,795
[juliet_hahn]: that
1592
00:10:02,794 --> 00:10:03,175
[maggie]: dfentwell
1593
00:10:02,895 --> 00:10:02,955
[juliet_hahn]: and
1594
00:10:03,215 --> 00:10:03,455
[maggie]: thank you
1595
00:10:03,476 --> 00:10:03,677
[juliet_hahn]: abby
1596
00:10:03,495 --> 00:10:03,916
[maggie]: for sharing
1597
00:10:03,797 --> 00:10:03,997
[juliet_hahn]: i would
1598
00:10:03,976 --> 00:10:04,116
[maggie]: that
1599
00:10:04,037 --> 00:10:04,298
[juliet_hahn]: love for
1600
00:10:04,237 --> 00:10:04,277
[maggie]: an
1601
00:10:04,358 --> 00:10:04,839
[juliet_hahn]: you to give us
1602
00:10:04,797 --> 00:10:04,978
[maggie]: abbey
1603
00:10:04,899 --> 00:10:05,159
[juliet_hahn]: a little
1604
00:10:05,118 --> 00:10:05,138
[maggie]: i
1605
00:10:05,179 --> 00:10:05,640
[juliet_hahn]: background
1606
00:10:05,198 --> 00:10:06,000
[maggie]: would love for you to give
1607
00:10:05,940 --> 00:10:06,041
[juliet_hahn]: of
1608
00:10:06,040 --> 00:10:06,201
[maggie]: us a
1609
00:10:06,201 --> 00:10:06,341
[juliet_hahn]: your
1610
00:10:06,241 --> 00:10:06,923
[maggie]: little background
1611
00:10:06,561 --> 00:10:07,223
[juliet_hahn]: upbringing and you
1612
00:10:07,223 --> 00:10:07,344
[maggie]: of
1613
00:10:07,363 --> 00:10:07,483
[juliet_hahn]: kind
1614
00:10:07,484 --> 00:10:07,625
[maggie]: your
1615
00:10:07,523 --> 00:10:07,784
[juliet_hahn]: of where
1616
00:10:07,825 --> 00:10:08,487
[maggie]: upbringing and you
1617
00:10:08,525 --> 00:10:08,765
[juliet_hahn]: your
1618
00:10:08,647 --> 00:10:09,109
[maggie]: kind of where
1619
00:10:08,925 --> 00:10:09,767
[juliet_hahn]: journey took you
1620
00:10:09,810 --> 00:10:10,031
[maggie]: your
1621
00:10:09,827 --> 00:10:10,328
[juliet_hahn]: to university
1622
00:10:10,192 --> 00:10:10,512
[maggie]: journey
1623
00:10:10,368 --> 00:10:10,909
[juliet_hahn]: of pennsylvania
1624
00:10:10,753 --> 00:10:12,217
[maggie]: took you to university of pennsylvania
1625
00:10:13,142 --> 00:10:13,983
[abbe_greenberg]: i grew up in south
1626
00:10:13,870 --> 00:10:14,131
[maggie]: i grew
1627
00:10:14,083 --> 00:10:14,464
[abbe_greenberg]: florida
1628
00:10:14,171 --> 00:10:15,176
[maggie]: up in south florida
1629
00:10:15,365 --> 00:10:16,547
[abbe_greenberg]: in town called hollywood
1630
00:10:16,070 --> 00:10:17,275
[maggie]: a town called hollywood
1631
00:10:17,449 --> 00:10:17,809
[abbe_greenberg]: and
1632
00:10:17,610 --> 00:10:18,720
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1633
00:10:18,159 --> 00:10:18,501
[maggie]: and
1634
00:10:19,652 --> 00:10:20,193
[abbe_greenberg]: my first
1635
00:10:20,619 --> 00:10:20,919
[maggie]: first
1636
00:10:20,694 --> 00:10:21,355
[abbe_greenberg]: recollection of
1637
00:10:21,400 --> 00:10:21,921
[maggie]: recollection
1638
00:10:21,415 --> 00:10:22,056
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety
1639
00:10:21,420 --> 00:10:21,844
[juliet_hahn]: oh
1640
00:10:22,021 --> 00:10:22,783
[maggie]: of anxiety
1641
00:10:22,517 --> 00:10:23,359
[abbe_greenberg]: would be when i was
1642
00:10:23,283 --> 00:10:23,404
[maggie]: would
1643
00:10:23,379 --> 00:10:23,780
[abbe_greenberg]: about five
1644
00:10:23,644 --> 00:10:23,724
[maggie]: be
1645
00:10:23,800 --> 00:10:24,000
[abbe_greenberg]: years
1646
00:10:23,824 --> 00:10:24,085
[maggie]: when i was
1647
00:10:24,060 --> 00:10:24,220
[abbe_greenberg]: old
1648
00:10:24,105 --> 00:10:24,906
[maggie]: about five years old
1649
00:10:25,230 --> 00:10:25,512
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1650
00:10:25,392 --> 00:10:26,273
[abbe_greenberg]: when ever
1651
00:10:26,148 --> 00:10:26,369
[maggie]: when
1652
00:10:26,593 --> 00:10:27,034
[abbe_greenberg]: my family
1653
00:10:26,829 --> 00:10:27,050
[maggie]: ever
1654
00:10:27,054 --> 00:10:27,514
[abbe_greenberg]: would be going
1655
00:10:27,350 --> 00:10:27,771
[maggie]: my family
1656
00:10:27,575 --> 00:10:27,835
[abbe_greenberg]: somewhere
1657
00:10:27,811 --> 00:10:27,931
[maggie]: would
1658
00:10:27,875 --> 00:10:28,035
[abbe_greenberg]: in the
1659
00:10:27,971 --> 00:10:28,252
[maggie]: be going
1660
00:10:28,095 --> 00:10:28,376
[abbe_greenberg]: car
1661
00:10:28,332 --> 00:10:29,113
[maggie]: somewhere in the car
1662
00:10:28,896 --> 00:10:29,637
[abbe_greenberg]: i would run out
1663
00:10:29,654 --> 00:10:29,674
[maggie]: i
1664
00:10:29,677 --> 00:10:29,737
[abbe_greenberg]: to
1665
00:10:29,754 --> 00:10:29,874
[maggie]: would
1666
00:10:29,777 --> 00:10:30,218
[abbe_greenberg]: the garage
1667
00:10:30,075 --> 00:10:30,375
[maggie]: run out
1668
00:10:30,298 --> 00:10:30,579
[abbe_greenberg]: before
1669
00:10:30,435 --> 00:10:30,996
[maggie]: to the garage
1670
00:10:30,639 --> 00:10:31,179
[abbe_greenberg]: anybody else
1671
00:10:31,056 --> 00:10:31,697
[maggie]: before anybody
1672
00:10:31,600 --> 00:10:31,900
[abbe_greenberg]: was even
1673
00:10:31,798 --> 00:10:31,958
[maggie]: else
1674
00:10:31,960 --> 00:10:32,301
[abbe_greenberg]: awake
1675
00:10:32,501 --> 00:10:32,664
[maggie]: even
1676
00:10:32,760 --> 00:10:33,690
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1677
00:10:32,765 --> 00:10:32,989
[maggie]: wait
1678
00:10:32,942 --> 00:10:33,585
[abbe_greenberg]: i would tack
1679
00:10:33,689 --> 00:10:33,891
[maggie]: i would
1680
00:10:33,805 --> 00:10:34,067
[abbe_greenberg]: all the
1681
00:10:34,052 --> 00:10:34,314
[maggie]: tack
1682
00:10:34,127 --> 00:10:34,609
[abbe_greenberg]: tires
1683
00:10:34,556 --> 00:10:35,363
[maggie]: all the tires
1684
00:10:36,390 --> 00:10:36,510
[juliet_hahn]: ye
1685
00:10:36,452 --> 00:10:37,192
[abbe_greenberg]: had like a ritual
1686
00:10:37,129 --> 00:10:37,309
[maggie]: i had
1687
00:10:37,252 --> 00:10:37,453
[abbe_greenberg]: going
1688
00:10:37,369 --> 00:10:37,469
[maggie]: like
1689
00:10:37,415 --> 00:10:37,636
[juliet_hahn]: right
1690
00:10:37,509 --> 00:10:37,530
[maggie]: a
1691
00:10:37,553 --> 00:10:37,653
[abbe_greenberg]: on
1692
00:10:37,610 --> 00:10:37,950
[maggie]: ritual
1693
00:10:37,833 --> 00:10:38,053
[abbe_greenberg]: where
1694
00:10:38,010 --> 00:10:38,411
[maggie]: going on
1695
00:10:38,434 --> 00:10:38,614
[abbe_greenberg]: half
1696
00:10:38,592 --> 00:10:38,752
[maggie]: where
1697
00:10:38,674 --> 00:10:39,274
[abbe_greenberg]: the tires
1698
00:10:39,313 --> 00:10:39,393
[maggie]: at
1699
00:10:39,394 --> 00:10:39,475
[abbe_greenberg]: one
1700
00:10:39,453 --> 00:10:39,533
[maggie]: the
1701
00:10:39,495 --> 00:10:39,555
[abbe_greenberg]: it
1702
00:10:39,573 --> 00:10:40,054
[maggie]: tires
1703
00:10:39,575 --> 00:10:39,775
[abbe_greenberg]: would be
1704
00:10:39,810 --> 00:10:40,032
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1705
00:10:39,835 --> 00:10:40,135
[abbe_greenberg]: a safe
1706
00:10:40,094 --> 00:10:40,195
[maggie]: then
1707
00:10:40,235 --> 00:10:40,375
[abbe_greenberg]: trip
1708
00:10:40,255 --> 00:10:40,455
[maggie]: it would
1709
00:10:40,456 --> 00:10:40,536
[abbe_greenberg]: for
1710
00:10:40,495 --> 00:10:40,555
[maggie]: be
1711
00:10:40,576 --> 00:10:40,656
[abbe_greenberg]: the
1712
00:10:40,595 --> 00:10:40,896
[maggie]: a safe
1713
00:10:40,716 --> 00:10:41,016
[abbe_greenberg]: family
1714
00:10:40,976 --> 00:10:41,758
[maggie]: trip for the family
1715
00:10:41,497 --> 00:10:42,277
[abbe_greenberg]: and it got to the point where
1716
00:10:42,369 --> 00:10:42,569
[maggie]: i got
1717
00:10:42,538 --> 00:10:42,558
[abbe_greenberg]: i
1718
00:10:42,609 --> 00:10:42,730
[maggie]: to the
1719
00:10:42,758 --> 00:10:43,178
[abbe_greenberg]: literally
1720
00:10:42,890 --> 00:10:43,331
[maggie]: where i
1721
00:10:43,338 --> 00:10:43,679
[abbe_greenberg]: couldn't
1722
00:10:43,491 --> 00:10:43,932
[maggie]: literally
1723
00:10:43,859 --> 00:10:44,079
[abbe_greenberg]: get in
1724
00:10:44,112 --> 00:10:44,433
[maggie]: couldn't
1725
00:10:44,130 --> 00:10:44,495
[juliet_hahn]: oh
1726
00:10:44,159 --> 00:10:44,480
[abbe_greenberg]: a car
1727
00:10:44,613 --> 00:10:44,713
[maggie]: get
1728
00:10:44,660 --> 00:10:44,780
[abbe_greenberg]: that
1729
00:10:44,794 --> 00:10:44,834
[maggie]: in
1730
00:10:44,820 --> 00:10:45,080
[abbe_greenberg]: i didn't
1731
00:10:44,894 --> 00:10:45,194
[maggie]: a car
1732
00:10:45,120 --> 00:10:45,420
[abbe_greenberg]: tap the
1733
00:10:45,415 --> 00:10:45,515
[maggie]: that
1734
00:10:45,460 --> 00:10:45,901
[abbe_greenberg]: tires
1735
00:10:45,555 --> 00:10:46,657
[maggie]: i didn't have tires
1736
00:10:46,952 --> 00:10:47,654
[abbe_greenberg]: so that was
1737
00:10:47,709 --> 00:10:47,809
[maggie]: so
1738
00:10:47,714 --> 00:10:48,216
[abbe_greenberg]: the beginning
1739
00:10:48,089 --> 00:10:48,249
[maggie]: that
1740
00:10:48,101 --> 00:10:48,202
[juliet_hahn]: ah
1741
00:10:48,256 --> 00:10:48,316
[abbe_greenberg]: of
1742
00:10:48,290 --> 00:10:48,430
[maggie]: was
1743
00:10:48,376 --> 00:10:48,457
[abbe_greenberg]: my
1744
00:10:48,470 --> 00:10:48,550
[maggie]: the
1745
00:10:48,517 --> 00:10:48,898
[abbe_greenberg]: obsessive
1746
00:10:48,630 --> 00:10:48,971
[maggie]: beginning
1747
00:10:48,938 --> 00:10:49,339
[abbe_greenberg]: compulsive
1748
00:10:49,011 --> 00:10:49,652
[maggie]: of my obsessive
1749
00:10:49,400 --> 00:10:49,721
[abbe_greenberg]: disorder
1750
00:10:49,692 --> 00:10:50,092
[maggie]: compulsive
1751
00:10:49,801 --> 00:10:50,122
[abbe_greenberg]: although i
1752
00:10:50,132 --> 00:10:50,473
[maggie]: disorder
1753
00:10:50,182 --> 00:10:50,463
[abbe_greenberg]: was not
1754
00:10:50,553 --> 00:10:50,774
[maggie]: although
1755
00:10:50,603 --> 00:10:51,045
[abbe_greenberg]: formally
1756
00:10:50,834 --> 00:10:51,214
[maggie]: i was not
1757
00:10:51,105 --> 00:10:51,607
[abbe_greenberg]: diagnosed
1758
00:10:51,354 --> 00:10:51,795
[maggie]: formally
1759
00:10:51,647 --> 00:10:51,847
[abbe_greenberg]: until
1760
00:10:51,855 --> 00:10:52,356
[maggie]: diagnosed
1761
00:10:51,888 --> 00:10:52,409
[abbe_greenberg]: i was forty
1762
00:10:52,396 --> 00:10:52,596
[maggie]: until
1763
00:10:52,449 --> 00:10:52,470
[juliet_hahn]: m
1764
00:10:52,490 --> 00:10:52,650
[abbe_greenberg]: six
1765
00:10:52,636 --> 00:10:53,137
[maggie]: i was forty
1766
00:10:52,951 --> 00:10:53,114
[juliet_hahn]: wow
1767
00:10:53,237 --> 00:10:53,398
[maggie]: six
1768
00:10:54,212 --> 00:10:54,272
[abbe_greenberg]: it
1769
00:10:54,249 --> 00:10:54,389
[maggie]: wow
1770
00:10:54,312 --> 00:10:54,833
[abbe_greenberg]: was a lot
1771
00:10:54,730 --> 00:10:54,810
[maggie]: so
1772
00:10:54,933 --> 00:10:55,013
[abbe_greenberg]: of
1773
00:10:54,970 --> 00:10:55,171
[maggie]: it was
1774
00:10:55,080 --> 00:10:55,346
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1775
00:10:55,231 --> 00:10:55,752
[maggie]: a lot of
1776
00:10:56,010 --> 00:10:56,192
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1777
00:10:56,616 --> 00:10:57,237
[abbe_greenberg]: suffering in
1778
00:10:57,240 --> 00:10:57,900
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1779
00:10:57,277 --> 00:10:57,658
[abbe_greenberg]: between
1780
00:10:57,375 --> 00:10:58,398
[maggie]: suffering between
1781
00:10:58,259 --> 00:10:59,060
[abbe_greenberg]: my first memories
1782
00:10:59,019 --> 00:10:59,319
[maggie]: my first
1783
00:10:59,160 --> 00:10:59,240
[abbe_greenberg]: of
1784
00:10:59,400 --> 00:10:59,841
[maggie]: memories
1785
00:10:59,421 --> 00:10:59,841
[abbe_greenberg]: obsessive
1786
00:10:59,921 --> 00:10:59,981
[maggie]: of
1787
00:10:59,961 --> 00:11:00,282
[abbe_greenberg]: obsessive
1788
00:11:00,241 --> 00:11:00,582
[maggie]: obsession
1789
00:11:00,322 --> 00:11:01,043
[abbe_greenberg]: compulsive behavior
1790
00:11:00,900 --> 00:11:01,162
[juliet_hahn]: oh
1791
00:11:00,943 --> 00:11:01,524
[maggie]: essie compulsive
1792
00:11:01,264 --> 00:11:01,384
[abbe_greenberg]: and
1793
00:11:01,564 --> 00:11:01,865
[maggie]: behavior
1794
00:11:01,664 --> 00:11:01,845
[abbe_greenberg]: when
1795
00:11:02,125 --> 00:11:02,707
[maggie]: and when
1796
00:11:02,666 --> 00:11:04,068
[abbe_greenberg]: a very gifted psychiatrist finally
1797
00:11:03,829 --> 00:11:04,089
[maggie]: if it's
1798
00:11:04,088 --> 00:11:04,208
[abbe_greenberg]: said
1799
00:11:04,129 --> 00:11:04,230
[maggie]: like
1800
00:11:04,249 --> 00:11:04,309
[abbe_greenberg]: to
1801
00:11:04,290 --> 00:11:04,630
[maggie]: hydras
1802
00:11:04,329 --> 00:11:04,629
[abbe_greenberg]: me you know
1803
00:11:04,650 --> 00:11:05,031
[maggie]: finally said
1804
00:11:04,950 --> 00:11:05,250
[abbe_greenberg]: i don't
1805
00:11:05,071 --> 00:11:05,191
[maggie]: to me
1806
00:11:05,190 --> 00:11:06,060
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1807
00:11:05,310 --> 00:11:05,491
[abbe_greenberg]: think
1808
00:11:05,331 --> 00:11:05,452
[maggie]: now
1809
00:11:05,591 --> 00:11:06,352
[abbe_greenberg]: panic order
1810
00:11:06,213 --> 00:11:06,273
[maggie]: in
1811
00:11:06,413 --> 00:11:06,854
[abbe_greenberg]: is your main
1812
00:11:06,794 --> 00:11:07,174
[maggie]: disorder
1813
00:11:06,974 --> 00:11:07,355
[abbe_greenberg]: problem
1814
00:11:07,235 --> 00:11:07,295
[maggie]: is
1815
00:11:07,291 --> 00:11:07,411
[juliet_hahn]: it
1816
00:11:07,335 --> 00:11:07,695
[maggie]: your main
1817
00:11:08,112 --> 00:11:09,474
[juliet_hahn]: well and it's so interesting that you
said that
1818
00:11:09,458 --> 00:11:09,578
[maggie]: well
1819
00:11:09,494 --> 00:11:09,655
[juliet_hahn]: because
1820
00:11:09,639 --> 00:11:09,699
[maggie]: and
1821
00:11:09,675 --> 00:11:09,755
[juliet_hahn]: when
1822
00:11:09,759 --> 00:11:09,839
[maggie]: it's
1823
00:11:09,795 --> 00:11:09,855
[juliet_hahn]: you
1824
00:11:09,879 --> 00:11:09,939
[maggie]: so
1825
00:11:09,895 --> 00:11:10,015
[juliet_hahn]: said
1826
00:11:10,019 --> 00:11:10,340
[maggie]: interesting
1827
00:11:10,035 --> 00:11:10,396
[juliet_hahn]: that i was like
1828
00:11:10,360 --> 00:11:10,440
[maggie]: that
1829
00:11:10,436 --> 00:11:10,496
[juliet_hahn]: oh
1830
00:11:10,460 --> 00:11:10,540
[maggie]: you
1831
00:11:10,536 --> 00:11:10,696
[juliet_hahn]: that's
1832
00:11:10,580 --> 00:11:10,961
[maggie]: said that because
1833
00:11:10,857 --> 00:11:11,197
[juliet_hahn]: sensitive
1834
00:11:10,981 --> 00:11:11,341
[maggie]: when you said
1835
00:11:11,257 --> 00:11:11,738
[juliet_hahn]: compulsive
1836
00:11:11,361 --> 00:11:12,023
[maggie]: that i was like oh that's
1837
00:11:12,119 --> 00:11:12,600
[juliet_hahn]: and i'm not a
1838
00:11:12,563 --> 00:11:13,024
[maggie]: compulsive
1839
00:11:12,640 --> 00:11:12,980
[juliet_hahn]: doctor
1840
00:11:12,662 --> 00:11:12,786
[abbe_greenberg]: yep
1841
00:11:13,060 --> 00:11:13,481
[juliet_hahn]: but it's just
1842
00:11:13,445 --> 00:11:13,545
[maggie]: and
1843
00:11:13,521 --> 00:11:13,601
[juliet_hahn]: one
1844
00:11:13,605 --> 00:11:13,685
[maggie]: i'm
1845
00:11:13,621 --> 00:11:13,842
[juliet_hahn]: of those
1846
00:11:13,745 --> 00:11:13,826
[maggie]: not
1847
00:11:13,862 --> 00:11:14,022
[juliet_hahn]: things
1848
00:11:13,886 --> 00:11:14,306
[maggie]: a doctor
1849
00:11:14,062 --> 00:11:14,302
[juliet_hahn]: that you
1850
00:11:14,386 --> 00:11:14,467
[maggie]: but
1851
00:11:14,423 --> 00:11:14,583
[juliet_hahn]: see
1852
00:11:14,527 --> 00:11:15,168
[maggie]: it's just one of those
1853
00:11:15,064 --> 00:11:15,284
[juliet_hahn]: you know
1854
00:11:15,188 --> 00:11:15,348
[maggie]: things
1855
00:11:15,384 --> 00:11:15,524
[juliet_hahn]: when
1856
00:11:15,388 --> 00:11:15,869
[maggie]: that you see
1857
00:11:16,306 --> 00:11:16,466
[juliet_hahn]: i've
1858
00:11:16,370 --> 00:11:16,590
[maggie]: you know
1859
00:11:16,586 --> 00:11:16,726
[juliet_hahn]: been
1860
00:11:16,690 --> 00:11:16,851
[maggie]: when
1861
00:11:16,766 --> 00:11:17,908
[juliet_hahn]: around children
1862
00:11:17,612 --> 00:11:18,433
[maggie]: i've been around
1863
00:11:18,129 --> 00:11:18,890
[juliet_hahn]: not my and but
1864
00:11:18,814 --> 00:11:19,235
[maggie]: children
1865
00:11:18,990 --> 00:11:19,571
[juliet_hahn]: other children
1866
00:11:19,435 --> 00:11:20,036
[maggie]: not my own
1867
00:11:19,932 --> 00:11:20,433
[juliet_hahn]: in family
1868
00:11:20,116 --> 00:11:20,477
[maggie]: but other
1869
00:11:20,473 --> 00:11:20,653
[juliet_hahn]: where
1870
00:11:20,557 --> 00:11:20,877
[maggie]: children
1871
00:11:20,873 --> 00:11:21,354
[juliet_hahn]: you know they would
1872
00:11:21,238 --> 00:11:21,298
[maggie]: and
1873
00:11:21,414 --> 00:11:21,514
[juliet_hahn]: have
1874
00:11:21,418 --> 00:11:21,759
[maggie]: family
1875
00:11:21,575 --> 00:11:21,915
[juliet_hahn]: to tap
1876
00:11:21,799 --> 00:11:21,959
[maggie]: where
1877
00:11:22,015 --> 00:11:22,216
[juliet_hahn]: things
1878
00:11:22,200 --> 00:11:22,280
[maggie]: you
1879
00:11:22,256 --> 00:11:22,316
[juliet_hahn]: and
1880
00:11:22,300 --> 00:11:22,400
[maggie]: know
1881
00:11:22,356 --> 00:11:22,436
[juliet_hahn]: i'd
1882
00:11:22,440 --> 00:11:22,520
[maggie]: they
1883
00:11:22,476 --> 00:11:22,656
[juliet_hahn]: be like
1884
00:11:22,560 --> 00:11:22,841
[maggie]: would have
1885
00:11:22,817 --> 00:11:22,917
[juliet_hahn]: oh
1886
00:11:22,901 --> 00:11:22,961
[maggie]: to
1887
00:11:22,997 --> 00:11:23,057
[juliet_hahn]: you
1888
00:11:23,021 --> 00:11:23,241
[maggie]: tap
1889
00:11:23,097 --> 00:11:23,337
[juliet_hahn]: know i would
1890
00:11:23,341 --> 00:11:23,542
[maggie]: things
1891
00:11:23,357 --> 00:11:23,538
[juliet_hahn]: say the
1892
00:11:23,562 --> 00:11:23,622
[maggie]: and
1893
00:11:23,598 --> 00:11:23,738
[juliet_hahn]: parent
1894
00:11:23,662 --> 00:11:23,842
[maggie]: i'd be
1895
00:11:23,858 --> 00:11:23,898
[juliet_hahn]: at
1896
00:11:23,882 --> 00:11:23,982
[maggie]: like
1897
00:11:23,918 --> 00:11:24,159
[juliet_hahn]: an they're
1898
00:11:24,143 --> 00:11:24,243
[maggie]: oh
1899
00:11:24,179 --> 00:11:24,259
[juliet_hahn]: like
1900
00:11:24,323 --> 00:11:24,383
[maggie]: you
1901
00:11:24,339 --> 00:11:24,439
[juliet_hahn]: oh
1902
00:11:24,423 --> 00:11:24,764
[maggie]: know i would say
1903
00:11:24,740 --> 00:11:24,840
[juliet_hahn]: it's
1904
00:11:24,784 --> 00:11:24,844
[maggie]: the
1905
00:11:24,880 --> 00:11:25,040
[juliet_hahn]: their
1906
00:11:24,924 --> 00:11:25,044
[maggie]: part
1907
00:11:25,120 --> 00:11:25,501
[juliet_hahn]: obsessive
1908
00:11:25,265 --> 00:11:25,585
[maggie]: an they're like
1909
00:11:25,541 --> 00:11:26,182
[juliet_hahn]: compulsion they have
1910
00:11:26,226 --> 00:11:26,407
[maggie]: they're
1911
00:11:26,242 --> 00:11:26,503
[juliet_hahn]: to touch
1912
00:11:26,447 --> 00:11:27,208
[maggie]: obsessive compulsion
1913
00:11:26,963 --> 00:11:27,224
[juliet_hahn]: five
1914
00:11:27,268 --> 00:11:27,368
[maggie]: they
1915
00:11:27,284 --> 00:11:27,524
[juliet_hahn]: things
1916
00:11:27,408 --> 00:11:27,568
[maggie]: have to
1917
00:11:27,625 --> 00:11:27,845
[juliet_hahn]: before
1918
00:11:27,649 --> 00:11:27,829
[maggie]: touch
1919
00:11:27,885 --> 00:11:28,306
[juliet_hahn]: they can do
1920
00:11:28,269 --> 00:11:28,530
[maggie]: five
1921
00:11:28,366 --> 00:11:28,586
[juliet_hahn]: things
1922
00:11:28,590 --> 00:11:28,850
[maggie]: things
1923
00:11:28,646 --> 00:11:28,706
[juliet_hahn]: and
1924
00:11:28,930 --> 00:11:29,151
[maggie]: before
1925
00:11:29,107 --> 00:11:29,147
[juliet_hahn]: i
1926
00:11:29,191 --> 00:11:29,311
[maggie]: they
1927
00:11:29,247 --> 00:11:29,468
[juliet_hahn]: always
1928
00:11:29,351 --> 00:11:29,591
[maggie]: can do
1929
00:11:29,528 --> 00:11:29,648
[juliet_hahn]: would
1930
00:11:29,671 --> 00:11:29,871
[maggie]: things
1931
00:11:29,708 --> 00:11:29,908
[juliet_hahn]: think
1932
00:11:29,952 --> 00:11:31,213
[maggie]: and i always would think
1933
00:11:31,051 --> 00:11:31,893
[juliet_hahn]: all right you know what
1934
00:11:31,834 --> 00:11:31,974
[maggie]: wow
1935
00:11:32,054 --> 00:11:32,254
[juliet_hahn]: that
1936
00:11:32,355 --> 00:11:32,475
[maggie]: all
1937
00:11:32,455 --> 00:11:32,555
[juliet_hahn]: that
1938
00:11:32,535 --> 00:11:32,715
[maggie]: right
1939
00:11:32,595 --> 00:11:32,716
[juliet_hahn]: has
1940
00:11:32,735 --> 00:11:32,815
[maggie]: you
1941
00:11:32,736 --> 00:11:32,876
[juliet_hahn]: to be
1942
00:11:32,855 --> 00:11:32,975
[maggie]: know
1943
00:11:32,916 --> 00:11:33,458
[juliet_hahn]: exhausting
1944
00:11:33,056 --> 00:11:34,778
[maggie]: what but that has to be exhausting
1945
00:11:35,602 --> 00:11:36,082
[abbe_greenberg]: it's currently
1946
00:11:36,150 --> 00:11:36,960
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1947
00:11:36,162 --> 00:11:36,223
[abbe_greenberg]: as
1948
00:11:36,239 --> 00:11:36,319
[maggie]: it
1949
00:11:36,283 --> 00:11:36,663
[abbe_greenberg]: an adult
1950
00:11:36,499 --> 00:11:36,840
[maggie]: certainly
1951
00:11:36,763 --> 00:11:36,803
[abbe_greenberg]: i
1952
00:11:36,900 --> 00:11:36,980
[maggie]: as
1953
00:11:36,903 --> 00:11:37,164
[abbe_greenberg]: found
1954
00:11:37,040 --> 00:11:37,420
[maggie]: an adult
1955
00:11:37,384 --> 00:11:37,484
[abbe_greenberg]: my
1956
00:11:37,521 --> 00:11:37,561
[maggie]: i
1957
00:11:37,544 --> 00:11:37,925
[abbe_greenberg]: obsessions
1958
00:11:37,681 --> 00:11:37,901
[maggie]: found
1959
00:11:37,965 --> 00:11:38,586
[abbe_greenberg]: and compulsions
1960
00:11:38,181 --> 00:11:38,682
[maggie]: my obsessions
1961
00:11:38,580 --> 00:11:39,420
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
1962
00:11:38,646 --> 00:11:39,106
[abbe_greenberg]: exhausting
1963
00:11:38,722 --> 00:11:39,303
[maggie]: and convulsions
1964
00:11:39,146 --> 00:11:39,327
[abbe_greenberg]: i don't
1965
00:11:39,383 --> 00:11:39,844
[maggie]: exhausting
1966
00:11:39,407 --> 00:11:39,787
[abbe_greenberg]: remember
1967
00:11:39,884 --> 00:11:39,904
[maggie]: i
1968
00:11:39,887 --> 00:11:39,948
[abbe_greenberg]: as
1969
00:11:39,944 --> 00:11:40,064
[maggie]: don't
1970
00:11:40,008 --> 00:11:40,208
[abbe_greenberg]: a kid
1971
00:11:40,164 --> 00:11:40,525
[maggie]: remember
1972
00:11:40,268 --> 00:11:40,608
[abbe_greenberg]: if i did
1973
00:11:40,625 --> 00:11:40,705
[maggie]: as
1974
00:11:40,648 --> 00:11:40,749
[abbe_greenberg]: but
1975
00:11:40,745 --> 00:11:40,765
[maggie]: a
1976
00:11:40,789 --> 00:11:40,809
[abbe_greenberg]: i
1977
00:11:40,805 --> 00:11:40,945
[maggie]: kid
1978
00:11:40,929 --> 00:11:41,009
[abbe_greenberg]: do
1979
00:11:41,025 --> 00:11:41,165
[maggie]: if i
1980
00:11:41,129 --> 00:11:41,389
[abbe_greenberg]: remember
1981
00:11:41,225 --> 00:11:41,486
[maggie]: did but
1982
00:11:41,430 --> 00:11:41,510
[abbe_greenberg]: that
1983
00:11:41,526 --> 00:11:41,546
[maggie]: i
1984
00:11:41,550 --> 00:11:41,590
[abbe_greenberg]: i
1985
00:11:41,646 --> 00:11:41,826
[maggie]: don't
1986
00:11:41,650 --> 00:11:41,890
[abbe_greenberg]: kept it
1987
00:11:41,886 --> 00:11:42,127
[maggie]: remember
1988
00:11:41,930 --> 00:11:42,431
[abbe_greenberg]: to myself
1989
00:11:42,167 --> 00:11:43,148
[maggie]: that i kept to myself
1990
00:11:43,302 --> 00:11:44,143
[abbe_greenberg]: i was very quiet
1991
00:11:44,049 --> 00:11:44,189
[maggie]: i was
1992
00:11:44,183 --> 00:11:44,383
[abbe_greenberg]: about
1993
00:11:44,349 --> 00:11:44,549
[maggie]: very
1994
00:11:44,423 --> 00:11:44,483
[abbe_greenberg]: it
1995
00:11:44,630 --> 00:11:44,890
[maggie]: quiet
1996
00:11:44,884 --> 00:11:44,904
[abbe_greenberg]: i
1997
00:11:44,930 --> 00:11:45,210
[maggie]: about it
1998
00:11:45,205 --> 00:11:45,665
[abbe_greenberg]: came from
1999
00:11:45,570 --> 00:11:45,939
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2000
00:11:45,706 --> 00:11:46,046
[abbe_greenberg]: a family
2001
00:11:45,972 --> 00:11:46,152
[maggie]: came
2002
00:11:46,086 --> 00:11:46,307
[abbe_greenberg]: of high
2003
00:11:46,292 --> 00:11:46,412
[maggie]: from
2004
00:11:46,347 --> 00:11:46,847
[abbe_greenberg]: achievers
2005
00:11:46,453 --> 00:11:46,873
[maggie]: a family of
2006
00:11:46,968 --> 00:11:47,689
[abbe_greenberg]: professionals
2007
00:11:47,174 --> 00:11:48,276
[maggie]: chiefs professional
2008
00:11:48,190 --> 00:11:49,191
[abbe_greenberg]: a lot of expectation
2009
00:11:49,017 --> 00:11:49,898
[maggie]: lo of expectation
2010
00:11:49,291 --> 00:11:49,953
[abbe_greenberg]: on us i mean
2011
00:11:50,018 --> 00:11:50,079
[maggie]: on
2012
00:11:50,033 --> 00:11:50,954
[abbe_greenberg]: my father was a military
2013
00:11:50,760 --> 00:11:51,100
[maggie]: my father
2014
00:11:51,014 --> 00:11:51,175
[abbe_greenberg]: guy
2015
00:11:51,140 --> 00:11:51,681
[maggie]: was a military
2016
00:11:51,360 --> 00:11:51,744
[juliet_hahn]: oh
2017
00:11:51,395 --> 00:11:51,736
[abbe_greenberg]: and we had
2018
00:11:51,741 --> 00:11:51,902
[maggie]: guy
2019
00:11:51,756 --> 00:11:52,296
[abbe_greenberg]: a very close
2020
00:11:52,122 --> 00:11:52,362
[maggie]: and we
2021
00:11:52,337 --> 00:11:52,417
[abbe_greenberg]: and
2022
00:11:52,402 --> 00:11:52,483
[maggie]: had
2023
00:11:52,457 --> 00:11:52,677
[abbe_greenberg]: loving
2024
00:11:52,503 --> 00:11:52,683
[maggie]: a very
2025
00:11:52,757 --> 00:11:53,018
[abbe_greenberg]: family
2026
00:11:52,763 --> 00:11:53,003
[maggie]: close
2027
00:11:53,058 --> 00:11:53,278
[abbe_greenberg]: but there
2028
00:11:53,184 --> 00:11:53,424
[maggie]: loving
2029
00:11:53,298 --> 00:11:53,458
[abbe_greenberg]: was a
2030
00:11:53,484 --> 00:11:53,745
[maggie]: family
2031
00:11:53,539 --> 00:11:53,799
[abbe_greenberg]: lot of
2032
00:11:53,785 --> 00:11:53,865
[maggie]: but
2033
00:11:53,859 --> 00:11:54,460
[abbe_greenberg]: expectation
2034
00:11:53,905 --> 00:11:55,187
[maggie]: there was a lot of expectation
2035
00:11:55,081 --> 00:11:55,844
[abbe_greenberg]: so i
2036
00:11:55,828 --> 00:11:55,928
[maggie]: so
2037
00:11:56,125 --> 00:11:56,387
[abbe_greenberg]: didn't
2038
00:11:56,169 --> 00:11:56,190
[juliet_hahn]: m
2039
00:11:56,547 --> 00:11:56,708
[abbe_greenberg]: want
2040
00:11:56,551 --> 00:11:56,591
[maggie]: i
2041
00:11:56,788 --> 00:11:56,869
[abbe_greenberg]: to
2042
00:11:56,872 --> 00:11:57,616
[maggie]: didn't want to
2043
00:11:57,622 --> 00:11:58,267
[abbe_greenberg]: do anything
2044
00:11:58,379 --> 00:11:59,004
[maggie]: do anything
2045
00:11:59,342 --> 00:11:59,802
[abbe_greenberg]: that would
2046
00:12:00,099 --> 00:12:00,219
[maggie]: that
2047
00:12:00,143 --> 00:12:00,323
[abbe_greenberg]: either
2048
00:12:00,299 --> 00:12:00,539
[maggie]: would
2049
00:12:00,383 --> 00:12:00,744
[abbe_greenberg]: upset
2050
00:12:00,880 --> 00:12:01,060
[maggie]: either
2051
00:12:01,024 --> 00:12:01,465
[abbe_greenberg]: anybody
2052
00:12:01,321 --> 00:12:02,182
[maggie]: set anybody
2053
00:12:01,846 --> 00:12:02,567
[abbe_greenberg]: or would make them
2054
00:12:02,603 --> 00:12:02,703
[maggie]: or
2055
00:12:02,627 --> 00:12:03,008
[abbe_greenberg]: think that i
2056
00:12:03,023 --> 00:12:03,144
[maggie]: make
2057
00:12:03,068 --> 00:12:03,829
[abbe_greenberg]: wasn't performing
2058
00:12:03,384 --> 00:12:03,725
[maggie]: think that i
2059
00:12:03,804 --> 00:12:03,906
[juliet_hahn]: ah
2060
00:12:03,805 --> 00:12:03,925
[maggie]: was
2061
00:12:03,889 --> 00:12:05,572
[abbe_greenberg]: as well as i should so you
know
2062
00:12:05,528 --> 00:12:05,628
[maggie]: so
2063
00:12:05,652 --> 00:12:06,393
[abbe_greenberg]: i was destined
2064
00:12:06,129 --> 00:12:06,429
[maggie]: you know i
2065
00:12:06,433 --> 00:12:06,513
[abbe_greenberg]: to
2066
00:12:06,509 --> 00:12:06,609
[maggie]: was
2067
00:12:06,554 --> 00:12:06,754
[abbe_greenberg]: go to
2068
00:12:06,750 --> 00:12:07,130
[maggie]: destined
2069
00:12:06,994 --> 00:12:07,235
[abbe_greenberg]: a place
2070
00:12:07,190 --> 00:12:07,371
[maggie]: to go
2071
00:12:07,295 --> 00:12:07,415
[abbe_greenberg]: like
2072
00:12:07,431 --> 00:12:07,511
[maggie]: to
2073
00:12:07,515 --> 00:12:07,756
[abbe_greenberg]: pen
2074
00:12:07,800 --> 00:12:07,961
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2075
00:12:07,811 --> 00:12:07,972
[maggie]: place
2076
00:12:07,936 --> 00:12:08,897
[abbe_greenberg]: from the time that i was in
2077
00:12:08,873 --> 00:12:08,953
[maggie]: the
2078
00:12:08,938 --> 00:12:09,358
[abbe_greenberg]: kinder garden
2079
00:12:09,270 --> 00:12:09,512
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2080
00:12:09,418 --> 00:12:09,639
[abbe_greenberg]: because
2081
00:12:09,674 --> 00:12:10,115
[maggie]: kinergarden
2082
00:12:09,699 --> 00:12:10,140
[abbe_greenberg]: i was you know
2083
00:12:10,155 --> 00:12:10,616
[maggie]: because i was
2084
00:12:10,821 --> 00:12:11,602
[abbe_greenberg]: i had the opp at of
2085
00:12:11,578 --> 00:12:11,738
[maggie]: i had
2086
00:12:11,662 --> 00:12:12,023
[abbe_greenberg]: maggie
2087
00:12:11,778 --> 00:12:12,740
[maggie]: the offs maggie
2088
00:12:12,764 --> 00:12:13,445
[abbe_greenberg]: maggie's experience
2089
00:12:13,160 --> 00:12:13,220
[maggie]: you
2090
00:12:13,465 --> 00:12:13,866
[abbe_greenberg]: in terms of
2091
00:12:13,841 --> 00:12:14,262
[maggie]: xperiencein
2092
00:12:13,926 --> 00:12:14,286
[abbe_greenberg]: learning i
2093
00:12:14,302 --> 00:12:14,523
[maggie]: terms
2094
00:12:14,327 --> 00:12:14,467
[abbe_greenberg]: have
2095
00:12:14,490 --> 00:12:14,837
[juliet_hahn]: ye
2096
00:12:14,507 --> 00:12:14,527
[abbe_greenberg]: a
2097
00:12:14,563 --> 00:12:14,603
[maggie]: of
2098
00:12:14,587 --> 00:12:14,787
[abbe_greenberg]: very
2099
00:12:14,683 --> 00:12:14,943
[maggie]: learning
2100
00:12:14,887 --> 00:12:15,088
[abbe_greenberg]: neuro
2101
00:12:15,003 --> 00:12:15,204
[maggie]: i have
2102
00:12:15,188 --> 00:12:15,508
[abbe_greenberg]: typical
2103
00:12:15,244 --> 00:12:15,544
[maggie]: a very
2104
00:12:15,589 --> 00:12:15,789
[abbe_greenberg]: brain
2105
00:12:15,624 --> 00:12:15,825
[maggie]: nero
2106
00:12:15,869 --> 00:12:15,949
[abbe_greenberg]: for
2107
00:12:15,945 --> 00:12:16,245
[maggie]: typical
2108
00:12:16,049 --> 00:12:16,370
[abbe_greenberg]: learning
2109
00:12:16,326 --> 00:12:16,546
[maggie]: brain
2110
00:12:16,570 --> 00:12:16,731
[abbe_greenberg]: very
2111
00:12:16,606 --> 00:12:17,087
[maggie]: from learning
2112
00:12:16,811 --> 00:12:17,392
[abbe_greenberg]: fast brain
2113
00:12:17,307 --> 00:12:17,488
[maggie]: very
2114
00:12:17,472 --> 00:12:17,592
[abbe_greenberg]: for
2115
00:12:17,568 --> 00:12:17,788
[maggie]: fast
2116
00:12:17,632 --> 00:12:17,973
[abbe_greenberg]: learning
2117
00:12:17,948 --> 00:12:18,690
[maggie]: brain for learning
2118
00:12:18,554 --> 00:12:19,074
[abbe_greenberg]: and my
2119
00:12:19,331 --> 00:12:19,831
[maggie]: and my
2120
00:12:19,856 --> 00:12:20,697
[abbe_greenberg]: the intelligences that
2121
00:12:20,613 --> 00:12:20,693
[maggie]: the
2122
00:12:20,737 --> 00:12:20,817
[abbe_greenberg]: are
2123
00:12:20,753 --> 00:12:21,314
[maggie]: intelligences
2124
00:12:20,857 --> 00:12:21,358
[abbe_greenberg]: strong for me
2125
00:12:21,374 --> 00:12:21,474
[maggie]: that
2126
00:12:21,418 --> 00:12:21,458
[abbe_greenberg]: or
2127
00:12:21,514 --> 00:12:21,594
[maggie]: are
2128
00:12:21,539 --> 00:12:21,599
[abbe_greenberg]: the
2129
00:12:21,614 --> 00:12:21,855
[maggie]: strong
2130
00:12:21,739 --> 00:12:21,899
[abbe_greenberg]: ones
2131
00:12:21,935 --> 00:12:22,015
[maggie]: for
2132
00:12:21,999 --> 00:12:22,200
[abbe_greenberg]: that
2133
00:12:22,075 --> 00:12:22,376
[maggie]: me or the
2134
00:12:22,360 --> 00:12:22,460
[abbe_greenberg]: the
2135
00:12:22,496 --> 00:12:22,656
[maggie]: ones
2136
00:12:22,500 --> 00:12:22,680
[abbe_greenberg]: west
2137
00:12:22,689 --> 00:12:22,710
[juliet_hahn]: m
2138
00:12:22,776 --> 00:12:22,937
[maggie]: that
2139
00:12:22,781 --> 00:12:23,261
[abbe_greenberg]: celebrate
2140
00:12:23,117 --> 00:12:23,437
[maggie]: the west
2141
00:12:23,502 --> 00:12:23,642
[abbe_greenberg]: right
2142
00:12:23,558 --> 00:12:23,998
[maggie]: celebrate
2143
00:12:23,722 --> 00:12:24,184
[abbe_greenberg]: linguistic
2144
00:12:24,259 --> 00:12:24,419
[maggie]: right
2145
00:12:24,264 --> 00:12:24,985
[abbe_greenberg]: and mathematical
2146
00:12:24,479 --> 00:12:25,100
[maggie]: linguistic and
2147
00:12:25,086 --> 00:12:25,186
[abbe_greenberg]: so
2148
00:12:25,140 --> 00:12:25,721
[maggie]: mathematical
2149
00:12:25,467 --> 00:12:25,968
[abbe_greenberg]: i kind
2150
00:12:25,861 --> 00:12:25,942
[maggie]: so
2151
00:12:26,028 --> 00:12:26,329
[abbe_greenberg]: of was
2152
00:12:26,222 --> 00:12:26,262
[maggie]: i
2153
00:12:26,369 --> 00:12:26,449
[abbe_greenberg]: the
2154
00:12:26,523 --> 00:12:26,723
[maggie]: kind
2155
00:12:26,569 --> 00:12:26,810
[abbe_greenberg]: s a t
2156
00:12:26,803 --> 00:12:27,104
[maggie]: of was
2157
00:12:26,990 --> 00:12:27,151
[abbe_greenberg]: girl
2158
00:12:27,164 --> 00:12:27,264
[maggie]: the
2159
00:12:27,280 --> 00:12:27,481
[juliet_hahn]: right
2160
00:12:27,384 --> 00:12:27,624
[maggie]: s a t
2161
00:12:28,754 --> 00:12:29,857
[abbe_greenberg]: it's a very different experience
2162
00:12:29,548 --> 00:12:29,688
[maggie]: it's
2163
00:12:29,700 --> 00:12:29,980
[juliet_hahn]: oh
2164
00:12:29,748 --> 00:12:29,988
[maggie]: a very
2165
00:12:29,897 --> 00:12:29,997
[abbe_greenberg]: from
2166
00:12:30,028 --> 00:12:30,249
[maggie]: different
2167
00:12:30,138 --> 00:12:30,158
[abbe_greenberg]: a
2168
00:12:30,269 --> 00:12:30,970
[maggie]: experience from a
2169
00:12:32,409 --> 00:12:32,429
[juliet_hahn]: i
2170
00:12:32,503 --> 00:12:33,585
[abbe_greenberg]: but had plenty
2171
00:12:33,374 --> 00:12:33,594
[maggie]: but
2172
00:12:33,685 --> 00:12:33,745
[abbe_greenberg]: of
2173
00:12:33,693 --> 00:12:33,755
[juliet_hahn]: ah
2174
00:12:33,805 --> 00:12:33,885
[abbe_greenberg]: my
2175
00:12:33,835 --> 00:12:34,055
[maggie]: had
2176
00:12:34,025 --> 00:12:34,206
[abbe_greenberg]: own
2177
00:12:34,155 --> 00:12:34,436
[maggie]: plenty
2178
00:12:34,346 --> 00:12:34,787
[abbe_greenberg]: issues
2179
00:12:34,496 --> 00:12:35,598
[maggie]: of my own issues
2180
00:12:35,247 --> 00:12:35,788
[abbe_greenberg]: to deal with
2181
00:12:35,758 --> 00:12:35,838
[maggie]: to
2182
00:12:36,089 --> 00:12:36,189
[abbe_greenberg]: with
2183
00:12:36,179 --> 00:12:36,319
[maggie]: deal
2184
00:12:36,249 --> 00:12:36,710
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety
2185
00:12:36,419 --> 00:12:37,521
[maggie]: with anxiety
2186
00:12:38,092 --> 00:12:38,313
[abbe_greenberg]: and
2187
00:12:38,883 --> 00:12:39,104
[maggie]: and
2188
00:12:39,034 --> 00:12:39,775
[abbe_greenberg]: so yeah i
2189
00:12:39,825 --> 00:12:39,925
[maggie]: so
2190
00:12:39,875 --> 00:12:40,376
[abbe_greenberg]: did i ended
2191
00:12:40,205 --> 00:12:40,346
[maggie]: yeah
2192
00:12:40,416 --> 00:12:40,556
[abbe_greenberg]: up at
2193
00:12:40,546 --> 00:12:40,566
[maggie]: i
2194
00:12:40,576 --> 00:12:40,636
[abbe_greenberg]: the
2195
00:12:40,666 --> 00:12:40,806
[maggie]: did
2196
00:12:40,677 --> 00:12:40,997
[abbe_greenberg]: university
2197
00:12:40,846 --> 00:12:41,127
[maggie]: i ended
2198
00:12:41,037 --> 00:12:41,718
[abbe_greenberg]: of pensylvania
2199
00:12:41,207 --> 00:12:42,469
[maggie]: up the university of pensylvania
2200
00:12:42,359 --> 00:12:43,261
[abbe_greenberg]: where mag
2201
00:12:43,130 --> 00:12:43,451
[maggie]: where
2202
00:12:43,381 --> 00:12:43,581
[abbe_greenberg]: and i
2203
00:12:43,851 --> 00:12:44,212
[maggie]: max and
2204
00:12:44,323 --> 00:12:44,463
[abbe_greenberg]: were
2205
00:12:44,352 --> 00:12:44,412
[maggie]: i
2206
00:12:44,523 --> 00:12:45,385
[abbe_greenberg]: our world's collided
2207
00:12:45,134 --> 00:12:45,715
[maggie]: were our world's
2208
00:12:45,465 --> 00:12:45,987
[abbe_greenberg]: thank goodness
2209
00:12:45,755 --> 00:12:46,155
[maggie]: collided
2210
00:12:46,468 --> 00:12:47,730
[abbe_greenberg]: as she saved my life
2211
00:12:47,658 --> 00:12:48,439
[maggie]: she's safe like
2212
00:12:48,372 --> 00:12:49,185
[abbe_greenberg]: i think i saved turks
2213
00:12:49,100 --> 00:12:49,381
[maggie]: i think i
2214
00:12:49,370 --> 00:12:49,551
[juliet_hahn]: right
2215
00:12:49,461 --> 00:12:49,581
[maggie]: said
2216
00:12:49,631 --> 00:12:49,711
[juliet_hahn]: and
2217
00:12:49,661 --> 00:12:49,922
[maggie]: there's
2218
00:12:49,993 --> 00:12:50,095
[abbe_greenberg]: up
2219
00:12:50,031 --> 00:12:50,652
[juliet_hahn]: yeah i know i
2220
00:12:50,643 --> 00:12:50,803
[maggie]: right
2221
00:12:50,692 --> 00:12:50,993
[juliet_hahn]: can't wait
2222
00:12:50,903 --> 00:12:50,983
[maggie]: and
2223
00:12:51,013 --> 00:12:51,313
[juliet_hahn]: to dive
2224
00:12:51,304 --> 00:12:51,444
[maggie]: yeah
2225
00:12:51,354 --> 00:12:51,694
[juliet_hahn]: into that
2226
00:12:51,564 --> 00:12:51,725
[maggie]: i know
2227
00:12:51,754 --> 00:12:52,115
[juliet_hahn]: story
2228
00:12:51,885 --> 00:12:52,786
[maggie]: i can't wait to dive into
2229
00:12:52,636 --> 00:12:52,816
[juliet_hahn]: more
2230
00:12:52,826 --> 00:12:52,947
[maggie]: that
2231
00:12:52,856 --> 00:12:53,036
[juliet_hahn]: but i
2232
00:12:53,027 --> 00:12:53,387
[maggie]: story
2233
00:12:53,116 --> 00:12:53,998
[juliet_hahn]: do have two questions
2234
00:12:53,908 --> 00:12:54,068
[maggie]: more
2235
00:12:54,078 --> 00:12:54,158
[juliet_hahn]: for
2236
00:12:54,129 --> 00:12:54,649
[maggie]: but i do have
2237
00:12:54,699 --> 00:12:54,779
[juliet_hahn]: one
2238
00:12:54,770 --> 00:12:54,890
[maggie]: two
2239
00:12:54,819 --> 00:12:55,080
[juliet_hahn]: question
2240
00:12:54,930 --> 00:12:55,270
[maggie]: questions
2241
00:12:55,140 --> 00:12:55,360
[juliet_hahn]: for each
2242
00:12:55,351 --> 00:12:55,431
[maggie]: for
2243
00:12:55,380 --> 00:12:56,081
[juliet_hahn]: of you so that that's
2244
00:12:55,972 --> 00:12:56,392
[maggie]: one question
2245
00:12:56,121 --> 00:12:56,582
[juliet_hahn]: two questions
2246
00:12:56,472 --> 00:12:57,935
[maggie]: for each of you so that that's
two questions
2247
00:12:57,844 --> 00:12:59,307
[juliet_hahn]: so i'm going to go with maggie
first
2248
00:12:59,177 --> 00:12:59,638
[maggie]: so i'm going to
2249
00:12:59,647 --> 00:12:59,727
[juliet_hahn]: so
2250
00:12:59,678 --> 00:13:00,058
[maggie]: go with me
2251
00:13:00,328 --> 00:13:00,449
[juliet_hahn]: who
2252
00:13:00,379 --> 00:13:00,599
[maggie]: first
2253
00:13:00,649 --> 00:13:00,849
[juliet_hahn]: in your
2254
00:13:00,940 --> 00:13:01,020
[maggie]: so
2255
00:13:01,010 --> 00:13:01,512
[juliet_hahn]: amily or
2256
00:13:01,621 --> 00:13:01,761
[maggie]: who
2257
00:13:01,713 --> 00:13:02,095
[juliet_hahn]: do you know
2258
00:13:01,982 --> 00:13:02,202
[maggie]: in your
2259
00:13:02,216 --> 00:13:02,276
[juliet_hahn]: of
2260
00:13:02,262 --> 00:13:02,583
[maggie]: family
2261
00:13:02,376 --> 00:13:02,778
[juliet_hahn]: any other
2262
00:13:02,803 --> 00:13:03,444
[maggie]: or do you know
2263
00:13:03,361 --> 00:13:03,763
[juliet_hahn]: individual
2264
00:13:03,705 --> 00:13:03,845
[maggie]: any
2265
00:13:03,803 --> 00:13:03,924
[juliet_hahn]: that
2266
00:13:03,925 --> 00:13:04,105
[maggie]: other
2267
00:13:04,004 --> 00:13:04,667
[juliet_hahn]: is dislexsic
2268
00:13:04,686 --> 00:13:07,651
[maggie]: individual that is dislexicodislex sic
2269
00:13:07,630 --> 00:13:08,854
[juliet_hahn]: and has anxiety you know
2270
00:13:08,953 --> 00:13:14,489
[maggie]: and has anxiety well my son finitely
has both my sons definitely have a degree
2271
00:13:14,529 --> 00:13:18,942
[maggie]: of dislexia one of them probably more
than the other but both of them have
2272
00:13:19,003 --> 00:13:24,512
[maggie]: dislexia but but anxiety was it was
in the air in my house
2273
00:13:24,360 --> 00:13:25,470
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2274
00:13:25,093 --> 00:13:27,397
[maggie]: you know like that's what i'd like
to say it's like you breathed
2275
00:13:27,411 --> 00:13:27,631
[juliet_hahn]: right
2276
00:13:27,477 --> 00:13:28,258
[maggie]: in anxiety
2277
00:13:28,112 --> 00:13:30,296
[juliet_hahn]: so so did either of your parents
have dislexi
2278
00:13:30,061 --> 00:13:30,402
[maggie]: did either
2279
00:13:30,396 --> 00:13:30,456
[juliet_hahn]: or
2280
00:13:30,462 --> 00:13:30,502
[maggie]: of
2281
00:13:30,536 --> 00:13:30,556
[juliet_hahn]: a
2282
00:13:30,542 --> 00:13:30,642
[maggie]: your
2283
00:13:30,616 --> 00:13:31,237
[juliet_hahn]: grandparent
2284
00:13:30,702 --> 00:13:31,443
[maggie]: parents have to sex
2285
00:13:31,358 --> 00:13:31,698
[juliet_hahn]: or like an
2286
00:13:32,064 --> 00:13:36,812
[maggie]: they d or like well i don't
know like the grandparents were so much older
2287
00:13:37,113 --> 00:13:40,579
[maggie]: and they didn't all go to i
don't think they all went to school probably
2288
00:13:40,939 --> 00:13:41,260
[maggie]: for too
2289
00:13:41,303 --> 00:13:41,544
[juliet_hahn]: right
2290
00:13:41,340 --> 00:13:47,049
[maggie]: long you know especially on my mom's
side my dad's side definitely not definitely we're
2291
00:13:47,129 --> 00:13:50,836
[maggie]: very academic so i don't i don't
really know if my parents
2292
00:13:50,700 --> 00:13:51,960
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2293
00:13:50,876 --> 00:13:54,502
[maggie]: are both only children they both lost
a parent at a very young
2294
00:13:54,513 --> 00:13:54,675
[abbe_greenberg]: yes
2295
00:13:54,622 --> 00:13:57,146
[maggie]: age so it's like the whole family
that
2296
00:13:57,090 --> 00:13:57,291
[juliet_hahn]: oh
2297
00:13:57,206 --> 00:14:00,251
[maggie]: kind of stuff in the family it's
really hard to figure a lot of it
2298
00:14:00,370 --> 00:14:00,571
[juliet_hahn]: which
2299
00:14:00,371 --> 00:14:00,512
[maggie]: out
2300
00:14:01,092 --> 00:14:01,312
[juliet_hahn]: right
2301
00:14:01,133 --> 00:14:01,834
[maggie]: in terms of those
2302
00:14:01,693 --> 00:14:01,973
[juliet_hahn]: which is
2303
00:14:01,914 --> 00:14:02,174
[maggie]: things
2304
00:14:02,033 --> 00:14:02,534
[juliet_hahn]: interesting because
2305
00:14:02,996 --> 00:14:03,136
[maggie]: which
2306
00:14:03,155 --> 00:14:03,215
[juliet_hahn]: now
2307
00:14:03,196 --> 00:14:03,276
[maggie]: is
2308
00:14:03,295 --> 00:14:03,335
[juliet_hahn]: i
2309
00:14:03,316 --> 00:14:03,657
[maggie]: interesting
2310
00:14:03,456 --> 00:14:03,636
[juliet_hahn]: have
2311
00:14:03,677 --> 00:14:04,378
[maggie]: bayou
2312
00:14:03,716 --> 00:14:04,517
[juliet_hahn]: talked to other people
2313
00:14:04,418 --> 00:14:04,538
[maggie]: know
2314
00:14:04,698 --> 00:14:04,798
[juliet_hahn]: on
2315
00:14:04,719 --> 00:14:05,200
[maggie]: have talked
2316
00:14:05,158 --> 00:14:05,259
[juliet_hahn]: the
2317
00:14:05,240 --> 00:14:05,300
[maggie]: to
2318
00:14:05,319 --> 00:14:05,499
[juliet_hahn]: show
2319
00:14:05,360 --> 00:14:05,801
[maggie]: other people
2320
00:14:05,599 --> 00:14:05,960
[juliet_hahn]: that they're
2321
00:14:05,981 --> 00:14:06,081
[maggie]: on
2322
00:14:06,020 --> 00:14:06,461
[juliet_hahn]: like no i
2323
00:14:06,442 --> 00:14:06,542
[maggie]: the
2324
00:14:06,541 --> 00:14:06,741
[juliet_hahn]: didn't
2325
00:14:06,602 --> 00:14:06,782
[maggie]: show
2326
00:14:06,781 --> 00:14:06,921
[juliet_hahn]: know
2327
00:14:06,902 --> 00:14:07,023
[maggie]: that
2328
00:14:07,001 --> 00:14:07,262
[juliet_hahn]: anyone
2329
00:14:07,063 --> 00:14:07,403
[maggie]: they're like
2330
00:14:07,342 --> 00:14:07,482
[juliet_hahn]: else
2331
00:14:07,483 --> 00:14:07,563
[maggie]: no
2332
00:14:07,622 --> 00:14:07,663
[juliet_hahn]: in
2333
00:14:07,724 --> 00:14:07,744
[maggie]: i
2334
00:14:07,743 --> 00:14:07,803
[juliet_hahn]: my
2335
00:14:07,844 --> 00:14:08,064
[maggie]: didn't
2336
00:14:07,883 --> 00:14:08,143
[juliet_hahn]: family
2337
00:14:08,104 --> 00:14:08,225
[maggie]: know
2338
00:14:08,163 --> 00:14:08,364
[juliet_hahn]: that was
2339
00:14:08,325 --> 00:14:08,585
[maggie]: anyone
2340
00:14:08,444 --> 00:14:08,784
[juliet_hahn]: dislike
2341
00:14:08,665 --> 00:14:08,786
[maggie]: else
2342
00:14:08,865 --> 00:14:08,965
[juliet_hahn]: like
2343
00:14:08,946 --> 00:14:09,126
[maggie]: in my
2344
00:14:09,145 --> 00:14:09,225
[juliet_hahn]: one
2345
00:14:09,206 --> 00:14:09,467
[maggie]: family
2346
00:14:09,245 --> 00:14:09,546
[juliet_hahn]: thing that
2347
00:14:09,507 --> 00:14:09,587
[maggie]: that
2348
00:14:09,586 --> 00:14:09,626
[juliet_hahn]: i
2349
00:14:09,627 --> 00:14:10,148
[maggie]: was just like
2350
00:14:10,127 --> 00:14:10,267
[juliet_hahn]: think
2351
00:14:10,208 --> 00:14:10,308
[maggie]: like
2352
00:14:10,367 --> 00:14:10,487
[juliet_hahn]: for
2353
00:14:10,488 --> 00:14:10,709
[maggie]: one thing
2354
00:14:10,627 --> 00:14:10,808
[juliet_hahn]: my
2355
00:14:10,749 --> 00:14:10,949
[maggie]: that i
2356
00:14:10,948 --> 00:14:11,208
[juliet_hahn]: son
2357
00:14:11,430 --> 00:14:12,512
[maggie]: think for my son
2358
00:14:12,350 --> 00:14:13,192
[juliet_hahn]: it's helpful that
2359
00:14:13,333 --> 00:14:13,533
[maggie]: is
2360
00:14:13,452 --> 00:14:13,492
[juliet_hahn]: i
2361
00:14:13,654 --> 00:14:13,774
[maggie]: it's
2362
00:14:13,673 --> 00:14:14,153
[juliet_hahn]: understand
2363
00:14:13,834 --> 00:14:14,195
[maggie]: helpful
2364
00:14:14,193 --> 00:14:14,374
[juliet_hahn]: the way
2365
00:14:14,335 --> 00:14:14,495
[maggie]: that
2366
00:14:14,454 --> 00:14:14,834
[juliet_hahn]: he learns
2367
00:14:14,775 --> 00:14:14,816
[maggie]: i
2368
00:14:14,955 --> 00:14:15,055
[juliet_hahn]: my
2369
00:14:14,976 --> 00:14:15,457
[maggie]: understand
2370
00:14:15,155 --> 00:14:15,536
[juliet_hahn]: dad was
2371
00:14:15,497 --> 00:14:15,577
[maggie]: the
2372
00:14:15,596 --> 00:14:15,716
[juliet_hahn]: just
2373
00:14:15,617 --> 00:14:15,697
[maggie]: way
2374
00:14:15,756 --> 00:14:15,896
[juliet_hahn]: like
2375
00:14:15,757 --> 00:14:16,158
[maggie]: he learns
2376
00:14:15,936 --> 00:14:16,597
[juliet_hahn]: like my sister's
2377
00:14:16,258 --> 00:14:16,558
[maggie]: my dad
2378
00:14:16,637 --> 00:14:16,978
[juliet_hahn]: dislike
2379
00:14:16,719 --> 00:14:17,180
[maggie]: just just looks
2380
00:14:17,098 --> 00:14:17,178
[juliet_hahn]: ice
2381
00:14:17,220 --> 00:14:17,440
[maggie]: like my
2382
00:14:17,519 --> 00:14:17,619
[juliet_hahn]: so
2383
00:14:17,520 --> 00:14:18,882
[maggie]: sisters disliingso
2384
00:14:18,100 --> 00:14:19,522
[juliet_hahn]: we have a lot and i'm sure
there's
2385
00:14:19,363 --> 00:14:19,624
[maggie]: we have
2386
00:14:19,642 --> 00:14:19,923
[juliet_hahn]: a lot of
2387
00:14:19,884 --> 00:14:19,904
[maggie]: a
2388
00:14:19,963 --> 00:14:20,504
[juliet_hahn]: grandparents
2389
00:14:19,984 --> 00:14:20,585
[maggie]: lot and i'm sure
2390
00:14:20,524 --> 00:14:20,604
[juliet_hahn]: you
2391
00:14:20,625 --> 00:14:20,846
[maggie]: there's
2392
00:14:20,664 --> 00:14:20,925
[juliet_hahn]: now i
2393
00:14:20,946 --> 00:14:20,966
[maggie]: a
2394
00:14:20,965 --> 00:14:21,185
[juliet_hahn]: shouldn't
2395
00:14:21,026 --> 00:14:21,226
[maggie]: lot of
2396
00:14:21,225 --> 00:14:21,285
[juliet_hahn]: say
2397
00:14:21,266 --> 00:14:21,767
[maggie]: grandparents
2398
00:14:21,305 --> 00:14:21,746
[juliet_hahn]: a lot there's
2399
00:14:21,807 --> 00:14:21,867
[maggie]: you
2400
00:14:21,866 --> 00:14:22,167
[juliet_hahn]: definitely
2401
00:14:21,907 --> 00:14:22,749
[maggie]: know i should say a lot
2402
00:14:22,748 --> 00:14:22,828
[juliet_hahn]: know
2403
00:14:22,829 --> 00:14:23,029
[maggie]: there's
2404
00:14:22,988 --> 00:14:23,168
[juliet_hahn]: i think
2405
00:14:23,129 --> 00:14:23,470
[maggie]: definitely
2406
00:14:23,208 --> 00:14:24,330
[juliet_hahn]: it was my grandma my dad
2407
00:14:24,271 --> 00:14:24,452
[maggie]: i think
2408
00:14:24,430 --> 00:14:24,611
[juliet_hahn]: side
2409
00:14:24,472 --> 00:14:24,652
[maggie]: there's
2410
00:14:24,651 --> 00:14:24,771
[juliet_hahn]: that
2411
00:14:24,692 --> 00:14:24,772
[maggie]: my
2412
00:14:24,811 --> 00:14:24,931
[juliet_hahn]: there
2413
00:14:24,832 --> 00:14:25,233
[maggie]: grandmother
2414
00:14:24,951 --> 00:14:25,272
[juliet_hahn]: was no
2415
00:14:25,273 --> 00:14:25,433
[maggie]: on my
2416
00:14:25,392 --> 00:14:25,693
[juliet_hahn]: thoughts
2417
00:14:25,493 --> 00:14:25,934
[maggie]: dad side
2418
00:14:25,753 --> 00:14:26,093
[juliet_hahn]: that maybe
2419
00:14:25,974 --> 00:14:26,074
[maggie]: that
2420
00:14:26,133 --> 00:14:26,233
[juliet_hahn]: she
2421
00:14:26,134 --> 00:14:26,355
[maggie]: there's
2422
00:14:26,274 --> 00:14:26,374
[juliet_hahn]: was
2423
00:14:26,415 --> 00:14:26,475
[maggie]: you
2424
00:14:26,434 --> 00:14:26,554
[juliet_hahn]: just
2425
00:14:26,515 --> 00:14:26,615
[maggie]: know
2426
00:14:26,594 --> 00:14:26,714
[juliet_hahn]: like
2427
00:14:26,715 --> 00:14:26,976
[maggie]: thought
2428
00:14:26,794 --> 00:14:26,895
[juliet_hahn]: like
2429
00:14:27,056 --> 00:14:27,677
[maggie]: that maybe she was
2430
00:14:27,676 --> 00:14:27,796
[juliet_hahn]: so
2431
00:14:27,737 --> 00:14:28,178
[maggie]: dislexic
2432
00:14:28,798 --> 00:14:28,998
[juliet_hahn]: there's
2433
00:14:28,964 --> 00:14:29,086
[maggie]: so
2434
00:14:29,038 --> 00:14:30,160
[juliet_hahn]: an understanding level
2435
00:14:30,109 --> 00:14:30,309
[maggie]: there's
2436
00:14:30,200 --> 00:14:30,340
[juliet_hahn]: and i
2437
00:14:30,349 --> 00:14:30,409
[maggie]: an
2438
00:14:30,400 --> 00:14:30,541
[juliet_hahn]: think
2439
00:14:30,469 --> 00:14:31,191
[maggie]: understanding
2440
00:14:30,581 --> 00:14:31,242
[juliet_hahn]: that's a lot of times
2441
00:14:31,251 --> 00:14:31,451
[maggie]: level
2442
00:14:31,282 --> 00:14:31,522
[juliet_hahn]: when you
2443
00:14:31,511 --> 00:14:31,591
[maggie]: and
2444
00:14:31,562 --> 00:14:31,743
[juliet_hahn]: learn
2445
00:14:31,631 --> 00:14:31,852
[maggie]: i think
2446
00:14:31,823 --> 00:14:32,083
[juliet_hahn]: different
2447
00:14:31,872 --> 00:14:32,092
[maggie]: that's a
2448
00:14:32,123 --> 00:14:32,163
[juliet_hahn]: or
2449
00:14:32,132 --> 00:14:32,232
[maggie]: lot
2450
00:14:32,223 --> 00:14:32,324
[juliet_hahn]: you
2451
00:14:32,272 --> 00:14:32,513
[maggie]: of times
2452
00:14:32,364 --> 00:14:33,045
[juliet_hahn]: have anxiety
2453
00:14:32,553 --> 00:14:33,354
[maggie]: when you learn different
2454
00:14:33,165 --> 00:14:33,345
[juliet_hahn]: or you
2455
00:14:33,394 --> 00:14:33,454
[maggie]: or
2456
00:14:33,445 --> 00:14:33,666
[juliet_hahn]: have
2457
00:14:33,494 --> 00:14:33,735
[maggie]: you have
2458
00:14:33,766 --> 00:14:34,187
[juliet_hahn]: something
2459
00:14:33,815 --> 00:14:34,496
[maggie]: anxiety or
2460
00:14:34,527 --> 00:14:34,708
[juliet_hahn]: that's
2461
00:14:34,556 --> 00:14:34,957
[maggie]: you have
2462
00:14:34,828 --> 00:14:35,148
[juliet_hahn]: different
2463
00:14:35,057 --> 00:14:35,458
[maggie]: something
2464
00:14:35,208 --> 00:14:35,369
[juliet_hahn]: than
2465
00:14:35,798 --> 00:14:35,999
[maggie]: that's
2466
00:14:35,910 --> 00:14:36,290
[juliet_hahn]: city
2467
00:14:36,099 --> 00:14:36,660
[maggie]: different than
2468
00:14:36,691 --> 00:14:37,031
[juliet_hahn]: if there's
2469
00:14:37,060 --> 00:14:37,601
[maggie]: society
2470
00:14:37,072 --> 00:14:38,354
[juliet_hahn]: someone that understands
2471
00:14:37,982 --> 00:14:38,643
[maggie]: if there's someone
2472
00:14:38,414 --> 00:14:38,774
[juliet_hahn]: you and they
2473
00:14:38,683 --> 00:14:38,803
[maggie]: that
2474
00:14:38,814 --> 00:14:38,915
[juliet_hahn]: could
2475
00:14:38,923 --> 00:14:39,645
[maggie]: understands
2476
00:14:38,975 --> 00:14:39,736
[juliet_hahn]: say hey dude
2477
00:14:39,725 --> 00:14:39,845
[maggie]: you
2478
00:14:39,836 --> 00:14:39,876
[juliet_hahn]: i
2479
00:14:39,905 --> 00:14:39,965
[maggie]: and
2480
00:14:39,976 --> 00:14:40,137
[juliet_hahn]: know
2481
00:14:40,045 --> 00:14:40,726
[maggie]: i could say hey
2482
00:14:40,838 --> 00:14:40,998
[juliet_hahn]: that
2483
00:14:40,847 --> 00:14:41,067
[maggie]: dude
2484
00:14:41,118 --> 00:14:41,319
[juliet_hahn]: school
2485
00:14:41,147 --> 00:14:41,448
[maggie]: i know
2486
00:14:41,359 --> 00:14:41,980
[juliet_hahn]: is really hard
2487
00:14:42,129 --> 00:14:42,590
[maggie]: that school
2488
00:14:42,440 --> 00:14:42,761
[juliet_hahn]: i'm really
2489
00:14:42,630 --> 00:14:42,930
[maggie]: is really
2490
00:14:42,821 --> 00:14:43,102
[juliet_hahn]: sorry
2491
00:14:42,990 --> 00:14:43,251
[maggie]: hard
2492
00:14:43,322 --> 00:14:44,103
[juliet_hahn]: it was hard for me
2493
00:14:44,092 --> 00:14:44,172
[maggie]: so
2494
00:14:44,264 --> 00:14:44,624
[juliet_hahn]: and this is
2495
00:14:44,593 --> 00:14:44,653
[maggie]: it
2496
00:14:44,684 --> 00:14:44,764
[juliet_hahn]: how
2497
00:14:44,693 --> 00:14:45,034
[maggie]: was hard
2498
00:14:44,925 --> 00:14:45,185
[juliet_hahn]: i got
2499
00:14:45,114 --> 00:14:45,234
[maggie]: for
2500
00:14:45,245 --> 00:14:45,445
[juliet_hahn]: through
2501
00:14:45,274 --> 00:14:45,374
[maggie]: me
2502
00:14:45,486 --> 00:14:45,526
[juliet_hahn]: it
2503
00:14:45,554 --> 00:14:45,635
[maggie]: and
2504
00:14:45,566 --> 00:14:45,806
[juliet_hahn]: and these
2505
00:14:45,675 --> 00:14:45,915
[maggie]: this is
2506
00:14:45,866 --> 00:14:45,926
[juliet_hahn]: are
2507
00:14:45,955 --> 00:14:46,055
[maggie]: how
2508
00:14:46,127 --> 00:14:46,247
[juliet_hahn]: some
2509
00:14:46,216 --> 00:14:46,236
[maggie]: i
2510
00:14:46,287 --> 00:14:46,327
[juliet_hahn]: of
2511
00:14:46,336 --> 00:14:46,456
[maggie]: got
2512
00:14:46,367 --> 00:14:46,627
[juliet_hahn]: the things
2513
00:14:46,516 --> 00:14:46,716
[maggie]: through
2514
00:14:46,668 --> 00:14:46,768
[juliet_hahn]: that
2515
00:14:46,756 --> 00:14:46,917
[maggie]: it and
2516
00:14:46,868 --> 00:14:46,908
[juliet_hahn]: i
2517
00:14:46,937 --> 00:14:47,097
[maggie]: these
2518
00:14:47,028 --> 00:14:47,228
[juliet_hahn]: did
2519
00:14:47,137 --> 00:14:47,718
[maggie]: are some of the
2520
00:14:47,649 --> 00:14:47,729
[juliet_hahn]: or
2521
00:14:47,758 --> 00:14:48,499
[maggie]: things that i did
2522
00:14:48,451 --> 00:14:49,031
[juliet_hahn]: yeah i know
2523
00:14:48,880 --> 00:14:49,301
[maggie]: were just
2524
00:14:49,172 --> 00:14:49,833
[juliet_hahn]: that it really
2525
00:14:49,761 --> 00:14:49,902
[maggie]: yeah
2526
00:14:49,893 --> 00:14:50,133
[juliet_hahn]: sucks
2527
00:14:50,082 --> 00:14:50,342
[maggie]: i know
2528
00:14:50,213 --> 00:14:50,554
[juliet_hahn]: when you have
2529
00:14:50,503 --> 00:14:50,643
[maggie]: that
2530
00:14:50,574 --> 00:14:50,754
[juliet_hahn]: to take
2531
00:14:50,763 --> 00:14:50,823
[maggie]: it
2532
00:14:50,794 --> 00:14:51,135
[juliet_hahn]: that math
2533
00:14:50,943 --> 00:14:51,124
[maggie]: really
2534
00:14:51,195 --> 00:14:51,415
[juliet_hahn]: test
2535
00:14:51,204 --> 00:14:51,705
[maggie]: sucks when you
2536
00:14:51,676 --> 00:14:51,696
[juliet_hahn]: i
2537
00:14:51,765 --> 00:14:51,925
[maggie]: have to
2538
00:14:51,876 --> 00:14:52,217
[juliet_hahn]: remember
2539
00:14:51,945 --> 00:14:52,406
[maggie]: take that math
2540
00:14:52,297 --> 00:14:52,477
[juliet_hahn]: it and
2541
00:14:52,486 --> 00:14:52,706
[maggie]: test
2542
00:14:52,537 --> 00:14:53,058
[juliet_hahn]: i'm sweating
2543
00:14:52,967 --> 00:14:52,987
[maggie]: i
2544
00:14:53,158 --> 00:14:53,299
[juliet_hahn]: for
2545
00:14:53,167 --> 00:14:53,528
[maggie]: remember
2546
00:14:53,399 --> 00:14:53,499
[juliet_hahn]: you
2547
00:14:53,568 --> 00:14:53,628
[maggie]: it
2548
00:14:53,639 --> 00:14:54,020
[juliet_hahn]: because
2549
00:14:53,688 --> 00:14:54,569
[maggie]: and i'm wedding for
2550
00:14:54,641 --> 00:14:54,681
[juliet_hahn]: i
2551
00:14:54,670 --> 00:14:54,790
[maggie]: you
2552
00:14:54,761 --> 00:14:55,041
[juliet_hahn]: hated
2553
00:14:54,910 --> 00:14:55,271
[maggie]: because
2554
00:14:55,122 --> 00:14:56,003
[juliet_hahn]: it you know what i mean so
2555
00:14:55,932 --> 00:14:56,312
[maggie]: i hated
2556
00:14:56,083 --> 00:14:56,444
[juliet_hahn]: i feel like
2557
00:14:56,393 --> 00:14:56,453
[maggie]: it
2558
00:14:56,464 --> 00:14:56,844
[juliet_hahn]: that that's
2559
00:14:56,613 --> 00:14:57,394
[maggie]: you know what i mean so i
2560
00:14:57,425 --> 00:14:57,706
[juliet_hahn]: something
2561
00:14:57,434 --> 00:14:57,835
[maggie]: feel like that
2562
00:14:57,746 --> 00:14:57,886
[juliet_hahn]: that
2563
00:14:57,895 --> 00:14:58,115
[maggie]: that's
2564
00:14:58,006 --> 00:14:59,148
[juliet_hahn]: works well in a family
2565
00:14:59,598 --> 00:15:01,681
[maggie]: my mom yes my mom who
2566
00:15:01,620 --> 00:15:02,370
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2567
00:15:01,761 --> 00:15:05,968
[maggie]: was a terrific social worker because i'd
hear her on the phone and she worked
2568
00:15:06,109 --> 00:15:06,610
[maggie]: a school in
2569
00:15:06,581 --> 00:15:06,622
[juliet_hahn]: m
2570
00:15:06,710 --> 00:15:10,055
[maggie]: it hear her with all these other
people my brother and my brothers and i
2571
00:15:10,095 --> 00:15:12,159
[maggie]: would hear her and we'd be like
who is
2572
00:15:12,240 --> 00:15:14,130
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2573
00:15:12,279 --> 00:15:16,286
[maggie]: that person because when she turned around
to us and she she was loving
2574
00:15:16,350 --> 00:15:16,711
[juliet_hahn]: oh
2575
00:15:16,706 --> 00:15:20,813
[maggie]: but she pushed us really hard and
so it was until many many years later
2576
00:15:20,933 --> 00:15:21,114
[maggie]: i was
2577
00:15:21,030 --> 00:15:21,810
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2578
00:15:21,254 --> 00:15:25,040
[maggie]: in my thirties sitting at dinner with
my mother and my husband and my mother
2579
00:15:24,840 --> 00:15:25,066
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2580
00:15:25,441 --> 00:15:27,965
[maggie]: said i used to feel so sorry
for you when you had to take those
2581
00:15:27,900 --> 00:15:28,122
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2582
00:15:28,045 --> 00:15:30,790
[maggie]: math tasks because you would just not
be able to
2583
00:15:30,758 --> 00:15:30,900
[juliet_hahn]: right
2584
00:15:30,850 --> 00:15:35,478
[maggie]: do it and cry and cry and
cry and um and i was like but
2585
00:15:35,538 --> 00:15:38,202
[maggie]: mom you never let me go down
to a lower math
2586
00:15:38,070 --> 00:15:38,271
[juliet_hahn]: right
2587
00:15:38,322 --> 00:15:42,289
[maggie]: level like you never said anything and
she's like well i figured it want to
2588
00:15:42,549 --> 00:15:43,211
[maggie]: discourage
2589
00:15:42,859 --> 00:15:43,062
[juliet_hahn]: right
2590
00:15:43,311 --> 00:15:47,377
[maggie]: you more i didn't want to and
i was like yeah no it was discouraging
2591
00:15:47,478 --> 00:15:49,080
[maggie]: thinking why can't i do
2592
00:15:49,061 --> 00:15:49,242
[juliet_hahn]: right
2593
00:15:49,261 --> 00:15:49,501
[maggie]: this
2594
00:15:49,302 --> 00:15:50,603
[juliet_hahn]: which is understandable
2595
00:15:50,302 --> 00:15:51,024
[maggie]: right which isn't
2596
00:15:50,924 --> 00:15:51,445
[juliet_hahn]: now do either
2597
00:15:51,284 --> 00:15:51,725
[maggie]: understand
2598
00:15:51,505 --> 00:15:52,606
[juliet_hahn]: of your brothers or either
2599
00:15:52,546 --> 00:15:52,786
[maggie]: either
2600
00:15:52,666 --> 00:15:52,847
[juliet_hahn]: of your
2601
00:15:52,827 --> 00:15:52,867
[maggie]: of
2602
00:15:52,867 --> 00:15:53,127
[juliet_hahn]: brothers
2603
00:15:52,927 --> 00:15:53,387
[maggie]: your brothers
2604
00:15:53,187 --> 00:15:53,788
[juliet_hahn]: dislike sir it
2605
00:15:53,748 --> 00:15:53,948
[maggie]: either
2606
00:15:53,828 --> 00:15:54,229
[juliet_hahn]: was just you
2607
00:15:54,149 --> 00:15:55,513
[maggie]: brothers dislecrt was just you
2608
00:15:55,440 --> 00:15:56,220
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2609
00:15:56,175 --> 00:15:56,716
[maggie]: it was just
2610
00:15:56,720 --> 00:15:56,900
[juliet_hahn]: okay
2611
00:15:56,776 --> 00:15:56,877
[maggie]: me
2612
00:15:57,160 --> 00:15:59,282
[juliet_hahn]: yeah and that's how my my son
is
2613
00:15:59,250 --> 00:15:59,510
[maggie]: and that's
2614
00:15:59,482 --> 00:15:59,582
[juliet_hahn]: that
2615
00:15:59,530 --> 00:15:59,630
[maggie]: how
2616
00:15:59,622 --> 00:15:59,702
[juliet_hahn]: my
2617
00:15:59,690 --> 00:15:59,790
[maggie]: my
2618
00:15:59,762 --> 00:16:00,082
[juliet_hahn]: other two
2619
00:16:00,050 --> 00:16:00,150
[maggie]: my
2620
00:16:00,162 --> 00:16:00,243
[juliet_hahn]: are
2621
00:16:00,250 --> 00:16:00,411
[maggie]: son
2622
00:16:00,323 --> 00:16:00,463
[juliet_hahn]: not
2623
00:16:00,491 --> 00:16:00,971
[maggie]: is my
2624
00:16:00,943 --> 00:16:01,003
[juliet_hahn]: so
2625
00:16:01,051 --> 00:16:01,211
[maggie]: other
2626
00:16:01,083 --> 00:16:01,283
[juliet_hahn]: now i'm
2627
00:16:01,251 --> 00:16:01,371
[maggie]: two
2628
00:16:01,303 --> 00:16:01,484
[juliet_hahn]: going to
2629
00:16:01,451 --> 00:16:01,532
[maggie]: are
2630
00:16:01,524 --> 00:16:01,624
[juliet_hahn]: take
2631
00:16:01,592 --> 00:16:01,772
[maggie]: not
2632
00:16:01,664 --> 00:16:02,124
[juliet_hahn]: it to abby
2633
00:16:02,292 --> 00:16:02,512
[maggie]: so now
2634
00:16:02,504 --> 00:16:02,645
[juliet_hahn]: did
2635
00:16:02,572 --> 00:16:02,793
[maggie]: i'm going
2636
00:16:02,745 --> 00:16:03,145
[juliet_hahn]: anyone
2637
00:16:02,833 --> 00:16:03,373
[maggie]: to take it to add
2638
00:16:03,325 --> 00:16:04,306
[juliet_hahn]: in your family
2639
00:16:04,094 --> 00:16:04,814
[maggie]: did anyone in
2640
00:16:04,786 --> 00:16:04,907
[juliet_hahn]: that
2641
00:16:04,914 --> 00:16:05,135
[maggie]: your
2642
00:16:04,987 --> 00:16:05,367
[juliet_hahn]: you know
2643
00:16:05,255 --> 00:16:05,695
[maggie]: family
2644
00:16:05,547 --> 00:16:06,108
[juliet_hahn]: of have
2645
00:16:06,155 --> 00:16:06,296
[maggie]: that
2646
00:16:06,348 --> 00:16:06,368
[juliet_hahn]: o
2647
00:16:06,356 --> 00:16:06,456
[maggie]: you
2648
00:16:06,508 --> 00:16:06,528
[juliet_hahn]: c
2649
00:16:06,556 --> 00:16:06,716
[maggie]: know
2650
00:16:06,708 --> 00:16:06,728
[juliet_hahn]: d
2651
00:16:06,936 --> 00:16:07,477
[maggie]: of have
2652
00:16:07,168 --> 00:16:07,749
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
2653
00:16:07,717 --> 00:16:09,098
[maggie]: o c d anxiety
2654
00:16:09,792 --> 00:16:10,433
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety
2655
00:16:10,649 --> 00:16:11,310
[maggie]: anxiety
2656
00:16:10,875 --> 00:16:11,416
[abbe_greenberg]: definitely
2657
00:16:11,710 --> 00:16:12,251
[maggie]: definitely
2658
00:16:12,319 --> 00:16:13,362
[abbe_greenberg]: you know we were jewish
2659
00:16:13,173 --> 00:16:13,413
[maggie]: you know
2660
00:16:13,440 --> 00:16:13,640
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2661
00:16:13,562 --> 00:16:13,642
[abbe_greenberg]: so
2662
00:16:13,774 --> 00:16:14,475
[maggie]: were jewish so
2663
00:16:15,508 --> 00:16:16,009
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety
2664
00:16:15,863 --> 00:16:17,044
[juliet_hahn]: you are jewish you should say
2665
00:16:17,059 --> 00:16:17,300
[maggie]: are you
2666
00:16:17,322 --> 00:16:17,342
[abbe_greenberg]: i
2667
00:16:17,420 --> 00:16:17,500
[maggie]: are
2668
00:16:17,482 --> 00:16:17,562
[abbe_greenberg]: am
2669
00:16:17,620 --> 00:16:17,881
[maggie]: jewish
2670
00:16:17,642 --> 00:16:20,909
[abbe_greenberg]: just except we say about my dad
2671
00:16:20,906 --> 00:16:20,966
[maggie]: as
2672
00:16:20,949 --> 00:16:21,269
[abbe_greenberg]: that he's a
2673
00:16:21,286 --> 00:16:21,367
[maggie]: my
2674
00:16:21,330 --> 00:16:21,730
[abbe_greenberg]: carrier
2675
00:16:21,447 --> 00:16:22,528
[maggie]: dad that he's a carrier
2676
00:16:22,612 --> 00:16:23,876
[abbe_greenberg]: he doesn't have anxiety just gives
2677
00:16:23,769 --> 00:16:23,929
[maggie]: have
2678
00:16:23,917 --> 00:16:24,198
[abbe_greenberg]: everyone
2679
00:16:23,989 --> 00:16:24,290
[maggie]: anxiety
2680
00:16:24,238 --> 00:16:24,458
[abbe_greenberg]: around
2681
00:16:24,410 --> 00:16:24,510
[maggie]: just
2682
00:16:24,499 --> 00:16:24,579
[abbe_greenberg]: him
2683
00:16:24,550 --> 00:16:24,691
[maggie]: gives
2684
00:16:24,639 --> 00:16:25,000
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety
2685
00:16:24,711 --> 00:16:24,991
[maggie]: everyone
2686
00:16:24,913 --> 00:16:25,154
[juliet_hahn]: okay
2687
00:16:25,031 --> 00:16:25,211
[maggie]: around
2688
00:16:25,838 --> 00:16:26,862
[juliet_hahn]: we all know someone like that
2689
00:16:27,595 --> 00:16:27,996
[maggie]: something like
2690
00:16:27,912 --> 00:16:28,534
[abbe_greenberg]: she's type
2691
00:16:28,777 --> 00:16:29,198
[maggie]: his type
2692
00:16:29,730 --> 00:16:30,111
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2693
00:16:30,480 --> 00:16:33,605
[maggie]: type to the to the hundredth degree
you
2694
00:16:33,585 --> 00:16:33,786
[juliet_hahn]: right
2695
00:16:33,625 --> 00:16:34,707
[maggie]: know if we can say him
2696
00:16:35,152 --> 00:16:35,312
[abbe_greenberg]: he's
2697
00:16:35,589 --> 00:16:36,592
[maggie]: has some traces
2698
00:16:36,696 --> 00:16:37,639
[abbe_greenberg]: he's a perfectionist
2699
00:16:37,454 --> 00:16:37,694
[maggie]: he's a
2700
00:16:37,699 --> 00:16:37,779
[abbe_greenberg]: and
2701
00:16:37,755 --> 00:16:38,376
[maggie]: perfectionist
2702
00:16:37,799 --> 00:16:38,401
[abbe_greenberg]: that's where i got
2703
00:16:38,456 --> 00:16:38,517
[maggie]: and
2704
00:16:38,461 --> 00:16:38,581
[abbe_greenberg]: that
2705
00:16:38,717 --> 00:16:38,938
[maggie]: yeah i
2706
00:16:38,942 --> 00:16:39,604
[abbe_greenberg]: for sure but no
2707
00:16:39,680 --> 00:16:40,001
[maggie]: for sure
2708
00:16:39,985 --> 00:16:40,086
[abbe_greenberg]: no
2709
00:16:40,081 --> 00:16:40,161
[maggie]: but
2710
00:16:40,206 --> 00:16:40,968
[abbe_greenberg]: one in my family
2711
00:16:40,742 --> 00:16:41,023
[maggie]: no one
2712
00:16:41,028 --> 00:16:41,148
[abbe_greenberg]: has
2713
00:16:41,103 --> 00:16:41,284
[maggie]: in my
2714
00:16:41,329 --> 00:16:41,449
[abbe_greenberg]: os
2715
00:16:41,384 --> 00:16:41,685
[maggie]: family
2716
00:16:41,610 --> 00:16:41,810
[abbe_greenberg]: date
2717
00:16:41,785 --> 00:16:42,287
[maggie]: has those
2718
00:16:42,170 --> 00:16:42,593
[juliet_hahn]: interesting
2719
00:16:42,427 --> 00:16:42,507
[maggie]: at
2720
00:16:42,794 --> 00:16:43,016
[juliet_hahn]: right
2721
00:16:42,933 --> 00:16:43,602
[abbe_greenberg]: the only lucky
2722
00:16:43,499 --> 00:16:44,060
[maggie]: interestingly
2723
00:16:43,764 --> 00:16:43,905
[abbe_greenberg]: one
2724
00:16:44,140 --> 00:16:44,341
[maggie]: right
2725
00:16:44,190 --> 00:16:45,512
[juliet_hahn]: and yeah so i that
2726
00:16:45,503 --> 00:16:45,623
[maggie]: and
2727
00:16:45,613 --> 00:16:45,793
[juliet_hahn]: always
2728
00:16:45,723 --> 00:16:45,863
[maggie]: yeah
2729
00:16:45,833 --> 00:16:46,314
[juliet_hahn]: fascinates
2730
00:16:46,023 --> 00:16:46,344
[maggie]: so i went
2731
00:16:46,414 --> 00:16:46,754
[juliet_hahn]: me is like
2732
00:16:46,725 --> 00:16:46,825
[maggie]: that
2733
00:16:46,835 --> 00:16:47,015
[juliet_hahn]: okay
2734
00:16:46,965 --> 00:16:47,125
[maggie]: always
2735
00:16:47,155 --> 00:16:47,476
[juliet_hahn]: where
2736
00:16:47,185 --> 00:16:48,748
[maggie]: fascinates me as like okay where
2737
00:16:48,497 --> 00:16:50,020
[juliet_hahn]: was it something that was learned
2738
00:16:49,830 --> 00:16:50,431
[maggie]: was it something
2739
00:16:50,220 --> 00:16:50,461
[juliet_hahn]: you know
2740
00:16:50,471 --> 00:16:50,591
[maggie]: that
2741
00:16:50,621 --> 00:16:50,701
[juliet_hahn]: and
2742
00:16:50,671 --> 00:16:50,771
[maggie]: was
2743
00:16:50,741 --> 00:16:50,861
[juliet_hahn]: then
2744
00:16:50,871 --> 00:16:51,332
[maggie]: learned
2745
00:16:50,921 --> 00:16:51,903
[juliet_hahn]: it just manifested
2746
00:16:51,553 --> 00:16:52,214
[maggie]: you know and then
2747
00:16:52,184 --> 00:16:52,244
[juliet_hahn]: to
2748
00:16:52,274 --> 00:16:52,314
[maggie]: it
2749
00:16:52,324 --> 00:16:52,624
[juliet_hahn]: more
2750
00:16:52,374 --> 00:16:53,235
[maggie]: just manifested
2751
00:16:52,805 --> 00:16:53,626
[juliet_hahn]: you know because obviously
2752
00:16:53,516 --> 00:16:53,957
[maggie]: to more
2753
00:16:53,966 --> 00:16:54,247
[juliet_hahn]: you have
2754
00:16:54,137 --> 00:16:54,337
[maggie]: you know
2755
00:16:54,287 --> 00:16:54,367
[juliet_hahn]: the
2756
00:16:54,377 --> 00:16:54,558
[maggie]: because
2757
00:16:54,447 --> 00:16:54,848
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
2758
00:16:54,618 --> 00:16:54,958
[maggie]: obviously
2759
00:16:54,908 --> 00:16:55,289
[juliet_hahn]: component
2760
00:16:55,259 --> 00:16:55,539
[maggie]: you have
2761
00:16:55,549 --> 00:16:55,629
[juliet_hahn]: and
2762
00:16:55,579 --> 00:16:56,641
[maggie]: the anxiety component
2763
00:16:56,350 --> 00:16:56,811
[juliet_hahn]: those kind of
2764
00:16:56,841 --> 00:16:56,922
[maggie]: and
2765
00:16:56,851 --> 00:16:57,071
[juliet_hahn]: things
2766
00:16:57,002 --> 00:16:57,162
[maggie]: how
2767
00:16:57,171 --> 00:16:58,032
[juliet_hahn]: but i'm not a doctor
2768
00:16:57,763 --> 00:16:58,144
[maggie]: those kind
2769
00:16:58,052 --> 00:16:58,152
[juliet_hahn]: but
2770
00:16:58,184 --> 00:16:58,224
[maggie]: of
2771
00:16:58,192 --> 00:16:58,352
[juliet_hahn]: those
2772
00:16:58,264 --> 00:16:58,464
[maggie]: things
2773
00:16:58,392 --> 00:16:58,572
[juliet_hahn]: kind of
2774
00:16:58,564 --> 00:16:58,664
[maggie]: but
2775
00:16:58,592 --> 00:16:58,753
[juliet_hahn]: things
2776
00:16:58,745 --> 00:16:58,825
[maggie]: i'm
2777
00:16:58,833 --> 00:16:59,293
[juliet_hahn]: fascinate
2778
00:16:58,885 --> 00:16:59,386
[maggie]: not a doctor
2779
00:16:59,353 --> 00:16:59,433
[juliet_hahn]: me
2780
00:16:59,426 --> 00:16:59,927
[maggie]: but those kind of
2781
00:16:59,934 --> 00:17:00,114
[juliet_hahn]: um
2782
00:16:59,947 --> 00:17:00,628
[maggie]: things fascinate
2783
00:17:00,454 --> 00:17:00,674
[juliet_hahn]: you know
2784
00:17:00,688 --> 00:17:00,748
[maggie]: me
2785
00:17:00,815 --> 00:17:01,295
[juliet_hahn]: just to think
2786
00:17:01,269 --> 00:17:01,469
[maggie]: um
2787
00:17:01,375 --> 00:17:01,595
[juliet_hahn]: about
2788
00:17:01,810 --> 00:17:02,050
[maggie]: you know
2789
00:17:01,936 --> 00:17:02,116
[juliet_hahn]: where
2790
00:17:02,170 --> 00:17:02,290
[maggie]: just
2791
00:17:02,176 --> 00:17:02,516
[juliet_hahn]: did that
2792
00:17:02,351 --> 00:17:02,932
[maggie]: to think about
2793
00:17:03,037 --> 00:17:03,377
[juliet_hahn]: start
2794
00:17:03,272 --> 00:17:03,432
[maggie]: where
2795
00:17:03,497 --> 00:17:03,798
[juliet_hahn]: and where
2796
00:17:03,693 --> 00:17:03,873
[maggie]: that
2797
00:17:03,858 --> 00:17:04,338
[juliet_hahn]: you know how did
2798
00:17:04,374 --> 00:17:04,735
[maggie]: start
2799
00:17:04,378 --> 00:17:05,099
[juliet_hahn]: that come about
2800
00:17:04,855 --> 00:17:06,437
[maggie]: and where you know how did that
come about
2801
00:17:06,272 --> 00:17:06,416
[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
2802
00:17:06,902 --> 00:17:07,025
[juliet_hahn]: now
2803
00:17:07,980 --> 00:17:08,120
[maggie]: but
2804
00:17:07,984 --> 00:17:08,727
[abbe_greenberg]: i think that
2805
00:17:08,801 --> 00:17:09,122
[maggie]: i think
2806
00:17:09,048 --> 00:17:09,289
[abbe_greenberg]: in my
2807
00:17:09,302 --> 00:17:09,522
[maggie]: that
2808
00:17:09,409 --> 00:17:09,751
[abbe_greenberg]: case
2809
00:17:09,883 --> 00:17:10,544
[maggie]: in my case
2810
00:17:10,493 --> 00:17:11,336
[abbe_greenberg]: my my
2811
00:17:11,345 --> 00:17:11,505
[maggie]: my
2812
00:17:11,497 --> 00:17:12,019
[abbe_greenberg]: brain
2813
00:17:12,026 --> 00:17:12,867
[maggie]: my brain
2814
00:17:13,062 --> 00:17:13,622
[abbe_greenberg]: chose
2815
00:17:13,919 --> 00:17:14,460
[maggie]: chose
2816
00:17:13,943 --> 00:17:14,904
[abbe_greenberg]: a way of coping
2817
00:17:14,801 --> 00:17:15,122
[maggie]: a way
2818
00:17:14,964 --> 00:17:15,765
[abbe_greenberg]: with anxiety
2819
00:17:15,242 --> 00:17:15,964
[maggie]: of coping with
2820
00:17:15,825 --> 00:17:16,026
[abbe_greenberg]: i had
2821
00:17:16,064 --> 00:17:16,626
[maggie]: anxiety
2822
00:17:16,086 --> 00:17:16,867
[abbe_greenberg]: severe anxiety
2823
00:17:16,686 --> 00:17:17,228
[maggie]: i had severe
2824
00:17:17,267 --> 00:17:17,347
[abbe_greenberg]: and
2825
00:17:17,328 --> 00:17:17,749
[maggie]: anxiety
2826
00:17:17,340 --> 00:17:18,450
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2827
00:17:17,388 --> 00:17:18,169
[abbe_greenberg]: i couldn't talk about
2828
00:17:18,110 --> 00:17:18,190
[maggie]: and
2829
00:17:18,209 --> 00:17:18,269
[abbe_greenberg]: it
2830
00:17:18,250 --> 00:17:18,271
[maggie]: i
2831
00:17:18,329 --> 00:17:18,409
[abbe_greenberg]: so
2832
00:17:18,331 --> 00:17:18,551
[maggie]: couldn't
2833
00:17:18,509 --> 00:17:18,589
[abbe_greenberg]: my
2834
00:17:18,611 --> 00:17:18,752
[maggie]: talk
2835
00:17:18,709 --> 00:17:18,850
[abbe_greenberg]: way
2836
00:17:18,832 --> 00:17:19,033
[maggie]: about
2837
00:17:18,950 --> 00:17:19,010
[abbe_greenberg]: of
2838
00:17:19,073 --> 00:17:19,133
[maggie]: it
2839
00:17:19,090 --> 00:17:19,430
[abbe_greenberg]: coping
2840
00:17:19,193 --> 00:17:19,474
[maggie]: to my
2841
00:17:19,510 --> 00:17:19,651
[abbe_greenberg]: with
2842
00:17:19,594 --> 00:17:19,735
[maggie]: way
2843
00:17:19,711 --> 00:17:19,771
[abbe_greenberg]: it
2844
00:17:19,815 --> 00:17:20,637
[maggie]: of coping with it
2845
00:17:20,622 --> 00:17:21,203
[abbe_greenberg]: to create these
2846
00:17:21,120 --> 00:17:21,870
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2847
00:17:21,283 --> 00:17:21,563
[abbe_greenberg]: soothing
2848
00:17:21,479 --> 00:17:21,899
[maggie]: to create
2849
00:17:21,603 --> 00:17:22,084
[abbe_greenberg]: compulsions
2850
00:17:21,940 --> 00:17:22,420
[maggie]: these throwing
2851
00:17:22,124 --> 00:17:22,365
[abbe_greenberg]: because i
2852
00:17:22,460 --> 00:17:22,901
[maggie]: compulsion
2853
00:17:22,465 --> 00:17:22,845
[abbe_greenberg]: totally
2854
00:17:22,722 --> 00:17:22,945
[juliet_hahn]: right
2855
00:17:22,941 --> 00:17:23,142
[maggie]: because
2856
00:17:22,986 --> 00:17:23,126
[abbe_greenberg]: was
2857
00:17:23,202 --> 00:17:23,222
[maggie]: i
2858
00:17:23,226 --> 00:17:23,547
[abbe_greenberg]: fine
2859
00:17:23,342 --> 00:17:24,384
[maggie]: totally was raving
2860
00:17:24,148 --> 00:17:24,608
[abbe_greenberg]: once i did
2861
00:17:24,660 --> 00:17:25,500
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2862
00:17:24,669 --> 00:17:25,270
[abbe_greenberg]: my compulsion
2863
00:17:25,005 --> 00:17:25,445
[maggie]: once i did
2864
00:17:25,330 --> 00:17:25,630
[abbe_greenberg]: i felt
2865
00:17:25,505 --> 00:17:25,586
[maggie]: my
2866
00:17:25,730 --> 00:17:25,911
[abbe_greenberg]: fine
2867
00:17:25,906 --> 00:17:26,086
[maggie]: lion
2868
00:17:25,951 --> 00:17:26,512
[abbe_greenberg]: and i functioned
2869
00:17:26,327 --> 00:17:26,728
[maggie]: felt fine
2870
00:17:26,572 --> 00:17:26,792
[abbe_greenberg]: really
2871
00:17:26,768 --> 00:17:26,848
[maggie]: and
2872
00:17:26,852 --> 00:17:27,073
[abbe_greenberg]: well
2873
00:17:26,988 --> 00:17:27,609
[maggie]: functioned really
2874
00:17:27,633 --> 00:17:27,653
[abbe_greenberg]: i
2875
00:17:27,669 --> 00:17:27,869
[maggie]: well
2876
00:17:27,754 --> 00:17:28,375
[abbe_greenberg]: excelled at
2877
00:17:28,450 --> 00:17:28,470
[maggie]: i
2878
00:17:28,475 --> 00:17:28,916
[abbe_greenberg]: sports
2879
00:17:28,571 --> 00:17:29,051
[maggie]: excelled
2880
00:17:29,036 --> 00:17:29,056
[abbe_greenberg]: i
2881
00:17:29,132 --> 00:17:29,192
[maggie]: in
2882
00:17:29,136 --> 00:17:29,436
[abbe_greenberg]: excelled
2883
00:17:29,312 --> 00:17:29,733
[maggie]: sports
2884
00:17:29,497 --> 00:17:29,977
[abbe_greenberg]: at music
2885
00:17:30,053 --> 00:17:30,233
[maggie]: celled
2886
00:17:30,078 --> 00:17:30,518
[abbe_greenberg]: i was a good
2887
00:17:30,434 --> 00:17:30,794
[maggie]: music
2888
00:17:30,618 --> 00:17:30,959
[abbe_greenberg]: student
2889
00:17:30,894 --> 00:17:31,055
[maggie]: i was
2890
00:17:30,999 --> 00:17:31,199
[abbe_greenberg]: in other
2891
00:17:31,115 --> 00:17:31,135
[maggie]: a
2892
00:17:31,219 --> 00:17:31,360
[abbe_greenberg]: words
2893
00:17:31,415 --> 00:17:31,756
[maggie]: student
2894
00:17:31,420 --> 00:17:32,241
[abbe_greenberg]: i really experienced
2895
00:17:31,876 --> 00:17:32,237
[maggie]: otherwise i
2896
00:17:32,301 --> 00:17:32,421
[abbe_greenberg]: a lot
2897
00:17:32,377 --> 00:17:32,557
[maggie]: really
2898
00:17:32,542 --> 00:17:32,582
[abbe_greenberg]: of
2899
00:17:32,597 --> 00:17:33,018
[maggie]: experienced
2900
00:17:32,662 --> 00:17:33,185
[abbe_greenberg]: success
2901
00:17:33,098 --> 00:17:34,000
[maggie]: a lot success
2902
00:17:33,928 --> 00:17:34,651
[abbe_greenberg]: so i think that
2903
00:17:34,721 --> 00:17:34,801
[maggie]: so
2904
00:17:34,892 --> 00:17:35,053
[abbe_greenberg]: that
2905
00:17:34,901 --> 00:17:35,182
[maggie]: i think
2906
00:17:35,174 --> 00:17:35,636
[abbe_greenberg]: reenforced
2907
00:17:35,282 --> 00:17:35,823
[maggie]: that that
2908
00:17:35,676 --> 00:17:35,977
[abbe_greenberg]: the neural
2909
00:17:35,943 --> 00:17:36,424
[maggie]: reinforced
2910
00:17:36,017 --> 00:17:36,520
[abbe_greenberg]: pathways
2911
00:17:36,464 --> 00:17:37,245
[maggie]: the normal pathways
2912
00:17:36,813 --> 00:17:37,095
[juliet_hahn]: right
2913
00:17:37,882 --> 00:17:38,383
[abbe_greenberg]: and it really
2914
00:17:38,147 --> 00:17:38,868
[maggie]: right and it
2915
00:17:38,844 --> 00:17:39,125
[abbe_greenberg]: became
2916
00:17:38,948 --> 00:17:39,188
[maggie]: really
2917
00:17:39,165 --> 00:17:39,505
[abbe_greenberg]: a built
2918
00:17:39,540 --> 00:17:40,290
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2919
00:17:39,605 --> 00:17:39,665
[abbe_greenberg]: in
2920
00:17:39,629 --> 00:17:39,909
[maggie]: became
2921
00:17:39,766 --> 00:17:40,046
[abbe_greenberg]: thing
2922
00:17:39,970 --> 00:17:40,290
[maggie]: a built
2923
00:17:40,226 --> 00:17:40,347
[abbe_greenberg]: for
2924
00:17:40,390 --> 00:17:40,430
[maggie]: in
2925
00:17:40,407 --> 00:17:40,467
[abbe_greenberg]: me
2926
00:17:40,571 --> 00:17:40,811
[maggie]: thing
2927
00:17:40,627 --> 00:17:41,008
[abbe_greenberg]: that oh
2928
00:17:41,011 --> 00:17:41,252
[maggie]: for me
2929
00:17:41,268 --> 00:17:41,488
[abbe_greenberg]: okay
2930
00:17:41,412 --> 00:17:41,552
[maggie]: that
2931
00:17:41,649 --> 00:17:41,949
[abbe_greenberg]: when i'm
2932
00:17:42,053 --> 00:17:42,293
[maggie]: okay
2933
00:17:42,130 --> 00:17:42,550
[abbe_greenberg]: anxious about
2934
00:17:42,434 --> 00:17:42,574
[maggie]: when
2935
00:17:42,590 --> 00:17:42,891
[abbe_greenberg]: something
2936
00:17:42,654 --> 00:17:43,135
[maggie]: i'm anxious
2937
00:17:43,051 --> 00:17:43,071
[abbe_greenberg]: i
2938
00:17:43,175 --> 00:17:43,335
[maggie]: about
2939
00:17:43,211 --> 00:17:43,392
[abbe_greenberg]: have
2940
00:17:43,375 --> 00:17:43,696
[maggie]: something
2941
00:17:43,432 --> 00:17:44,113
[abbe_greenberg]: a nice ritual
2942
00:17:43,836 --> 00:17:44,437
[maggie]: i have a nice
2943
00:17:44,333 --> 00:17:44,473
[abbe_greenberg]: and i
2944
00:17:44,517 --> 00:17:44,898
[maggie]: ritual
2945
00:17:44,554 --> 00:17:45,475
[abbe_greenberg]: still do to this day
2946
00:17:45,479 --> 00:17:45,559
[maggie]: ll
2947
00:17:45,515 --> 00:17:45,555
[abbe_greenberg]: i
2948
00:17:45,579 --> 00:17:45,680
[maggie]: do
2949
00:17:45,595 --> 00:17:45,736
[abbe_greenberg]: mean
2950
00:17:45,820 --> 00:17:45,900
[maggie]: to
2951
00:17:45,856 --> 00:17:45,876
[abbe_greenberg]: i
2952
00:17:45,940 --> 00:17:46,482
[maggie]: this day i mean
2953
00:17:46,517 --> 00:17:46,617
[abbe_greenberg]: am
2954
00:17:46,622 --> 00:17:46,663
[maggie]: i
2955
00:17:46,918 --> 00:17:47,338
[abbe_greenberg]: you know my
2956
00:17:47,304 --> 00:17:47,365
[maggie]: am
2957
00:17:47,340 --> 00:17:48,060
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
2958
00:17:47,726 --> 00:17:47,926
[maggie]: you know
2959
00:17:47,899 --> 00:17:47,919
[abbe_greenberg]: o
2960
00:17:48,007 --> 00:17:48,127
[maggie]: my
2961
00:17:48,019 --> 00:17:48,801
[abbe_greenberg]: c d is completely
2962
00:17:48,789 --> 00:17:48,829
[maggie]: c
2963
00:17:48,881 --> 00:17:49,281
[abbe_greenberg]: managed
2964
00:17:48,929 --> 00:17:49,571
[maggie]: v is completely
2965
00:17:49,403 --> 00:17:49,766
[abbe_greenberg]: and i take
2966
00:17:49,672 --> 00:17:50,053
[maggie]: managed
2967
00:17:49,827 --> 00:17:50,272
[abbe_greenberg]: medication
2968
00:17:50,213 --> 00:17:50,354
[maggie]: and i
2969
00:17:50,373 --> 00:17:50,494
[abbe_greenberg]: for
2970
00:17:50,434 --> 00:17:50,554
[maggie]: take
2971
00:17:50,575 --> 00:17:50,636
[abbe_greenberg]: it
2972
00:17:50,614 --> 00:17:51,296
[maggie]: medication for
2973
00:17:51,272 --> 00:17:51,473
[abbe_greenberg]: but
2974
00:17:51,357 --> 00:17:52,280
[maggie]: it but
2975
00:17:52,438 --> 00:17:53,443
[abbe_greenberg]: i still have some compulsions
2976
00:17:53,225 --> 00:17:53,466
[maggie]: i still
2977
00:17:53,463 --> 00:17:53,564
[abbe_greenberg]: that
2978
00:17:53,506 --> 00:17:53,607
[maggie]: have
2979
00:17:53,624 --> 00:17:53,644
[abbe_greenberg]: i
2980
00:17:53,627 --> 00:17:53,748
[maggie]: some
2981
00:17:53,704 --> 00:17:54,006
[abbe_greenberg]: allow
2982
00:17:53,808 --> 00:17:54,210
[maggie]: compulsions
2983
00:17:54,126 --> 00:17:54,529
[abbe_greenberg]: myself
2984
00:17:54,250 --> 00:17:55,296
[maggie]: that i allow myself
2985
00:17:55,542 --> 00:17:56,325
[abbe_greenberg]: dude because i know they're
2986
00:17:56,339 --> 00:17:56,419
[maggie]: do
2987
00:17:56,385 --> 00:17:56,626
[abbe_greenberg]: soothing
2988
00:17:56,519 --> 00:17:56,699
[maggie]: because
2989
00:17:56,646 --> 00:17:56,847
[abbe_greenberg]: an they're
2990
00:17:56,719 --> 00:17:56,900
[maggie]: i know
2991
00:17:56,867 --> 00:17:56,927
[abbe_greenberg]: not
2992
00:17:56,940 --> 00:17:57,060
[maggie]: there
2993
00:17:56,947 --> 00:17:57,108
[abbe_greenberg]: gonna
2994
00:17:57,140 --> 00:17:57,401
[maggie]: soothing
2995
00:17:57,148 --> 00:17:57,630
[abbe_greenberg]: hurt anybody
2996
00:17:57,421 --> 00:17:57,561
[maggie]: and her
2997
00:17:57,550 --> 00:17:57,711
[juliet_hahn]: right
2998
00:17:57,621 --> 00:17:58,002
[maggie]: not going to hurt
2999
00:17:58,071 --> 00:17:58,131
[juliet_hahn]: so
3000
00:17:58,082 --> 00:17:58,402
[maggie]: anybody
3001
00:17:58,251 --> 00:17:58,913
[juliet_hahn]: you know that's the
3002
00:17:58,883 --> 00:17:59,023
[maggie]: right
3003
00:17:58,993 --> 00:17:59,433
[juliet_hahn]: interesting
3004
00:17:59,103 --> 00:17:59,464
[maggie]: and so
3005
00:17:59,514 --> 00:17:59,754
[juliet_hahn]: thing
3006
00:17:59,584 --> 00:18:00,065
[maggie]: you know that's
3007
00:17:59,914 --> 00:18:00,235
[juliet_hahn]: and that's
3008
00:18:00,145 --> 00:18:00,225
[maggie]: the
3009
00:18:00,295 --> 00:18:00,475
[juliet_hahn]: where
3010
00:18:00,325 --> 00:18:00,746
[maggie]: interesting
3011
00:18:00,615 --> 00:18:00,956
[juliet_hahn]: again we're
3012
00:18:00,846 --> 00:18:01,087
[maggie]: thing
3013
00:18:00,976 --> 00:18:01,256
[juliet_hahn]: not going to
3014
00:18:01,247 --> 00:18:01,327
[maggie]: and
3015
00:18:01,276 --> 00:18:01,377
[juliet_hahn]: get
3016
00:18:01,367 --> 00:18:01,547
[maggie]: that's
3017
00:18:01,437 --> 00:18:01,617
[juliet_hahn]: into
3018
00:18:01,608 --> 00:18:01,828
[maggie]: where
3019
00:18:01,857 --> 00:18:02,038
[juliet_hahn]: that
3020
00:18:01,968 --> 00:18:02,148
[maggie]: again
3021
00:18:02,138 --> 00:18:02,338
[juliet_hahn]: part
3022
00:18:02,189 --> 00:18:02,409
[maggie]: we're not
3023
00:18:02,418 --> 00:18:02,458
[juliet_hahn]: of
3024
00:18:02,429 --> 00:18:02,549
[maggie]: going
3025
00:18:02,499 --> 00:18:02,679
[juliet_hahn]: things
3026
00:18:02,569 --> 00:18:02,729
[maggie]: to get
3027
00:18:02,739 --> 00:18:02,819
[juliet_hahn]: but
3028
00:18:02,790 --> 00:18:02,990
[maggie]: into
3029
00:18:02,899 --> 00:18:03,240
[juliet_hahn]: it always
3030
00:18:03,210 --> 00:18:03,370
[maggie]: that
3031
00:18:03,300 --> 00:18:03,801
[juliet_hahn]: fascinates
3032
00:18:03,491 --> 00:18:04,032
[maggie]: part of things
3033
00:18:03,861 --> 00:18:04,181
[juliet_hahn]: me because
3034
00:18:04,092 --> 00:18:04,192
[maggie]: but
3035
00:18:04,221 --> 00:18:04,302
[juliet_hahn]: as
3036
00:18:04,252 --> 00:18:04,312
[maggie]: it
3037
00:18:04,322 --> 00:18:04,422
[juliet_hahn]: you
3038
00:18:04,372 --> 00:18:04,593
[maggie]: always
3039
00:18:04,502 --> 00:18:04,662
[juliet_hahn]: said
3040
00:18:04,653 --> 00:18:05,153
[maggie]: fascinates
3041
00:18:05,103 --> 00:18:05,183
[juliet_hahn]: you
3042
00:18:05,214 --> 00:18:05,274
[maggie]: me
3043
00:18:05,303 --> 00:18:05,463
[juliet_hahn]: did
3044
00:18:05,334 --> 00:18:05,514
[maggie]: because
3045
00:18:05,504 --> 00:18:05,624
[juliet_hahn]: them
3046
00:18:05,594 --> 00:18:05,774
[maggie]: as you
3047
00:18:05,704 --> 00:18:05,884
[juliet_hahn]: and then
3048
00:18:05,855 --> 00:18:06,015
[maggie]: said
3049
00:18:05,924 --> 00:18:06,505
[juliet_hahn]: it was like okay that
3050
00:18:06,456 --> 00:18:06,556
[maggie]: you
3051
00:18:06,565 --> 00:18:06,746
[juliet_hahn]: felt
3052
00:18:06,656 --> 00:18:07,117
[maggie]: did them and
3053
00:18:07,106 --> 00:18:07,226
[juliet_hahn]: that
3054
00:18:07,137 --> 00:18:07,317
[maggie]: then it
3055
00:18:07,307 --> 00:18:07,467
[juliet_hahn]: felt
3056
00:18:07,337 --> 00:18:07,517
[maggie]: was like
3057
00:18:07,547 --> 00:18:07,807
[juliet_hahn]: better
3058
00:18:07,557 --> 00:18:08,098
[maggie]: okay that felt
3059
00:18:07,968 --> 00:18:08,669
[juliet_hahn]: my anxiety
3060
00:18:08,419 --> 00:18:08,780
[maggie]: that felt
3061
00:18:08,749 --> 00:18:09,029
[juliet_hahn]: s gone
3062
00:18:08,860 --> 00:18:09,100
[maggie]: better
3063
00:18:09,170 --> 00:18:09,250
[juliet_hahn]: you
3064
00:18:09,300 --> 00:18:09,982
[maggie]: my anxiety
3065
00:18:09,630 --> 00:18:09,731
[juliet_hahn]: you
3066
00:18:10,022 --> 00:18:10,302
[maggie]: is gone
3067
00:18:10,251 --> 00:18:10,432
[juliet_hahn]: self
3068
00:18:10,362 --> 00:18:10,442
[maggie]: so
3069
00:18:10,572 --> 00:18:11,113
[juliet_hahn]: suite yourself
3070
00:18:10,943 --> 00:18:11,043
[maggie]: you
3071
00:18:11,193 --> 00:18:11,614
[juliet_hahn]: just like my
3072
00:18:11,584 --> 00:18:11,785
[maggie]: self
3073
00:18:11,714 --> 00:18:12,054
[juliet_hahn]: son would
3074
00:18:12,005 --> 00:18:12,145
[maggie]: use
3075
00:18:12,115 --> 00:18:12,355
[juliet_hahn]: bring
3076
00:18:12,165 --> 00:18:12,446
[maggie]: yourself
3077
00:18:12,495 --> 00:18:12,515
[juliet_hahn]: a
3078
00:18:12,546 --> 00:18:12,666
[maggie]: just
3079
00:18:12,595 --> 00:18:12,736
[juliet_hahn]: book
3080
00:18:12,706 --> 00:18:12,826
[maggie]: like
3081
00:18:12,816 --> 00:18:12,976
[juliet_hahn]: home
3082
00:18:12,866 --> 00:18:12,946
[maggie]: my
3083
00:18:12,996 --> 00:18:13,076
[juliet_hahn]: and
3084
00:18:13,047 --> 00:18:13,187
[maggie]: son
3085
00:18:13,116 --> 00:18:13,196
[juliet_hahn]: say
3086
00:18:13,247 --> 00:18:13,387
[maggie]: would
3087
00:18:13,256 --> 00:18:13,437
[juliet_hahn]: mom
3088
00:18:13,447 --> 00:18:13,688
[maggie]: bring
3089
00:18:13,517 --> 00:18:13,938
[juliet_hahn]: can you read
3090
00:18:13,828 --> 00:18:14,068
[maggie]: a book
3091
00:18:13,978 --> 00:18:14,098
[juliet_hahn]: that
3092
00:18:14,128 --> 00:18:14,309
[maggie]: home
3093
00:18:14,138 --> 00:18:14,318
[juliet_hahn]: to me
3094
00:18:14,329 --> 00:18:14,409
[maggie]: and
3095
00:18:14,398 --> 00:18:14,458
[juliet_hahn]: he
3096
00:18:14,449 --> 00:18:14,549
[maggie]: say
3097
00:18:14,519 --> 00:18:14,659
[juliet_hahn]: would
3098
00:18:14,589 --> 00:18:14,930
[maggie]: mom can
3099
00:18:14,919 --> 00:18:14,999
[juliet_hahn]: you
3100
00:18:14,970 --> 00:18:15,070
[maggie]: you
3101
00:18:15,059 --> 00:18:15,160
[juliet_hahn]: know
3102
00:18:15,110 --> 00:18:15,531
[maggie]: read that to
3103
00:18:15,540 --> 00:18:15,781
[juliet_hahn]: figure
3104
00:18:15,571 --> 00:18:15,971
[maggie]: me he would
3105
00:18:16,021 --> 00:18:16,121
[juliet_hahn]: out
3106
00:18:16,232 --> 00:18:16,312
[maggie]: you
3107
00:18:16,302 --> 00:18:17,203
[juliet_hahn]: how to manage
3108
00:18:16,853 --> 00:18:17,133
[maggie]: figure
3109
00:18:17,283 --> 00:18:17,343
[juliet_hahn]: in
3110
00:18:17,354 --> 00:18:17,454
[maggie]: out
3111
00:18:17,443 --> 00:18:17,704
[juliet_hahn]: life
3112
00:18:17,634 --> 00:18:18,055
[maggie]: how to
3113
00:18:18,044 --> 00:18:18,425
[juliet_hahn]: without
3114
00:18:18,155 --> 00:18:18,496
[maggie]: manage
3115
00:18:18,525 --> 00:18:18,706
[juliet_hahn]: kind
3116
00:18:18,596 --> 00:18:18,997
[maggie]: in life
3117
00:18:18,786 --> 00:18:19,407
[juliet_hahn]: of you
3118
00:18:19,337 --> 00:18:19,477
[maggie]: with
3119
00:18:19,487 --> 00:18:19,547
[juliet_hahn]: now
3120
00:18:19,577 --> 00:18:19,778
[maggie]: adult
3121
00:18:19,627 --> 00:18:20,148
[juliet_hahn]: not knowing
3122
00:18:19,838 --> 00:18:20,118
[maggie]: kind of
3123
00:18:20,208 --> 00:18:20,869
[juliet_hahn]: that everyone
3124
00:18:20,619 --> 00:18:20,860
[maggie]: you know
3125
00:18:20,909 --> 00:18:21,009
[juliet_hahn]: else
3126
00:18:20,920 --> 00:18:21,421
[maggie]: not knowing
3127
00:18:21,230 --> 00:18:21,510
[juliet_hahn]: actually
3128
00:18:21,501 --> 00:18:21,621
[maggie]: that
3129
00:18:21,570 --> 00:18:21,911
[juliet_hahn]: reading
3130
00:18:21,881 --> 00:18:22,162
[maggie]: everyone
3131
00:18:22,091 --> 00:18:22,211
[juliet_hahn]: your
3132
00:18:22,202 --> 00:18:22,322
[maggie]: else
3133
00:18:22,292 --> 00:18:22,913
[juliet_hahn]: memorizing
3134
00:18:22,382 --> 00:18:23,244
[maggie]: is actually reading
3135
00:18:23,053 --> 00:18:23,213
[juliet_hahn]: right
3136
00:18:23,404 --> 00:18:23,524
[maggie]: your
3137
00:18:23,433 --> 00:18:23,674
[juliet_hahn]: he didn't
3138
00:18:23,604 --> 00:18:24,225
[maggie]: memorizing
3139
00:18:23,714 --> 00:18:24,415
[juliet_hahn]: obviously know that
3140
00:18:24,386 --> 00:18:24,526
[maggie]: right
3141
00:18:24,455 --> 00:18:24,736
[juliet_hahn]: he was just
3142
00:18:24,726 --> 00:18:24,786
[maggie]: he
3143
00:18:24,756 --> 00:18:24,856
[juliet_hahn]: like
3144
00:18:24,846 --> 00:18:24,987
[maggie]: didn't
3145
00:18:24,876 --> 00:18:25,136
[juliet_hahn]: oh i don't
3146
00:18:25,027 --> 00:18:25,347
[maggie]: obviously
3147
00:18:25,176 --> 00:18:25,357
[juliet_hahn]: know how
3148
00:18:25,387 --> 00:18:25,507
[maggie]: know
3149
00:18:25,397 --> 00:18:25,557
[juliet_hahn]: to say
3150
00:18:25,608 --> 00:18:25,728
[maggie]: that
3151
00:18:25,617 --> 00:18:25,757
[juliet_hahn]: those
3152
00:18:25,768 --> 00:18:25,828
[maggie]: he
3153
00:18:25,797 --> 00:18:26,018
[juliet_hahn]: words
3154
00:18:25,848 --> 00:18:26,048
[maggie]: was just
3155
00:18:26,058 --> 00:18:26,138
[juliet_hahn]: but
3156
00:18:26,068 --> 00:18:26,168
[maggie]: like
3157
00:18:26,178 --> 00:18:26,278
[juliet_hahn]: why
3158
00:18:26,209 --> 00:18:26,309
[maggie]: oh i
3159
00:18:26,318 --> 00:18:26,398
[juliet_hahn]: my
3160
00:18:26,329 --> 00:18:26,449
[maggie]: don't
3161
00:18:26,458 --> 00:18:26,619
[juliet_hahn]: mom
3162
00:18:26,469 --> 00:18:26,669
[maggie]: know how
3163
00:18:26,659 --> 00:18:26,839
[juliet_hahn]: reads
3164
00:18:26,709 --> 00:18:26,870
[maggie]: to say
3165
00:18:26,899 --> 00:18:26,939
[juliet_hahn]: it
3166
00:18:26,930 --> 00:18:27,070
[maggie]: those
3167
00:18:27,019 --> 00:18:27,039
[juliet_hahn]: i
3168
00:18:27,110 --> 00:18:27,330
[maggie]: words
3169
00:18:27,140 --> 00:18:27,480
[juliet_hahn]: memorized
3170
00:18:27,370 --> 00:18:27,591
[maggie]: but when
3171
00:18:27,580 --> 00:18:27,620
[juliet_hahn]: it
3172
00:18:27,631 --> 00:18:27,711
[maggie]: my
3173
00:18:27,640 --> 00:18:27,761
[juliet_hahn]: then
3174
00:18:27,771 --> 00:18:27,931
[maggie]: mom
3175
00:18:27,801 --> 00:18:27,961
[juliet_hahn]: i put
3176
00:18:27,971 --> 00:18:28,152
[maggie]: reads
3177
00:18:28,001 --> 00:18:28,241
[juliet_hahn]: it down
3178
00:18:28,212 --> 00:18:28,753
[maggie]: it i memorize
3179
00:18:28,622 --> 00:18:28,802
[juliet_hahn]: i can
3180
00:18:28,893 --> 00:18:28,933
[maggie]: it
3181
00:18:29,003 --> 00:18:29,243
[juliet_hahn]: read it
3182
00:18:29,194 --> 00:18:29,294
[maggie]: put
3183
00:18:29,263 --> 00:18:29,403
[juliet_hahn]: back
3184
00:18:29,334 --> 00:18:29,534
[maggie]: it down
3185
00:18:29,443 --> 00:18:29,924
[juliet_hahn]: to the teacher
3186
00:18:29,955 --> 00:18:30,556
[maggie]: i can read it
3187
00:18:30,565 --> 00:18:30,625
[juliet_hahn]: so
3188
00:18:30,576 --> 00:18:30,716
[maggie]: back
3189
00:18:30,726 --> 00:18:30,826
[juliet_hahn]: you
3190
00:18:30,776 --> 00:18:30,836
[maggie]: to
3191
00:18:30,866 --> 00:18:30,986
[juliet_hahn]: were
3192
00:18:30,876 --> 00:18:31,257
[maggie]: the teacher
3193
00:18:31,026 --> 00:18:31,847
[juliet_hahn]: doing the same sort of
3194
00:18:31,898 --> 00:18:31,978
[maggie]: so
3195
00:18:31,928 --> 00:18:32,128
[juliet_hahn]: thing
3196
00:18:32,058 --> 00:18:32,138
[maggie]: you
3197
00:18:32,168 --> 00:18:32,308
[juliet_hahn]: which
3198
00:18:32,359 --> 00:18:32,519
[maggie]: doing
3199
00:18:32,368 --> 00:18:32,448
[juliet_hahn]: is
3200
00:18:32,559 --> 00:18:32,840
[maggie]: the same
3201
00:18:32,889 --> 00:18:33,090
[juliet_hahn]: real
3202
00:18:32,920 --> 00:18:33,160
[maggie]: sort of
3203
00:18:33,230 --> 00:18:33,991
[juliet_hahn]: fascinating
3204
00:18:33,240 --> 00:18:33,721
[maggie]: thing which is
3205
00:18:34,111 --> 00:18:34,251
[juliet_hahn]: when
3206
00:18:34,182 --> 00:18:34,442
[maggie]: really
3207
00:18:34,292 --> 00:18:34,712
[juliet_hahn]: we think
3208
00:18:34,542 --> 00:18:35,284
[maggie]: fascinating
3209
00:18:34,973 --> 00:18:35,333
[juliet_hahn]: about
3210
00:18:35,404 --> 00:18:36,005
[maggie]: when we think
3211
00:18:35,854 --> 00:18:36,936
[juliet_hahn]: the complexity
3212
00:18:36,285 --> 00:18:36,626
[maggie]: about
3213
00:18:37,116 --> 00:18:37,176
[juliet_hahn]: of
3214
00:18:37,187 --> 00:18:37,307
[maggie]: the
3215
00:18:37,256 --> 00:18:37,657
[juliet_hahn]: the human
3216
00:18:37,588 --> 00:18:38,249
[maggie]: complexity
3217
00:18:37,717 --> 00:18:37,978
[juliet_hahn]: brain
3218
00:18:38,429 --> 00:18:38,509
[maggie]: of
3219
00:18:38,438 --> 00:18:38,619
[juliet_hahn]: right
3220
00:18:38,549 --> 00:18:38,950
[maggie]: the human
3221
00:18:38,939 --> 00:18:39,019
[juliet_hahn]: and
3222
00:18:39,010 --> 00:18:39,250
[maggie]: brain
3223
00:18:39,200 --> 00:18:39,781
[juliet_hahn]: what it does
3224
00:18:39,811 --> 00:18:39,931
[maggie]: it
3225
00:18:39,901 --> 00:18:40,802
[juliet_hahn]: and what is learned
3226
00:18:40,512 --> 00:18:41,274
[maggie]: what it does and
3227
00:18:41,303 --> 00:18:41,624
[juliet_hahn]: because
3228
00:18:41,354 --> 00:18:42,135
[maggie]: what is learned
3229
00:18:41,844 --> 00:18:42,605
[juliet_hahn]: it helps and
3230
00:18:42,616 --> 00:18:42,936
[maggie]: because
3231
00:18:42,786 --> 00:18:43,186
[juliet_hahn]: how you
3232
00:18:43,177 --> 00:18:43,237
[maggie]: it
3233
00:18:43,226 --> 00:18:43,427
[juliet_hahn]: know if
3234
00:18:43,417 --> 00:18:43,758
[maggie]: helps
3235
00:18:43,487 --> 00:18:43,928
[juliet_hahn]: a child
3236
00:18:43,858 --> 00:18:43,918
[maggie]: and
3237
00:18:44,048 --> 00:18:45,009
[juliet_hahn]: is in a situation
3238
00:18:44,399 --> 00:18:45,220
[maggie]: you know if a child
3239
00:18:45,250 --> 00:18:45,270
[juliet_hahn]: a
3240
00:18:45,340 --> 00:18:45,401
[maggie]: is
3241
00:18:45,350 --> 00:18:45,530
[juliet_hahn]: young
3242
00:18:45,481 --> 00:18:45,641
[maggie]: in the
3243
00:18:45,650 --> 00:18:45,810
[juliet_hahn]: age
3244
00:18:45,681 --> 00:18:46,282
[maggie]: situation
3245
00:18:46,151 --> 00:18:46,371
[juliet_hahn]: whether
3246
00:18:46,402 --> 00:18:46,522
[maggie]: from
3247
00:18:46,411 --> 00:18:46,531
[juliet_hahn]: it's
3248
00:18:46,583 --> 00:18:46,603
[maggie]: a
3249
00:18:46,591 --> 00:18:46,751
[juliet_hahn]: good
3250
00:18:46,663 --> 00:18:46,843
[maggie]: young
3251
00:18:46,891 --> 00:18:46,951
[juliet_hahn]: or
3252
00:18:46,943 --> 00:18:47,123
[maggie]: age
3253
00:18:47,051 --> 00:18:47,392
[juliet_hahn]: bad
3254
00:18:47,464 --> 00:18:47,845
[maggie]: whether it's
3255
00:18:47,852 --> 00:18:47,992
[juliet_hahn]: how
3256
00:18:47,905 --> 00:18:48,065
[maggie]: good
3257
00:18:48,072 --> 00:18:48,233
[juliet_hahn]: that
3258
00:18:48,205 --> 00:18:48,265
[maggie]: or
3259
00:18:48,313 --> 00:18:48,733
[juliet_hahn]: developed
3260
00:18:48,365 --> 00:18:48,706
[maggie]: bad
3261
00:18:49,013 --> 00:18:49,514
[juliet_hahn]: that
3262
00:18:49,187 --> 00:18:49,527
[maggie]: how that
3263
00:18:49,574 --> 00:18:49,914
[juliet_hahn]: child's
3264
00:18:49,628 --> 00:18:50,028
[maggie]: developed
3265
00:18:49,974 --> 00:18:50,315
[juliet_hahn]: brain
3266
00:18:50,729 --> 00:18:50,830
[maggie]: that
3267
00:18:50,735 --> 00:18:50,815
[juliet_hahn]: to
3268
00:18:50,890 --> 00:18:51,210
[maggie]: child's
3269
00:18:50,895 --> 00:18:51,095
[juliet_hahn]: then
3270
00:18:51,290 --> 00:18:51,631
[maggie]: brain
3271
00:18:51,296 --> 00:18:52,156
[juliet_hahn]: you take on these
3272
00:18:52,052 --> 00:18:52,112
[maggie]: to
3273
00:18:52,196 --> 00:18:52,497
[juliet_hahn]: paths
3274
00:18:52,212 --> 00:18:52,693
[maggie]: then you
3275
00:18:52,677 --> 00:18:52,897
[juliet_hahn]: as you
3276
00:18:52,953 --> 00:18:53,133
[maggie]: take
3277
00:18:52,997 --> 00:18:53,177
[juliet_hahn]: said
3278
00:18:53,214 --> 00:18:53,815
[maggie]: on these paths
3279
00:18:53,618 --> 00:18:53,738
[juliet_hahn]: so
3280
00:18:53,995 --> 00:18:54,215
[maggie]: as you
3281
00:18:54,178 --> 00:18:54,399
[juliet_hahn]: you know
3282
00:18:54,315 --> 00:18:54,496
[maggie]: said
3283
00:18:54,539 --> 00:18:54,779
[juliet_hahn]: go ahead
3284
00:18:54,936 --> 00:18:55,898
[maggie]: so you know go
3285
00:18:55,892 --> 00:18:55,912
[abbe_greenberg]: i
3286
00:18:55,938 --> 00:18:56,078
[maggie]: ahead
3287
00:18:55,952 --> 00:18:56,993
[abbe_greenberg]: was going to say the more
3288
00:18:56,769 --> 00:18:57,351
[maggie]: was going to say the
3289
00:18:57,314 --> 00:18:57,514
[abbe_greenberg]: that
3290
00:18:57,451 --> 00:18:57,812
[maggie]: more
3291
00:18:57,755 --> 00:18:58,235
[abbe_greenberg]: the more time
3292
00:18:58,133 --> 00:18:58,354
[maggie]: that
3293
00:18:58,260 --> 00:18:58,486
[juliet_hahn]: oh
3294
00:18:58,295 --> 00:18:58,576
[abbe_greenberg]: i spend
3295
00:18:58,555 --> 00:18:58,635
[maggie]: the
3296
00:18:58,616 --> 00:18:58,776
[abbe_greenberg]: doing
3297
00:18:58,695 --> 00:18:58,796
[maggie]: more
3298
00:18:58,836 --> 00:18:59,277
[abbe_greenberg]: research
3299
00:18:58,876 --> 00:18:59,578
[maggie]: time i spend in
3300
00:18:59,658 --> 00:19:00,018
[abbe_greenberg]: into
3301
00:18:59,658 --> 00:19:00,100
[maggie]: research
3302
00:19:00,179 --> 00:19:00,519
[abbe_greenberg]: brain
3303
00:19:00,501 --> 00:19:00,842
[maggie]: into
3304
00:19:00,760 --> 00:19:00,940
[abbe_greenberg]: nero
3305
00:19:00,983 --> 00:19:01,324
[maggie]: brain
3306
00:19:01,060 --> 00:19:01,521
[abbe_greenberg]: science
3307
00:19:01,444 --> 00:19:02,327
[maggie]: and nero science
3308
00:19:02,302 --> 00:19:03,065
[abbe_greenberg]: more i've come
3309
00:19:03,109 --> 00:19:03,270
[maggie]: more
3310
00:19:03,146 --> 00:19:03,768
[abbe_greenberg]: to understand
3311
00:19:03,451 --> 00:19:03,872
[maggie]: i've come
3312
00:19:03,829 --> 00:19:03,929
[abbe_greenberg]: that
3313
00:19:03,953 --> 00:19:04,013
[maggie]: to
3314
00:19:03,969 --> 00:19:04,110
[abbe_greenberg]: there
3315
00:19:04,073 --> 00:19:04,576
[maggie]: understand
3316
00:19:04,190 --> 00:19:04,572
[abbe_greenberg]: isn't any
3317
00:19:04,636 --> 00:19:04,736
[maggie]: that
3318
00:19:04,652 --> 00:19:04,813
[abbe_greenberg]: such
3319
00:19:04,777 --> 00:19:04,937
[maggie]: there
3320
00:19:04,853 --> 00:19:04,994
[abbe_greenberg]: thing
3321
00:19:04,998 --> 00:19:05,198
[maggie]: isn't
3322
00:19:05,034 --> 00:19:05,255
[abbe_greenberg]: as the
3323
00:19:05,279 --> 00:19:05,399
[maggie]: any
3324
00:19:05,295 --> 00:19:05,456
[abbe_greenberg]: neuro
3325
00:19:05,460 --> 00:19:05,600
[maggie]: such
3326
00:19:05,536 --> 00:19:05,858
[abbe_greenberg]: typical
3327
00:19:05,661 --> 00:19:05,922
[maggie]: thing as
3328
00:19:05,918 --> 00:19:06,139
[abbe_greenberg]: brain
3329
00:19:05,962 --> 00:19:06,665
[maggie]: the neuro typical
3330
00:19:06,440 --> 00:19:06,581
[juliet_hahn]: right
3331
00:19:06,725 --> 00:19:06,926
[maggie]: brain
3332
00:19:07,472 --> 00:19:07,833
[abbe_greenberg]: really
3333
00:19:08,040 --> 00:19:08,302
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
3334
00:19:08,274 --> 00:19:09,136
[abbe_greenberg]: really have come to
3335
00:19:09,092 --> 00:19:09,413
[maggie]: really
3336
00:19:09,176 --> 00:19:09,718
[abbe_greenberg]: believe that
3337
00:19:09,633 --> 00:19:09,793
[maggie]: come
3338
00:19:09,778 --> 00:19:09,858
[abbe_greenberg]: we
3339
00:19:09,854 --> 00:19:10,295
[maggie]: to believe
3340
00:19:10,119 --> 00:19:10,460
[abbe_greenberg]: all
3341
00:19:10,375 --> 00:19:11,197
[maggie]: that we all
3342
00:19:11,121 --> 00:19:12,023
[abbe_greenberg]: our brains are so
3343
00:19:12,079 --> 00:19:12,360
[maggie]: brains
3344
00:19:12,144 --> 00:19:12,445
[abbe_greenberg]: highly
3345
00:19:12,440 --> 00:19:12,500
[maggie]: are
3346
00:19:12,485 --> 00:19:12,886
[abbe_greenberg]: adaptive
3347
00:19:12,680 --> 00:19:13,222
[maggie]: so highly
3348
00:19:12,946 --> 00:19:13,186
[abbe_greenberg]: and so
3349
00:19:13,282 --> 00:19:13,703
[maggie]: adapted
3350
00:19:13,347 --> 00:19:13,848
[abbe_greenberg]: plastic
3351
00:19:13,743 --> 00:19:13,984
[maggie]: and so
3352
00:19:14,008 --> 00:19:14,470
[abbe_greenberg]: quotumquote
3353
00:19:14,184 --> 00:19:14,665
[maggie]: plastic
3354
00:19:14,510 --> 00:19:14,670
[abbe_greenberg]: right
3355
00:19:15,307 --> 00:19:15,487
[maggie]: right
3356
00:19:15,552 --> 00:19:16,333
[abbe_greenberg]: they've learned in the last
3357
00:19:16,349 --> 00:19:16,529
[maggie]: they've
3358
00:19:16,393 --> 00:19:16,593
[abbe_greenberg]: twenty
3359
00:19:16,589 --> 00:19:16,809
[maggie]: learned
3360
00:19:16,634 --> 00:19:16,894
[abbe_greenberg]: years is
3361
00:19:16,850 --> 00:19:16,970
[maggie]: in the
3362
00:19:16,934 --> 00:19:17,034
[abbe_greenberg]: that
3363
00:19:17,010 --> 00:19:17,130
[maggie]: last
3364
00:19:17,114 --> 00:19:17,194
[abbe_greenberg]: our
3365
00:19:17,190 --> 00:19:17,390
[maggie]: twenty
3366
00:19:17,275 --> 00:19:17,695
[abbe_greenberg]: brains
3367
00:19:17,430 --> 00:19:17,831
[maggie]: years is that
3368
00:19:17,880 --> 00:19:18,122
[juliet_hahn]: oh
3369
00:19:17,896 --> 00:19:18,396
[abbe_greenberg]: change
3370
00:19:17,911 --> 00:19:19,173
[maggie]: our brains change
3371
00:19:18,777 --> 00:19:19,859
[abbe_greenberg]: in structure and function
3372
00:19:19,574 --> 00:19:20,095
[maggie]: in structure
3373
00:19:20,059 --> 00:19:20,179
[abbe_greenberg]: all
3374
00:19:20,175 --> 00:19:20,235
[maggie]: and
3375
00:19:20,240 --> 00:19:20,300
[abbe_greenberg]: the
3376
00:19:20,315 --> 00:19:20,616
[maggie]: function
3377
00:19:20,340 --> 00:19:20,961
[abbe_greenberg]: way through our course
3378
00:19:20,856 --> 00:19:21,077
[maggie]: all the
3379
00:19:21,021 --> 00:19:21,061
[abbe_greenberg]: of
3380
00:19:21,117 --> 00:19:21,197
[maggie]: way
3381
00:19:21,121 --> 00:19:21,201
[abbe_greenberg]: our
3382
00:19:21,217 --> 00:19:21,397
[maggie]: through
3383
00:19:21,241 --> 00:19:21,401
[abbe_greenberg]: life
3384
00:19:21,452 --> 00:19:21,613
[juliet_hahn]: right
3385
00:19:21,502 --> 00:19:21,642
[abbe_greenberg]: even
3386
00:19:21,557 --> 00:19:21,738
[maggie]: course
3387
00:19:21,702 --> 00:19:21,842
[abbe_greenberg]: into
3388
00:19:21,798 --> 00:19:21,958
[maggie]: of our
3389
00:19:21,902 --> 00:19:21,962
[abbe_greenberg]: our
3390
00:19:22,018 --> 00:19:22,178
[maggie]: life
3391
00:19:22,022 --> 00:19:22,423
[abbe_greenberg]: nineties
3392
00:19:22,279 --> 00:19:22,860
[maggie]: even in were
3393
00:19:23,204 --> 00:19:24,106
[abbe_greenberg]: so knowing
3394
00:19:23,981 --> 00:19:24,102
[maggie]: so
3395
00:19:24,266 --> 00:19:24,627
[abbe_greenberg]: that
3396
00:19:24,562 --> 00:19:24,903
[maggie]: knowing
3397
00:19:25,027 --> 00:19:25,048
[abbe_greenberg]: i
3398
00:19:25,063 --> 00:19:25,404
[maggie]: that
3399
00:19:25,088 --> 00:19:25,649
[abbe_greenberg]: don't think there's
3400
00:19:25,804 --> 00:19:25,844
[maggie]: i
3401
00:19:25,809 --> 00:19:25,989
[abbe_greenberg]: any
3402
00:19:25,885 --> 00:19:26,445
[maggie]: don't think there's
3403
00:19:26,530 --> 00:19:26,670
[abbe_greenberg]: two
3404
00:19:26,606 --> 00:19:26,766
[maggie]: any
3405
00:19:26,770 --> 00:19:27,331
[abbe_greenberg]: brains that
3406
00:19:27,347 --> 00:19:27,968
[maggie]: two brains
3407
00:19:27,632 --> 00:19:28,153
[abbe_greenberg]: the same way
3408
00:19:28,048 --> 00:19:28,509
[maggie]: that we the
3409
00:19:28,554 --> 00:19:28,634
[abbe_greenberg]: and
3410
00:19:28,589 --> 00:19:28,870
[maggie]: same
3411
00:19:28,694 --> 00:19:29,495
[abbe_greenberg]: i think that our brains
3412
00:19:29,290 --> 00:19:29,390
[maggie]: way
3413
00:19:29,535 --> 00:19:30,257
[abbe_greenberg]: are miraculous
3414
00:19:29,771 --> 00:19:30,432
[maggie]: and i think that our
3415
00:19:30,337 --> 00:19:30,457
[abbe_greenberg]: they
3416
00:19:30,452 --> 00:19:30,693
[maggie]: brains
3417
00:19:30,537 --> 00:19:30,637
[abbe_greenberg]: do
3418
00:19:30,540 --> 00:19:31,470
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
3419
00:19:30,753 --> 00:19:30,813
[maggie]: are
3420
00:19:30,818 --> 00:19:31,519
[abbe_greenberg]: incredible
3421
00:19:30,873 --> 00:19:31,414
[maggie]: miraculous
3422
00:19:31,639 --> 00:19:32,000
[abbe_greenberg]: things
3423
00:19:32,155 --> 00:19:32,576
[maggie]: credible
3424
00:19:32,160 --> 00:19:32,481
[abbe_greenberg]: and so
3425
00:19:32,656 --> 00:19:32,976
[maggie]: things
3426
00:19:32,882 --> 00:19:33,322
[abbe_greenberg]: there's nothing
3427
00:19:33,137 --> 00:19:33,437
[maggie]: and so
3428
00:19:33,623 --> 00:19:33,943
[abbe_greenberg]: typical
3429
00:19:33,818 --> 00:19:34,238
[maggie]: there's nothing
3430
00:19:34,124 --> 00:19:34,585
[abbe_greenberg]: about any
3431
00:19:34,539 --> 00:19:34,880
[maggie]: typical
3432
00:19:34,645 --> 00:19:35,246
[abbe_greenberg]: of our brains
3433
00:19:35,020 --> 00:19:35,220
[maggie]: about
3434
00:19:35,042 --> 00:19:35,266
[juliet_hahn]: right
3435
00:19:35,340 --> 00:19:35,581
[maggie]: any of
3436
00:19:35,566 --> 00:19:35,647
[abbe_greenberg]: or
3437
00:19:35,661 --> 00:19:36,122
[maggie]: our brains
3438
00:19:36,368 --> 00:19:37,730
[abbe_greenberg]: you know any of the things our
brains can do
3439
00:19:37,664 --> 00:19:37,885
[maggie]: the things
3440
00:19:37,840 --> 00:19:37,980
[juliet_hahn]: which
3441
00:19:37,945 --> 00:19:38,245
[maggie]: our brains
3442
00:19:38,041 --> 00:19:38,281
[juliet_hahn]: is just
3443
00:19:38,285 --> 00:19:38,365
[maggie]: can
3444
00:19:38,341 --> 00:19:38,923
[juliet_hahn]: fascinating
3445
00:19:38,445 --> 00:19:39,427
[maggie]: do which is
3446
00:19:39,484 --> 00:19:39,604
[juliet_hahn]: so
3447
00:19:39,587 --> 00:19:40,249
[maggie]: just fascinatin
3448
00:19:39,945 --> 00:19:40,847
[juliet_hahn]: now i want to go
3449
00:19:40,889 --> 00:19:41,010
[maggie]: so
3450
00:19:40,988 --> 00:19:41,309
[juliet_hahn]: to you
3451
00:19:41,330 --> 00:19:41,430
[maggie]: now
3452
00:19:41,369 --> 00:19:41,790
[juliet_hahn]: guys met
3453
00:19:41,851 --> 00:19:42,231
[maggie]: i want to go
3454
00:19:42,271 --> 00:19:42,612
[juliet_hahn]: university
3455
00:19:42,331 --> 00:19:42,672
[maggie]: to you
3456
00:19:42,672 --> 00:19:43,193
[juliet_hahn]: pennsylvania
3457
00:19:42,732 --> 00:19:43,914
[maggie]: guys met university
3458
00:19:43,654 --> 00:19:44,256
[juliet_hahn]: in the eighties
3459
00:19:43,934 --> 00:19:44,495
[maggie]: of pennsylvania
3460
00:19:44,396 --> 00:19:45,078
[juliet_hahn]: am i correct there
3461
00:19:44,995 --> 00:19:46,157
[maggie]: in the eighties and might correct
3462
00:19:46,624 --> 00:19:46,705
[juliet_hahn]: and
3463
00:19:47,449 --> 00:19:48,050
[maggie]: late eighties
3464
00:19:47,891 --> 00:19:48,313
[juliet_hahn]: late it is
3465
00:19:48,410 --> 00:19:49,652
[maggie]: late eighties can they just say
3466
00:19:49,702 --> 00:19:50,043
[abbe_greenberg]: almost
3467
00:19:49,753 --> 00:19:52,577
[maggie]: latitiswell
3468
00:19:50,123 --> 00:19:51,247
[abbe_greenberg]: nineties really was so
3469
00:19:51,480 --> 00:19:54,891
[juliet_hahn]: yes
3470
00:19:51,849 --> 00:19:52,210
[abbe_greenberg]: nineties
3471
00:19:54,991 --> 00:19:56,376
[juliet_hahn]: because when did you graduate university
3472
00:19:56,323 --> 00:19:56,504
[maggie]: because
3473
00:19:56,396 --> 00:19:56,858
[juliet_hahn]: of pensylvania
3474
00:19:56,724 --> 00:20:01,395
[maggie]: did you graduate university of penslvania i
abby graduated eighty eight i graduated
3475
00:20:01,462 --> 00:20:01,623
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
3476
00:20:01,475 --> 00:20:01,996
[maggie]: eighty nine
3477
00:20:02,184 --> 00:20:03,566
[juliet_hahn]: that's very late it's late
3478
00:20:03,560 --> 00:20:03,700
[maggie]: that's
3479
00:20:03,626 --> 00:20:03,866
[juliet_hahn]: eighties
3480
00:20:03,740 --> 00:20:03,920
[maggie]: very
3481
00:20:03,926 --> 00:20:04,087
[juliet_hahn]: let's
3482
00:20:03,960 --> 00:20:04,141
[maggie]: late
3483
00:20:04,147 --> 00:20:04,207
[juliet_hahn]: say
3484
00:20:04,301 --> 00:20:05,122
[maggie]: is lady
3485
00:20:05,569 --> 00:20:05,770
[juliet_hahn]: late
3486
00:20:05,703 --> 00:20:07,667
[maggie]: ltadieslaadies
3487
00:20:05,850 --> 00:20:08,053
[juliet_hahn]: eighties so take us through that a
little bit
3488
00:20:08,067 --> 00:20:08,167
[maggie]: so
3489
00:20:08,133 --> 00:20:08,474
[juliet_hahn]: how you
3490
00:20:08,468 --> 00:20:08,648
[maggie]: take
3491
00:20:08,514 --> 00:20:08,915
[juliet_hahn]: connected
3492
00:20:08,688 --> 00:20:09,189
[maggie]: us through that
3493
00:20:09,095 --> 00:20:09,335
[juliet_hahn]: do you
3494
00:20:09,269 --> 00:20:09,530
[maggie]: a little
3495
00:20:09,396 --> 00:20:09,536
[juliet_hahn]: guys
3496
00:20:09,570 --> 00:20:09,630
[maggie]: bit
3497
00:20:09,616 --> 00:20:09,936
[juliet_hahn]: remember
3498
00:20:09,690 --> 00:20:10,051
[maggie]: how you
3499
00:20:09,997 --> 00:20:10,097
[juliet_hahn]: the
3500
00:20:10,091 --> 00:20:10,471
[maggie]: connected
3501
00:20:10,137 --> 00:20:10,698
[juliet_hahn]: first time that
3502
00:20:10,652 --> 00:20:10,732
[maggie]: do
3503
00:20:10,758 --> 00:20:10,898
[juliet_hahn]: you
3504
00:20:10,772 --> 00:20:11,453
[maggie]: you guys remember
3505
00:20:11,219 --> 00:20:11,419
[juliet_hahn]: you know
3506
00:20:11,533 --> 00:20:11,613
[maggie]: the
3507
00:20:11,539 --> 00:20:11,659
[juliet_hahn]: saw
3508
00:20:11,673 --> 00:20:11,833
[maggie]: first
3509
00:20:11,800 --> 00:20:11,880
[juliet_hahn]: ach
3510
00:20:11,894 --> 00:20:12,054
[maggie]: time
3511
00:20:11,920 --> 00:20:12,121
[juliet_hahn]: other
3512
00:20:12,094 --> 00:20:12,194
[maggie]: that
3513
00:20:12,222 --> 00:20:12,282
[juliet_hahn]: and
3514
00:20:12,274 --> 00:20:12,414
[maggie]: you
3515
00:20:12,322 --> 00:20:13,166
[juliet_hahn]: we're like wait
3516
00:20:12,995 --> 00:20:13,356
[maggie]: saw each
3517
00:20:13,327 --> 00:20:13,447
[juliet_hahn]: this
3518
00:20:13,416 --> 00:20:13,596
[maggie]: other
3519
00:20:13,508 --> 00:20:13,668
[juliet_hahn]: is a
3520
00:20:13,677 --> 00:20:13,757
[maggie]: and
3521
00:20:13,749 --> 00:20:13,889
[juliet_hahn]: good
3522
00:20:13,777 --> 00:20:13,957
[maggie]: we're
3523
00:20:13,950 --> 00:20:14,251
[juliet_hahn]: friend
3524
00:20:13,997 --> 00:20:14,197
[maggie]: like
3525
00:20:14,432 --> 00:20:14,532
[juliet_hahn]: and
3526
00:20:14,438 --> 00:20:14,638
[maggie]: wait
3527
00:20:14,572 --> 00:20:15,135
[juliet_hahn]: then kind of
3528
00:20:15,359 --> 00:20:19,005
[maggie]: friend i do i remember the first
time i met you do you remember that
3529
00:20:19,086 --> 00:20:24,535
[maggie]: in your dorm room abby was was
was in her do you know we were
3530
00:20:25,056 --> 00:20:26,758
[maggie]: i think i was talking to to
your
3531
00:20:27,090 --> 00:20:28,770
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
3532
00:20:27,259 --> 00:20:27,800
[maggie]: sweet mate
3533
00:20:27,955 --> 00:20:28,542
[abbe_greenberg]: hm
3534
00:20:28,662 --> 00:20:29,243
[maggie]: and miriam
3535
00:20:29,060 --> 00:20:29,080
[juliet_hahn]: i
3536
00:20:29,503 --> 00:20:33,189
[maggie]: and then i met abby through that
but we lived in a very very close
3537
00:20:33,269 --> 00:20:37,236
[maggie]: storm where people really tended to know
each other
3538
00:20:37,050 --> 00:20:38,130
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
3539
00:20:37,476 --> 00:20:40,854
[maggie]: and got to know each other we
ate dinner in a separate kind of
3540
00:20:41,192 --> 00:20:41,918
[abbe_greenberg]: we were a college
3541
00:20:41,759 --> 00:20:42,119
[maggie]: a separate
3542
00:20:41,958 --> 00:20:42,220
[abbe_greenberg]: house
3543
00:20:42,159 --> 00:20:42,580
[maggie]: dining hall
3544
00:20:42,603 --> 00:20:42,663
[abbe_greenberg]: we
3545
00:20:42,610 --> 00:20:42,670
[juliet_hahn]: ye
3546
00:20:42,744 --> 00:20:42,845
[abbe_greenberg]: had
3547
00:20:43,201 --> 00:20:46,567
[maggie]: you we were in a college living
learning community kind of so we all got
3548
00:20:46,667 --> 00:20:48,971
[maggie]: to a lot of people got to
know each other really well
3549
00:20:48,870 --> 00:20:48,992
[juliet_hahn]: ye
3550
00:20:49,532 --> 00:20:52,517
[maggie]: and so i knew abby sweet mate
but
3551
00:20:52,980 --> 00:20:53,936
[juliet_hahn]: ye
3552
00:20:53,138 --> 00:20:56,445
[maggie]: that's sort of how we first connected
and you know we
3553
00:20:57,382 --> 00:20:58,447
[abbe_greenberg]: you were and you were dating my
3554
00:20:58,479 --> 00:20:58,539
[maggie]: and
3555
00:20:58,527 --> 00:20:58,668
[abbe_greenberg]: good
3556
00:20:58,559 --> 00:20:58,780
[maggie]: you were
3557
00:20:58,728 --> 00:20:58,989
[abbe_greenberg]: friend
3558
00:20:59,040 --> 00:21:00,542
[maggie]: in my yeah while
3559
00:21:00,540 --> 00:21:00,861
[juliet_hahn]: oh
3560
00:21:00,582 --> 00:21:01,243
[maggie]: i's trying to
3561
00:21:01,585 --> 00:21:01,968
[abbe_greenberg]: on the date
3562
00:21:02,185 --> 00:21:03,066
[maggie]: you sort of set it up
3563
00:21:02,977 --> 00:21:03,118
[abbe_greenberg]: yeh
3564
00:21:03,247 --> 00:21:03,427
[maggie]: yeah
3565
00:21:03,552 --> 00:21:03,853
[abbe_greenberg]: oh
3566
00:21:04,429 --> 00:21:04,729
[maggie]: yeah
3567
00:21:05,210 --> 00:21:06,813
[juliet_hahn]: i love that i love that it's
3568
00:21:06,833 --> 00:21:06,853
[maggie]: i
3569
00:21:06,853 --> 00:21:07,033
[juliet_hahn]: always
3570
00:21:06,953 --> 00:21:07,093
[maggie]: love
3571
00:21:07,053 --> 00:21:07,173
[juliet_hahn]: fun
3572
00:21:07,153 --> 00:21:07,313
[maggie]: that
3573
00:21:07,253 --> 00:21:07,434
[juliet_hahn]: to go
3574
00:21:07,454 --> 00:21:07,474
[maggie]: i
3575
00:21:07,534 --> 00:21:07,754
[juliet_hahn]: back
3576
00:21:07,554 --> 00:21:07,914
[maggie]: love that and
3577
00:21:07,834 --> 00:21:08,275
[juliet_hahn]: i think to
3578
00:21:08,235 --> 00:21:08,355
[maggie]: it's
3579
00:21:08,315 --> 00:21:08,375
[juliet_hahn]: go
3580
00:21:08,395 --> 00:21:08,555
[maggie]: always
3581
00:21:08,455 --> 00:21:08,616
[juliet_hahn]: back
3582
00:21:08,595 --> 00:21:08,696
[maggie]: fun
3583
00:21:08,696 --> 00:21:08,776
[juliet_hahn]: and
3584
00:21:08,776 --> 00:21:08,816
[maggie]: to
3585
00:21:08,856 --> 00:21:09,237
[juliet_hahn]: remember
3586
00:21:08,876 --> 00:21:09,357
[maggie]: go back i
3587
00:21:09,337 --> 00:21:09,517
[juliet_hahn]: these
3588
00:21:09,437 --> 00:21:10,058
[maggie]: think to go back
3589
00:21:09,958 --> 00:21:10,198
[juliet_hahn]: fun
3590
00:21:10,138 --> 00:21:10,659
[maggie]: and remember
3591
00:21:10,379 --> 00:21:11,100
[juliet_hahn]: and good times
3592
00:21:10,779 --> 00:21:11,620
[maggie]: these fun
3593
00:21:11,621 --> 00:21:11,741
[juliet_hahn]: so
3594
00:21:11,801 --> 00:21:12,502
[maggie]: and good times
3595
00:21:13,023 --> 00:21:13,103
[juliet_hahn]: and
3596
00:21:13,043 --> 00:21:13,163
[maggie]: so
3597
00:21:13,304 --> 00:21:14,425
[juliet_hahn]: abbie we didn't say what
3598
00:21:14,445 --> 00:21:14,525
[maggie]: and
3599
00:21:14,526 --> 00:21:14,686
[juliet_hahn]: you
3600
00:21:14,726 --> 00:21:15,407
[maggie]: abbie we didn't say
3601
00:21:15,407 --> 00:21:15,667
[juliet_hahn]: because i
3602
00:21:15,707 --> 00:21:15,827
[maggie]: what
3603
00:21:15,708 --> 00:21:15,848
[juliet_hahn]: know
3604
00:21:15,948 --> 00:21:16,088
[maggie]: you
3605
00:21:16,088 --> 00:21:16,409
[juliet_hahn]: maggie
3606
00:21:16,792 --> 00:21:17,236
[maggie]: because i know
3607
00:21:17,460 --> 00:21:17,621
[juliet_hahn]: your
3608
00:21:17,478 --> 00:21:17,781
[maggie]: maggie
3609
00:21:17,942 --> 00:21:18,964
[juliet_hahn]: major was philosophy
3610
00:21:18,929 --> 00:21:19,050
[maggie]: our
3611
00:21:19,165 --> 00:21:19,325
[juliet_hahn]: abby
3612
00:21:19,352 --> 00:21:19,633
[maggie]: major
3613
00:21:19,365 --> 00:21:19,786
[juliet_hahn]: what was your
3614
00:21:19,694 --> 00:21:20,378
[maggie]: was philosophy
3615
00:21:19,866 --> 00:21:20,167
[juliet_hahn]: major
3616
00:21:20,559 --> 00:21:21,565
[maggie]: abby what was your major
3617
00:21:21,482 --> 00:21:22,144
[abbe_greenberg]: communication
3618
00:21:22,299 --> 00:21:22,964
[maggie]: communication
3619
00:21:22,365 --> 00:21:23,510
[abbe_greenberg]: with a minor and psychology
3620
00:21:23,186 --> 00:21:23,649
[maggie]: with a minor
3621
00:21:23,590 --> 00:21:23,650
[juliet_hahn]: so
3622
00:21:23,710 --> 00:21:24,335
[maggie]: and psychology
3623
00:21:24,171 --> 00:21:24,972
[juliet_hahn]: i read that but then i
3624
00:21:24,969 --> 00:21:25,029
[maggie]: so
3625
00:21:25,012 --> 00:21:25,593
[juliet_hahn]: was like wait who
3626
00:21:25,550 --> 00:21:26,030
[maggie]: i read that
3627
00:21:25,934 --> 00:21:26,274
[juliet_hahn]: who
3628
00:21:26,070 --> 00:21:26,611
[maggie]: but then i was like
3629
00:21:26,515 --> 00:21:26,615
[juliet_hahn]: who
3630
00:21:26,631 --> 00:21:26,772
[maggie]: wait
3631
00:21:26,815 --> 00:21:26,975
[juliet_hahn]: was
3632
00:21:26,872 --> 00:21:27,072
[maggie]: who's
3633
00:21:27,035 --> 00:21:30,922
[juliet_hahn]: it now that yeah right which is
again that's
3634
00:21:30,979 --> 00:21:31,299
[maggie]: right which
3635
00:21:31,282 --> 00:21:31,343
[juliet_hahn]: you
3636
00:21:31,339 --> 00:21:31,399
[maggie]: is
3637
00:21:31,383 --> 00:21:32,164
[juliet_hahn]: know fascinating
3638
00:21:31,720 --> 00:21:32,301
[maggie]: again that's
3639
00:21:32,204 --> 00:21:32,905
[juliet_hahn]: to communications
3640
00:21:32,641 --> 00:21:33,523
[maggie]: you know fascinating
3641
00:21:32,985 --> 00:21:33,686
[juliet_hahn]: and psychology
3642
00:21:33,563 --> 00:21:34,204
[maggie]: the communication
3643
00:21:33,787 --> 00:21:34,388
[juliet_hahn]: you kind of were
3644
00:21:34,364 --> 00:21:34,424
[maggie]: and
3645
00:21:34,428 --> 00:21:34,548
[juliet_hahn]: like
3646
00:21:34,484 --> 00:21:35,065
[maggie]: psychology
3647
00:21:34,608 --> 00:21:35,129
[juliet_hahn]: i want to learn
3648
00:21:35,146 --> 00:21:35,246
[maggie]: you
3649
00:21:35,209 --> 00:21:35,349
[juliet_hahn]: more
3650
00:21:35,306 --> 00:21:35,727
[maggie]: kind of were
3651
00:21:35,690 --> 00:21:35,890
[juliet_hahn]: this
3652
00:21:35,787 --> 00:21:36,488
[maggie]: like i want to learn
3653
00:21:36,551 --> 00:21:36,671
[juliet_hahn]: and
3654
00:21:36,568 --> 00:21:37,229
[maggie]: more this
3655
00:21:37,152 --> 00:21:37,993
[juliet_hahn]: where did that take
3656
00:21:37,910 --> 00:21:38,030
[maggie]: and
3657
00:21:38,053 --> 00:21:38,474
[juliet_hahn]: you both
3658
00:21:38,531 --> 00:21:38,711
[maggie]: where
3659
00:21:38,694 --> 00:21:38,875
[juliet_hahn]: after
3660
00:21:38,771 --> 00:21:39,052
[maggie]: did that
3661
00:21:38,915 --> 00:21:39,616
[juliet_hahn]: you graduated
3662
00:21:39,132 --> 00:21:40,234
[maggie]: take you both after
3663
00:21:40,097 --> 00:21:40,357
[juliet_hahn]: where
3664
00:21:40,274 --> 00:21:40,975
[maggie]: you graduated
3665
00:21:40,597 --> 00:21:41,138
[juliet_hahn]: you know what
3666
00:21:41,456 --> 00:21:42,477
[maggie]: where you know what
3667
00:21:43,060 --> 00:21:44,211
[juliet_hahn]: field did you go into
3668
00:21:44,409 --> 00:21:45,538
[maggie]: field did you go into
3669
00:21:45,690 --> 00:21:46,873
[juliet_hahn]: if you can share that a little
bit
3670
00:21:47,019 --> 00:21:56,895
[maggie]: if you can share that i had
always gravitated toward working with people working enough
3671
00:21:56,712 --> 00:21:56,793
[juliet_hahn]: ah
3672
00:21:56,975 --> 00:21:57,716
[maggie]: for profits
3673
00:21:57,462 --> 00:21:57,668
[abbe_greenberg]: oh
3674
00:21:58,478 --> 00:22:01,964
[maggie]: you know was sort of like i
want to change the world you know type
3675
00:22:02,064 --> 00:22:04,608
[maggie]: of idealist but i also was
3676
00:22:04,590 --> 00:22:04,878
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
3677
00:22:04,908 --> 00:22:09,837
[maggie]: was so interested in mental health because
um i think it was a big in
3678
00:22:09,997 --> 00:22:13,643
[maggie]: certain ways for the it was a
big conversation in my family
3679
00:22:14,550 --> 00:22:15,570
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
3680
00:22:14,645 --> 00:22:17,730
[maggie]: in other ways it wasn't it was
kind of strange but because my mom was
3681
00:22:17,770 --> 00:22:18,151
[maggie]: a social
3682
00:22:18,150 --> 00:22:19,200
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
3683
00:22:18,171 --> 00:22:21,376
[maggie]: worker being in therapy wasn't foreign to
me in any way
3684
00:22:22,705 --> 00:22:22,725
[abbe_greenberg]: a
3685
00:22:22,718 --> 00:22:23,079
[maggie]: and so
3686
00:22:24,603 --> 00:22:24,624
[juliet_hahn]: a
3687
00:22:24,762 --> 00:22:31,733
[maggie]: i worked in a number of different
not for profits sometimes during research and sometimes
3688
00:22:31,230 --> 00:22:32,370
[juliet_hahn]: oh
3689
00:22:31,853 --> 00:22:37,142
[maggie]: working directly with with different people often
kids or teas
3690
00:22:37,650 --> 00:22:37,871
[juliet_hahn]: oh
3691
00:22:37,683 --> 00:22:42,391
[maggie]: or sometimes elderly so i worked with
a lot of different different types of people
3692
00:22:42,471 --> 00:22:42,752
[maggie]: but then
3693
00:22:42,660 --> 00:22:43,860
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
3694
00:22:43,052 --> 00:22:47,480
[maggie]: i went to social work school um
and that it's just
3695
00:22:47,469 --> 00:22:47,490
[juliet_hahn]: m
3696
00:22:47,720 --> 00:22:48,722
[maggie]: that sort of fit in all
3697
00:22:48,722 --> 00:22:48,864
[juliet_hahn]: yes
3698
00:22:48,802 --> 00:22:51,708
[maggie]: my interests together and i ended up
being
3699
00:22:51,909 --> 00:22:51,930
[juliet_hahn]: m
3700
00:22:52,309 --> 00:22:54,614
[maggie]: a high school counsellor in a new
york city high school
3701
00:22:54,690 --> 00:22:55,098
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
3702
00:22:54,895 --> 00:22:55,756
[maggie]: for a lot of years
3703
00:22:55,910 --> 00:22:57,232
[juliet_hahn]: interesting yeah i love i
3704
00:22:57,269 --> 00:22:57,711
[maggie]: interesting
3705
00:22:57,292 --> 00:22:58,134
[juliet_hahn]: love where things
3706
00:22:58,193 --> 00:22:58,213
[maggie]: i
3707
00:22:58,214 --> 00:22:58,354
[juliet_hahn]: take
3708
00:22:58,293 --> 00:22:58,413
[maggie]: love
3709
00:22:58,394 --> 00:22:58,575
[juliet_hahn]: you and
3710
00:22:58,534 --> 00:22:58,554
[maggie]: i
3711
00:22:58,595 --> 00:22:58,715
[juliet_hahn]: then
3712
00:22:58,634 --> 00:22:59,217
[maggie]: love where
3713
00:22:58,815 --> 00:22:59,376
[juliet_hahn]: abby where did
3714
00:22:59,277 --> 00:22:59,478
[maggie]: things
3715
00:22:59,456 --> 00:22:59,556
[juliet_hahn]: you
3716
00:22:59,538 --> 00:22:59,799
[maggie]: take you
3717
00:22:59,757 --> 00:22:59,877
[juliet_hahn]: end
3718
00:22:59,839 --> 00:23:00,020
[maggie]: and then
3719
00:23:00,037 --> 00:23:00,117
[juliet_hahn]: up
3720
00:23:00,140 --> 00:23:01,445
[maggie]: abby where did you end up
3721
00:23:02,222 --> 00:23:03,384
[abbe_greenberg]: i've always been fascinated
3722
00:23:02,929 --> 00:23:03,450
[maggie]: i've always
3723
00:23:03,424 --> 00:23:03,524
[abbe_greenberg]: with
3724
00:23:03,470 --> 00:23:03,610
[maggie]: been
3725
00:23:03,564 --> 00:23:03,645
[abbe_greenberg]: how
3726
00:23:03,650 --> 00:23:04,111
[maggie]: fascinated
3727
00:23:03,745 --> 00:23:04,246
[abbe_greenberg]: talk works
3728
00:23:04,151 --> 00:23:04,933
[maggie]: with how talk works
3729
00:23:05,107 --> 00:23:05,448
[abbe_greenberg]: i find
3730
00:23:05,400 --> 00:23:05,683
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
3731
00:23:05,568 --> 00:23:06,029
[abbe_greenberg]: language
3732
00:23:05,834 --> 00:23:06,155
[maggie]: i find
3733
00:23:06,089 --> 00:23:06,810
[abbe_greenberg]: and communication
3734
00:23:06,295 --> 00:23:07,517
[maggie]: language and communication
3735
00:23:07,110 --> 00:23:07,651
[abbe_greenberg]: fascinating
3736
00:23:07,837 --> 00:23:08,358
[maggie]: fascinating
3737
00:23:08,493 --> 00:23:09,354
[abbe_greenberg]: law in my family
3738
00:23:09,200 --> 00:23:09,400
[maggie]: law
3739
00:23:09,394 --> 00:23:09,474
[abbe_greenberg]: is
3740
00:23:09,520 --> 00:23:09,560
[maggie]: in
3741
00:23:09,534 --> 00:23:09,715
[abbe_greenberg]: that
3742
00:23:09,620 --> 00:23:10,081
[maggie]: my family
3743
00:23:09,975 --> 00:23:10,416
[abbe_greenberg]: i started
3744
00:23:10,261 --> 00:23:10,442
[maggie]: that
3745
00:23:10,496 --> 00:23:10,817
[abbe_greenberg]: talking
3746
00:23:10,637 --> 00:23:10,657
[juliet_hahn]: a
3747
00:23:10,702 --> 00:23:11,143
[maggie]: i started
3748
00:23:10,857 --> 00:23:11,518
[abbe_greenberg]: in full sentences
3749
00:23:11,223 --> 00:23:11,624
[maggie]: talking in
3750
00:23:11,598 --> 00:23:11,658
[abbe_greenberg]: at
3751
00:23:11,684 --> 00:23:11,844
[maggie]: full
3752
00:23:11,702 --> 00:23:11,944
[juliet_hahn]: months
3753
00:23:11,718 --> 00:23:11,918
[abbe_greenberg]: nine
3754
00:23:11,884 --> 00:23:12,245
[maggie]: sentences
3755
00:23:11,958 --> 00:23:12,319
[abbe_greenberg]: months old
3756
00:23:12,325 --> 00:23:12,365
[maggie]: at
3757
00:23:12,379 --> 00:23:12,439
[abbe_greenberg]: and
3758
00:23:12,445 --> 00:23:12,625
[maggie]: nine
3759
00:23:12,499 --> 00:23:12,980
[abbe_greenberg]: i haven't
3760
00:23:12,685 --> 00:23:12,866
[maggie]: months
3761
00:23:13,020 --> 00:23:13,301
[abbe_greenberg]: stopped
3762
00:23:13,046 --> 00:23:13,547
[maggie]: when i had
3763
00:23:13,401 --> 00:23:13,721
[abbe_greenberg]: since
3764
00:23:13,787 --> 00:23:13,887
[maggie]: to
3765
00:23:14,543 --> 00:23:14,623
[abbe_greenberg]: and
3766
00:23:14,610 --> 00:23:15,113
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
3767
00:23:14,643 --> 00:23:15,284
[abbe_greenberg]: there is some truth
3768
00:23:15,250 --> 00:23:15,330
[maggie]: and
3769
00:23:15,344 --> 00:23:15,404
[abbe_greenberg]: to
3770
00:23:15,370 --> 00:23:15,510
[maggie]: there
3771
00:23:15,444 --> 00:23:15,544
[abbe_greenberg]: that
3772
00:23:15,550 --> 00:23:15,610
[maggie]: is
3773
00:23:15,605 --> 00:23:15,625
[abbe_greenberg]: i
3774
00:23:15,670 --> 00:23:15,791
[maggie]: some
3775
00:23:15,685 --> 00:23:15,865
[abbe_greenberg]: think
3776
00:23:15,831 --> 00:23:16,011
[maggie]: truth
3777
00:23:16,045 --> 00:23:16,266
[abbe_greenberg]: although
3778
00:23:16,051 --> 00:23:16,271
[maggie]: to that
3779
00:23:16,286 --> 00:23:16,446
[abbe_greenberg]: maybe
3780
00:23:16,312 --> 00:23:16,552
[maggie]: i think
3781
00:23:16,506 --> 00:23:17,047
[abbe_greenberg]: not the nine month
3782
00:23:17,013 --> 00:23:17,153
[maggie]: maybe
3783
00:23:17,107 --> 00:23:17,207
[abbe_greenberg]: old
3784
00:23:17,233 --> 00:23:17,313
[maggie]: not
3785
00:23:17,247 --> 00:23:17,428
[abbe_greenberg]: part
3786
00:23:17,353 --> 00:23:17,714
[maggie]: the nine
3787
00:23:17,989 --> 00:23:19,611
[abbe_greenberg]: um i've always
3788
00:23:19,717 --> 00:23:19,737
[maggie]: i
3789
00:23:19,731 --> 00:23:19,972
[abbe_greenberg]: i mean i
3790
00:23:20,018 --> 00:23:20,298
[maggie]: always
3791
00:23:20,032 --> 00:23:20,272
[abbe_greenberg]: majored
3792
00:23:20,304 --> 00:23:20,325
[juliet_hahn]: a
3793
00:23:20,312 --> 00:23:20,953
[abbe_greenberg]: in communication
3794
00:23:20,519 --> 00:23:21,059
[maggie]: mean a major in
3795
00:23:21,054 --> 00:23:21,094
[abbe_greenberg]: i
3796
00:23:21,099 --> 00:23:21,620
[maggie]: communication
3797
00:23:21,254 --> 00:23:21,895
[abbe_greenberg]: threw myself into
3798
00:23:21,781 --> 00:23:21,801
[maggie]: i
3799
00:23:21,935 --> 00:23:22,416
[abbe_greenberg]: communication
3800
00:23:21,981 --> 00:23:22,422
[maggie]: threw myself
3801
00:23:22,496 --> 00:23:22,837
[abbe_greenberg]: research
3802
00:23:22,542 --> 00:23:23,123
[maggie]: to communication
3803
00:23:22,897 --> 00:23:23,237
[abbe_greenberg]: i became
3804
00:23:23,203 --> 00:23:23,564
[maggie]: research
3805
00:23:23,277 --> 00:23:23,698
[abbe_greenberg]: a professor
3806
00:23:23,624 --> 00:23:23,944
[maggie]: and became
3807
00:23:23,738 --> 00:23:24,439
[abbe_greenberg]: of communication
3808
00:23:24,004 --> 00:23:24,405
[maggie]: a professor
3809
00:23:24,270 --> 00:23:25,320
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
3810
00:23:24,445 --> 00:23:25,166
[maggie]: of communication
3811
00:23:24,740 --> 00:23:25,481
[abbe_greenberg]: but i was
3812
00:23:25,447 --> 00:23:25,547
[maggie]: but
3813
00:23:25,561 --> 00:23:25,741
[abbe_greenberg]: not
3814
00:23:25,647 --> 00:23:25,667
[maggie]: i
3815
00:23:25,882 --> 00:23:26,223
[abbe_greenberg]: interested
3816
00:23:26,088 --> 00:23:26,448
[maggie]: was not
3817
00:23:26,283 --> 00:23:26,905
[abbe_greenberg]: in the media
3818
00:23:26,589 --> 00:23:27,050
[maggie]: interested in
3819
00:23:27,066 --> 00:23:27,166
[abbe_greenberg]: end
3820
00:23:27,090 --> 00:23:27,171
[maggie]: the
3821
00:23:27,226 --> 00:23:27,287
[abbe_greenberg]: of
3822
00:23:27,251 --> 00:23:27,612
[maggie]: media
3823
00:23:27,387 --> 00:23:28,250
[abbe_greenberg]: it and the journalism
3824
00:23:27,953 --> 00:23:28,014
[maggie]: of
3825
00:23:27,990 --> 00:23:29,010
[juliet_hahn]: oh
3826
00:23:28,114 --> 00:23:28,375
[maggie]: it and
3827
00:23:28,330 --> 00:23:28,390
[abbe_greenberg]: end
3828
00:23:28,395 --> 00:23:28,475
[maggie]: the
3829
00:23:28,430 --> 00:23:28,571
[abbe_greenberg]: of it
3830
00:23:28,535 --> 00:23:28,957
[maggie]: journalism
3831
00:23:28,671 --> 00:23:29,213
[abbe_greenberg]: i really was
3832
00:23:29,218 --> 00:23:29,298
[maggie]: that
3833
00:23:29,273 --> 00:23:29,574
[abbe_greenberg]: focused
3834
00:23:29,378 --> 00:23:29,800
[maggie]: i really
3835
00:23:29,635 --> 00:23:29,996
[abbe_greenberg]: on inter
3836
00:23:29,840 --> 00:23:30,301
[maggie]: was focused
3837
00:23:30,036 --> 00:23:30,397
[abbe_greenberg]: personal
3838
00:23:30,362 --> 00:23:30,402
[maggie]: on
3839
00:23:30,437 --> 00:23:31,039
[abbe_greenberg]: communication
3840
00:23:30,502 --> 00:23:31,767
[maggie]: in personal communication
3841
00:23:31,530 --> 00:23:31,813
[juliet_hahn]: oh
3842
00:23:31,862 --> 00:23:32,843
[abbe_greenberg]: conflict management
3843
00:23:32,579 --> 00:23:33,019
[maggie]: conflict
3844
00:23:32,984 --> 00:23:33,144
[abbe_greenberg]: how
3845
00:23:33,100 --> 00:23:33,580
[maggie]: management
3846
00:23:33,224 --> 00:23:33,765
[abbe_greenberg]: we use our
3847
00:23:33,721 --> 00:23:33,841
[maggie]: how
3848
00:23:33,845 --> 00:23:34,486
[abbe_greenberg]: language
3849
00:23:33,961 --> 00:23:35,163
[maggie]: we use our language
3850
00:23:35,428 --> 00:23:36,049
[abbe_greenberg]: to manage
3851
00:23:36,069 --> 00:23:36,090
[juliet_hahn]: m
3852
00:23:36,145 --> 00:23:36,766
[maggie]: to manage
3853
00:23:36,389 --> 00:23:37,451
[abbe_greenberg]: difficult situations
3854
00:23:37,106 --> 00:23:38,168
[maggie]: difficult situations
3855
00:23:37,611 --> 00:23:38,152
[abbe_greenberg]: and so
3856
00:23:38,328 --> 00:23:38,869
[maggie]: and so
3857
00:23:38,880 --> 00:23:38,900
[juliet_hahn]: m
3858
00:23:38,913 --> 00:23:39,454
[abbe_greenberg]: it was really
3859
00:23:39,630 --> 00:23:40,171
[maggie]: it was really
3860
00:23:39,995 --> 00:23:40,776
[abbe_greenberg]: a personal thing for
3861
00:23:40,712 --> 00:23:41,173
[maggie]: a personal
3862
00:23:40,817 --> 00:23:41,217
[abbe_greenberg]: me because
3863
00:23:41,213 --> 00:23:41,473
[maggie]: thing for
3864
00:23:41,398 --> 00:23:41,438
[abbe_greenberg]: i
3865
00:23:41,514 --> 00:23:41,594
[maggie]: me
3866
00:23:41,518 --> 00:23:41,638
[abbe_greenberg]: was
3867
00:23:41,674 --> 00:23:41,934
[maggie]: because
3868
00:23:41,718 --> 00:23:42,299
[abbe_greenberg]: trying to figure
3869
00:23:42,115 --> 00:23:42,355
[maggie]: i was
3870
00:23:42,330 --> 00:23:42,531
[juliet_hahn]: oh
3871
00:23:42,419 --> 00:23:42,559
[abbe_greenberg]: out
3872
00:23:42,435 --> 00:23:43,016
[maggie]: trying to figure
3873
00:23:42,980 --> 00:23:43,160
[abbe_greenberg]: in my
3874
00:23:43,136 --> 00:23:43,256
[maggie]: out
3875
00:23:43,261 --> 00:23:43,741
[abbe_greenberg]: own way how
3876
00:23:43,697 --> 00:23:43,877
[maggie]: in my
3877
00:23:43,842 --> 00:23:44,085
[abbe_greenberg]: i could
3878
00:23:43,978 --> 00:23:44,258
[maggie]: own way
3879
00:23:44,166 --> 00:23:44,914
[abbe_greenberg]: navigate
3880
00:23:44,559 --> 00:23:45,580
[maggie]: i could navigate
3881
00:23:45,652 --> 00:23:46,313
[abbe_greenberg]: my anxiety
3882
00:23:45,900 --> 00:23:46,620
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
3883
00:23:46,362 --> 00:23:47,023
[maggie]: my anxiety
3884
00:23:46,673 --> 00:23:47,715
[abbe_greenberg]: my mental health issues
3885
00:23:47,423 --> 00:23:47,984
[maggie]: my mental health
3886
00:23:47,915 --> 00:23:48,136
[abbe_greenberg]: using
3887
00:23:48,044 --> 00:23:48,445
[maggie]: issues
3888
00:23:48,196 --> 00:23:48,596
[abbe_greenberg]: language
3889
00:23:48,480 --> 00:23:49,140
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
3890
00:23:48,645 --> 00:23:48,866
[maggie]: using
3891
00:23:48,657 --> 00:23:48,977
[abbe_greenberg]: because that
3892
00:23:48,926 --> 00:23:49,287
[maggie]: language
3893
00:23:49,017 --> 00:23:49,458
[abbe_greenberg]: was what came
3894
00:23:49,367 --> 00:23:49,567
[maggie]: because
3895
00:23:49,538 --> 00:23:49,919
[abbe_greenberg]: easiest
3896
00:23:49,587 --> 00:23:49,948
[maggie]: that was what
3897
00:23:49,999 --> 00:23:50,079
[abbe_greenberg]: to
3898
00:23:50,028 --> 00:23:50,188
[maggie]: came
3899
00:23:50,119 --> 00:23:50,219
[abbe_greenberg]: me
3900
00:23:50,268 --> 00:23:50,629
[maggie]: easiest
3901
00:23:50,279 --> 00:23:50,780
[abbe_greenberg]: and that was what
3902
00:23:50,709 --> 00:23:50,789
[maggie]: to
3903
00:23:50,840 --> 00:23:50,860
[abbe_greenberg]: i
3904
00:23:50,849 --> 00:23:50,929
[maggie]: me
3905
00:23:50,960 --> 00:23:51,301
[abbe_greenberg]: enjoyed
3906
00:23:51,009 --> 00:23:51,350
[maggie]: and that was
3907
00:23:51,341 --> 00:23:51,421
[abbe_greenberg]: the
3908
00:23:51,390 --> 00:23:51,510
[maggie]: what
3909
00:23:51,461 --> 00:23:51,662
[abbe_greenberg]: most
3910
00:23:51,550 --> 00:23:52,011
[maggie]: i enjoyed
3911
00:23:51,742 --> 00:23:52,403
[abbe_greenberg]: so i
3912
00:23:52,472 --> 00:23:52,572
[maggie]: so
3913
00:23:52,483 --> 00:23:53,224
[abbe_greenberg]: really threw myself
3914
00:23:53,113 --> 00:23:53,413
[maggie]: i really
3915
00:23:53,304 --> 00:23:53,505
[abbe_greenberg]: into
3916
00:23:53,453 --> 00:23:53,594
[maggie]: threw
3917
00:23:53,565 --> 00:23:53,665
[abbe_greenberg]: the
3918
00:23:53,654 --> 00:23:53,954
[maggie]: myself
3919
00:23:53,745 --> 00:23:54,226
[abbe_greenberg]: inter personal
3920
00:23:54,034 --> 00:23:54,195
[maggie]: into
3921
00:23:54,266 --> 00:23:54,807
[abbe_greenberg]: communication
3922
00:23:54,275 --> 00:23:54,936
[maggie]: the personal
3923
00:23:54,813 --> 00:23:54,974
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
3924
00:23:54,887 --> 00:23:55,127
[abbe_greenberg]: world
3925
00:23:54,996 --> 00:23:55,517
[maggie]: communication
3926
00:23:55,488 --> 00:23:55,568
[abbe_greenberg]: and
3927
00:23:55,597 --> 00:23:55,817
[maggie]: world
3928
00:23:55,648 --> 00:23:56,590
[abbe_greenberg]: ended up being a professor
3929
00:23:56,238 --> 00:23:56,839
[maggie]: and being
3930
00:23:56,670 --> 00:23:57,051
[abbe_greenberg]: for twenty
3931
00:23:56,859 --> 00:23:57,300
[maggie]: a professor
3932
00:23:57,111 --> 00:23:57,351
[abbe_greenberg]: something
3933
00:23:57,360 --> 00:23:57,440
[maggie]: for
3934
00:23:57,391 --> 00:23:57,531
[abbe_greenberg]: years
3935
00:23:57,560 --> 00:23:57,741
[maggie]: twenty
3936
00:23:57,692 --> 00:23:57,753
[abbe_greenberg]: we
3937
00:23:57,801 --> 00:23:58,041
[maggie]: something
3938
00:23:57,834 --> 00:23:58,076
[abbe_greenberg]: loved
3939
00:23:58,081 --> 00:23:58,261
[maggie]: years
3940
00:23:58,136 --> 00:23:58,197
[abbe_greenberg]: it
3941
00:23:58,300 --> 00:23:58,881
[juliet_hahn]: right and
3942
00:23:58,834 --> 00:23:59,040
[abbe_greenberg]: great
3943
00:23:59,041 --> 00:23:59,602
[juliet_hahn]: you know what
3944
00:23:59,604 --> 00:23:59,804
[maggie]: right
3945
00:23:59,642 --> 00:24:00,183
[juliet_hahn]: i love so much
3946
00:24:00,205 --> 00:24:00,285
[maggie]: and
3947
00:24:00,243 --> 00:24:00,263
[juliet_hahn]: i
3948
00:24:00,465 --> 00:24:00,645
[maggie]: you know
3949
00:24:00,584 --> 00:24:00,984
[juliet_hahn]: actually was
3950
00:24:00,886 --> 00:24:01,006
[maggie]: what
3951
00:24:01,024 --> 00:24:01,145
[juliet_hahn]: just
3952
00:24:01,046 --> 00:24:01,266
[maggie]: i love
3953
00:24:01,225 --> 00:24:01,265
[juliet_hahn]: at
3954
00:24:01,327 --> 00:24:01,407
[maggie]: so
3955
00:24:01,345 --> 00:24:01,385
[juliet_hahn]: a
3956
00:24:01,447 --> 00:24:01,567
[maggie]: much
3957
00:24:01,605 --> 00:24:03,488
[juliet_hahn]: podmpodcast
3958
00:24:01,627 --> 00:24:04,852
[maggie]: i actually wish was at a podpodcast
3959
00:24:03,669 --> 00:24:04,630
[juliet_hahn]: convention and my
3960
00:24:05,013 --> 00:24:05,494
[maggie]: convention
3961
00:24:05,372 --> 00:24:05,712
[juliet_hahn]: topic
3962
00:24:05,654 --> 00:24:05,974
[maggie]: and my
3963
00:24:05,832 --> 00:24:06,754
[juliet_hahn]: was the
3964
00:24:06,716 --> 00:24:07,036
[maggie]: topic
3965
00:24:06,914 --> 00:24:07,134
[juliet_hahn]: you know
3966
00:24:07,176 --> 00:24:07,437
[maggie]: was
3967
00:24:07,235 --> 00:24:07,335
[juliet_hahn]: the
3968
00:24:07,958 --> 00:24:08,058
[maggie]: the
3969
00:24:08,116 --> 00:24:08,296
[juliet_hahn]: about
3970
00:24:08,218 --> 00:24:08,438
[maggie]: you know
3971
00:24:08,377 --> 00:24:08,637
[juliet_hahn]: story
3972
00:24:08,559 --> 00:24:08,699
[maggie]: that
3973
00:24:08,697 --> 00:24:09,959
[juliet_hahn]: telling and podcastingan
3974
00:24:09,420 --> 00:24:10,382
[maggie]: about storytelling and
3975
00:24:10,380 --> 00:24:10,520
[juliet_hahn]: when
3976
00:24:10,442 --> 00:24:11,083
[maggie]: podcasting
3977
00:24:10,720 --> 00:24:11,502
[juliet_hahn]: when i started
3978
00:24:11,203 --> 00:24:11,804
[maggie]: and when
3979
00:24:12,003 --> 00:24:12,103
[juliet_hahn]: the
3980
00:24:12,044 --> 00:24:12,145
[maggie]: when
3981
00:24:12,203 --> 00:24:12,564
[juliet_hahn]: speech
3982
00:24:12,265 --> 00:24:12,806
[maggie]: i started
3983
00:24:12,724 --> 00:24:13,084
[juliet_hahn]: the talk
3984
00:24:13,086 --> 00:24:13,908
[maggie]: at the page
3985
00:24:13,665 --> 00:24:13,705
[juliet_hahn]: i
3986
00:24:14,028 --> 00:24:14,408
[maggie]: the talk
3987
00:24:14,447 --> 00:24:14,927
[juliet_hahn]: opened up with
3988
00:24:14,989 --> 00:24:15,009
[maggie]: i
3989
00:24:15,008 --> 00:24:16,150
[juliet_hahn]: a story and it was a story
3990
00:24:15,851 --> 00:24:16,312
[maggie]: opened up with
3991
00:24:16,290 --> 00:24:16,490
[juliet_hahn]: about
3992
00:24:16,372 --> 00:24:16,692
[maggie]: a story
3993
00:24:16,590 --> 00:24:16,791
[juliet_hahn]: third
3994
00:24:16,792 --> 00:24:16,872
[maggie]: and
3995
00:24:16,891 --> 00:24:17,211
[juliet_hahn]: grade
3996
00:24:16,913 --> 00:24:17,494
[maggie]: it was a story
3997
00:24:17,512 --> 00:24:17,632
[juliet_hahn]: and
3998
00:24:17,634 --> 00:24:17,854
[maggie]: about
3999
00:24:17,892 --> 00:24:17,953
[juliet_hahn]: you
4000
00:24:17,934 --> 00:24:18,155
[maggie]: third
4001
00:24:18,013 --> 00:24:18,153
[juliet_hahn]: know
4002
00:24:18,235 --> 00:24:18,535
[maggie]: grade
4003
00:24:18,433 --> 00:24:18,794
[juliet_hahn]: how i was
4004
00:24:18,836 --> 00:24:19,437
[maggie]: and you know
4005
00:24:19,375 --> 00:24:19,916
[juliet_hahn]: went to special
4006
00:24:19,757 --> 00:24:19,978
[maggie]: how i
4007
00:24:19,976 --> 00:24:20,236
[juliet_hahn]: reading
4008
00:24:20,038 --> 00:24:20,118
[maggie]: was
4009
00:24:20,677 --> 00:24:20,797
[juliet_hahn]: but
4010
00:24:20,739 --> 00:24:20,939
[maggie]: went to
4011
00:24:20,917 --> 00:24:21,058
[juliet_hahn]: from
4012
00:24:20,979 --> 00:24:21,259
[maggie]: special
4013
00:24:21,138 --> 00:24:21,338
[juliet_hahn]: that
4014
00:24:21,299 --> 00:24:21,580
[maggie]: reading
4015
00:24:21,438 --> 00:24:21,939
[juliet_hahn]: day on
4016
00:24:22,001 --> 00:24:22,121
[maggie]: but
4017
00:24:22,220 --> 00:24:22,781
[juliet_hahn]: remember
4018
00:24:22,241 --> 00:24:23,263
[maggie]: from that day on
4019
00:24:23,402 --> 00:24:23,502
[juliet_hahn]: that
4020
00:24:23,403 --> 00:24:23,423
[maggie]: i
4021
00:24:23,522 --> 00:24:23,622
[juliet_hahn]: when
4022
00:24:23,543 --> 00:24:24,104
[maggie]: remember
4023
00:24:23,682 --> 00:24:24,804
[juliet_hahn]: i spoke to my teachers
4024
00:24:24,725 --> 00:24:24,986
[maggie]: that when
4025
00:24:25,024 --> 00:24:25,165
[juliet_hahn]: when
4026
00:24:25,026 --> 00:24:25,366
[maggie]: i spoke
4027
00:24:25,205 --> 00:24:25,525
[juliet_hahn]: i spoke
4028
00:24:25,446 --> 00:24:25,627
[maggie]: to my
4029
00:24:25,605 --> 00:24:26,086
[juliet_hahn]: to adults
4030
00:24:25,747 --> 00:24:26,548
[maggie]: teachers when i
4031
00:24:26,547 --> 00:24:26,667
[juliet_hahn]: they
4032
00:24:26,648 --> 00:24:26,869
[maggie]: spoke
4033
00:24:26,727 --> 00:24:27,068
[juliet_hahn]: listened
4034
00:24:26,929 --> 00:24:27,410
[maggie]: to adults
4035
00:24:27,308 --> 00:24:27,909
[juliet_hahn]: to me and
4036
00:24:27,870 --> 00:24:27,991
[maggie]: they
4037
00:24:27,929 --> 00:24:28,049
[juliet_hahn]: they
4038
00:24:28,051 --> 00:24:28,391
[maggie]: listened
4039
00:24:28,089 --> 00:24:28,550
[juliet_hahn]: would stop
4040
00:24:28,632 --> 00:24:28,712
[maggie]: to
4041
00:24:28,710 --> 00:24:28,791
[juliet_hahn]: and
4042
00:24:28,772 --> 00:24:28,852
[maggie]: me
4043
00:24:28,811 --> 00:24:29,191
[juliet_hahn]: they would ask
4044
00:24:29,133 --> 00:24:29,353
[maggie]: and they
4045
00:24:29,271 --> 00:24:29,792
[juliet_hahn]: me questions
4046
00:24:29,413 --> 00:24:29,874
[maggie]: would stop
4047
00:24:29,872 --> 00:24:30,073
[juliet_hahn]: but then
4048
00:24:30,034 --> 00:24:30,114
[maggie]: and
4049
00:24:30,113 --> 00:24:30,213
[juliet_hahn]: when
4050
00:24:30,134 --> 00:24:30,355
[maggie]: they would
4051
00:24:30,253 --> 00:24:30,413
[juliet_hahn]: i had
4052
00:24:30,415 --> 00:24:30,495
[maggie]: ask
4053
00:24:30,453 --> 00:24:30,654
[juliet_hahn]: to do
4054
00:24:30,595 --> 00:24:31,136
[maggie]: me questions
4055
00:24:30,774 --> 00:24:31,235
[juliet_hahn]: work when
4056
00:24:31,196 --> 00:24:31,276
[maggie]: but
4057
00:24:31,295 --> 00:24:31,335
[juliet_hahn]: i
4058
00:24:31,316 --> 00:24:31,416
[maggie]: then
4059
00:24:31,375 --> 00:24:31,475
[juliet_hahn]: had
4060
00:24:31,456 --> 00:24:31,537
[maggie]: when
4061
00:24:31,515 --> 00:24:31,575
[juliet_hahn]: to
4062
00:24:31,577 --> 00:24:31,597
[maggie]: i
4063
00:24:31,635 --> 00:24:31,856
[juliet_hahn]: write
4064
00:24:31,657 --> 00:24:32,338
[maggie]: had to do work
4065
00:24:32,316 --> 00:24:32,477
[juliet_hahn]: to do
4066
00:24:32,458 --> 00:24:32,558
[maggie]: when
4067
00:24:32,537 --> 00:24:32,577
[juliet_hahn]: a
4068
00:24:32,618 --> 00:24:32,638
[maggie]: i
4069
00:24:32,637 --> 00:24:32,897
[juliet_hahn]: test
4070
00:24:32,959 --> 00:24:33,139
[maggie]: right
4071
00:24:32,998 --> 00:24:33,699
[juliet_hahn]: i was told i wasn't
4072
00:24:33,620 --> 00:24:33,780
[maggie]: to do
4073
00:24:33,739 --> 00:24:34,019
[juliet_hahn]: trying
4074
00:24:33,840 --> 00:24:34,221
[maggie]: a test
4075
00:24:34,260 --> 00:24:34,500
[juliet_hahn]: enough
4076
00:24:34,301 --> 00:24:34,982
[maggie]: i was told i wasn't
4077
00:24:34,901 --> 00:24:35,221
[juliet_hahn]: and that
4078
00:24:35,123 --> 00:24:35,403
[maggie]: trying
4079
00:24:35,342 --> 00:24:35,382
[juliet_hahn]: i
4080
00:24:35,463 --> 00:24:35,623
[maggie]: hard
4081
00:24:35,482 --> 00:24:35,802
[juliet_hahn]: wasn't
4082
00:24:35,683 --> 00:24:35,904
[maggie]: enough
4083
00:24:35,902 --> 00:24:36,363
[juliet_hahn]: focused
4084
00:24:36,284 --> 00:24:36,585
[maggie]: and that
4085
00:24:36,443 --> 00:24:36,924
[juliet_hahn]: and i needed
4086
00:24:36,705 --> 00:24:37,146
[maggie]: i wasn't
4087
00:24:36,984 --> 00:24:37,265
[juliet_hahn]: to work
4088
00:24:37,266 --> 00:24:37,707
[maggie]: focused
4089
00:24:37,325 --> 00:24:37,746
[juliet_hahn]: harder and
4090
00:24:37,787 --> 00:24:37,867
[maggie]: and
4091
00:24:37,906 --> 00:24:37,966
[juliet_hahn]: you
4092
00:24:37,927 --> 00:24:37,947
[maggie]: i
4093
00:24:38,006 --> 00:24:38,146
[juliet_hahn]: know
4094
00:24:38,027 --> 00:24:38,608
[maggie]: needed to work
4095
00:24:38,487 --> 00:24:38,727
[juliet_hahn]: i didn't
4096
00:24:38,668 --> 00:24:38,969
[maggie]: harder
4097
00:24:38,787 --> 00:24:38,948
[juliet_hahn]: give
4098
00:24:39,029 --> 00:24:39,309
[maggie]: and you
4099
00:24:39,348 --> 00:24:39,428
[juliet_hahn]: the
4100
00:24:39,350 --> 00:24:39,470
[maggie]: know
4101
00:24:39,468 --> 00:24:39,929
[juliet_hahn]: assignment
4102
00:24:39,830 --> 00:24:40,071
[maggie]: i didn't
4103
00:24:39,989 --> 00:24:40,109
[juliet_hahn]: what
4104
00:24:40,131 --> 00:24:40,291
[maggie]: give
4105
00:24:40,210 --> 00:24:40,710
[juliet_hahn]: i do when
4106
00:24:40,712 --> 00:24:40,792
[maggie]: the
4107
00:24:40,751 --> 00:24:40,851
[juliet_hahn]: i'm
4108
00:24:40,832 --> 00:24:41,293
[maggie]: assignment
4109
00:24:40,911 --> 00:24:41,352
[juliet_hahn]: in class
4110
00:24:41,353 --> 00:24:41,573
[maggie]: what i
4111
00:24:41,712 --> 00:24:41,832
[juliet_hahn]: and
4112
00:24:41,713 --> 00:24:42,314
[maggie]: do when i'm in
4113
00:24:42,293 --> 00:24:42,473
[juliet_hahn]: that
4114
00:24:42,375 --> 00:24:42,695
[maggie]: class
4115
00:24:42,554 --> 00:24:42,974
[juliet_hahn]: was where
4116
00:24:43,056 --> 00:24:43,196
[maggie]: and
4117
00:24:43,435 --> 00:24:43,575
[juliet_hahn]: my
4118
00:24:43,637 --> 00:24:43,817
[maggie]: that
4119
00:24:43,695 --> 00:24:43,976
[juliet_hahn]: story
4120
00:24:43,877 --> 00:24:43,997
[maggie]: was
4121
00:24:44,036 --> 00:24:44,296
[juliet_hahn]: telling
4122
00:24:44,097 --> 00:24:44,318
[maggie]: where
4123
00:24:44,397 --> 00:24:45,458
[juliet_hahn]: my communications
4124
00:24:44,779 --> 00:24:45,720
[maggie]: my story telling
4125
00:24:45,579 --> 00:24:45,959
[juliet_hahn]: became
4126
00:24:45,820 --> 00:24:46,842
[maggie]: my communications
4127
00:24:46,440 --> 00:24:46,861
[juliet_hahn]: apparent
4128
00:24:46,942 --> 00:24:47,303
[maggie]: became
4129
00:24:47,201 --> 00:24:47,422
[juliet_hahn]: because
4130
00:24:47,443 --> 00:24:47,563
[maggie]: so
4131
00:24:47,462 --> 00:24:47,902
[juliet_hahn]: people didn't
4132
00:24:47,784 --> 00:24:48,224
[maggie]: apparent
4133
00:24:47,943 --> 00:24:48,884
[juliet_hahn]: realize i struggled
4134
00:24:48,545 --> 00:24:49,006
[maggie]: because people
4135
00:24:48,964 --> 00:24:49,044
[juliet_hahn]: as
4136
00:24:49,046 --> 00:24:49,226
[maggie]: didn't
4137
00:24:49,104 --> 00:24:49,245
[juliet_hahn]: much
4138
00:24:49,286 --> 00:24:49,627
[maggie]: realize
4139
00:24:49,325 --> 00:24:49,886
[juliet_hahn]: as i did
4140
00:24:49,747 --> 00:24:50,388
[maggie]: i struggled as
4141
00:24:50,347 --> 00:24:50,467
[juliet_hahn]: when
4142
00:24:50,468 --> 00:24:50,608
[maggie]: much
4143
00:24:50,527 --> 00:24:50,887
[juliet_hahn]: i spoke
4144
00:24:50,668 --> 00:24:50,829
[maggie]: as i
4145
00:24:50,948 --> 00:24:51,028
[juliet_hahn]: to
4146
00:24:50,969 --> 00:24:51,209
[maggie]: did
4147
00:24:51,048 --> 00:24:51,769
[juliet_hahn]: them and
4148
00:24:51,690 --> 00:24:51,810
[maggie]: when
4149
00:24:51,829 --> 00:24:51,889
[juliet_hahn]: so
4150
00:24:51,870 --> 00:24:51,890
[maggie]: i
4151
00:24:51,969 --> 00:24:52,150
[juliet_hahn]: that's
4152
00:24:51,991 --> 00:24:52,211
[maggie]: spoke
4153
00:24:52,190 --> 00:24:52,330
[juliet_hahn]: where
4154
00:24:52,291 --> 00:24:52,371
[maggie]: to
4155
00:24:52,390 --> 00:24:52,430
[juliet_hahn]: i
4156
00:24:52,411 --> 00:24:52,552
[maggie]: them
4157
00:24:52,490 --> 00:24:53,211
[juliet_hahn]: kind of really homed
4158
00:24:53,012 --> 00:24:53,493
[maggie]: and so that's
4159
00:24:53,412 --> 00:24:53,492
[juliet_hahn]: in
4160
00:24:53,533 --> 00:24:53,653
[maggie]: where
4161
00:24:53,692 --> 00:24:53,772
[juliet_hahn]: on
4162
00:24:53,734 --> 00:24:53,974
[maggie]: i kind
4163
00:24:53,892 --> 00:24:54,113
[juliet_hahn]: that
4164
00:24:53,994 --> 00:24:54,254
[maggie]: of really
4165
00:24:54,213 --> 00:24:54,393
[juliet_hahn]: part
4166
00:24:54,355 --> 00:24:54,535
[maggie]: owned
4167
00:24:54,453 --> 00:24:54,914
[juliet_hahn]: so i love
4168
00:24:54,755 --> 00:24:54,835
[maggie]: in
4169
00:24:54,974 --> 00:24:55,094
[juliet_hahn]: that
4170
00:24:55,036 --> 00:24:55,116
[maggie]: on
4171
00:24:55,155 --> 00:24:55,275
[juliet_hahn]: that
4172
00:24:55,236 --> 00:24:55,436
[maggie]: that
4173
00:24:55,355 --> 00:24:55,876
[juliet_hahn]: fascinated
4174
00:24:55,557 --> 00:24:55,857
[maggie]: part so
4175
00:24:55,936 --> 00:24:56,036
[juliet_hahn]: you
4176
00:24:55,937 --> 00:24:56,278
[maggie]: i love
4177
00:24:56,136 --> 00:24:56,316
[juliet_hahn]: because
4178
00:24:56,318 --> 00:24:56,458
[maggie]: that
4179
00:24:56,336 --> 00:24:56,437
[juliet_hahn]: that
4180
00:24:56,498 --> 00:24:56,618
[maggie]: that
4181
00:24:56,737 --> 00:24:56,978
[juliet_hahn]: is why
4182
00:24:56,859 --> 00:24:57,200
[maggie]: so needed
4183
00:24:57,078 --> 00:24:57,318
[juliet_hahn]: i went
4184
00:24:57,240 --> 00:24:57,280
[maggie]: to
4185
00:24:57,358 --> 00:24:57,518
[juliet_hahn]: into
4186
00:24:57,460 --> 00:24:57,641
[maggie]: because
4187
00:24:57,559 --> 00:24:58,099
[juliet_hahn]: communication
4188
00:24:57,661 --> 00:24:58,643
[maggie]: that is why i went
4189
00:24:58,560 --> 00:24:58,681
[juliet_hahn]: not
4190
00:24:58,683 --> 00:24:58,844
[maggie]: into
4191
00:24:58,781 --> 00:24:59,282
[juliet_hahn]: realizing
4192
00:24:58,884 --> 00:24:59,485
[maggie]: communications
4193
00:24:59,362 --> 00:24:59,883
[juliet_hahn]: until later
4194
00:24:59,906 --> 00:25:00,027
[maggie]: not
4195
00:24:59,943 --> 00:25:00,123
[juliet_hahn]: in my
4196
00:25:00,127 --> 00:25:00,608
[maggie]: realizing
4197
00:25:00,243 --> 00:25:00,504
[juliet_hahn]: life
4198
00:25:00,708 --> 00:25:00,909
[maggie]: until
4199
00:25:00,925 --> 00:25:01,045
[juliet_hahn]: that
4200
00:25:00,989 --> 00:25:01,230
[maggie]: later
4201
00:25:01,105 --> 00:25:01,366
[juliet_hahn]: i went
4202
00:25:01,290 --> 00:25:01,470
[maggie]: in my
4203
00:25:01,426 --> 00:25:01,586
[juliet_hahn]: into
4204
00:25:01,591 --> 00:25:01,851
[maggie]: life
4205
00:25:01,626 --> 00:25:02,247
[juliet_hahn]: communications
4206
00:25:02,272 --> 00:25:02,453
[maggie]: that i
4207
00:25:02,528 --> 00:25:02,888
[juliet_hahn]: because
4208
00:25:02,533 --> 00:25:03,576
[maggie]: went into communications
4209
00:25:03,620 --> 00:25:03,800
[juliet_hahn]: when i
4210
00:25:03,856 --> 00:25:04,177
[maggie]: because
4211
00:25:03,900 --> 00:25:05,142
[juliet_hahn]: spoke people stopped
4212
00:25:05,129 --> 00:25:05,149
[maggie]: i
4213
00:25:05,242 --> 00:25:05,362
[juliet_hahn]: they
4214
00:25:05,249 --> 00:25:05,570
[maggie]: spoke
4215
00:25:05,423 --> 00:25:05,763
[juliet_hahn]: listened
4216
00:25:05,870 --> 00:25:06,090
[maggie]: people
4217
00:25:06,044 --> 00:25:06,264
[juliet_hahn]: you know
4218
00:25:06,171 --> 00:25:06,471
[maggie]: stopped
4219
00:25:06,544 --> 00:25:06,645
[juliet_hahn]: they
4220
00:25:06,611 --> 00:25:06,711
[maggie]: they
4221
00:25:06,725 --> 00:25:07,005
[juliet_hahn]: treated
4222
00:25:06,772 --> 00:25:07,092
[maggie]: listened
4223
00:25:07,065 --> 00:25:07,646
[juliet_hahn]: me the same
4224
00:25:07,393 --> 00:25:07,613
[maggie]: you know
4225
00:25:07,827 --> 00:25:07,927
[juliet_hahn]: they
4226
00:25:07,893 --> 00:25:07,994
[maggie]: they
4227
00:25:07,987 --> 00:25:08,127
[juliet_hahn]: gave
4228
00:25:08,074 --> 00:25:08,354
[maggie]: treated
4229
00:25:08,187 --> 00:25:08,848
[juliet_hahn]: me positive
4230
00:25:08,394 --> 00:25:08,975
[maggie]: me the same
4231
00:25:09,169 --> 00:25:09,750
[juliet_hahn]: affirmations
4232
00:25:09,176 --> 00:25:10,177
[maggie]: they gave me positive
4233
00:25:09,870 --> 00:25:10,932
[juliet_hahn]: positive reinforcement
4234
00:25:10,498 --> 00:25:11,640
[maggie]: affirmations positive
4235
00:25:11,312 --> 00:25:11,733
[juliet_hahn]: but when i was
4236
00:25:11,680 --> 00:25:12,261
[maggie]: reinforcement
4237
00:25:11,793 --> 00:25:12,454
[juliet_hahn]: in the class room
4238
00:25:12,641 --> 00:25:12,862
[maggie]: but when
4239
00:25:12,835 --> 00:25:12,915
[juliet_hahn]: and
4240
00:25:12,902 --> 00:25:12,942
[maggie]: i
4241
00:25:12,975 --> 00:25:13,015
[juliet_hahn]: i
4242
00:25:12,982 --> 00:25:13,062
[maggie]: was
4243
00:25:13,055 --> 00:25:13,155
[juliet_hahn]: had
4244
00:25:13,102 --> 00:25:13,162
[maggie]: in
4245
00:25:13,195 --> 00:25:13,256
[juliet_hahn]: to
4246
00:25:13,202 --> 00:25:13,783
[maggie]: the classroom
4247
00:25:13,316 --> 00:25:14,097
[juliet_hahn]: write is when i
4248
00:25:14,164 --> 00:25:14,244
[maggie]: and
4249
00:25:14,177 --> 00:25:14,277
[juliet_hahn]: got
4250
00:25:14,304 --> 00:25:14,344
[maggie]: i
4251
00:25:14,317 --> 00:25:14,397
[juliet_hahn]: the
4252
00:25:14,384 --> 00:25:14,484
[maggie]: had
4253
00:25:14,458 --> 00:25:14,818
[juliet_hahn]: negative
4254
00:25:14,524 --> 00:25:14,905
[maggie]: to write
4255
00:25:14,898 --> 00:25:15,059
[juliet_hahn]: stuff
4256
00:25:15,105 --> 00:25:15,165
[maggie]: is
4257
00:25:15,119 --> 00:25:15,179
[juliet_hahn]: so
4258
00:25:15,226 --> 00:25:15,366
[maggie]: when
4259
00:25:15,259 --> 00:25:15,459
[juliet_hahn]: i think
4260
00:25:15,406 --> 00:25:15,726
[maggie]: i got the
4261
00:25:15,700 --> 00:25:15,840
[juliet_hahn]: it's
4262
00:25:15,807 --> 00:25:16,147
[maggie]: negative
4263
00:25:15,960 --> 00:25:16,181
[juliet_hahn]: really
4264
00:25:16,227 --> 00:25:16,388
[maggie]: stuff
4265
00:25:16,261 --> 00:25:16,923
[juliet_hahn]: fascinating
4266
00:25:16,448 --> 00:25:17,511
[maggie]: so i think it it's really
4267
00:25:17,364 --> 00:25:17,524
[juliet_hahn]: and i
4268
00:25:17,592 --> 00:25:18,235
[maggie]: fascinating
4269
00:25:17,624 --> 00:25:18,667
[juliet_hahn]: love that you went into
4270
00:25:18,677 --> 00:25:18,757
[maggie]: and
4271
00:25:18,727 --> 00:25:18,928
[juliet_hahn]: that
4272
00:25:18,818 --> 00:25:19,662
[maggie]: i love that you went
4273
00:25:19,690 --> 00:25:19,890
[juliet_hahn]: because
4274
00:25:19,782 --> 00:25:20,004
[maggie]: into
4275
00:25:19,910 --> 00:25:20,130
[juliet_hahn]: you were
4276
00:25:20,064 --> 00:25:20,285
[maggie]: that
4277
00:25:20,190 --> 00:25:20,991
[juliet_hahn]: also kind of working
4278
00:25:21,009 --> 00:25:21,209
[maggie]: because
4279
00:25:21,031 --> 00:25:21,472
[juliet_hahn]: on yourself
4280
00:25:21,229 --> 00:25:21,710
[maggie]: you were also
4281
00:25:21,532 --> 00:25:21,812
[juliet_hahn]: like how
4282
00:25:21,790 --> 00:25:21,930
[maggie]: kind
4283
00:25:21,892 --> 00:25:22,012
[juliet_hahn]: can
4284
00:25:21,970 --> 00:25:22,311
[maggie]: of working
4285
00:25:22,153 --> 00:25:22,193
[juliet_hahn]: i
4286
00:25:22,351 --> 00:25:22,411
[maggie]: on
4287
00:25:22,353 --> 00:25:22,433
[juliet_hahn]: do
4288
00:25:22,451 --> 00:25:22,792
[maggie]: yourself
4289
00:25:22,533 --> 00:25:22,954
[juliet_hahn]: this and
4290
00:25:22,872 --> 00:25:23,332
[maggie]: like how can
4291
00:25:23,314 --> 00:25:23,534
[juliet_hahn]: you know
4292
00:25:23,473 --> 00:25:23,513
[maggie]: i
4293
00:25:23,594 --> 00:25:23,654
[juliet_hahn]: and
4294
00:25:23,673 --> 00:25:23,753
[maggie]: do
4295
00:25:23,694 --> 00:25:23,815
[juliet_hahn]: then
4296
00:25:23,833 --> 00:25:24,034
[maggie]: this
4297
00:25:23,875 --> 00:25:24,255
[juliet_hahn]: maggie
4298
00:25:24,002 --> 00:25:24,167
[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
4299
00:25:24,274 --> 00:25:24,955
[maggie]: and you know
4300
00:25:24,856 --> 00:25:24,956
[juliet_hahn]: you
4301
00:25:25,015 --> 00:25:25,216
[maggie]: and then
4302
00:25:25,176 --> 00:25:25,437
[juliet_hahn]: wanting
4303
00:25:25,276 --> 00:25:25,636
[maggie]: maggie
4304
00:25:25,517 --> 00:25:26,418
[juliet_hahn]: to help you know
4305
00:25:26,337 --> 00:25:29,583
[maggie]: who wanted to help you know i
also everyone who goes
4306
00:25:29,640 --> 00:25:30,330
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4307
00:25:29,663 --> 00:25:32,428
[maggie]: into social work or psychology or psychiatry
4308
00:25:32,130 --> 00:25:33,270
[juliet_hahn]: oh
4309
00:25:32,588 --> 00:25:32,989
[maggie]: we all
4310
00:25:33,900 --> 00:25:34,223
[juliet_hahn]: ye
4311
00:25:34,030 --> 00:25:39,740
[maggie]: pretty much all of us are doing
it to because we've we've experienced like
4312
00:25:39,750 --> 00:25:40,152
[juliet_hahn]: oh
4313
00:25:40,180 --> 00:25:44,648
[maggie]: these kind of challenges and so you
know we know what it feels like and
4314
00:25:44,708 --> 00:25:49,497
[maggie]: we have some interest in in this
field and and into learning more about
4315
00:25:49,500 --> 00:25:49,660
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4316
00:25:49,597 --> 00:25:49,657
[maggie]: it
4317
00:25:50,340 --> 00:25:50,460
[juliet_hahn]: so
4318
00:25:51,099 --> 00:25:52,000
[maggie]: you know for ourselves
4319
00:25:51,862 --> 00:25:53,163
[juliet_hahn]: no totally which is now which
4320
00:25:53,221 --> 00:25:53,341
[maggie]: no
4321
00:25:53,223 --> 00:25:53,683
[juliet_hahn]: is awesome
4322
00:25:53,561 --> 00:25:53,861
[maggie]: totally
4323
00:25:53,723 --> 00:25:53,903
[juliet_hahn]: though
4324
00:25:53,901 --> 00:25:54,001
[maggie]: which
4325
00:25:53,963 --> 00:25:54,144
[juliet_hahn]: i mean
4326
00:25:54,061 --> 00:25:54,141
[maggie]: is
4327
00:25:54,184 --> 00:25:54,464
[juliet_hahn]: it really
4328
00:25:54,322 --> 00:25:55,282
[maggie]: now which is awesome though
4329
00:25:55,104 --> 00:25:55,405
[juliet_hahn]: especially
4330
00:25:55,342 --> 00:25:55,503
[maggie]: i mean
4331
00:25:55,445 --> 00:25:55,645
[juliet_hahn]: when you
4332
00:25:55,643 --> 00:25:55,863
[maggie]: really
4333
00:25:55,665 --> 00:25:56,365
[juliet_hahn]: can do something with
4334
00:25:56,463 --> 00:25:56,784
[maggie]: especially
4335
00:25:56,466 --> 00:25:56,506
[juliet_hahn]: it
4336
00:25:56,804 --> 00:25:56,904
[maggie]: when
4337
00:25:56,906 --> 00:25:57,006
[juliet_hahn]: so
4338
00:25:56,944 --> 00:25:57,564
[maggie]: you could do something
4339
00:25:57,446 --> 00:25:57,647
[juliet_hahn]: when
4340
00:25:57,604 --> 00:25:57,724
[maggie]: with
4341
00:25:57,787 --> 00:25:57,947
[juliet_hahn]: did
4342
00:25:57,805 --> 00:25:57,865
[maggie]: it
4343
00:25:58,027 --> 00:25:58,607
[juliet_hahn]: you guys
4344
00:25:58,265 --> 00:25:59,306
[maggie]: so when did
4345
00:25:59,268 --> 00:25:59,708
[juliet_hahn]: realize
4346
00:25:59,366 --> 00:25:59,926
[maggie]: you guys
4347
00:25:59,909 --> 00:26:00,189
[juliet_hahn]: okay
4348
00:26:00,627 --> 00:26:01,528
[maggie]: realize okay
4349
00:26:01,310 --> 00:26:02,411
[juliet_hahn]: our anxiety has really
4350
00:26:02,649 --> 00:26:03,250
[maggie]: our anxiety
4351
00:26:03,093 --> 00:26:03,393
[juliet_hahn]: gotten
4352
00:26:03,330 --> 00:26:03,530
[maggie]: has
4353
00:26:03,453 --> 00:26:03,774
[juliet_hahn]: the best
4354
00:26:03,630 --> 00:26:03,851
[maggie]: really
4355
00:26:03,934 --> 00:26:04,535
[juliet_hahn]: of us separately
4356
00:26:04,572 --> 00:26:04,852
[maggie]: gotten
4357
00:26:04,595 --> 00:26:05,276
[juliet_hahn]: and then together
4358
00:26:04,932 --> 00:26:05,213
[maggie]: the best
4359
00:26:05,376 --> 00:26:05,457
[juliet_hahn]: and
4360
00:26:05,413 --> 00:26:05,453
[maggie]: of
4361
00:26:05,497 --> 00:26:05,617
[juliet_hahn]: then
4362
00:26:05,513 --> 00:26:06,014
[maggie]: us separately
4363
00:26:05,717 --> 00:26:06,058
[juliet_hahn]: when did
4364
00:26:06,074 --> 00:26:06,154
[maggie]: and
4365
00:26:06,078 --> 00:26:06,178
[juliet_hahn]: the
4366
00:26:06,175 --> 00:26:06,295
[maggie]: then
4367
00:26:06,258 --> 00:26:06,719
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
4368
00:26:06,355 --> 00:26:06,776
[maggie]: together
4369
00:26:06,799 --> 00:26:07,139
[juliet_hahn]: sisters
4370
00:26:06,836 --> 00:26:07,316
[maggie]: and then when
4371
00:26:07,219 --> 00:26:07,440
[juliet_hahn]: really
4372
00:26:07,397 --> 00:26:07,617
[maggie]: did the
4373
00:26:07,540 --> 00:26:07,961
[juliet_hahn]: form
4374
00:26:07,697 --> 00:26:08,138
[maggie]: anxiety
4375
00:26:08,181 --> 00:26:08,301
[juliet_hahn]: and
4376
00:26:08,218 --> 00:26:08,558
[maggie]: sisters
4377
00:26:08,602 --> 00:26:08,662
[juliet_hahn]: and
4378
00:26:08,659 --> 00:26:08,859
[maggie]: really
4379
00:26:08,702 --> 00:26:09,022
[juliet_hahn]: then take
4380
00:26:08,959 --> 00:26:09,360
[maggie]: form
4381
00:26:09,063 --> 00:26:09,543
[juliet_hahn]: us what you guys
4382
00:26:09,600 --> 00:26:09,740
[maggie]: and
4383
00:26:09,603 --> 00:26:10,004
[juliet_hahn]: are you know
4384
00:26:10,021 --> 00:26:10,101
[maggie]: and
4385
00:26:10,064 --> 00:26:10,144
[juliet_hahn]: what
4386
00:26:10,121 --> 00:26:10,221
[maggie]: then
4387
00:26:10,164 --> 00:26:10,305
[juliet_hahn]: you're
4388
00:26:10,301 --> 00:26:10,442
[maggie]: take
4389
00:26:10,345 --> 00:26:10,505
[juliet_hahn]: doing
4390
00:26:10,482 --> 00:26:10,522
[maggie]: us
4391
00:26:10,545 --> 00:26:10,665
[juliet_hahn]: now
4392
00:26:10,602 --> 00:26:10,702
[maggie]: what
4393
00:26:10,705 --> 00:26:10,866
[juliet_hahn]: because
4394
00:26:10,722 --> 00:26:10,983
[maggie]: you guys
4395
00:26:10,906 --> 00:26:11,066
[juliet_hahn]: i know
4396
00:26:11,023 --> 00:26:11,083
[maggie]: are
4397
00:26:11,086 --> 00:26:11,246
[juliet_hahn]: you're
4398
00:26:11,223 --> 00:26:11,303
[maggie]: you
4399
00:26:11,266 --> 00:26:11,306
[juliet_hahn]: on
4400
00:26:11,343 --> 00:26:11,443
[maggie]: know
4401
00:26:11,346 --> 00:26:11,627
[juliet_hahn]: the road
4402
00:26:11,483 --> 00:26:11,744
[maggie]: what you're
4403
00:26:11,667 --> 00:26:11,727
[juliet_hahn]: you
4404
00:26:11,764 --> 00:26:11,924
[maggie]: doing
4405
00:26:11,767 --> 00:26:12,348
[juliet_hahn]: have podcast
4406
00:26:11,964 --> 00:26:12,485
[maggie]: now because i know
4407
00:26:12,388 --> 00:26:12,588
[juliet_hahn]: you have
4408
00:26:12,505 --> 00:26:12,645
[maggie]: you're
4409
00:26:12,628 --> 00:26:12,889
[juliet_hahn]: books
4410
00:26:12,685 --> 00:26:13,046
[maggie]: on the road
4411
00:26:13,029 --> 00:26:13,049
[juliet_hahn]: i
4412
00:26:13,066 --> 00:26:13,126
[maggie]: you
4413
00:26:13,109 --> 00:26:13,209
[juliet_hahn]: mean
4414
00:26:13,186 --> 00:26:13,767
[maggie]: have podcasts
4415
00:26:13,310 --> 00:26:13,770
[juliet_hahn]: blogs
4416
00:26:13,807 --> 00:26:14,288
[maggie]: you have books
4417
00:26:14,211 --> 00:26:14,471
[juliet_hahn]: you guys
4418
00:26:14,428 --> 00:26:14,569
[maggie]: i mean
4419
00:26:14,511 --> 00:26:14,871
[juliet_hahn]: are really
4420
00:26:14,709 --> 00:26:15,190
[maggie]: blocks
4421
00:26:15,232 --> 00:26:15,612
[juliet_hahn]: doing it and
4422
00:26:15,630 --> 00:26:15,710
[maggie]: you
4423
00:26:15,652 --> 00:26:15,832
[juliet_hahn]: i think
4424
00:26:15,771 --> 00:26:15,891
[maggie]: guys
4425
00:26:15,872 --> 00:26:15,973
[juliet_hahn]: it's
4426
00:26:15,931 --> 00:26:16,011
[maggie]: are
4427
00:26:16,033 --> 00:26:16,153
[juliet_hahn]: so
4428
00:26:16,051 --> 00:26:16,271
[maggie]: really
4429
00:26:16,333 --> 00:26:16,753
[juliet_hahn]: important
4430
00:26:16,632 --> 00:26:16,812
[maggie]: doing
4431
00:26:16,814 --> 00:26:17,014
[juliet_hahn]: because
4432
00:26:16,872 --> 00:26:17,233
[maggie]: it and i think
4433
00:26:17,174 --> 00:26:17,234
[juliet_hahn]: it
4434
00:26:17,273 --> 00:26:17,373
[maggie]: it's
4435
00:26:17,334 --> 00:26:17,474
[juliet_hahn]: is
4436
00:26:17,453 --> 00:26:18,154
[maggie]: so important
4437
00:26:17,955 --> 00:26:18,395
[juliet_hahn]: nowadays
4438
00:26:18,215 --> 00:26:18,435
[maggie]: because
4439
00:26:18,455 --> 00:26:18,515
[juliet_hahn]: it
4440
00:26:18,575 --> 00:26:18,635
[maggie]: it
4441
00:26:18,576 --> 00:26:18,656
[juliet_hahn]: is
4442
00:26:18,735 --> 00:26:18,876
[maggie]: is
4443
00:26:18,736 --> 00:26:19,196
[juliet_hahn]: talked about
4444
00:26:19,377 --> 00:26:19,797
[maggie]: nowadays
4445
00:26:19,777 --> 00:26:20,017
[juliet_hahn]: more
4446
00:26:19,877 --> 00:26:20,058
[maggie]: it is
4447
00:26:20,077 --> 00:26:20,177
[juliet_hahn]: but
4448
00:26:20,138 --> 00:26:20,358
[maggie]: talked
4449
00:26:20,217 --> 00:26:20,538
[juliet_hahn]: you guys
4450
00:26:20,398 --> 00:26:20,599
[maggie]: about
4451
00:26:20,578 --> 00:26:21,319
[juliet_hahn]: have been doing this
4452
00:26:21,180 --> 00:26:22,261
[maggie]: more but you guys have been
4453
00:26:22,280 --> 00:26:22,380
[juliet_hahn]: now
4454
00:26:22,301 --> 00:26:22,522
[maggie]: doing
4455
00:26:22,460 --> 00:26:22,600
[juliet_hahn]: for
4456
00:26:22,562 --> 00:26:22,722
[maggie]: this
4457
00:26:22,820 --> 00:26:23,662
[juliet_hahn]: a long time
4458
00:26:23,523 --> 00:26:23,784
[maggie]: you know
4459
00:26:23,722 --> 00:26:24,082
[juliet_hahn]: to really
4460
00:26:23,864 --> 00:26:23,984
[maggie]: for
4461
00:26:24,222 --> 00:26:24,302
[juliet_hahn]: be
4462
00:26:24,225 --> 00:26:24,245
[maggie]: a
4463
00:26:24,383 --> 00:26:24,443
[juliet_hahn]: at
4464
00:26:24,385 --> 00:26:24,665
[maggie]: long
4465
00:26:24,483 --> 00:26:25,104
[juliet_hahn]: the forefront
4466
00:26:24,786 --> 00:26:25,487
[maggie]: time to really
4467
00:26:25,304 --> 00:26:25,845
[juliet_hahn]: of helping
4468
00:26:25,627 --> 00:26:25,967
[maggie]: be at the
4469
00:26:26,025 --> 00:26:26,185
[juliet_hahn]: this
4470
00:26:26,028 --> 00:26:26,488
[maggie]: forefront
4471
00:26:26,485 --> 00:26:26,906
[juliet_hahn]: movement
4472
00:26:26,849 --> 00:26:27,250
[maggie]: helping
4473
00:26:27,086 --> 00:26:27,387
[juliet_hahn]: of like
4474
00:26:27,410 --> 00:26:27,570
[maggie]: this
4475
00:26:27,587 --> 00:26:27,907
[juliet_hahn]: we need to
4476
00:26:27,871 --> 00:26:28,291
[maggie]: movement
4477
00:26:27,947 --> 00:26:28,568
[juliet_hahn]: talk about this
4478
00:26:28,472 --> 00:26:34,201
[maggie]: of like we need to talk about
this yeah well we
4479
00:26:35,160 --> 00:26:35,484
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4480
00:26:35,824 --> 00:26:37,407
[maggie]: so when we graduated
4481
00:26:37,320 --> 00:26:38,460
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4482
00:26:37,507 --> 00:26:39,570
[maggie]: from college i would say both of
us you know
4483
00:26:39,480 --> 00:26:39,943
[juliet_hahn]: oh
4484
00:26:39,650 --> 00:26:41,113
[maggie]: and started our adult lives
4485
00:26:41,790 --> 00:26:42,690
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4486
00:26:42,235 --> 00:26:44,138
[maggie]: i think me first and then a
little bit
4487
00:26:44,070 --> 00:26:44,534
[juliet_hahn]: oh
4488
00:26:44,198 --> 00:26:45,941
[maggie]: later abby we started to
4489
00:26:45,930 --> 00:26:46,171
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4490
00:26:46,201 --> 00:26:50,548
[maggie]: both realize that our anxiety was starting
to really rule the world
4491
00:26:50,700 --> 00:26:50,941
[juliet_hahn]: oh
4492
00:26:51,089 --> 00:26:56,338
[maggie]: like that we were making our decisions
based on what our anxiety was telling us
4493
00:26:56,438 --> 00:27:00,044
[maggie]: was okay to do or who it
was okay to see or you know there
4494
00:27:00,064 --> 00:27:00,966
[maggie]: were opportunities
4495
00:27:00,902 --> 00:27:00,983
[juliet_hahn]: ah
4496
00:27:01,046 --> 00:27:02,428
[maggie]: we wouldn't take because of
4497
00:27:02,460 --> 00:27:02,782
[juliet_hahn]: oh
4498
00:27:02,709 --> 00:27:08,238
[maggie]: anxiety there was just end um each
in our different ways it started to become
4499
00:27:08,338 --> 00:27:12,124
[maggie]: more and more intrusive in our lives
and i and abby and i always like
4500
00:27:12,185 --> 00:27:14,528
[maggie]: to call our twenties i would say
4501
00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:15,810
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4502
00:27:15,109 --> 00:27:16,051
[maggie]: the decade of the
4503
00:27:16,051 --> 00:27:16,172
[juliet_hahn]: ah
4504
00:27:16,231 --> 00:27:18,896
[maggie]: is where you know we knew something
4505
00:27:18,810 --> 00:27:19,374
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4506
00:27:18,956 --> 00:27:23,203
[maggie]: was wrong we would go to try
to find out what it was
4507
00:27:23,220 --> 00:27:23,464
[juliet_hahn]: oh
4508
00:27:23,283 --> 00:27:25,387
[maggie]: so we go to the nutrition is
the
4509
00:27:25,860 --> 00:27:26,161
[juliet_hahn]: oh
4510
00:27:25,967 --> 00:27:28,952
[maggie]: cardinal just the acipuncturist
4511
00:27:28,950 --> 00:27:29,113
[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
4512
00:27:29,053 --> 00:27:30,535
[maggie]: the past life rogressionists
4513
00:27:30,493 --> 00:27:31,258
[abbe_greenberg]: the hypnotist
4514
00:27:30,639 --> 00:27:30,720
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4515
00:27:32,038 --> 00:27:35,183
[maggie]: hypnotist you know gastroentorologist whoever
4516
00:27:34,830 --> 00:27:35,940
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4517
00:27:35,323 --> 00:27:37,767
[maggie]: was an ist who would take some
money from us
4518
00:27:37,751 --> 00:27:38,013
[juliet_hahn]: we're the
4519
00:27:38,428 --> 00:27:42,335
[maggie]: we there and many of those people
had very good things to say and were
4520
00:27:42,375 --> 00:27:46,240
[maggie]: very helpful so i don't want to
put it all down but
4521
00:27:46,230 --> 00:27:46,391
[juliet_hahn]: ye
4522
00:27:46,320 --> 00:27:50,844
[maggie]: we really did spend a lot of
time and money sort of running around trying
4523
00:27:50,924 --> 00:27:54,707
[maggie]: to find an answer because we still
didn't really have that vocabulary
4524
00:27:54,690 --> 00:27:55,440
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4525
00:27:55,027 --> 00:28:02,268
[maggie]: for anxiety and so um you know
it was a trial in era but what
4526
00:28:02,308 --> 00:28:03,510
[maggie]: we kept finding
4527
00:28:03,120 --> 00:28:03,202
[juliet_hahn]: ye
4528
00:28:04,011 --> 00:28:09,080
[maggie]: and what i think we responded to
in college to was that the more we
4529
00:28:09,260 --> 00:28:09,640
[maggie]: talked to
4530
00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:09,862
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4531
00:28:09,701 --> 00:28:15,029
[maggie]: each other and shared our stories with
each other we could be each other's touchstone
4532
00:28:15,711 --> 00:28:17,213
[maggie]: um and that that was really
4533
00:28:17,310 --> 00:28:18,330
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4534
00:28:17,373 --> 00:28:21,164
[maggie]: some of the most helpful and healing
things to know i'm not lone in this
4535
00:28:21,070 --> 00:28:21,090
[juliet_hahn]: a
4536
00:28:21,687 --> 00:28:22,453
[maggie]: someone else gets
4537
00:28:22,452 --> 00:28:22,672
[juliet_hahn]: right
4538
00:28:22,594 --> 00:28:22,634
[maggie]: it
4539
00:28:23,113 --> 00:28:24,636
[juliet_hahn]: i love that and i do want
to pause
4540
00:28:24,490 --> 00:28:24,730
[maggie]: i love
4541
00:28:24,696 --> 00:28:24,776
[juliet_hahn]: for
4542
00:28:24,770 --> 00:28:24,890
[maggie]: that
4543
00:28:24,796 --> 00:28:25,036
[juliet_hahn]: a second
4544
00:28:24,930 --> 00:28:24,990
[maggie]: and
4545
00:28:25,056 --> 00:28:25,197
[juliet_hahn]: because
4546
00:28:25,111 --> 00:28:25,131
[maggie]: i
4547
00:28:25,237 --> 00:28:25,437
[juliet_hahn]: i would
4548
00:28:25,331 --> 00:28:25,391
[maggie]: do
4549
00:28:25,457 --> 00:28:25,597
[juliet_hahn]: love
4550
00:28:25,471 --> 00:28:25,672
[maggie]: want to
4551
00:28:25,637 --> 00:28:25,718
[juliet_hahn]: for
4552
00:28:25,712 --> 00:28:25,972
[maggie]: pause
4553
00:28:25,758 --> 00:28:26,178
[juliet_hahn]: you guys because
4554
00:28:26,052 --> 00:28:26,393
[maggie]: for a second
4555
00:28:26,218 --> 00:28:26,399
[juliet_hahn]: i know
4556
00:28:26,413 --> 00:28:26,573
[maggie]: because
4557
00:28:26,439 --> 00:28:26,619
[juliet_hahn]: there's
4558
00:28:26,593 --> 00:28:26,793
[maggie]: i would
4559
00:28:26,679 --> 00:28:26,940
[juliet_hahn]: so many
4560
00:28:26,834 --> 00:28:26,954
[maggie]: love
4561
00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:27,280
[juliet_hahn]: people
4562
00:28:27,014 --> 00:28:27,775
[maggie]: for you guys because i know
4563
00:28:27,781 --> 00:28:27,981
[juliet_hahn]: that
4564
00:28:27,795 --> 00:28:28,637
[maggie]: there's so many people
4565
00:28:28,362 --> 00:28:29,123
[juliet_hahn]: are like okay wait do
4566
00:28:29,137 --> 00:28:29,338
[maggie]: that
4567
00:28:29,263 --> 00:28:29,884
[juliet_hahn]: i have anxiety
4568
00:28:29,698 --> 00:28:29,959
[maggie]: are like
4569
00:28:29,945 --> 00:28:30,125
[juliet_hahn]: i know
4570
00:28:30,019 --> 00:28:30,179
[maggie]: okay
4571
00:28:30,245 --> 00:28:30,385
[juliet_hahn]: even
4572
00:28:30,299 --> 00:28:30,339
[maggie]: i
4573
00:28:30,445 --> 00:28:30,706
[juliet_hahn]: talking
4574
00:28:30,460 --> 00:28:30,680
[maggie]: do i
4575
00:28:30,766 --> 00:28:30,806
[juliet_hahn]: to
4576
00:28:30,780 --> 00:28:30,900
[maggie]: have
4577
00:28:30,866 --> 00:28:30,986
[juliet_hahn]: like
4578
00:28:30,980 --> 00:28:31,301
[maggie]: anxiety
4579
00:28:31,026 --> 00:28:31,507
[juliet_hahn]: my kids
4580
00:28:31,361 --> 00:28:31,762
[maggie]: i know even
4581
00:28:31,828 --> 00:28:31,988
[juliet_hahn]: i'll
4582
00:28:31,842 --> 00:28:32,102
[maggie]: talking
4583
00:28:32,028 --> 00:28:32,128
[juliet_hahn]: say
4584
00:28:32,142 --> 00:28:32,223
[maggie]: to
4585
00:28:32,168 --> 00:28:32,529
[juliet_hahn]: to my son
4586
00:28:32,423 --> 00:28:32,503
[maggie]: my
4587
00:28:32,589 --> 00:28:32,749
[juliet_hahn]: that's
4588
00:28:32,603 --> 00:28:32,904
[maggie]: kids
4589
00:28:33,110 --> 00:28:33,470
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
4590
00:28:33,224 --> 00:28:33,505
[maggie]: i'll say
4591
00:28:33,511 --> 00:28:33,611
[juliet_hahn]: he's
4592
00:28:33,545 --> 00:28:33,625
[maggie]: to
4593
00:28:33,651 --> 00:28:33,751
[juliet_hahn]: like
4594
00:28:33,665 --> 00:28:33,725
[maggie]: my
4595
00:28:33,771 --> 00:28:33,931
[juliet_hahn]: that's
4596
00:28:33,785 --> 00:28:34,146
[maggie]: son that's
4597
00:28:33,971 --> 00:28:34,272
[juliet_hahn]: no test
4598
00:28:34,206 --> 00:28:34,426
[maggie]: test
4599
00:28:34,352 --> 00:28:34,692
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
4600
00:28:34,526 --> 00:28:34,987
[maggie]: anxieties
4601
00:28:34,733 --> 00:28:35,173
[juliet_hahn]: mom i'm just
4602
00:28:35,047 --> 00:28:35,809
[maggie]: like this a testing
4603
00:28:35,574 --> 00:28:36,395
[juliet_hahn]: i'm anxious
4604
00:28:36,289 --> 00:28:36,530
[maggie]: i'm just
4605
00:28:36,455 --> 00:28:36,836
[juliet_hahn]: and i'm like
4606
00:28:36,930 --> 00:28:37,752
[maggie]: i'm anxious
4607
00:28:37,758 --> 00:28:37,918
[juliet_hahn]: that's
4608
00:28:37,812 --> 00:28:37,992
[maggie]: and i'm
4609
00:28:37,958 --> 00:28:38,359
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
4610
00:28:38,032 --> 00:28:38,172
[maggie]: like
4611
00:28:38,499 --> 00:28:39,280
[juliet_hahn]: like you might not
4612
00:28:39,194 --> 00:28:39,735
[maggie]: t's anxiety
4613
00:28:39,320 --> 00:28:40,021
[juliet_hahn]: have a big level
4614
00:28:39,855 --> 00:28:39,975
[maggie]: like
4615
00:28:40,081 --> 00:28:40,222
[juliet_hahn]: of it
4616
00:28:40,256 --> 00:28:40,336
[maggie]: you
4617
00:28:40,262 --> 00:28:40,422
[juliet_hahn]: because
4618
00:28:40,376 --> 00:28:40,516
[maggie]: might
4619
00:28:40,462 --> 00:28:40,562
[juliet_hahn]: it's
4620
00:28:40,536 --> 00:28:40,637
[maggie]: not
4621
00:28:40,602 --> 00:28:40,723
[juliet_hahn]: not
4622
00:28:40,677 --> 00:28:40,797
[maggie]: have
4623
00:28:40,763 --> 00:28:41,063
[juliet_hahn]: stopping
4624
00:28:40,817 --> 00:28:41,378
[maggie]: a big level
4625
00:28:41,183 --> 00:28:41,384
[juliet_hahn]: but you
4626
00:28:41,438 --> 00:28:41,798
[maggie]: of it because
4627
00:28:41,704 --> 00:28:41,864
[juliet_hahn]: you're
4628
00:28:41,819 --> 00:28:41,939
[maggie]: it's
4629
00:28:41,904 --> 00:28:42,005
[juliet_hahn]: like
4630
00:28:41,979 --> 00:28:42,079
[maggie]: not
4631
00:28:42,065 --> 00:28:42,345
[juliet_hahn]: worried
4632
00:28:42,139 --> 00:28:42,440
[maggie]: stopping
4633
00:28:42,365 --> 00:28:42,566
[juliet_hahn]: you have
4634
00:28:42,540 --> 00:28:42,620
[maggie]: but
4635
00:28:42,586 --> 00:28:42,946
[juliet_hahn]: butterflies
4636
00:28:42,660 --> 00:28:42,720
[maggie]: you
4637
00:28:42,986 --> 00:28:43,106
[juliet_hahn]: you're
4638
00:28:43,081 --> 00:28:43,241
[maggie]: you're
4639
00:28:43,127 --> 00:28:43,367
[juliet_hahn]: a little
4640
00:28:43,261 --> 00:28:43,361
[maggie]: like
4641
00:28:43,407 --> 00:28:43,707
[juliet_hahn]: nervous
4642
00:28:43,421 --> 00:28:45,044
[maggie]: worried you have butterflies you're a little
nervous
4643
00:28:44,950 --> 00:28:46,232
[juliet_hahn]: there's levels of it
4644
00:28:46,286 --> 00:28:46,627
[maggie]: but there's
4645
00:28:46,412 --> 00:28:46,652
[juliet_hahn]: and so
4646
00:28:46,747 --> 00:28:47,147
[maggie]: levels
4647
00:28:46,933 --> 00:28:47,574
[juliet_hahn]: and there's different
4648
00:28:47,388 --> 00:28:47,648
[maggie]: of it
4649
00:28:47,614 --> 00:28:48,235
[juliet_hahn]: definitions
4650
00:28:47,969 --> 00:28:48,049
[maggie]: so
4651
00:28:48,315 --> 00:28:48,375
[juliet_hahn]: of
4652
00:28:48,329 --> 00:28:48,610
[maggie]: and there's
4653
00:28:48,455 --> 00:28:48,495
[juliet_hahn]: it
4654
00:28:48,670 --> 00:28:48,951
[maggie]: different
4655
00:28:48,796 --> 00:28:49,016
[juliet_hahn]: can you
4656
00:28:48,991 --> 00:28:49,612
[maggie]: definitions
4657
00:28:49,076 --> 00:28:49,958
[juliet_hahn]: guys both share
4658
00:28:49,692 --> 00:28:50,614
[maggie]: of it can you guys
4659
00:28:50,479 --> 00:28:50,599
[juliet_hahn]: what
4660
00:28:50,754 --> 00:28:50,954
[maggie]: both
4661
00:28:50,960 --> 00:28:51,140
[juliet_hahn]: your
4662
00:28:51,054 --> 00:28:51,335
[maggie]: share
4663
00:28:51,260 --> 00:28:51,821
[juliet_hahn]: definition
4664
00:28:51,836 --> 00:28:51,996
[maggie]: what
4665
00:28:52,021 --> 00:28:52,803
[juliet_hahn]: of anxiety
4666
00:28:52,337 --> 00:28:53,198
[maggie]: your definition
4667
00:28:52,903 --> 00:28:53,384
[juliet_hahn]: is and then
4668
00:28:53,399 --> 00:28:53,459
[maggie]: of
4669
00:28:53,544 --> 00:28:53,624
[juliet_hahn]: you
4670
00:28:53,659 --> 00:28:54,180
[maggie]: anxiety
4671
00:28:53,664 --> 00:28:54,345
[juliet_hahn]: know abbie i would love
4672
00:28:54,280 --> 00:28:54,421
[maggie]: is
4673
00:28:54,385 --> 00:28:54,465
[juliet_hahn]: for
4674
00:28:54,501 --> 00:28:54,581
[maggie]: and
4675
00:28:54,505 --> 00:28:54,586
[juliet_hahn]: you
4676
00:28:54,641 --> 00:28:54,761
[maggie]: then
4677
00:28:54,646 --> 00:28:55,207
[juliet_hahn]: to continue
4678
00:28:54,922 --> 00:28:55,402
[maggie]: you know abbie
4679
00:28:55,287 --> 00:28:55,467
[juliet_hahn]: where
4680
00:28:55,463 --> 00:28:55,723
[maggie]: would love
4681
00:28:55,627 --> 00:28:55,868
[juliet_hahn]: maggie
4682
00:28:55,763 --> 00:28:55,963
[maggie]: for you
4683
00:28:55,928 --> 00:28:56,088
[juliet_hahn]: left
4684
00:28:56,024 --> 00:28:56,585
[maggie]: to continue
4685
00:28:56,208 --> 00:28:56,349
[juliet_hahn]: off
4686
00:28:56,665 --> 00:28:57,707
[maggie]: where maggie left off
4687
00:28:59,042 --> 00:28:59,983
[abbe_greenberg]: well okay so
4688
00:29:00,229 --> 00:29:00,410
[maggie]: okay
4689
00:29:00,364 --> 00:29:00,845
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety
4690
00:29:00,590 --> 00:29:00,710
[maggie]: so
4691
00:29:00,985 --> 00:29:01,045
[abbe_greenberg]: is
4692
00:29:01,091 --> 00:29:01,592
[maggie]: anxiety
4693
00:29:01,105 --> 00:29:01,746
[abbe_greenberg]: a human emotion
4694
00:29:01,712 --> 00:29:02,092
[maggie]: is a human
4695
00:29:02,107 --> 00:29:02,267
[abbe_greenberg]: right
4696
00:29:02,153 --> 00:29:02,974
[maggie]: emotion right
4697
00:29:02,988 --> 00:29:03,529
[abbe_greenberg]: and so if you're
4698
00:29:03,420 --> 00:29:04,230
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4699
00:29:03,549 --> 00:29:03,809
[abbe_greenberg]: a human
4700
00:29:03,695 --> 00:29:03,775
[maggie]: and
4701
00:29:03,830 --> 00:29:04,010
[abbe_greenberg]: being
4702
00:29:03,855 --> 00:29:04,076
[maggie]: so if
4703
00:29:04,050 --> 00:29:04,210
[abbe_greenberg]: you've
4704
00:29:04,096 --> 00:29:04,236
[maggie]: you're
4705
00:29:04,230 --> 00:29:04,711
[abbe_greenberg]: experienced
4706
00:29:04,256 --> 00:29:04,897
[maggie]: a human being you've
4707
00:29:04,771 --> 00:29:05,192
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety
4708
00:29:04,937 --> 00:29:05,418
[maggie]: experienced
4709
00:29:05,392 --> 00:29:05,893
[abbe_greenberg]: everybody
4710
00:29:05,478 --> 00:29:06,600
[maggie]: anxiety everybody
4711
00:29:06,454 --> 00:29:06,674
[abbe_greenberg]: knows
4712
00:29:06,720 --> 00:29:07,067
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4713
00:29:06,734 --> 00:29:07,255
[abbe_greenberg]: what anxiety
4714
00:29:07,181 --> 00:29:07,381
[maggie]: knows
4715
00:29:07,335 --> 00:29:07,436
[abbe_greenberg]: is
4716
00:29:07,441 --> 00:29:07,541
[maggie]: what
4717
00:29:07,516 --> 00:29:07,576
[abbe_greenberg]: on
4718
00:29:07,622 --> 00:29:07,962
[maggie]: anxiety
4719
00:29:07,676 --> 00:29:08,117
[abbe_greenberg]: some level
4720
00:29:08,062 --> 00:29:08,142
[maggie]: is
4721
00:29:08,157 --> 00:29:08,277
[abbe_greenberg]: like
4722
00:29:08,243 --> 00:29:08,283
[maggie]: on
4723
00:29:08,317 --> 00:29:08,377
[abbe_greenberg]: you
4724
00:29:08,383 --> 00:29:08,543
[maggie]: some
4725
00:29:08,437 --> 00:29:08,658
[abbe_greenberg]: said to
4726
00:29:08,603 --> 00:29:08,824
[maggie]: level
4727
00:29:08,718 --> 00:29:09,018
[abbe_greenberg]: your son
4728
00:29:08,884 --> 00:29:09,084
[maggie]: like you
4729
00:29:09,098 --> 00:29:09,138
[abbe_greenberg]: it
4730
00:29:09,144 --> 00:29:09,264
[maggie]: said
4731
00:29:09,178 --> 00:29:09,319
[abbe_greenberg]: could
4732
00:29:09,304 --> 00:29:09,365
[maggie]: to
4733
00:29:09,379 --> 00:29:09,439
[abbe_greenberg]: be
4734
00:29:09,425 --> 00:29:09,525
[maggie]: your
4735
00:29:09,499 --> 00:29:09,920
[abbe_greenberg]: butterflies
4736
00:29:09,585 --> 00:29:09,765
[maggie]: son
4737
00:29:09,960 --> 00:29:10,120
[abbe_greenberg]: in the
4738
00:29:10,086 --> 00:29:10,166
[maggie]: be
4739
00:29:10,160 --> 00:29:10,481
[abbe_greenberg]: stomach
4740
00:29:10,206 --> 00:29:10,607
[maggie]: butterflies
4741
00:29:10,581 --> 00:29:10,801
[abbe_greenberg]: it could
4742
00:29:10,687 --> 00:29:10,847
[maggie]: in the
4743
00:29:10,841 --> 00:29:10,901
[abbe_greenberg]: be
4744
00:29:10,907 --> 00:29:11,268
[maggie]: stomach
4745
00:29:11,162 --> 00:29:11,242
[abbe_greenberg]: in
4746
00:29:11,289 --> 00:29:11,310
[juliet_hahn]: m
4747
00:29:11,302 --> 00:29:11,863
[abbe_greenberg]: about a future
4748
00:29:11,889 --> 00:29:11,969
[maggie]: in
4749
00:29:11,943 --> 00:29:12,224
[abbe_greenberg]: event
4750
00:29:12,029 --> 00:29:12,049
[maggie]: a
4751
00:29:12,284 --> 00:29:12,324
[abbe_greenberg]: it
4752
00:29:12,309 --> 00:29:12,569
[maggie]: future
4753
00:29:12,384 --> 00:29:12,645
[abbe_greenberg]: could be
4754
00:29:12,669 --> 00:29:13,190
[maggie]: event it on
4755
00:29:13,266 --> 00:29:13,566
[abbe_greenberg]: upset
4756
00:29:13,310 --> 00:29:13,390
[maggie]: be
4757
00:29:13,606 --> 00:29:14,167
[abbe_greenberg]: to your stomach
4758
00:29:14,070 --> 00:29:14,376
[juliet_hahn]: oh
4759
00:29:14,131 --> 00:29:14,251
[maggie]: set
4760
00:29:14,228 --> 00:29:14,568
[abbe_greenberg]: because
4761
00:29:14,331 --> 00:29:15,272
[maggie]: to your stomach because
4762
00:29:15,029 --> 00:29:15,790
[abbe_greenberg]: you're so anxious it can
4763
00:29:15,752 --> 00:29:15,892
[maggie]: you're
4764
00:29:15,851 --> 00:29:15,971
[abbe_greenberg]: come
4765
00:29:15,932 --> 00:29:16,012
[maggie]: so
4766
00:29:16,031 --> 00:29:16,111
[abbe_greenberg]: out
4767
00:29:16,093 --> 00:29:16,293
[maggie]: anxious
4768
00:29:16,171 --> 00:29:16,492
[abbe_greenberg]: in many
4769
00:29:16,333 --> 00:29:16,493
[maggie]: it can
4770
00:29:16,552 --> 00:29:16,732
[abbe_greenberg]: many
4771
00:29:16,553 --> 00:29:16,813
[maggie]: come out
4772
00:29:16,792 --> 00:29:16,933
[abbe_greenberg]: ways
4773
00:29:16,893 --> 00:29:16,933
[maggie]: in
4774
00:29:16,993 --> 00:29:17,033
[abbe_greenberg]: it
4775
00:29:17,033 --> 00:29:17,214
[maggie]: many
4776
00:29:17,093 --> 00:29:17,293
[abbe_greenberg]: could be
4777
00:29:17,274 --> 00:29:17,434
[maggie]: many
4778
00:29:17,333 --> 00:29:17,774
[abbe_greenberg]: cardiac
4779
00:29:17,494 --> 00:29:17,634
[maggie]: ways
4780
00:29:17,854 --> 00:29:18,175
[abbe_greenberg]: however
4781
00:29:18,094 --> 00:29:18,315
[maggie]: party
4782
00:29:18,275 --> 00:29:18,596
[abbe_greenberg]: it comes
4783
00:29:18,415 --> 00:29:18,875
[maggie]: act however
4784
00:29:18,736 --> 00:29:18,896
[abbe_greenberg]: out
4785
00:29:18,975 --> 00:29:19,296
[maggie]: it comes
4786
00:29:19,380 --> 00:29:20,430
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4787
00:29:19,456 --> 00:29:19,576
[maggie]: out
4788
00:29:19,578 --> 00:29:20,579
[abbe_greenberg]: we've all experienced
4789
00:29:20,296 --> 00:29:20,637
[maggie]: we all
4790
00:29:20,660 --> 00:29:21,161
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety
4791
00:29:20,717 --> 00:29:21,858
[maggie]: experienced anxiety
4792
00:29:21,982 --> 00:29:22,685
[abbe_greenberg]: what makes it
4793
00:29:22,719 --> 00:29:22,859
[maggie]: what
4794
00:29:22,785 --> 00:29:23,247
[abbe_greenberg]: something
4795
00:29:22,960 --> 00:29:23,984
[maggie]: makes it something
4796
00:29:23,589 --> 00:29:23,790
[abbe_greenberg]: that
4797
00:29:23,610 --> 00:29:24,390
[juliet_hahn]: oh
4798
00:29:24,031 --> 00:29:24,312
[abbe_greenberg]: needs
4799
00:29:24,306 --> 00:29:24,527
[maggie]: that
4800
00:29:24,573 --> 00:29:24,794
[abbe_greenberg]: to be
4801
00:29:24,748 --> 00:29:24,989
[maggie]: needs
4802
00:29:24,854 --> 00:29:25,537
[abbe_greenberg]: paid attention
4803
00:29:25,310 --> 00:29:25,752
[maggie]: to be paid
4804
00:29:25,638 --> 00:29:25,778
[abbe_greenberg]: to
4805
00:29:25,793 --> 00:29:26,496
[maggie]: attention to
4806
00:29:26,972 --> 00:29:27,753
[abbe_greenberg]: is when
4807
00:29:27,689 --> 00:29:27,929
[maggie]: is
4808
00:29:27,853 --> 00:29:27,953
[abbe_greenberg]: the
4809
00:29:27,930 --> 00:29:29,010
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4810
00:29:28,013 --> 00:29:28,594
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety
4811
00:29:28,270 --> 00:29:28,670
[maggie]: when the
4812
00:29:28,674 --> 00:29:28,735
[abbe_greenberg]: as
4813
00:29:28,750 --> 00:29:29,291
[maggie]: anxiety
4814
00:29:28,815 --> 00:29:29,356
[abbe_greenberg]: maggie said
4815
00:29:29,392 --> 00:29:29,452
[maggie]: as
4816
00:29:29,516 --> 00:29:29,816
[abbe_greenberg]: starts
4817
00:29:29,532 --> 00:29:30,093
[maggie]: maggie says
4818
00:29:29,917 --> 00:29:30,317
[abbe_greenberg]: to make
4819
00:29:30,233 --> 00:29:30,533
[maggie]: starts
4820
00:29:30,417 --> 00:29:30,978
[abbe_greenberg]: your decisions
4821
00:29:30,634 --> 00:29:31,014
[maggie]: to make
4822
00:29:31,058 --> 00:29:31,219
[abbe_greenberg]: for
4823
00:29:31,154 --> 00:29:31,255
[maggie]: your
4824
00:29:31,279 --> 00:29:31,359
[abbe_greenberg]: you
4825
00:29:31,315 --> 00:29:31,635
[maggie]: decision
4826
00:29:31,439 --> 00:29:31,499
[abbe_greenberg]: it
4827
00:29:31,530 --> 00:29:31,792
[juliet_hahn]: oh
4828
00:29:31,539 --> 00:29:31,880
[abbe_greenberg]: starts to
4829
00:29:31,856 --> 00:29:31,956
[maggie]: or
4830
00:29:31,960 --> 00:29:32,220
[abbe_greenberg]: shrink
4831
00:29:32,176 --> 00:29:32,477
[maggie]: it starts
4832
00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:32,781
[abbe_greenberg]: your world
4833
00:29:32,537 --> 00:29:32,917
[maggie]: to shrink
4834
00:29:32,678 --> 00:29:32,820
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4835
00:29:32,998 --> 00:29:33,098
[maggie]: your
4836
00:29:33,062 --> 00:29:33,262
[abbe_greenberg]: right
4837
00:29:33,198 --> 00:29:33,478
[maggie]: world
4838
00:29:33,583 --> 00:29:33,683
[abbe_greenberg]: so
4839
00:29:33,779 --> 00:29:34,400
[maggie]: right so
4840
00:29:34,324 --> 00:29:35,185
[abbe_greenberg]: ice in my case
4841
00:29:35,221 --> 00:29:35,862
[maggie]: in my case
4842
00:29:35,706 --> 00:29:36,628
[abbe_greenberg]: there got to be a point
4843
00:29:36,423 --> 00:29:36,764
[maggie]: there got
4844
00:29:36,688 --> 00:29:36,948
[abbe_greenberg]: where
4845
00:29:36,804 --> 00:29:37,325
[maggie]: to be a point
4846
00:29:37,249 --> 00:29:37,289
[abbe_greenberg]: i
4847
00:29:37,405 --> 00:29:37,625
[maggie]: where
4848
00:29:37,850 --> 00:29:37,970
[abbe_greenberg]: was
4849
00:29:37,966 --> 00:29:38,006
[maggie]: i
4850
00:29:38,150 --> 00:29:38,892
[abbe_greenberg]: so concerned
4851
00:29:38,567 --> 00:29:38,987
[maggie]: was so
4852
00:29:39,013 --> 00:29:39,135
[abbe_greenberg]: and
4853
00:29:39,168 --> 00:29:39,548
[maggie]: concern
4854
00:29:39,459 --> 00:29:39,743
[abbe_greenberg]: about
4855
00:29:39,709 --> 00:29:40,434
[maggie]: and about
4856
00:29:40,422 --> 00:29:41,324
[abbe_greenberg]: having a hard attack
4857
00:29:41,149 --> 00:29:41,649
[maggie]: having a heart
4858
00:29:41,604 --> 00:29:41,725
[abbe_greenberg]: that
4859
00:29:41,710 --> 00:29:41,970
[maggie]: attack
4860
00:29:41,765 --> 00:29:41,885
[abbe_greenberg]: was
4861
00:29:41,820 --> 00:29:42,930
[juliet_hahn]: oh
4862
00:29:41,965 --> 00:29:42,326
[abbe_greenberg]: what i was
4863
00:29:42,331 --> 00:29:42,451
[maggie]: that
4864
00:29:42,386 --> 00:29:42,727
[abbe_greenberg]: focused
4865
00:29:42,491 --> 00:29:42,811
[maggie]: was what
4866
00:29:42,827 --> 00:29:42,887
[abbe_greenberg]: on
4867
00:29:42,871 --> 00:29:42,892
[maggie]: i
4868
00:29:42,948 --> 00:29:43,028
[abbe_greenberg]: my
4869
00:29:42,952 --> 00:29:43,052
[maggie]: was
4870
00:29:43,108 --> 00:29:43,549
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety
4871
00:29:43,192 --> 00:29:44,254
[maggie]: ocused on my anxiety
4872
00:29:44,010 --> 00:29:44,852
[abbe_greenberg]: that i would not leave
4873
00:29:44,735 --> 00:29:44,855
[maggie]: that
4874
00:29:44,912 --> 00:29:44,992
[abbe_greenberg]: my
4875
00:29:44,935 --> 00:29:45,195
[maggie]: i would
4876
00:29:45,093 --> 00:29:45,313
[abbe_greenberg]: house
4877
00:29:45,235 --> 00:29:45,356
[maggie]: not
4878
00:29:45,373 --> 00:29:45,574
[abbe_greenberg]: because
4879
00:29:45,416 --> 00:29:45,596
[maggie]: leave
4880
00:29:45,511 --> 00:29:45,653
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4881
00:29:45,614 --> 00:29:45,634
[abbe_greenberg]: i
4882
00:29:45,636 --> 00:29:45,716
[maggie]: my
4883
00:29:45,694 --> 00:29:45,774
[abbe_greenberg]: was
4884
00:29:45,816 --> 00:29:46,017
[maggie]: house
4885
00:29:45,834 --> 00:29:46,055
[abbe_greenberg]: hooked
4886
00:29:46,097 --> 00:29:46,297
[maggie]: because
4887
00:29:46,115 --> 00:29:46,416
[abbe_greenberg]: up to my
4888
00:29:46,337 --> 00:29:46,477
[maggie]: i was
4889
00:29:46,476 --> 00:29:47,177
[abbe_greenberg]: computer to
4890
00:29:47,038 --> 00:29:47,579
[maggie]: my computer
4891
00:29:47,699 --> 00:29:47,759
[abbe_greenberg]: an
4892
00:29:47,760 --> 00:29:47,880
[maggie]: to
4893
00:29:47,839 --> 00:29:48,220
[abbe_greenberg]: e k g
4894
00:29:48,661 --> 00:29:48,922
[maggie]: k g
4895
00:29:49,152 --> 00:29:49,755
[abbe_greenberg]: i could watch
4896
00:29:49,743 --> 00:29:50,063
[maggie]: so i could
4897
00:29:49,996 --> 00:29:50,338
[abbe_greenberg]: my heart
4898
00:29:50,184 --> 00:29:50,484
[maggie]: watch
4899
00:29:50,192 --> 00:29:50,396
[juliet_hahn]: right
4900
00:29:50,418 --> 00:29:50,599
[abbe_greenberg]: beat
4901
00:29:50,725 --> 00:29:51,306
[maggie]: my heart beat
4902
00:29:51,502 --> 00:29:52,206
[abbe_greenberg]: okay and
4903
00:29:52,227 --> 00:29:52,447
[maggie]: okay
4904
00:29:52,327 --> 00:29:53,712
[abbe_greenberg]: so like
4905
00:29:54,289 --> 00:29:54,431
[maggie]: like
4906
00:29:54,816 --> 00:29:55,478
[abbe_greenberg]: that notion
4907
00:29:55,771 --> 00:29:55,872
[maggie]: no
4908
00:29:55,779 --> 00:29:56,019
[abbe_greenberg]: that
4909
00:29:56,013 --> 00:29:56,195
[maggie]: ship
4910
00:29:57,223 --> 00:29:58,356
[abbe_greenberg]: just totally lost my train of thought
4911
00:29:58,471 --> 00:30:02,108
[juliet_hahn]: so about yeah
4912
00:29:59,422 --> 00:29:59,564
[abbe_greenberg]: what
4913
00:29:59,872 --> 00:30:03,578
[maggie]: so you were helped up to the
k g so it's like the notion of
4914
00:30:03,718 --> 00:30:05,301
[maggie]: being out i think you were going
4915
00:30:05,322 --> 00:30:05,342
[abbe_greenberg]: i
4916
00:30:05,341 --> 00:30:05,381
[maggie]: to
4917
00:30:05,402 --> 00:30:05,522
[abbe_greenberg]: mean
4918
00:30:05,461 --> 00:30:05,642
[maggie]: say
4919
00:30:05,562 --> 00:30:06,324
[abbe_greenberg]: i just i got to the
4920
00:30:06,283 --> 00:30:06,303
[maggie]: i
4921
00:30:06,344 --> 00:30:06,484
[abbe_greenberg]: point
4922
00:30:06,363 --> 00:30:06,483
[maggie]: just
4923
00:30:06,504 --> 00:30:07,586
[abbe_greenberg]: where i couldn't imagine
4924
00:30:07,244 --> 00:30:07,845
[maggie]: where i couldn't
4925
00:30:07,766 --> 00:30:08,006
[abbe_greenberg]: leaving
4926
00:30:07,903 --> 00:30:08,088
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
4927
00:30:07,905 --> 00:30:08,306
[maggie]: imagine
4928
00:30:08,046 --> 00:30:08,387
[abbe_greenberg]: my house
4929
00:30:08,506 --> 00:30:08,707
[maggie]: leaving
4930
00:30:08,587 --> 00:30:08,948
[abbe_greenberg]: i couldn't
4931
00:30:08,767 --> 00:30:08,847
[maggie]: my
4932
00:30:08,840 --> 00:30:09,043
[juliet_hahn]: right
4933
00:30:08,887 --> 00:30:09,087
[maggie]: house
4934
00:30:09,028 --> 00:30:09,469
[abbe_greenberg]: go visit
4935
00:30:09,328 --> 00:30:09,648
[maggie]: i couldn't
4936
00:30:09,529 --> 00:30:09,649
[abbe_greenberg]: any
4937
00:30:09,728 --> 00:30:09,989
[maggie]: go i
4938
00:30:09,990 --> 00:30:10,751
[abbe_greenberg]: i couldn't go to work
4939
00:30:10,771 --> 00:30:10,971
[maggie]: couldn't
4940
00:30:10,831 --> 00:30:11,172
[abbe_greenberg]: because
4941
00:30:11,012 --> 00:30:11,874
[maggie]: go to work because
4942
00:30:11,672 --> 00:30:12,734
[abbe_greenberg]: i couldn't leave my computer
4943
00:30:12,395 --> 00:30:12,937
[maggie]: i could leave my
4944
00:30:12,915 --> 00:30:12,975
[abbe_greenberg]: you
4945
00:30:13,017 --> 00:30:13,418
[maggie]: computer
4946
00:30:13,035 --> 00:30:13,596
[abbe_greenberg]: know and i had
4947
00:30:13,618 --> 00:30:13,698
[maggie]: you
4948
00:30:13,636 --> 00:30:13,716
[abbe_greenberg]: to
4949
00:30:13,739 --> 00:30:13,859
[maggie]: know
4950
00:30:13,776 --> 00:30:14,117
[abbe_greenberg]: be paying
4951
00:30:13,939 --> 00:30:14,079
[maggie]: and i
4952
00:30:14,137 --> 00:30:14,437
[abbe_greenberg]: attention
4953
00:30:14,160 --> 00:30:14,561
[maggie]: had to be
4954
00:30:14,497 --> 00:30:14,698
[abbe_greenberg]: to my
4955
00:30:14,641 --> 00:30:14,821
[maggie]: paying
4956
00:30:14,778 --> 00:30:14,958
[abbe_greenberg]: heart
4957
00:30:14,841 --> 00:30:15,142
[maggie]: attention
4958
00:30:15,018 --> 00:30:15,198
[abbe_greenberg]: rate
4959
00:30:15,202 --> 00:30:15,884
[maggie]: to my heart it
4960
00:30:16,000 --> 00:30:16,120
[abbe_greenberg]: so
4961
00:30:16,706 --> 00:30:16,827
[maggie]: so
4962
00:30:16,881 --> 00:30:17,061
[abbe_greenberg]: that
4963
00:30:17,010 --> 00:30:17,132
[juliet_hahn]: ye
4964
00:30:17,302 --> 00:30:17,562
[abbe_greenberg]: type of
4965
00:30:17,589 --> 00:30:17,849
[maggie]: that
4966
00:30:17,662 --> 00:30:18,183
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety
4967
00:30:18,009 --> 00:30:18,891
[maggie]: type of anxiety
4968
00:30:18,945 --> 00:30:20,026
[abbe_greenberg]: is obviously
4969
00:30:19,672 --> 00:30:20,754
[maggie]: is obviously
4970
00:30:20,347 --> 00:30:20,788
[abbe_greenberg]: it rules the
4971
00:30:20,792 --> 00:30:20,894
[juliet_hahn]: ah
4972
00:30:20,828 --> 00:30:21,008
[abbe_greenberg]: rost
4973
00:30:21,054 --> 00:30:21,114
[maggie]: it
4974
00:30:21,228 --> 00:30:21,990
[abbe_greenberg]: it makes all my decisions
4975
00:30:21,936 --> 00:30:21,976
[maggie]: it
4976
00:30:22,030 --> 00:30:22,110
[abbe_greenberg]: why
4977
00:30:22,036 --> 00:30:22,156
[maggie]: makes
4978
00:30:22,150 --> 00:30:22,190
[abbe_greenberg]: it
4979
00:30:22,216 --> 00:30:22,296
[maggie]: all
4980
00:30:22,310 --> 00:30:22,551
[abbe_greenberg]: shrunk
4981
00:30:22,336 --> 00:30:22,717
[maggie]: my decisions
4982
00:30:22,651 --> 00:30:22,731
[abbe_greenberg]: my
4983
00:30:22,737 --> 00:30:22,817
[maggie]: why
4984
00:30:22,811 --> 00:30:23,112
[abbe_greenberg]: world
4985
00:30:22,931 --> 00:30:23,153
[juliet_hahn]: right
4986
00:30:23,018 --> 00:30:23,258
[maggie]: shrunk
4987
00:30:23,312 --> 00:30:23,412
[abbe_greenberg]: and
4988
00:30:23,358 --> 00:30:23,759
[maggie]: my world
4989
00:30:23,552 --> 00:30:23,652
[abbe_greenberg]: so
4990
00:30:24,039 --> 00:30:24,139
[maggie]: and
4991
00:30:24,193 --> 00:30:24,354
[abbe_greenberg]: mad
4992
00:30:24,260 --> 00:30:24,340
[maggie]: so
4993
00:30:24,454 --> 00:30:24,995
[abbe_greenberg]: and i think that when
4994
00:30:24,901 --> 00:30:25,081
[maggie]: man
4995
00:30:25,035 --> 00:30:25,616
[abbe_greenberg]: your anxiety
4996
00:30:25,261 --> 00:30:25,702
[maggie]: i think that when
4997
00:30:25,676 --> 00:30:25,756
[abbe_greenberg]: is
4998
00:30:25,762 --> 00:30:25,862
[maggie]: your
4999
00:30:25,816 --> 00:30:25,996
[abbe_greenberg]: doing
5000
00:30:25,942 --> 00:30:26,343
[maggie]: anxiety
5001
00:30:26,036 --> 00:30:26,698
[abbe_greenberg]: that when your anxiety
5002
00:30:26,403 --> 00:30:26,704
[maggie]: is doing
5003
00:30:26,718 --> 00:30:26,758
[abbe_greenberg]: is
5004
00:30:26,744 --> 00:30:26,824
[maggie]: that
5005
00:30:26,778 --> 00:30:26,998
[abbe_greenberg]: starting
5006
00:30:26,864 --> 00:30:27,064
[maggie]: when your
5007
00:30:27,038 --> 00:30:27,078
[abbe_greenberg]: to
5008
00:30:27,104 --> 00:30:27,405
[maggie]: anxiety
5009
00:30:27,118 --> 00:30:27,739
[abbe_greenberg]: make your decisions
5010
00:30:27,505 --> 00:30:27,786
[maggie]: starting to
5011
00:30:27,799 --> 00:30:27,940
[abbe_greenberg]: for
5012
00:30:27,826 --> 00:30:28,046
[maggie]: make your
5013
00:30:27,980 --> 00:30:28,080
[abbe_greenberg]: you
5014
00:30:28,086 --> 00:30:28,427
[maggie]: decisions
5015
00:30:28,280 --> 00:30:28,480
[abbe_greenberg]: whether
5016
00:30:28,507 --> 00:30:28,647
[maggie]: for
5017
00:30:28,521 --> 00:30:28,901
[abbe_greenberg]: that means
5018
00:30:28,687 --> 00:30:28,787
[maggie]: you
5019
00:30:28,981 --> 00:30:29,021
[abbe_greenberg]: it
5020
00:30:28,988 --> 00:30:29,168
[maggie]: whether
5021
00:30:29,142 --> 00:30:29,282
[abbe_greenberg]: don't
5022
00:30:29,228 --> 00:30:29,348
[maggie]: that
5023
00:30:29,342 --> 00:30:29,482
[abbe_greenberg]: leave
5024
00:30:29,408 --> 00:30:29,548
[maggie]: means
5025
00:30:29,522 --> 00:30:30,043
[abbe_greenberg]: your house
5026
00:30:29,749 --> 00:30:30,750
[maggie]: you don't need your house
5027
00:30:30,843 --> 00:30:31,724
[abbe_greenberg]: or that you just don't
5028
00:30:31,571 --> 00:30:31,651
[maggie]: or
5029
00:30:31,765 --> 00:30:31,845
[abbe_greenberg]: want
5030
00:30:31,831 --> 00:30:31,931
[maggie]: that
5031
00:30:31,885 --> 00:30:32,005
[abbe_greenberg]: to go
5032
00:30:31,971 --> 00:30:32,071
[maggie]: you
5033
00:30:32,025 --> 00:30:32,145
[abbe_greenberg]: to a
5034
00:30:32,131 --> 00:30:32,211
[maggie]: just
5035
00:30:32,185 --> 00:30:32,605
[abbe_greenberg]: particular
5036
00:30:32,271 --> 00:30:32,732
[maggie]: don't want to go
5037
00:30:32,746 --> 00:30:33,527
[abbe_greenberg]: party or
5038
00:30:33,493 --> 00:30:33,873
[maggie]: party
5039
00:30:33,607 --> 00:30:34,127
[abbe_greenberg]: whatever it
5040
00:30:34,174 --> 00:30:34,234
[maggie]: or
5041
00:30:34,267 --> 00:30:34,468
[abbe_greenberg]: is
5042
00:30:34,334 --> 00:30:34,834
[maggie]: whatever it
5043
00:30:34,788 --> 00:30:35,088
[abbe_greenberg]: that's
5044
00:30:34,995 --> 00:30:35,155
[maggie]: is
5045
00:30:35,208 --> 00:30:35,469
[abbe_greenberg]: when it
5046
00:30:35,495 --> 00:30:35,795
[maggie]: that's
5047
00:30:35,509 --> 00:30:35,869
[abbe_greenberg]: needs to
5048
00:30:35,916 --> 00:30:36,056
[maggie]: when
5049
00:30:35,929 --> 00:30:36,370
[abbe_greenberg]: be attended
5050
00:30:36,136 --> 00:30:36,436
[maggie]: it needs
5051
00:30:36,410 --> 00:30:36,510
[abbe_greenberg]: to
5052
00:30:36,516 --> 00:30:36,596
[maggie]: to
5053
00:30:36,630 --> 00:30:36,730
[abbe_greenberg]: and
5054
00:30:36,636 --> 00:30:37,057
[maggie]: be attended
5055
00:30:36,790 --> 00:30:37,391
[abbe_greenberg]: it is treatable
5056
00:30:37,117 --> 00:30:37,557
[maggie]: to and it
5057
00:30:37,520 --> 00:30:37,680
[juliet_hahn]: right
5058
00:30:37,617 --> 00:30:38,118
[maggie]: is treatable
5059
00:30:38,061 --> 00:30:39,345
[juliet_hahn]: and you know it's so interesting because
i think
5060
00:30:39,410 --> 00:30:39,490
[maggie]: and
5061
00:30:39,425 --> 00:30:39,605
[juliet_hahn]: back
5062
00:30:39,530 --> 00:30:39,711
[maggie]: you know
5063
00:30:39,706 --> 00:30:39,766
[juliet_hahn]: and
5064
00:30:39,771 --> 00:30:40,252
[maggie]: it's so interestin
5065
00:30:40,247 --> 00:30:40,508
[juliet_hahn]: again
5066
00:30:40,292 --> 00:30:40,714
[maggie]: because i think
5067
00:30:40,688 --> 00:30:40,929
[juliet_hahn]: bringing
5068
00:30:40,794 --> 00:30:40,954
[maggie]: back
5069
00:30:40,989 --> 00:30:41,049
[juliet_hahn]: it
5070
00:30:41,054 --> 00:30:41,115
[maggie]: and
5071
00:30:41,089 --> 00:30:41,932
[juliet_hahn]: back to children
5072
00:30:41,596 --> 00:30:42,338
[maggie]: again bringing
5073
00:30:42,373 --> 00:30:42,493
[juliet_hahn]: so
5074
00:30:42,378 --> 00:30:43,321
[maggie]: it back to children
5075
00:30:43,155 --> 00:30:43,797
[juliet_hahn]: one of my my
5076
00:30:43,802 --> 00:30:43,922
[maggie]: so
5077
00:30:44,158 --> 00:30:44,258
[juliet_hahn]: my
5078
00:30:44,584 --> 00:30:44,885
[maggie]: one of my
5079
00:30:45,000 --> 00:30:45,420
[juliet_hahn]: kids
5080
00:30:45,105 --> 00:30:45,807
[maggie]: my mind
5081
00:30:45,740 --> 00:30:46,521
[juliet_hahn]: when they were little
5082
00:30:46,439 --> 00:30:47,283
[maggie]: kids when
5083
00:30:47,282 --> 00:30:47,422
[juliet_hahn]: would
5084
00:30:47,323 --> 00:30:47,584
[maggie]: they were
5085
00:30:47,502 --> 00:30:47,723
[juliet_hahn]: always
5086
00:30:47,684 --> 00:30:47,966
[maggie]: little
5087
00:30:47,763 --> 00:30:49,004
[juliet_hahn]: be hesitant to do like
5088
00:30:48,999 --> 00:30:49,200
[maggie]: always
5089
00:30:49,024 --> 00:30:49,625
[juliet_hahn]: an activity
5090
00:30:49,260 --> 00:30:49,942
[maggie]: be hesitant
5091
00:30:49,765 --> 00:30:50,346
[juliet_hahn]: and i remember
5092
00:30:50,083 --> 00:30:50,544
[maggie]: to do like
5093
00:30:50,446 --> 00:30:50,586
[juliet_hahn]: as a
5094
00:30:50,584 --> 00:30:50,624
[maggie]: an
5095
00:30:50,646 --> 00:30:51,026
[juliet_hahn]: parent
5096
00:30:50,724 --> 00:30:51,186
[maggie]: activity
5097
00:30:51,106 --> 00:30:51,307
[juliet_hahn]: i would
5098
00:30:51,326 --> 00:30:51,406
[maggie]: and
5099
00:30:51,347 --> 00:30:51,407
[juliet_hahn]: be
5100
00:30:51,467 --> 00:30:51,507
[maggie]: i
5101
00:30:51,467 --> 00:30:51,607
[juliet_hahn]: like
5102
00:30:51,587 --> 00:30:51,888
[maggie]: remember
5103
00:30:51,727 --> 00:30:51,907
[juliet_hahn]: what
5104
00:30:51,988 --> 00:30:52,068
[maggie]: as
5105
00:30:52,067 --> 00:30:52,168
[juliet_hahn]: you
5106
00:30:52,129 --> 00:30:52,590
[maggie]: a parent
5107
00:30:52,248 --> 00:30:52,588
[juliet_hahn]: got this
5108
00:30:52,670 --> 00:30:53,152
[maggie]: i would be like
5109
00:30:53,189 --> 00:30:53,349
[juliet_hahn]: and
5110
00:30:53,252 --> 00:30:54,115
[maggie]: what you got this
5111
00:30:54,160 --> 00:30:55,021
[juliet_hahn]: from the outside
5112
00:30:54,716 --> 00:30:54,857
[maggie]: and
5113
00:30:55,322 --> 00:30:55,882
[juliet_hahn]: someone would say
5114
00:30:55,779 --> 00:30:56,500
[maggie]: the outside
5115
00:30:55,983 --> 00:30:57,004
[juliet_hahn]: i was being too pushy
5116
00:30:56,781 --> 00:30:57,442
[maggie]: someone would say i
5117
00:30:57,485 --> 00:30:57,565
[juliet_hahn]: but
5118
00:30:57,503 --> 00:30:57,603
[maggie]: was
5119
00:30:57,625 --> 00:30:57,665
[juliet_hahn]: it
5120
00:30:57,643 --> 00:30:57,823
[maggie]: being
5121
00:30:57,726 --> 00:30:57,966
[juliet_hahn]: is what
5122
00:30:57,923 --> 00:30:58,044
[maggie]: too
5123
00:30:58,106 --> 00:30:58,206
[juliet_hahn]: he
5124
00:30:58,124 --> 00:30:58,445
[maggie]: pushy
5125
00:30:58,327 --> 00:30:58,948
[juliet_hahn]: needed and he
5126
00:30:58,926 --> 00:30:59,006
[maggie]: but
5127
00:30:59,028 --> 00:30:59,368
[juliet_hahn]: actually
5128
00:30:59,066 --> 00:31:00,068
[maggie]: it is what he needed
5129
00:30:59,889 --> 00:31:00,390
[juliet_hahn]: to this day
5130
00:31:00,449 --> 00:31:00,810
[maggie]: actually
5131
00:31:00,490 --> 00:31:01,231
[juliet_hahn]: will be like i mean i
5132
00:31:01,291 --> 00:31:01,371
[maggie]: to
5133
00:31:01,311 --> 00:31:01,432
[juliet_hahn]: say
5134
00:31:01,411 --> 00:31:01,571
[maggie]: this
5135
00:31:01,452 --> 00:31:01,632
[juliet_hahn]: to him
5136
00:31:01,632 --> 00:31:01,792
[maggie]: day
5137
00:31:01,672 --> 00:31:01,852
[juliet_hahn]: i'm like
5138
00:31:01,892 --> 00:31:02,032
[maggie]: will
5139
00:31:01,933 --> 00:31:02,133
[juliet_hahn]: i could
5140
00:31:02,073 --> 00:31:02,113
[maggie]: be
5141
00:31:02,173 --> 00:31:02,253
[juliet_hahn]: have
5142
00:31:02,193 --> 00:31:02,313
[maggie]: like
5143
00:31:02,293 --> 00:31:02,513
[juliet_hahn]: made
5144
00:31:02,373 --> 00:31:02,554
[maggie]: i mean
5145
00:31:02,594 --> 00:31:02,754
[juliet_hahn]: you
5146
00:31:02,614 --> 00:31:03,876
[maggie]: i say like i could have made
5147
00:31:03,756 --> 00:31:04,016
[juliet_hahn]: kind of
5148
00:31:03,977 --> 00:31:04,117
[maggie]: you
5149
00:31:04,076 --> 00:31:05,278
[juliet_hahn]: an insane person if i
5150
00:31:05,319 --> 00:31:05,980
[maggie]: and of an insane
5151
00:31:05,839 --> 00:31:06,039
[juliet_hahn]: fed
5152
00:31:06,040 --> 00:31:06,340
[maggie]: person
5153
00:31:06,200 --> 00:31:06,600
[juliet_hahn]: into that
5154
00:31:06,521 --> 00:31:06,581
[maggie]: if
5155
00:31:06,660 --> 00:31:06,761
[juliet_hahn]: but
5156
00:31:06,741 --> 00:31:06,781
[maggie]: i
5157
00:31:06,841 --> 00:31:07,402
[juliet_hahn]: i would say to him
5158
00:31:07,342 --> 00:31:07,542
[maggie]: fed
5159
00:31:07,522 --> 00:31:07,682
[juliet_hahn]: okay
5160
00:31:07,703 --> 00:31:07,923
[maggie]: into
5161
00:31:07,722 --> 00:31:07,963
[juliet_hahn]: i'm gonna
5162
00:31:07,963 --> 00:31:08,103
[maggie]: that
5163
00:31:08,003 --> 00:31:08,203
[juliet_hahn]: count to
5164
00:31:08,183 --> 00:31:08,264
[maggie]: but
5165
00:31:08,243 --> 00:31:08,383
[juliet_hahn]: five
5166
00:31:08,364 --> 00:31:08,384
[maggie]: i
5167
00:31:08,403 --> 00:31:08,463
[juliet_hahn]: and
5168
00:31:08,444 --> 00:31:08,564
[maggie]: would
5169
00:31:08,483 --> 00:31:08,704
[juliet_hahn]: then we're
5170
00:31:08,604 --> 00:31:08,684
[maggie]: say
5171
00:31:08,724 --> 00:31:08,844
[juliet_hahn]: gonna
5172
00:31:08,724 --> 00:31:08,885
[maggie]: to him
5173
00:31:08,884 --> 00:31:09,044
[juliet_hahn]: leave an
5174
00:31:09,005 --> 00:31:09,145
[maggie]: okay
5175
00:31:09,064 --> 00:31:09,205
[juliet_hahn]: you're
5176
00:31:09,185 --> 00:31:09,265
[maggie]: i'm
5177
00:31:09,225 --> 00:31:09,365
[juliet_hahn]: gonna
5178
00:31:09,285 --> 00:31:09,365
[maggie]: goin
5179
00:31:09,385 --> 00:31:09,485
[juliet_hahn]: miss
5180
00:31:09,405 --> 00:31:09,586
[maggie]: to count
5181
00:31:09,545 --> 00:31:09,645
[juliet_hahn]: out
5182
00:31:09,606 --> 00:31:09,686
[maggie]: to
5183
00:31:09,685 --> 00:31:09,726
[juliet_hahn]: on
5184
00:31:09,706 --> 00:31:09,846
[maggie]: five
5185
00:31:09,766 --> 00:31:09,826
[juliet_hahn]: the
5186
00:31:09,886 --> 00:31:10,026
[maggie]: and ten
5187
00:31:10,046 --> 00:31:10,126
[juliet_hahn]: now
5188
00:31:10,067 --> 00:31:10,307
[maggie]: we're gonna
5189
00:31:10,206 --> 00:31:10,367
[juliet_hahn]: on the
5190
00:31:10,347 --> 00:31:10,447
[maggie]: leave
5191
00:31:10,427 --> 00:31:10,707
[juliet_hahn]: party
5192
00:31:10,467 --> 00:31:10,828
[maggie]: an you're goin to
5193
00:31:10,827 --> 00:31:10,887
[juliet_hahn]: or
5194
00:31:10,848 --> 00:31:10,948
[maggie]: miss
5195
00:31:10,948 --> 00:31:11,028
[juliet_hahn]: the
5196
00:31:11,008 --> 00:31:11,088
[maggie]: out
5197
00:31:11,088 --> 00:31:11,368
[juliet_hahn]: sports
5198
00:31:11,148 --> 00:31:11,309
[maggie]: on the
5199
00:31:11,428 --> 00:31:11,649
[juliet_hahn]: event
5200
00:31:11,489 --> 00:31:12,110
[maggie]: now on the party
5201
00:31:12,130 --> 00:31:12,190
[juliet_hahn]: or
5202
00:31:12,250 --> 00:31:12,791
[maggie]: or the sports
5203
00:31:12,530 --> 00:31:13,051
[juliet_hahn]: know hanging
5204
00:31:12,851 --> 00:31:13,052
[maggie]: event
5205
00:31:13,131 --> 00:31:13,612
[juliet_hahn]: out with you
5206
00:31:13,552 --> 00:31:13,653
[maggie]: or
5207
00:31:13,652 --> 00:31:13,772
[juliet_hahn]: know
5208
00:31:13,853 --> 00:31:13,913
[maggie]: you
5209
00:31:13,872 --> 00:31:13,993
[juliet_hahn]: that
5210
00:31:13,953 --> 00:31:14,073
[maggie]: know
5211
00:31:14,053 --> 00:31:14,193
[juliet_hahn]: group
5212
00:31:14,193 --> 00:31:14,494
[maggie]: hanging
5213
00:31:14,233 --> 00:31:14,594
[juliet_hahn]: of kids in
5214
00:31:14,554 --> 00:31:14,634
[maggie]: out
5215
00:31:14,634 --> 00:31:14,714
[juliet_hahn]: the
5216
00:31:14,734 --> 00:31:14,855
[maggie]: with
5217
00:31:14,754 --> 00:31:14,974
[juliet_hahn]: park
5218
00:31:14,975 --> 00:31:15,616
[maggie]: you now that group
5219
00:31:15,515 --> 00:31:15,615
[juliet_hahn]: and
5220
00:31:15,656 --> 00:31:15,916
[maggie]: of kids
5221
00:31:15,896 --> 00:31:15,916
[juliet_hahn]: i
5222
00:31:15,976 --> 00:31:16,016
[maggie]: in
5223
00:31:15,996 --> 00:31:16,316
[juliet_hahn]: remember
5224
00:31:16,057 --> 00:31:16,397
[maggie]: the park
5225
00:31:16,817 --> 00:31:16,877
[juliet_hahn]: or
5226
00:31:16,958 --> 00:31:17,018
[maggie]: and
5227
00:31:16,998 --> 00:31:17,478
[juliet_hahn]: surfying
5228
00:31:17,299 --> 00:31:17,699
[maggie]: i remember
5229
00:31:17,619 --> 00:31:18,440
[juliet_hahn]: or doing something
5230
00:31:18,180 --> 00:31:18,881
[maggie]: we're surveying
5231
00:31:18,520 --> 00:31:18,580
[juliet_hahn]: and
5232
00:31:19,021 --> 00:31:19,082
[maggie]: or
5233
00:31:19,181 --> 00:31:19,342
[juliet_hahn]: now
5234
00:31:19,282 --> 00:31:19,502
[maggie]: doing
5235
00:31:19,482 --> 00:31:19,502
[juliet_hahn]: i
5236
00:31:19,562 --> 00:31:19,843
[maggie]: something
5237
00:31:19,642 --> 00:31:19,842
[juliet_hahn]: know
5238
00:31:19,923 --> 00:31:20,023
[maggie]: and
5239
00:31:19,983 --> 00:31:20,644
[juliet_hahn]: it was because
5240
00:31:20,584 --> 00:31:21,245
[maggie]: now i know
5241
00:31:21,245 --> 00:31:21,325
[juliet_hahn]: he
5242
00:31:21,405 --> 00:31:21,466
[maggie]: it
5243
00:31:21,425 --> 00:31:21,525
[juliet_hahn]: was
5244
00:31:21,506 --> 00:31:21,606
[maggie]: was
5245
00:31:21,645 --> 00:31:22,026
[juliet_hahn]: unsure
5246
00:31:21,666 --> 00:31:22,047
[maggie]: because
5247
00:31:22,146 --> 00:31:23,168
[juliet_hahn]: he was going to understand
5248
00:31:22,648 --> 00:31:23,449
[maggie]: he was unsure
5249
00:31:23,228 --> 00:31:23,569
[juliet_hahn]: and he didn't
5250
00:31:23,549 --> 00:31:23,629
[maggie]: he
5251
00:31:23,589 --> 00:31:23,689
[juliet_hahn]: want
5252
00:31:23,669 --> 00:31:23,749
[maggie]: was
5253
00:31:23,729 --> 00:31:23,769
[juliet_hahn]: to
5254
00:31:23,769 --> 00:31:23,890
[maggie]: going
5255
00:31:23,789 --> 00:31:23,929
[juliet_hahn]: look
5256
00:31:23,930 --> 00:31:23,970
[maggie]: to
5257
00:31:23,989 --> 00:31:24,230
[juliet_hahn]: silly
5258
00:31:24,010 --> 00:31:24,591
[maggie]: understand
5259
00:31:24,310 --> 00:31:24,771
[juliet_hahn]: he didn't know
5260
00:31:24,651 --> 00:31:24,811
[maggie]: and he
5261
00:31:24,851 --> 00:31:24,891
[juliet_hahn]: if
5262
00:31:24,851 --> 00:31:24,991
[maggie]: didn't
5263
00:31:24,931 --> 00:31:25,091
[juliet_hahn]: he was
5264
00:31:25,011 --> 00:31:25,092
[maggie]: want
5265
00:31:25,151 --> 00:31:25,211
[juliet_hahn]: in
5266
00:31:25,152 --> 00:31:25,332
[maggie]: to look
5267
00:31:25,251 --> 00:31:25,452
[juliet_hahn]: this is
5268
00:31:25,412 --> 00:31:25,653
[maggie]: silly
5269
00:31:25,492 --> 00:31:25,852
[juliet_hahn]: my dislike
5270
00:31:25,733 --> 00:31:26,173
[maggie]: he didn't know
5271
00:31:26,093 --> 00:31:26,293
[juliet_hahn]: and if
5272
00:31:26,254 --> 00:31:26,314
[maggie]: if
5273
00:31:26,313 --> 00:31:26,373
[juliet_hahn]: he
5274
00:31:26,354 --> 00:31:26,394
[maggie]: he
5275
00:31:26,413 --> 00:31:26,493
[juliet_hahn]: was
5276
00:31:26,434 --> 00:31:26,494
[maggie]: was
5277
00:31:26,513 --> 00:31:26,634
[juliet_hahn]: going
5278
00:31:26,574 --> 00:31:26,614
[maggie]: in
5279
00:31:26,654 --> 00:31:26,674
[juliet_hahn]: o
5280
00:31:26,654 --> 00:31:26,754
[maggie]: this
5281
00:31:26,714 --> 00:31:28,116
[juliet_hahn]: understand what the instructions
5282
00:31:27,636 --> 00:31:28,537
[maggie]: if he was going to understand
5283
00:31:28,196 --> 00:31:28,357
[juliet_hahn]: were
5284
00:31:28,597 --> 00:31:28,838
[maggie]: what the
5285
00:31:28,777 --> 00:31:28,857
[juliet_hahn]: so
5286
00:31:28,898 --> 00:31:29,239
[maggie]: instruct
5287
00:31:28,938 --> 00:31:29,358
[juliet_hahn]: he was very
5288
00:31:29,299 --> 00:31:29,499
[maggie]: sons
5289
00:31:29,458 --> 00:31:29,879
[juliet_hahn]: hesitant
5290
00:31:29,579 --> 00:31:29,739
[maggie]: were
5291
00:31:29,939 --> 00:31:30,099
[juliet_hahn]: to do
5292
00:31:30,180 --> 00:31:30,240
[maggie]: so
5293
00:31:30,200 --> 00:31:30,340
[juliet_hahn]: that
5294
00:31:30,340 --> 00:31:30,380
[maggie]: he
5295
00:31:30,400 --> 00:31:30,440
[juliet_hahn]: so
5296
00:31:30,420 --> 00:31:30,521
[maggie]: was
5297
00:31:30,520 --> 00:31:30,640
[juliet_hahn]: like
5298
00:31:30,561 --> 00:31:31,282
[maggie]: very hesitant
5299
00:31:30,961 --> 00:31:31,382
[juliet_hahn]: he didn't do
5300
00:31:31,342 --> 00:31:31,402
[maggie]: to
5301
00:31:31,482 --> 00:31:31,842
[juliet_hahn]: sports
5302
00:31:31,482 --> 00:31:31,843
[maggie]: do that so
5303
00:31:32,343 --> 00:31:32,644
[juliet_hahn]: until
5304
00:31:32,364 --> 00:31:32,764
[maggie]: he didn't do
5305
00:31:32,744 --> 00:31:32,944
[juliet_hahn]: he was
5306
00:31:32,865 --> 00:31:33,225
[maggie]: sports
5307
00:31:32,984 --> 00:31:33,786
[juliet_hahn]: probably five or six
5308
00:31:33,746 --> 00:31:34,026
[maggie]: until
5309
00:31:33,846 --> 00:31:34,166
[juliet_hahn]: years old
5310
00:31:34,147 --> 00:31:34,227
[maggie]: he
5311
00:31:34,186 --> 00:31:34,266
[juliet_hahn]: and
5312
00:31:34,247 --> 00:31:34,327
[maggie]: was
5313
00:31:34,286 --> 00:31:34,467
[juliet_hahn]: people
5314
00:31:34,387 --> 00:31:34,648
[maggie]: probably
5315
00:31:34,527 --> 00:31:34,727
[juliet_hahn]: always
5316
00:31:34,708 --> 00:31:34,908
[maggie]: five
5317
00:31:34,767 --> 00:31:34,968
[juliet_hahn]: are so
5318
00:31:34,948 --> 00:31:35,549
[maggie]: or six years old
5319
00:31:35,488 --> 00:31:35,709
[juliet_hahn]: probably
5320
00:31:35,589 --> 00:31:35,870
[maggie]: and people
5321
00:31:35,729 --> 00:31:36,170
[juliet_hahn]: even seven
5322
00:31:35,930 --> 00:31:36,390
[maggie]: always are so
5323
00:31:36,570 --> 00:31:37,011
[juliet_hahn]: surprised
5324
00:31:36,891 --> 00:31:37,092
[maggie]: probably
5325
00:31:37,091 --> 00:31:37,151
[juliet_hahn]: at
5326
00:31:37,132 --> 00:31:37,252
[maggie]: even
5327
00:31:37,191 --> 00:31:37,311
[juliet_hahn]: that
5328
00:31:37,332 --> 00:31:37,572
[maggie]: seven
5329
00:31:37,392 --> 00:31:37,912
[juliet_hahn]: because he's so
5330
00:31:37,973 --> 00:31:38,414
[maggie]: surprised
5331
00:31:38,033 --> 00:31:38,433
[juliet_hahn]: athletic
5332
00:31:38,494 --> 00:31:38,995
[maggie]: at that because
5333
00:31:38,794 --> 00:31:39,054
[juliet_hahn]: and i
5334
00:31:39,035 --> 00:31:39,175
[maggie]: he's
5335
00:31:39,155 --> 00:31:39,355
[juliet_hahn]: didn't
5336
00:31:39,215 --> 00:31:39,315
[maggie]: so
5337
00:31:39,435 --> 00:31:39,876
[juliet_hahn]: realize
5338
00:31:39,456 --> 00:31:40,297
[maggie]: athletic and
5339
00:31:40,437 --> 00:31:40,577
[juliet_hahn]: oh
5340
00:31:40,437 --> 00:31:40,758
[maggie]: i didn't
5341
00:31:40,657 --> 00:31:40,797
[juliet_hahn]: this
5342
00:31:40,838 --> 00:31:41,239
[maggie]: realize
5343
00:31:40,877 --> 00:31:42,059
[juliet_hahn]: is an anxiety
5344
00:31:42,049 --> 00:31:42,209
[maggie]: this
5345
00:31:42,140 --> 00:31:42,360
[juliet_hahn]: that
5346
00:31:42,269 --> 00:31:42,350
[maggie]: is
5347
00:31:42,520 --> 00:31:42,741
[juliet_hahn]: you know
5348
00:31:42,710 --> 00:31:43,451
[maggie]: an anxiety
5349
00:31:43,221 --> 00:31:43,462
[juliet_hahn]: i just
5350
00:31:43,531 --> 00:31:43,732
[maggie]: that
5351
00:31:43,562 --> 00:31:43,983
[juliet_hahn]: naturally
5352
00:31:43,932 --> 00:31:43,992
[maggie]: you
5353
00:31:44,023 --> 00:31:44,123
[juliet_hahn]: was
5354
00:31:44,052 --> 00:31:44,173
[maggie]: know
5355
00:31:44,163 --> 00:31:44,303
[juliet_hahn]: like
5356
00:31:44,613 --> 00:31:44,633
[maggie]: i
5357
00:31:44,664 --> 00:31:44,904
[juliet_hahn]: honey
5358
00:31:44,733 --> 00:31:45,375
[maggie]: just naturally
5359
00:31:45,265 --> 00:31:45,505
[juliet_hahn]: i have
5360
00:31:45,435 --> 00:31:45,535
[maggie]: was
5361
00:31:45,565 --> 00:31:45,685
[juliet_hahn]: all
5362
00:31:45,575 --> 00:31:45,715
[maggie]: like
5363
00:31:45,746 --> 00:31:46,046
[juliet_hahn]: the faith
5364
00:31:46,076 --> 00:31:46,276
[maggie]: honey
5365
00:31:46,146 --> 00:31:46,707
[juliet_hahn]: in you you can
5366
00:31:46,677 --> 00:31:46,897
[maggie]: i have
5367
00:31:46,807 --> 00:31:46,907
[juliet_hahn]: do
5368
00:31:46,977 --> 00:31:47,097
[maggie]: all
5369
00:31:47,008 --> 00:31:47,208
[juliet_hahn]: this
5370
00:31:47,137 --> 00:31:47,759
[maggie]: the faith in you
5371
00:31:47,709 --> 00:31:47,849
[juliet_hahn]: just
5372
00:31:47,859 --> 00:31:47,939
[maggie]: you
5373
00:31:47,889 --> 00:31:47,989
[juliet_hahn]: go
5374
00:31:47,999 --> 00:31:48,119
[maggie]: can
5375
00:31:48,150 --> 00:31:48,270
[juliet_hahn]: to
5376
00:31:48,199 --> 00:31:48,299
[maggie]: do
5377
00:31:48,390 --> 00:31:48,470
[juliet_hahn]: it
5378
00:31:48,400 --> 00:31:48,600
[maggie]: this
5379
00:31:48,530 --> 00:31:48,771
[juliet_hahn]: you know
5380
00:31:48,720 --> 00:31:48,880
[maggie]: where
5381
00:31:48,911 --> 00:31:49,111
[juliet_hahn]: and so
5382
00:31:49,101 --> 00:31:49,221
[maggie]: just
5383
00:31:49,211 --> 00:31:49,231
[juliet_hahn]: i
5384
00:31:49,281 --> 00:31:49,361
[maggie]: go
5385
00:31:49,392 --> 00:31:49,652
[juliet_hahn]: gave
5386
00:31:49,541 --> 00:31:49,662
[maggie]: to
5387
00:31:49,712 --> 00:31:49,832
[juliet_hahn]: him
5388
00:31:49,782 --> 00:31:49,982
[maggie]: it you
5389
00:31:49,933 --> 00:31:50,113
[juliet_hahn]: that
5390
00:31:50,042 --> 00:31:50,163
[maggie]: know
5391
00:31:50,193 --> 00:31:50,413
[juliet_hahn]: kind
5392
00:31:50,283 --> 00:31:50,503
[maggie]: and so
5393
00:31:50,473 --> 00:31:50,534
[juliet_hahn]: of
5394
00:31:50,603 --> 00:31:51,485
[maggie]: i gave him that
5395
00:31:51,535 --> 00:31:51,675
[juliet_hahn]: that
5396
00:31:51,565 --> 00:31:51,785
[maggie]: kind
5397
00:31:51,816 --> 00:31:52,417
[juliet_hahn]: confidence
5398
00:31:51,845 --> 00:31:51,925
[maggie]: of
5399
00:31:52,797 --> 00:31:53,078
[juliet_hahn]: to do
5400
00:31:52,987 --> 00:31:53,107
[maggie]: that
5401
00:31:53,198 --> 00:31:53,278
[juliet_hahn]: it
5402
00:31:53,268 --> 00:31:53,749
[maggie]: confidence
5403
00:31:53,539 --> 00:31:54,520
[juliet_hahn]: but it was just natural
5404
00:31:54,209 --> 00:31:54,670
[maggie]: to do it
5405
00:31:54,620 --> 00:31:54,881
[juliet_hahn]: thing
5406
00:31:54,930 --> 00:31:55,011
[maggie]: but
5407
00:31:55,001 --> 00:31:55,442
[juliet_hahn]: because
5408
00:31:55,071 --> 00:31:55,932
[maggie]: it was just a natural
5409
00:31:55,902 --> 00:31:55,923
[juliet_hahn]: i
5410
00:31:56,032 --> 00:31:56,293
[maggie]: thing
5411
00:31:56,043 --> 00:31:56,483
[juliet_hahn]: saw okay
5412
00:31:56,413 --> 00:31:56,834
[maggie]: because
5413
00:31:56,503 --> 00:31:57,425
[juliet_hahn]: he's a little where
5414
00:31:57,294 --> 00:31:57,595
[maggie]: i saw
5415
00:31:57,585 --> 00:31:57,806
[juliet_hahn]: some
5416
00:31:57,695 --> 00:31:58,857
[maggie]: okay he's a little weary
5417
00:31:58,667 --> 00:31:58,968
[juliet_hahn]: we're just
5418
00:31:58,957 --> 00:31:59,178
[maggie]: some
5419
00:31:58,988 --> 00:31:59,669
[juliet_hahn]: going to push him so
5420
00:32:00,059 --> 00:32:00,199
[maggie]: we're
5421
00:32:00,170 --> 00:32:00,270
[juliet_hahn]: as
5422
00:32:00,239 --> 00:32:00,339
[maggie]: just
5423
00:32:00,350 --> 00:32:00,370
[juliet_hahn]: a
5424
00:32:00,380 --> 00:32:00,480
[maggie]: going
5425
00:32:00,470 --> 00:32:00,911
[juliet_hahn]: parent
5426
00:32:00,520 --> 00:32:01,041
[maggie]: to push him so
5427
00:32:00,971 --> 00:32:01,612
[juliet_hahn]: you know parents
5428
00:32:01,541 --> 00:32:01,642
[maggie]: as
5429
00:32:01,632 --> 00:32:01,832
[juliet_hahn]: that are
5430
00:32:01,862 --> 00:32:02,323
[maggie]: parents
5431
00:32:01,872 --> 00:32:02,333
[juliet_hahn]: listening to
5432
00:32:02,363 --> 00:32:02,423
[maggie]: you
5433
00:32:02,373 --> 00:32:02,513
[juliet_hahn]: this
5434
00:32:02,463 --> 00:32:02,563
[maggie]: know
5435
00:32:02,694 --> 00:32:02,734
[juliet_hahn]: if
5436
00:32:02,703 --> 00:32:02,984
[maggie]: parents
5437
00:32:02,794 --> 00:32:03,375
[juliet_hahn]: your child
5438
00:32:03,144 --> 00:32:03,605
[maggie]: are listening
5439
00:32:03,495 --> 00:32:03,575
[juliet_hahn]: is
5440
00:32:03,665 --> 00:32:03,925
[maggie]: to this
5441
00:32:03,816 --> 00:32:04,216
[juliet_hahn]: it is also
5442
00:32:04,086 --> 00:32:04,326
[maggie]: if your
5443
00:32:04,276 --> 00:32:04,557
[juliet_hahn]: important
5444
00:32:04,406 --> 00:32:04,787
[maggie]: child
5445
00:32:04,597 --> 00:32:04,938
[juliet_hahn]: to know your
5446
00:32:04,887 --> 00:32:04,987
[maggie]: is
5447
00:32:04,978 --> 00:32:05,178
[juliet_hahn]: child
5448
00:32:05,208 --> 00:32:05,328
[maggie]: it's
5449
00:32:05,238 --> 00:32:05,418
[juliet_hahn]: because
5450
00:32:05,408 --> 00:32:05,588
[maggie]: also
5451
00:32:05,458 --> 00:32:05,759
[juliet_hahn]: i also
5452
00:32:05,849 --> 00:32:05,909
[maggie]: and
5453
00:32:05,859 --> 00:32:05,979
[juliet_hahn]: could
5454
00:32:05,949 --> 00:32:06,009
[maggie]: to
5455
00:32:05,999 --> 00:32:06,120
[juliet_hahn]: have
5456
00:32:06,049 --> 00:32:06,289
[maggie]: know your
5457
00:32:06,280 --> 00:32:06,460
[juliet_hahn]: dim
5458
00:32:06,329 --> 00:32:06,790
[maggie]: child because
5459
00:32:06,660 --> 00:32:06,801
[juliet_hahn]: right
5460
00:32:06,810 --> 00:32:06,850
[maggie]: i
5461
00:32:06,841 --> 00:32:07,001
[juliet_hahn]: i mean
5462
00:32:06,930 --> 00:32:07,131
[maggie]: also
5463
00:32:07,041 --> 00:32:07,382
[juliet_hahn]: he could have
5464
00:32:07,291 --> 00:32:07,772
[maggie]: could have harmed
5465
00:32:07,762 --> 00:32:07,963
[juliet_hahn]: not
5466
00:32:07,812 --> 00:32:08,233
[maggie]: him right
5467
00:32:08,143 --> 00:32:08,283
[juliet_hahn]: been
5468
00:32:08,293 --> 00:32:08,453
[maggie]: i mean
5469
00:32:08,363 --> 00:32:08,824
[juliet_hahn]: successful
5470
00:32:08,493 --> 00:32:08,794
[maggie]: i would have
5471
00:32:08,884 --> 00:32:09,305
[juliet_hahn]: and been hurt
5472
00:32:09,174 --> 00:32:09,375
[maggie]: not
5473
00:32:09,365 --> 00:32:09,585
[juliet_hahn]: and then
5474
00:32:09,555 --> 00:32:09,695
[maggie]: been
5475
00:32:09,665 --> 00:32:09,826
[juliet_hahn]: been
5476
00:32:09,775 --> 00:32:10,216
[maggie]: successful
5477
00:32:09,946 --> 00:32:10,186
[juliet_hahn]: you know
5478
00:32:10,296 --> 00:32:10,697
[maggie]: and been hurt
5479
00:32:10,607 --> 00:32:10,968
[juliet_hahn]: insecure
5480
00:32:10,777 --> 00:32:10,957
[maggie]: and then
5481
00:32:11,028 --> 00:32:11,108
[juliet_hahn]: for
5482
00:32:11,077 --> 00:32:11,198
[maggie]: been
5483
00:32:11,128 --> 00:32:11,348
[juliet_hahn]: the rest
5484
00:32:11,358 --> 00:32:11,438
[maggie]: you
5485
00:32:11,408 --> 00:32:11,468
[juliet_hahn]: of
5486
00:32:11,458 --> 00:32:11,558
[maggie]: know
5487
00:32:11,508 --> 00:32:12,069
[juliet_hahn]: his life because
5488
00:32:11,999 --> 00:32:12,400
[maggie]: insecure
5489
00:32:12,109 --> 00:32:12,430
[juliet_hahn]: it was like
5490
00:32:12,440 --> 00:32:12,860
[maggie]: for the rest of
5491
00:32:12,831 --> 00:32:12,911
[juliet_hahn]: my
5492
00:32:12,900 --> 00:32:12,981
[maggie]: his
5493
00:32:12,971 --> 00:32:13,532
[juliet_hahn]: mom said i could
5494
00:32:13,481 --> 00:32:13,682
[maggie]: because
5495
00:32:13,572 --> 00:32:13,712
[juliet_hahn]: do it
5496
00:32:13,722 --> 00:32:13,762
[maggie]: it
5497
00:32:13,792 --> 00:32:13,892
[juliet_hahn]: like
5498
00:32:13,802 --> 00:32:14,022
[maggie]: was like
5499
00:32:13,933 --> 00:32:14,393
[juliet_hahn]: you know i mean
5500
00:32:14,423 --> 00:32:14,483
[maggie]: my
5501
00:32:14,453 --> 00:32:14,634
[juliet_hahn]: those
5502
00:32:14,563 --> 00:32:14,703
[maggie]: mom
5503
00:32:14,674 --> 00:32:14,774
[juliet_hahn]: kind
5504
00:32:14,764 --> 00:32:14,864
[maggie]: said
5505
00:32:14,814 --> 00:32:15,375
[juliet_hahn]: of situations
5506
00:32:14,924 --> 00:32:15,885
[maggie]: i could do it like you know
i mean
5507
00:32:15,876 --> 00:32:15,916
[juliet_hahn]: i
5508
00:32:15,925 --> 00:32:16,106
[maggie]: these
5509
00:32:16,056 --> 00:32:16,236
[juliet_hahn]: just
5510
00:32:16,146 --> 00:32:16,326
[maggie]: kind of
5511
00:32:16,357 --> 00:32:16,517
[juliet_hahn]: knew
5512
00:32:16,386 --> 00:32:16,787
[maggie]: situations
5513
00:32:16,637 --> 00:32:17,378
[juliet_hahn]: him i knew
5514
00:32:17,308 --> 00:32:17,328
[maggie]: i
5515
00:32:17,458 --> 00:32:17,579
[juliet_hahn]: his
5516
00:32:17,468 --> 00:32:17,608
[maggie]: just
5517
00:32:17,659 --> 00:32:18,019
[juliet_hahn]: physical
5518
00:32:17,809 --> 00:32:18,189
[maggie]: now him
5519
00:32:18,180 --> 00:32:18,560
[juliet_hahn]: bilities
5520
00:32:18,530 --> 00:32:18,550
[maggie]: i
5521
00:32:18,620 --> 00:32:18,660
[juliet_hahn]: he
5522
00:32:18,630 --> 00:32:18,770
[maggie]: knew
5523
00:32:18,721 --> 00:32:18,801
[juliet_hahn]: was
5524
00:32:18,850 --> 00:32:18,951
[maggie]: his
5525
00:32:19,021 --> 00:32:19,261
[juliet_hahn]: always
5526
00:32:19,051 --> 00:32:19,431
[maggie]: physical
5527
00:32:19,362 --> 00:32:19,722
[juliet_hahn]: athletic
5528
00:32:19,511 --> 00:32:19,952
[maggie]: abilities
5529
00:32:19,802 --> 00:32:20,203
[juliet_hahn]: he walked
5530
00:32:20,032 --> 00:32:20,213
[maggie]: he was
5531
00:32:20,283 --> 00:32:20,564
[juliet_hahn]: at like
5532
00:32:20,433 --> 00:32:21,114
[maggie]: always athletic
5533
00:32:21,064 --> 00:32:21,305
[juliet_hahn]: you know
5534
00:32:21,194 --> 00:32:21,595
[maggie]: he walked
5535
00:32:21,365 --> 00:32:21,886
[juliet_hahn]: nine months
5536
00:32:21,675 --> 00:32:21,956
[maggie]: it like
5537
00:32:22,246 --> 00:32:22,647
[juliet_hahn]: basically
5538
00:32:22,456 --> 00:32:22,697
[maggie]: you know
5539
00:32:22,707 --> 00:32:22,948
[juliet_hahn]: ran
5540
00:32:22,977 --> 00:32:23,178
[maggie]: nine
5541
00:32:23,148 --> 00:32:23,368
[juliet_hahn]: always
5542
00:32:23,218 --> 00:32:23,438
[maggie]: months
5543
00:32:23,428 --> 00:32:23,749
[juliet_hahn]: was able
5544
00:32:23,799 --> 00:32:24,179
[maggie]: basically
5545
00:32:23,809 --> 00:32:24,210
[juliet_hahn]: to do things
5546
00:32:24,239 --> 00:32:24,500
[maggie]: ran
5547
00:32:24,610 --> 00:32:24,690
[juliet_hahn]: so
5548
00:32:24,640 --> 00:32:24,860
[maggie]: always
5549
00:32:24,891 --> 00:32:24,931
[juliet_hahn]: i
5550
00:32:24,920 --> 00:32:25,001
[maggie]: was
5551
00:32:25,071 --> 00:32:25,231
[juliet_hahn]: knew
5552
00:32:25,081 --> 00:32:25,321
[maggie]: able to
5553
00:32:25,332 --> 00:32:25,392
[juliet_hahn]: it
5554
00:32:25,361 --> 00:32:25,441
[maggie]: do
5555
00:32:25,432 --> 00:32:25,512
[juliet_hahn]: was
5556
00:32:25,501 --> 00:32:25,682
[maggie]: things
5557
00:32:25,552 --> 00:32:26,253
[juliet_hahn]: something more
5558
00:32:26,062 --> 00:32:26,383
[maggie]: so i
5559
00:32:26,353 --> 00:32:26,614
[juliet_hahn]: that was
5560
00:32:26,523 --> 00:32:26,663
[maggie]: knew
5561
00:32:26,634 --> 00:32:26,954
[juliet_hahn]: holding
5562
00:32:26,764 --> 00:32:27,284
[maggie]: it was something
5563
00:32:26,994 --> 00:32:27,395
[juliet_hahn]: him back
5564
00:32:27,405 --> 00:32:27,665
[maggie]: more
5565
00:32:27,595 --> 00:32:28,056
[juliet_hahn]: innately
5566
00:32:27,785 --> 00:32:28,827
[maggie]: that was holding him back
5567
00:32:28,737 --> 00:32:29,138
[juliet_hahn]: so i think
5568
00:32:29,007 --> 00:32:29,448
[maggie]: innately
5569
00:32:29,178 --> 00:32:29,999
[juliet_hahn]: it's important also
5570
00:32:30,129 --> 00:32:30,209
[maggie]: so
5571
00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:30,340
[juliet_hahn]: us
5572
00:32:30,289 --> 00:32:30,530
[maggie]: i think
5573
00:32:30,400 --> 00:32:30,700
[juliet_hahn]: to know
5574
00:32:30,570 --> 00:32:31,111
[maggie]: it's important
5575
00:32:30,861 --> 00:32:31,462
[juliet_hahn]: ourselves
5576
00:32:31,211 --> 00:32:32,112
[maggie]: also for us to know
5577
00:32:32,003 --> 00:32:32,323
[juliet_hahn]: to know
5578
00:32:32,293 --> 00:32:32,894
[maggie]: ourselves
5579
00:32:32,564 --> 00:32:33,445
[juliet_hahn]: if again if e're
5580
00:32:33,455 --> 00:32:33,535
[maggie]: to
5581
00:32:33,485 --> 00:32:33,866
[juliet_hahn]: a parent
5582
00:32:33,595 --> 00:32:33,775
[maggie]: know
5583
00:32:33,946 --> 00:32:34,627
[juliet_hahn]: raising a child
5584
00:32:34,396 --> 00:32:34,717
[maggie]: again if
5585
00:32:34,687 --> 00:32:34,787
[juliet_hahn]: that
5586
00:32:34,757 --> 00:32:34,897
[maggie]: we're
5587
00:32:34,867 --> 00:32:35,088
[juliet_hahn]: seems
5588
00:32:34,917 --> 00:32:35,298
[maggie]: a parent
5589
00:32:35,128 --> 00:32:35,529
[juliet_hahn]: that they're
5590
00:32:35,378 --> 00:32:35,698
[maggie]: raising
5591
00:32:35,549 --> 00:32:35,769
[juliet_hahn]: a little
5592
00:32:35,759 --> 00:32:36,079
[maggie]: a child
5593
00:32:35,849 --> 00:32:36,150
[juliet_hahn]: anxious
5594
00:32:36,119 --> 00:32:36,520
[maggie]: that seems
5595
00:32:36,490 --> 00:32:36,751
[juliet_hahn]: and that
5596
00:32:36,800 --> 00:32:36,981
[maggie]: they're
5597
00:32:36,811 --> 00:32:37,191
[juliet_hahn]: is where
5598
00:32:37,001 --> 00:32:38,183
[maggie]: a little anxious and that
5599
00:32:38,133 --> 00:32:38,393
[juliet_hahn]: again
5600
00:32:38,263 --> 00:32:38,623
[maggie]: is where
5601
00:32:38,473 --> 00:32:39,515
[juliet_hahn]: i'm not toting my own horn
5602
00:32:39,565 --> 00:32:39,825
[maggie]: again
5603
00:32:39,615 --> 00:32:39,876
[juliet_hahn]: i just
5604
00:32:39,925 --> 00:32:40,006
[maggie]: i'm
5605
00:32:39,936 --> 00:32:40,296
[juliet_hahn]: innately
5606
00:32:40,046 --> 00:32:40,446
[maggie]: not tuning
5607
00:32:40,337 --> 00:32:40,417
[juliet_hahn]: was
5608
00:32:40,486 --> 00:32:40,526
[maggie]: my
5609
00:32:40,577 --> 00:32:40,717
[juliet_hahn]: able
5610
00:32:40,607 --> 00:32:40,947
[maggie]: own horn
5611
00:32:40,777 --> 00:32:41,018
[juliet_hahn]: to do
5612
00:32:41,047 --> 00:32:41,067
[maggie]: i
5613
00:32:41,098 --> 00:32:41,158
[juliet_hahn]: it
5614
00:32:41,168 --> 00:32:41,288
[maggie]: just
5615
00:32:41,238 --> 00:32:41,318
[juliet_hahn]: but
5616
00:32:41,368 --> 00:32:41,728
[maggie]: innately
5617
00:32:41,418 --> 00:32:41,719
[juliet_hahn]: if you're
5618
00:32:42,009 --> 00:32:42,249
[maggie]: able to
5619
00:32:42,240 --> 00:32:42,540
[juliet_hahn]: fused
5620
00:32:42,329 --> 00:32:42,570
[maggie]: do it
5621
00:32:42,620 --> 00:32:42,660
[juliet_hahn]: or
5622
00:32:42,630 --> 00:32:42,730
[maggie]: but
5623
00:32:42,761 --> 00:32:42,921
[juliet_hahn]: not
5624
00:32:42,830 --> 00:32:43,131
[maggie]: if you're
5625
00:32:43,121 --> 00:32:43,602
[juliet_hahn]: go seek
5626
00:32:43,491 --> 00:32:43,972
[maggie]: confused
5627
00:32:43,682 --> 00:32:44,083
[juliet_hahn]: professional
5628
00:32:44,032 --> 00:32:44,112
[maggie]: or
5629
00:32:44,123 --> 00:32:44,223
[juliet_hahn]: help
5630
00:32:44,173 --> 00:32:44,333
[maggie]: not
5631
00:32:44,243 --> 00:32:44,423
[juliet_hahn]: there's
5632
00:32:44,553 --> 00:32:44,653
[maggie]: go
5633
00:32:44,724 --> 00:32:44,964
[juliet_hahn]: nothing
5634
00:32:44,854 --> 00:32:45,034
[maggie]: seek
5635
00:32:45,004 --> 00:32:45,205
[juliet_hahn]: wrong
5636
00:32:45,094 --> 00:32:45,515
[maggie]: professional
5637
00:32:45,245 --> 00:32:45,786
[juliet_hahn]: with asking
5638
00:32:45,535 --> 00:32:45,855
[maggie]: help there's
5639
00:32:45,866 --> 00:32:46,126
[juliet_hahn]: someone
5640
00:32:46,156 --> 00:32:46,376
[maggie]: nothing
5641
00:32:46,206 --> 00:32:46,367
[juliet_hahn]: hey
5642
00:32:46,436 --> 00:32:47,218
[maggie]: wrong with asking
5643
00:32:46,968 --> 00:32:47,408
[juliet_hahn]: my child
5644
00:32:47,298 --> 00:32:47,558
[maggie]: someone
5645
00:32:47,468 --> 00:32:47,669
[juliet_hahn]: seems
5646
00:32:47,638 --> 00:32:47,799
[maggie]: hey
5647
00:32:47,729 --> 00:32:48,510
[juliet_hahn]: a little this doesn't
5648
00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:48,480
[maggie]: my
5649
00:32:48,530 --> 00:32:48,650
[juliet_hahn]: mean
5650
00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:48,840
[maggie]: child
5651
00:32:48,690 --> 00:32:49,091
[juliet_hahn]: your child
5652
00:32:48,900 --> 00:32:49,181
[maggie]: seems a
5653
00:32:49,171 --> 00:32:49,332
[juliet_hahn]: needs
5654
00:32:49,221 --> 00:32:49,421
[maggie]: little
5655
00:32:49,372 --> 00:32:49,692
[juliet_hahn]: therapy
5656
00:32:49,481 --> 00:32:49,922
[maggie]: this doesn't
5657
00:32:49,792 --> 00:32:49,933
[juliet_hahn]: right
5658
00:32:49,962 --> 00:32:50,082
[maggie]: mean
5659
00:32:49,993 --> 00:32:50,153
[juliet_hahn]: now
5660
00:32:50,122 --> 00:32:50,243
[maggie]: your
5661
00:32:50,253 --> 00:32:50,353
[juliet_hahn]: but
5662
00:32:50,283 --> 00:32:50,543
[maggie]: child
5663
00:32:50,513 --> 00:32:50,634
[juliet_hahn]: you
5664
00:32:50,603 --> 00:32:50,764
[maggie]: needs
5665
00:32:50,734 --> 00:32:50,914
[juliet_hahn]: might
5666
00:32:50,804 --> 00:32:51,144
[maggie]: therapy
5667
00:32:50,994 --> 00:32:51,195
[juliet_hahn]: need
5668
00:32:51,224 --> 00:32:51,565
[maggie]: right now
5669
00:32:51,595 --> 00:32:52,036
[juliet_hahn]: direction
5670
00:32:51,685 --> 00:32:52,046
[maggie]: but you
5671
00:32:52,156 --> 00:32:52,397
[juliet_hahn]: into
5672
00:32:52,166 --> 00:32:52,627
[maggie]: might need
5673
00:32:52,777 --> 00:32:52,897
[juliet_hahn]: how
5674
00:32:53,007 --> 00:32:53,448
[maggie]: direction
5675
00:32:53,078 --> 00:32:53,539
[juliet_hahn]: to you
5676
00:32:53,568 --> 00:32:53,728
[maggie]: into
5677
00:32:53,579 --> 00:32:53,679
[juliet_hahn]: know
5678
00:32:54,149 --> 00:32:54,289
[maggie]: how
5679
00:32:54,440 --> 00:32:54,781
[juliet_hahn]: handle
5680
00:32:54,490 --> 00:32:54,910
[maggie]: to you
5681
00:32:54,841 --> 00:32:54,981
[juliet_hahn]: those
5682
00:32:54,951 --> 00:32:55,091
[maggie]: know
5683
00:32:55,021 --> 00:32:55,822
[juliet_hahn]: situations so
5684
00:32:55,852 --> 00:32:56,373
[maggie]: handle those
5685
00:32:56,343 --> 00:32:56,443
[juliet_hahn]: as
5686
00:32:56,433 --> 00:32:57,034
[maggie]: situations
5687
00:32:56,483 --> 00:32:57,185
[juliet_hahn]: you said abby
5688
00:32:57,134 --> 00:32:57,234
[maggie]: so
5689
00:32:57,685 --> 00:32:57,826
[juliet_hahn]: your
5690
00:32:57,755 --> 00:32:57,996
[maggie]: as you
5691
00:32:57,966 --> 00:32:58,427
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
5692
00:32:58,056 --> 00:32:58,597
[maggie]: said abby
5693
00:32:58,507 --> 00:32:59,088
[juliet_hahn]: started taking
5694
00:32:59,097 --> 00:32:59,258
[maggie]: your
5695
00:32:59,188 --> 00:32:59,448
[juliet_hahn]: over your
5696
00:32:59,378 --> 00:32:59,839
[maggie]: anxiety
5697
00:32:59,508 --> 00:32:59,989
[juliet_hahn]: life you were
5698
00:32:59,919 --> 00:33:00,179
[maggie]: started
5699
00:33:00,029 --> 00:33:00,210
[juliet_hahn]: hooked
5700
00:33:00,239 --> 00:33:00,500
[maggie]: taking
5701
00:33:00,250 --> 00:33:00,590
[juliet_hahn]: up to you and
5702
00:33:00,580 --> 00:33:00,720
[maggie]: over
5703
00:33:00,610 --> 00:33:00,791
[juliet_hahn]: that's
5704
00:33:00,760 --> 00:33:00,860
[maggie]: your
5705
00:33:00,851 --> 00:33:01,071
[juliet_hahn]: probably
5706
00:33:00,920 --> 00:33:01,121
[maggie]: life
5707
00:33:01,091 --> 00:33:01,191
[juliet_hahn]: your
5708
00:33:01,181 --> 00:33:01,241
[maggie]: you
5709
00:33:01,251 --> 00:33:01,291
[juliet_hahn]: o
5710
00:33:01,301 --> 00:33:01,401
[maggie]: were
5711
00:33:01,392 --> 00:33:01,412
[juliet_hahn]: c
5712
00:33:01,441 --> 00:33:01,622
[maggie]: hooked
5713
00:33:01,572 --> 00:33:01,592
[juliet_hahn]: d
5714
00:33:01,662 --> 00:33:01,882
[maggie]: up to you
5715
00:33:01,872 --> 00:33:02,073
[juliet_hahn]: also
5716
00:33:01,922 --> 00:33:02,203
[maggie]: and that's
5717
00:33:02,153 --> 00:33:02,233
[juliet_hahn]: was
5718
00:33:02,263 --> 00:33:02,483
[maggie]: probably
5719
00:33:02,293 --> 00:33:02,554
[juliet_hahn]: playing a
5720
00:33:02,523 --> 00:33:02,603
[maggie]: your
5721
00:33:02,594 --> 00:33:02,694
[juliet_hahn]: big
5722
00:33:02,663 --> 00:33:02,683
[maggie]: o
5723
00:33:02,754 --> 00:33:02,934
[juliet_hahn]: fact
5724
00:33:02,804 --> 00:33:03,024
[maggie]: c d
5725
00:33:03,034 --> 00:33:03,295
[juliet_hahn]: it was like
5726
00:33:03,304 --> 00:33:03,505
[maggie]: also
5727
00:33:03,355 --> 00:33:03,655
[juliet_hahn]: oh my god
5728
00:33:03,565 --> 00:33:03,665
[maggie]: was
5729
00:33:03,695 --> 00:33:03,715
[juliet_hahn]: i
5730
00:33:03,705 --> 00:33:03,905
[maggie]: playing
5731
00:33:03,756 --> 00:33:03,996
[juliet_hahn]: need to
5732
00:33:03,945 --> 00:33:04,126
[maggie]: a big
5733
00:33:04,016 --> 00:33:04,557
[juliet_hahn]: see this i need
5734
00:33:04,466 --> 00:33:04,607
[maggie]: it was
5735
00:33:04,597 --> 00:33:04,657
[juliet_hahn]: to
5736
00:33:04,643 --> 00:33:05,213
[abbe_greenberg]: absolutely
5737
00:33:04,647 --> 00:33:04,727
[maggie]: like
5738
00:33:04,677 --> 00:33:04,998
[juliet_hahn]: see this
5739
00:33:05,127 --> 00:33:05,388
[maggie]: i need to
5740
00:33:05,398 --> 00:33:05,478
[juliet_hahn]: and
5741
00:33:05,428 --> 00:33:05,548
[maggie]: see
5742
00:33:05,518 --> 00:33:05,619
[juliet_hahn]: then
5743
00:33:05,588 --> 00:33:05,708
[maggie]: this
5744
00:33:05,659 --> 00:33:05,839
[juliet_hahn]: it was
5745
00:33:05,829 --> 00:33:05,889
[maggie]: we
5746
00:33:05,879 --> 00:33:06,019
[juliet_hahn]: this
5747
00:33:06,089 --> 00:33:06,209
[maggie]: see
5748
00:33:06,140 --> 00:33:06,482
[juliet_hahn]: piral
5749
00:33:06,249 --> 00:33:06,390
[maggie]: this
5750
00:33:06,522 --> 00:33:06,884
[juliet_hahn]: where you
5751
00:33:06,790 --> 00:33:07,011
[maggie]: and then
5752
00:33:06,944 --> 00:33:07,165
[juliet_hahn]: couldn't
5753
00:33:07,051 --> 00:33:07,231
[maggie]: it was
5754
00:33:07,226 --> 00:33:07,326
[juliet_hahn]: get
5755
00:33:07,271 --> 00:33:07,872
[maggie]: the spiral
5756
00:33:07,487 --> 00:33:07,829
[juliet_hahn]: out from
5757
00:33:07,933 --> 00:33:08,594
[maggie]: where you couldn't
5758
00:33:08,392 --> 00:33:08,714
[juliet_hahn]: out of your
5759
00:33:08,654 --> 00:33:08,754
[maggie]: get
5760
00:33:08,754 --> 00:33:08,835
[juliet_hahn]: own
5761
00:33:08,914 --> 00:33:09,035
[maggie]: out
5762
00:33:08,915 --> 00:33:09,076
[juliet_hahn]: way
5763
00:33:09,135 --> 00:33:10,457
[maggie]: from out of your own way
5764
00:33:10,613 --> 00:33:11,122
[abbe_greenberg]: absolutely
5765
00:33:11,320 --> 00:33:11,829
[maggie]: absolutely
5766
00:33:11,680 --> 00:33:11,820
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
5767
00:33:12,809 --> 00:33:14,472
[maggie]: luteyaso
5768
00:33:12,962 --> 00:33:15,005
[juliet_hahn]: so then thank you for sharing with
that because i know it
5769
00:33:15,033 --> 00:33:15,253
[maggie]: thank you
5770
00:33:15,185 --> 00:33:15,366
[juliet_hahn]: i mean
5771
00:33:15,293 --> 00:33:15,373
[maggie]: for
5772
00:33:15,386 --> 00:33:15,406
[juliet_hahn]: i
5773
00:33:15,433 --> 00:33:15,654
[maggie]: sharing
5774
00:33:15,466 --> 00:33:15,706
[juliet_hahn]: know you
5775
00:33:15,694 --> 00:33:15,794
[maggie]: with
5776
00:33:15,746 --> 00:33:15,867
[juliet_hahn]: guys
5777
00:33:15,814 --> 00:33:16,075
[maggie]: that because
5778
00:33:15,947 --> 00:33:16,067
[juliet_hahn]: talk
5779
00:33:16,095 --> 00:33:16,115
[maggie]: i
5780
00:33:16,147 --> 00:33:16,307
[juliet_hahn]: about
5781
00:33:16,175 --> 00:33:16,295
[maggie]: know
5782
00:33:16,347 --> 00:33:16,448
[juliet_hahn]: this
5783
00:33:16,355 --> 00:33:16,475
[maggie]: it's
5784
00:33:16,508 --> 00:33:16,588
[juliet_hahn]: but
5785
00:33:16,595 --> 00:33:16,615
[maggie]: i
5786
00:33:16,608 --> 00:33:16,728
[juliet_hahn]: it's
5787
00:33:16,655 --> 00:33:16,776
[maggie]: mean
5788
00:33:16,748 --> 00:33:16,848
[juliet_hahn]: not
5789
00:33:16,816 --> 00:33:16,976
[maggie]: i know
5790
00:33:16,908 --> 00:33:17,089
[juliet_hahn]: always
5791
00:33:17,016 --> 00:33:17,116
[maggie]: you
5792
00:33:17,149 --> 00:33:17,269
[juliet_hahn]: fun
5793
00:33:17,156 --> 00:33:17,497
[maggie]: guys talk
5794
00:33:17,369 --> 00:33:17,429
[juliet_hahn]: to
5795
00:33:17,557 --> 00:33:17,717
[maggie]: about
5796
00:33:17,650 --> 00:33:17,710
[juliet_hahn]: go
5797
00:33:17,757 --> 00:33:17,878
[maggie]: this
5798
00:33:17,810 --> 00:33:17,990
[juliet_hahn]: back
5799
00:33:17,918 --> 00:33:18,138
[maggie]: but it's
5800
00:33:18,070 --> 00:33:18,150
[juliet_hahn]: to
5801
00:33:18,158 --> 00:33:18,258
[maggie]: not
5802
00:33:18,190 --> 00:33:18,371
[juliet_hahn]: those
5803
00:33:18,318 --> 00:33:18,719
[maggie]: always fun
5804
00:33:18,591 --> 00:33:18,791
[juliet_hahn]: those
5805
00:33:18,779 --> 00:33:18,859
[maggie]: to
5806
00:33:18,872 --> 00:33:19,412
[juliet_hahn]: situations
5807
00:33:19,059 --> 00:33:19,360
[maggie]: go back
5808
00:33:19,432 --> 00:33:19,553
[juliet_hahn]: where
5809
00:33:19,440 --> 00:33:19,761
[maggie]: to those
5810
00:33:19,593 --> 00:33:20,134
[juliet_hahn]: it's like okay
5811
00:33:19,981 --> 00:33:20,782
[maggie]: those situations
5812
00:33:20,274 --> 00:33:20,815
[juliet_hahn]: yeah this is
5813
00:33:20,802 --> 00:33:20,943
[maggie]: where
5814
00:33:20,855 --> 00:33:21,015
[juliet_hahn]: where
5815
00:33:20,983 --> 00:33:21,223
[maggie]: it's like
5816
00:33:21,115 --> 00:33:21,336
[juliet_hahn]: you know
5817
00:33:21,323 --> 00:33:22,085
[maggie]: okay yeah this
5818
00:33:22,057 --> 00:33:22,197
[juliet_hahn]: this
5819
00:33:22,145 --> 00:33:22,205
[maggie]: is
5820
00:33:22,237 --> 00:33:22,297
[juliet_hahn]: is
5821
00:33:22,245 --> 00:33:22,425
[maggie]: where
5822
00:33:22,317 --> 00:33:22,498
[juliet_hahn]: where it
5823
00:33:22,485 --> 00:33:22,565
[maggie]: you
5824
00:33:22,538 --> 00:33:22,638
[juliet_hahn]: all
5825
00:33:22,605 --> 00:33:22,706
[maggie]: know
5826
00:33:22,678 --> 00:33:23,279
[juliet_hahn]: kind of started
5827
00:33:23,447 --> 00:33:24,188
[maggie]: this is where it all kind
5828
00:33:24,083 --> 00:33:24,244
[juliet_hahn]: um
5829
00:33:24,208 --> 00:33:24,689
[maggie]: of start and
5830
00:33:24,849 --> 00:33:24,869
[juliet_hahn]: m
5831
00:33:25,163 --> 00:33:25,985
[abbe_greenberg]: it's hard stuff
5832
00:33:25,872 --> 00:33:25,992
[maggie]: it's
5833
00:33:26,065 --> 00:33:26,185
[abbe_greenberg]: but
5834
00:33:26,072 --> 00:33:26,293
[maggie]: hard
5835
00:33:26,245 --> 00:33:26,466
[abbe_greenberg]: by the
5836
00:33:26,433 --> 00:33:26,694
[maggie]: stuff
5837
00:33:26,506 --> 00:33:27,068
[abbe_greenberg]: same token
5838
00:33:26,794 --> 00:33:27,395
[maggie]: but by the same
5839
00:33:27,408 --> 00:33:27,509
[abbe_greenberg]: the
5840
00:33:27,435 --> 00:33:27,776
[maggie]: token
5841
00:33:27,569 --> 00:33:28,210
[abbe_greenberg]: more i share
5842
00:33:28,137 --> 00:33:28,478
[maggie]: the more
5843
00:33:28,311 --> 00:33:28,571
[abbe_greenberg]: it the
5844
00:33:28,538 --> 00:33:28,558
[maggie]: i
5845
00:33:28,591 --> 00:33:28,732
[abbe_greenberg]: more
5846
00:33:28,698 --> 00:33:28,919
[maggie]: share
5847
00:33:28,792 --> 00:33:29,052
[abbe_greenberg]: people
5848
00:33:29,039 --> 00:33:29,259
[maggie]: it the
5849
00:33:29,213 --> 00:33:29,594
[abbe_greenberg]: contact
5850
00:33:29,320 --> 00:33:29,741
[maggie]: more people
5851
00:33:29,674 --> 00:33:30,015
[abbe_greenberg]: me and say
5852
00:33:29,941 --> 00:33:30,282
[maggie]: contact
5853
00:33:30,095 --> 00:33:30,456
[abbe_greenberg]: thank you
5854
00:33:30,402 --> 00:33:30,583
[maggie]: me and
5855
00:33:30,616 --> 00:33:30,977
[abbe_greenberg]: because
5856
00:33:30,643 --> 00:33:31,164
[maggie]: say thank you
5857
00:33:31,258 --> 00:33:31,519
[abbe_greenberg]: i thought
5858
00:33:31,364 --> 00:33:31,705
[maggie]: because
5859
00:33:31,559 --> 00:33:32,000
[abbe_greenberg]: i was the only
5860
00:33:31,986 --> 00:33:32,006
[maggie]: i
5861
00:33:32,010 --> 00:33:32,170
[juliet_hahn]: right
5862
00:33:32,046 --> 00:33:32,246
[maggie]: thought
5863
00:33:32,100 --> 00:33:32,200
[abbe_greenberg]: one
5864
00:33:32,286 --> 00:33:32,567
[maggie]: i was in
5865
00:33:32,531 --> 00:33:33,913
[juliet_hahn]: which is so important that's why story
5866
00:33:33,919 --> 00:33:34,060
[maggie]: which
5867
00:33:33,993 --> 00:33:34,314
[juliet_hahn]: telling
5868
00:33:34,100 --> 00:33:34,621
[maggie]: is so important
5869
00:33:34,514 --> 00:33:34,594
[juliet_hahn]: is
5870
00:33:34,641 --> 00:33:34,801
[maggie]: that's
5871
00:33:34,714 --> 00:33:34,834
[juliet_hahn]: so
5872
00:33:34,841 --> 00:33:34,921
[maggie]: why
5873
00:33:34,955 --> 00:33:35,315
[juliet_hahn]: important
5874
00:33:35,041 --> 00:33:35,302
[maggie]: story
5875
00:33:35,335 --> 00:33:35,516
[juliet_hahn]: that's
5876
00:33:35,382 --> 00:33:35,702
[maggie]: telling
5877
00:33:35,536 --> 00:33:35,976
[juliet_hahn]: why i love
5878
00:33:35,903 --> 00:33:35,963
[maggie]: is
5879
00:33:36,036 --> 00:33:36,257
[juliet_hahn]: having
5880
00:33:36,083 --> 00:33:36,203
[maggie]: so
5881
00:33:36,317 --> 00:33:36,337
[juliet_hahn]: a
5882
00:33:36,323 --> 00:33:36,684
[maggie]: important
5883
00:33:36,397 --> 00:33:36,898
[juliet_hahn]: platform
5884
00:33:36,724 --> 00:33:37,646
[maggie]: that's why i love having
5885
00:33:37,439 --> 00:33:38,020
[juliet_hahn]: my podcast
5886
00:33:37,686 --> 00:33:38,287
[maggie]: a platform
5887
00:33:38,060 --> 00:33:38,901
[juliet_hahn]: where i can have
5888
00:33:38,808 --> 00:33:38,888
[maggie]: my
5889
00:33:38,981 --> 00:33:39,222
[juliet_hahn]: people
5890
00:33:38,988 --> 00:33:39,389
[maggie]: podcast
5891
00:33:39,402 --> 00:33:39,502
[juliet_hahn]: on
5892
00:33:39,429 --> 00:33:39,569
[maggie]: where
5893
00:33:39,602 --> 00:33:39,743
[juliet_hahn]: like
5894
00:33:39,629 --> 00:33:39,809
[maggie]: i can
5895
00:33:39,823 --> 00:33:40,223
[juliet_hahn]: you guys
5896
00:33:40,070 --> 00:33:40,611
[maggie]: have people
5897
00:33:40,384 --> 00:33:40,784
[juliet_hahn]: to share
5898
00:33:40,791 --> 00:33:40,871
[maggie]: on
5899
00:33:40,864 --> 00:33:40,985
[juliet_hahn]: your
5900
00:33:40,991 --> 00:33:41,151
[maggie]: like
5901
00:33:41,065 --> 00:33:41,405
[juliet_hahn]: stories
5902
00:33:41,212 --> 00:33:41,592
[maggie]: you guys
5903
00:33:41,445 --> 00:33:41,926
[juliet_hahn]: because again
5904
00:33:41,772 --> 00:33:42,373
[maggie]: to share your
5905
00:33:42,387 --> 00:33:42,748
[juliet_hahn]: stories
5906
00:33:42,454 --> 00:33:42,794
[maggie]: stories
5907
00:33:42,808 --> 00:33:43,108
[juliet_hahn]: connect
5908
00:33:42,854 --> 00:33:43,295
[maggie]: because again
5909
00:33:43,208 --> 00:33:43,890
[juliet_hahn]: us store
5910
00:33:43,776 --> 00:33:44,116
[maggie]: stories
5911
00:33:44,090 --> 00:33:44,330
[juliet_hahn]: teach
5912
00:33:44,197 --> 00:33:44,477
[maggie]: connect
5913
00:33:44,410 --> 00:33:44,511
[juliet_hahn]: us
5914
00:33:44,597 --> 00:33:44,697
[maggie]: us
5915
00:33:44,711 --> 00:33:45,212
[juliet_hahn]: and stories
5916
00:33:45,118 --> 00:33:45,379
[maggie]: stories
5917
00:33:45,352 --> 00:33:45,592
[juliet_hahn]: also
5918
00:33:45,459 --> 00:33:45,679
[maggie]: teach
5919
00:33:45,733 --> 00:33:45,893
[juliet_hahn]: help
5920
00:33:45,759 --> 00:33:45,879
[maggie]: us
5921
00:33:46,053 --> 00:33:46,434
[juliet_hahn]: educate
5922
00:33:46,060 --> 00:33:46,581
[maggie]: and stories
5923
00:33:46,494 --> 00:33:46,754
[juliet_hahn]: us and
5924
00:33:46,721 --> 00:33:46,961
[maggie]: also
5925
00:33:46,814 --> 00:33:47,095
[juliet_hahn]: move us
5926
00:33:47,101 --> 00:33:47,262
[maggie]: help
5927
00:33:47,175 --> 00:33:47,475
[juliet_hahn]: forward
5928
00:33:47,422 --> 00:33:47,803
[maggie]: educate
5929
00:33:47,556 --> 00:33:47,676
[juliet_hahn]: so
5930
00:33:47,863 --> 00:33:48,323
[maggie]: us and move
5931
00:33:48,197 --> 00:33:48,377
[juliet_hahn]: thank
5932
00:33:48,384 --> 00:33:48,464
[maggie]: us
5933
00:33:48,417 --> 00:33:48,517
[juliet_hahn]: you
5934
00:33:48,544 --> 00:33:48,844
[maggie]: forward
5935
00:33:48,597 --> 00:33:49,178
[juliet_hahn]: and so maggie
5936
00:33:48,944 --> 00:33:49,045
[maggie]: so
5937
00:33:49,218 --> 00:33:49,499
[juliet_hahn]: can you
5938
00:33:49,565 --> 00:33:49,746
[maggie]: thank
5939
00:33:49,599 --> 00:33:49,779
[juliet_hahn]: share
5940
00:33:49,786 --> 00:33:49,886
[maggie]: you
5941
00:33:49,819 --> 00:33:49,940
[juliet_hahn]: with
5942
00:33:49,966 --> 00:33:50,146
[maggie]: and so
5943
00:33:50,080 --> 00:33:50,200
[juliet_hahn]: us
5944
00:33:50,247 --> 00:33:50,848
[maggie]: maggie can you
5945
00:33:50,781 --> 00:33:50,941
[juliet_hahn]: when
5946
00:33:50,968 --> 00:33:51,128
[maggie]: share
5947
00:33:51,041 --> 00:33:51,182
[juliet_hahn]: you
5948
00:33:51,188 --> 00:33:51,308
[maggie]: with
5949
00:33:51,262 --> 00:33:51,723
[juliet_hahn]: realized
5950
00:33:51,449 --> 00:33:51,589
[maggie]: us
5951
00:33:51,903 --> 00:33:52,203
[juliet_hahn]: okay
5952
00:33:52,270 --> 00:33:53,171
[maggie]: when you realized
5953
00:33:52,905 --> 00:33:53,345
[juliet_hahn]: you know this
5954
00:33:53,332 --> 00:33:53,592
[maggie]: okay
5955
00:33:53,425 --> 00:33:54,367
[juliet_hahn]: is a little bit too much i
know
5956
00:33:54,313 --> 00:33:54,373
[maggie]: you
5957
00:33:54,407 --> 00:33:54,507
[juliet_hahn]: you
5958
00:33:54,434 --> 00:33:54,554
[maggie]: know
5959
00:33:54,587 --> 00:33:54,888
[juliet_hahn]: started
5960
00:33:54,614 --> 00:33:55,415
[maggie]: this is a little bit too
5961
00:33:55,409 --> 00:33:55,489
[juliet_hahn]: you
5962
00:33:55,435 --> 00:33:55,555
[maggie]: much
5963
00:33:55,569 --> 00:33:55,869
[juliet_hahn]: started
5964
00:33:55,836 --> 00:33:56,277
[maggie]: you started
5965
00:33:56,050 --> 00:33:56,775
[juliet_hahn]: do that as well
5966
00:33:56,798 --> 00:33:57,258
[maggie]: you started
5967
00:33:57,177 --> 00:33:57,237
[juliet_hahn]: or
5968
00:33:57,298 --> 00:33:57,338
[maggie]: to
5969
00:33:57,318 --> 00:33:57,479
[juliet_hahn]: yours
5970
00:33:57,479 --> 00:33:57,559
[maggie]: and
5971
00:33:57,539 --> 00:33:57,921
[juliet_hahn]: was a little
5972
00:33:57,799 --> 00:33:58,140
[maggie]: as well
5973
00:33:57,941 --> 00:33:58,384
[juliet_hahn]: bit before
5974
00:33:58,941 --> 00:34:02,567
[maggie]: was a little bit before yeah i
was a little bit earlier than abby but
5975
00:34:02,627 --> 00:34:08,958
[maggie]: now but i as i got into
my twenties when my father passed away and
5976
00:34:09,579 --> 00:34:14,066
[maggie]: about six months after that which is
a very common like about six to eighteen
5977
00:34:14,146 --> 00:34:14,788
[maggie]: months after
5978
00:34:14,622 --> 00:34:14,703
[juliet_hahn]: ah
5979
00:34:14,868 --> 00:34:18,954
[maggie]: something like that happens is very common
for anxiety to get even worse
5980
00:34:18,963 --> 00:34:19,087
[juliet_hahn]: oh
5981
00:34:20,637 --> 00:34:24,887
[maggie]: because an t is really part of
the grief experience like it is really a
5982
00:34:25,140 --> 00:34:25,441
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
5983
00:34:25,488 --> 00:34:26,811
[maggie]: major part of the grief experience
5984
00:34:26,760 --> 00:34:27,041
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
5985
00:34:26,991 --> 00:34:32,512
[maggie]: and i was living in new york
city i always had loved to travel
5986
00:34:32,010 --> 00:34:32,940
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
5987
00:34:33,053 --> 00:34:33,875
[maggie]: and you
5988
00:34:33,870 --> 00:34:34,608
[juliet_hahn]: yea
5989
00:34:33,915 --> 00:34:36,058
[maggie]: know do things but i got to
the
5990
00:34:36,060 --> 00:34:37,140
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
5991
00:34:36,118 --> 00:34:39,424
[maggie]: point where i couldn't leave my apartment
basically
5992
00:34:39,060 --> 00:34:39,301
[juliet_hahn]: oh
5993
00:34:39,925 --> 00:34:43,310
[maggie]: i was and that was mainly because
of my folk as i had a phobia
5994
00:34:43,350 --> 00:34:45,855
[maggie]: of the elevator i lived on the
sixteenth
5995
00:34:45,560 --> 00:34:45,721
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
5996
00:34:45,955 --> 00:34:49,601
[maggie]: floor i had a phobia of the
subway you know i had to write the
5997
00:34:49,661 --> 00:34:51,204
[maggie]: subway every day i had
5998
00:34:51,720 --> 00:34:51,921
[juliet_hahn]: yes
5999
00:34:52,586 --> 00:34:54,629
[maggie]: major phobia about any kind of driving
6000
00:34:54,682 --> 00:34:54,824
[juliet_hahn]: eh
6001
00:34:55,230 --> 00:34:58,896
[maggie]: being in a car driving particularly driving
in the rain
6002
00:34:59,259 --> 00:34:59,280
[juliet_hahn]: m
6003
00:34:59,397 --> 00:34:59,838
[maggie]: we have some
6004
00:34:59,781 --> 00:34:59,901
[juliet_hahn]: ah
6005
00:34:59,898 --> 00:35:02,683
[maggie]: funny stories about that but and
6006
00:35:02,592 --> 00:35:02,994
[abbe_greenberg]: remember my
6007
00:35:03,143 --> 00:35:03,885
[maggie]: so it was like
6008
00:35:04,350 --> 00:35:04,511
[juliet_hahn]: yes
6009
00:35:04,987 --> 00:35:07,610
[maggie]: well yes yes abby's wedding day were
6010
00:35:07,770 --> 00:35:09,960
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
6011
00:35:08,371 --> 00:35:11,535
[maggie]: it was the only time in our
entire life where she actually
6012
00:35:11,430 --> 00:35:11,632
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
6013
00:35:11,635 --> 00:35:15,961
[maggie]: cursed at me because i would start
it was just a little tiny bit
6014
00:35:16,020 --> 00:35:16,384
[juliet_hahn]: oh
6015
00:35:16,021 --> 00:35:21,209
[maggie]: of rain and it was like just
sprinkles and i started to freak out and
6016
00:35:21,249 --> 00:35:22,952
[maggie]: of course she was freaking out because
it was her
6017
00:35:22,922 --> 00:35:23,144
[juliet_hahn]: right
6018
00:35:23,012 --> 00:35:24,254
[maggie]: wedding day and
6019
00:35:25,152 --> 00:35:26,262
[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
6020
00:35:25,657 --> 00:35:29,844
[maggie]: she was like me quiet or get
the f out of this car i have
6021
00:35:29,924 --> 00:35:32,428
[maggie]: never heard her curse at me you
know
6022
00:35:32,466 --> 00:35:32,667
[juliet_hahn]: right
6023
00:35:32,488 --> 00:35:32,869
[maggie]: before
6024
00:35:32,634 --> 00:35:32,715
[abbe_greenberg]: ah
6025
00:35:33,029 --> 00:35:35,012
[maggie]: or since i was quiet
6026
00:35:34,902 --> 00:35:35,606
[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
6027
00:35:35,253 --> 00:35:35,734
[maggie]: i was quiet
6028
00:35:35,791 --> 00:35:37,193
[juliet_hahn]: i was going to say what happened
did you get a
6029
00:35:37,196 --> 00:35:37,557
[maggie]: i was gonna
6030
00:35:37,453 --> 00:35:37,754
[juliet_hahn]: card
6031
00:35:37,597 --> 00:35:37,677
[maggie]: say
6032
00:35:37,692 --> 00:35:37,853
[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
6033
00:35:37,777 --> 00:35:38,198
[maggie]: what happened
6034
00:35:38,155 --> 00:35:38,215
[juliet_hahn]: to
6035
00:35:38,238 --> 00:35:38,318
[maggie]: did
6036
00:35:38,335 --> 00:35:38,415
[juliet_hahn]: you
6037
00:35:38,358 --> 00:35:38,418
[maggie]: you
6038
00:35:38,455 --> 00:35:38,575
[juliet_hahn]: shut
6039
00:35:38,458 --> 00:35:38,638
[maggie]: get it
6040
00:35:38,615 --> 00:35:39,036
[juliet_hahn]: the fuck up
6041
00:35:39,079 --> 00:35:40,021
[maggie]: no no i was playing
6042
00:35:40,062 --> 00:35:40,363
[abbe_greenberg]: yuh
6043
00:35:40,642 --> 00:35:42,385
[maggie]: i did i did and
6044
00:35:42,300 --> 00:35:42,642
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
6045
00:35:43,206 --> 00:35:47,754
[maggie]: but you know i really had gotten
to the point where you know i call
6046
00:35:47,834 --> 00:35:51,520
[maggie]: it the outurns we call it the
turns where i started to go somewhere and
6047
00:35:52,141 --> 00:35:54,204
[maggie]: and i couldn't i could not go
and
6048
00:35:54,279 --> 00:35:54,300
[juliet_hahn]: m
6049
00:35:54,525 --> 00:36:00,395
[maggie]: i would turn around you know i
lost friends that way i you know definitely
6050
00:36:01,096 --> 00:36:04,131
[maggie]: my career i took on a much
6051
00:36:03,939 --> 00:36:03,960
[juliet_hahn]: m
6052
00:36:04,251 --> 00:36:09,720
[maggie]: lesser job because i knew i couldn't
always get there i was really the phobias
6053
00:36:09,820 --> 00:36:16,430
[maggie]: the panic attacks were horrendous i didn't
want to try i didn't you know i
6054
00:36:16,450 --> 00:36:19,293
[maggie]: didn't want to do anything but i
wanted to do things but i
6055
00:36:19,380 --> 00:36:20,160
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
6056
00:36:19,453 --> 00:36:22,816
[maggie]: felt like compelled to stay in my
apartment so i was really at a pretty
6057
00:36:23,417 --> 00:36:24,258
[maggie]: severe point
6058
00:36:24,558 --> 00:36:24,761
[juliet_hahn]: right
6059
00:36:25,329 --> 00:36:26,555
[maggie]: with panic and phobias
6060
00:36:26,310 --> 00:36:27,652
[juliet_hahn]: which is i mean
6061
00:36:27,769 --> 00:36:27,910
[maggie]: which
6062
00:36:27,832 --> 00:36:27,933
[juliet_hahn]: you
6063
00:36:27,950 --> 00:36:28,010
[maggie]: is
6064
00:36:27,993 --> 00:36:28,934
[juliet_hahn]: guys might know this or
6065
00:36:28,892 --> 00:36:29,092
[maggie]: i mean
6066
00:36:29,014 --> 00:36:29,175
[juliet_hahn]: might
6067
00:36:29,272 --> 00:36:29,393
[maggie]: you
6068
00:36:29,275 --> 00:36:29,495
[juliet_hahn]: not
6069
00:36:29,433 --> 00:36:29,593
[maggie]: guys
6070
00:36:29,595 --> 00:36:29,736
[juliet_hahn]: but
6071
00:36:29,713 --> 00:36:30,956
[maggie]: might know this or might not
6072
00:36:30,777 --> 00:36:30,958
[juliet_hahn]: why
6073
00:36:31,036 --> 00:36:31,156
[maggie]: but
6074
00:36:31,118 --> 00:36:31,919
[juliet_hahn]: do you think it
6075
00:36:32,239 --> 00:36:33,003
[maggie]: why do you think
6076
00:36:33,141 --> 00:36:33,301
[juliet_hahn]: i know
6077
00:36:33,265 --> 00:36:33,345
[maggie]: it
6078
00:36:33,382 --> 00:36:34,123
[juliet_hahn]: obviously when your
6079
00:36:34,129 --> 00:36:34,229
[maggie]: and
6080
00:36:34,243 --> 00:36:34,564
[juliet_hahn]: father
6081
00:36:34,570 --> 00:36:34,771
[maggie]: i know
6082
00:36:34,724 --> 00:36:35,145
[juliet_hahn]: passed
6083
00:36:34,831 --> 00:36:35,574
[maggie]: obviously when your
6084
00:36:35,565 --> 00:36:35,705
[juliet_hahn]: but
6085
00:36:35,694 --> 00:36:36,015
[maggie]: father
6086
00:36:35,886 --> 00:36:36,226
[juliet_hahn]: do you think
6087
00:36:36,175 --> 00:36:36,577
[maggie]: passed
6088
00:36:36,266 --> 00:36:37,108
[juliet_hahn]: that that was the main
6089
00:36:37,018 --> 00:36:37,158
[maggie]: but
6090
00:36:37,188 --> 00:36:37,348
[juliet_hahn]: thing
6091
00:36:37,319 --> 00:36:37,479
[maggie]: do you
6092
00:36:37,428 --> 00:36:37,589
[juliet_hahn]: why
6093
00:36:37,540 --> 00:36:37,680
[maggie]: think
6094
00:36:37,669 --> 00:36:37,729
[juliet_hahn]: at
6095
00:36:37,720 --> 00:36:37,820
[maggie]: that
6096
00:36:37,849 --> 00:36:38,069
[juliet_hahn]: eschol
6097
00:36:37,861 --> 00:36:38,302
[maggie]: that was the
6098
00:36:38,250 --> 00:36:38,430
[juliet_hahn]: did
6099
00:36:38,362 --> 00:36:39,004
[maggie]: main thing why
6100
00:36:39,051 --> 00:36:39,091
[juliet_hahn]: or
6101
00:36:39,104 --> 00:36:39,165
[maggie]: it
6102
00:36:39,151 --> 00:36:39,311
[juliet_hahn]: do you
6103
00:36:39,285 --> 00:36:39,867
[maggie]: escaladed
6104
00:36:39,331 --> 00:36:41,013
[juliet_hahn]: think there was other factors
6105
00:36:40,609 --> 00:36:41,089
[maggie]: do you think that
6106
00:36:41,053 --> 00:36:41,153
[juliet_hahn]: that
6107
00:36:41,149 --> 00:36:41,290
[maggie]: there
6108
00:36:41,213 --> 00:36:41,333
[juliet_hahn]: were
6109
00:36:41,330 --> 00:36:41,410
[maggie]: was
6110
00:36:41,394 --> 00:36:41,594
[juliet_hahn]: kind
6111
00:36:41,570 --> 00:36:41,770
[maggie]: other
6112
00:36:41,674 --> 00:36:42,154
[juliet_hahn]: of having
6113
00:36:41,991 --> 00:36:42,451
[maggie]: factors
6114
00:36:42,215 --> 00:36:42,575
[juliet_hahn]: it brew
6115
00:36:42,491 --> 00:36:42,772
[maggie]: that were
6116
00:36:42,695 --> 00:36:42,875
[juliet_hahn]: there
6117
00:36:42,812 --> 00:36:43,012
[maggie]: kind
6118
00:36:42,935 --> 00:36:43,176
[juliet_hahn]: and that
6119
00:36:43,092 --> 00:36:43,132
[maggie]: of
6120
00:36:43,236 --> 00:36:43,336
[juliet_hahn]: was
6121
00:36:43,333 --> 00:36:43,593
[maggie]: having
6122
00:36:43,396 --> 00:36:43,656
[juliet_hahn]: what the
6123
00:36:43,633 --> 00:36:43,713
[maggie]: it
6124
00:36:43,696 --> 00:36:43,917
[juliet_hahn]: last
6125
00:36:43,793 --> 00:36:44,314
[maggie]: brew there
6126
00:36:44,157 --> 00:36:44,377
[juliet_hahn]: straw
6127
00:36:44,374 --> 00:36:44,614
[maggie]: and that
6128
00:36:44,497 --> 00:36:44,698
[juliet_hahn]: to kind
6129
00:36:44,654 --> 00:36:44,755
[maggie]: was
6130
00:36:44,738 --> 00:36:44,778
[juliet_hahn]: of
6131
00:36:44,815 --> 00:36:44,915
[maggie]: what
6132
00:36:44,838 --> 00:36:44,998
[juliet_hahn]: push
6133
00:36:44,995 --> 00:36:45,335
[maggie]: the last
6134
00:36:45,198 --> 00:36:45,439
[juliet_hahn]: over
6135
00:36:45,576 --> 00:36:51,946
[maggie]: straw to kind of push over well
i was definitely you know definitely wasn't anxious
6136
00:36:52,386 --> 00:36:57,435
[maggie]: i definitely was always having anxiety but
we do find like when there's a trauma
6137
00:36:57,635 --> 00:37:06,107
[maggie]: of some type or very big loss
um anxiety really really can kick in in
6138
00:37:06,207 --> 00:37:08,970
[maggie]: a um in a very
6139
00:37:08,760 --> 00:37:09,990
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
6140
00:37:09,030 --> 00:37:15,318
[maggie]: intense way so things like phobias or
gorophobia really often start after a big trauma
6141
00:37:15,252 --> 00:37:16,438
[juliet_hahn]: right which is interesting cause i also
6142
00:37:16,650 --> 00:37:16,790
[maggie]: right
6143
00:37:16,800 --> 00:37:16,981
[juliet_hahn]: makes
6144
00:37:16,810 --> 00:37:17,051
[maggie]: which is
6145
00:37:17,061 --> 00:37:17,122
[juliet_hahn]: me
6146
00:37:17,091 --> 00:37:17,392
[maggie]: interesting
6147
00:37:17,162 --> 00:37:17,584
[juliet_hahn]: want to think
6148
00:37:17,412 --> 00:37:18,775
[maggie]: because i also it makes me want
to
6149
00:37:18,780 --> 00:37:18,860
[juliet_hahn]: so
6150
00:37:18,815 --> 00:37:18,976
[maggie]: think
6151
00:37:18,960 --> 00:37:19,881
[juliet_hahn]: do you think for
6152
00:37:20,179 --> 00:37:20,259
[maggie]: so
6153
00:37:20,202 --> 00:37:20,282
[juliet_hahn]: and
6154
00:37:20,359 --> 00:37:20,559
[maggie]: do you
6155
00:37:20,543 --> 00:37:20,723
[juliet_hahn]: again
6156
00:37:20,619 --> 00:37:20,800
[maggie]: think
6157
00:37:20,763 --> 00:37:21,023
[juliet_hahn]: you might
6158
00:37:20,940 --> 00:37:21,300
[maggie]: for
6159
00:37:21,063 --> 00:37:21,524
[juliet_hahn]: not know this
6160
00:37:21,601 --> 00:37:22,142
[maggie]: and again
6161
00:37:22,005 --> 00:37:22,065
[juliet_hahn]: if
6162
00:37:22,202 --> 00:37:22,442
[maggie]: you might
6163
00:37:22,346 --> 00:37:22,706
[juliet_hahn]: someone
6164
00:37:22,482 --> 00:37:22,923
[maggie]: not know this
6165
00:37:23,147 --> 00:37:23,347
[juliet_hahn]: because
6166
00:37:23,424 --> 00:37:23,484
[maggie]: if
6167
00:37:23,427 --> 00:37:23,808
[juliet_hahn]: someone could
6168
00:37:23,765 --> 00:37:24,125
[maggie]: someone
6169
00:37:23,848 --> 00:37:24,629
[juliet_hahn]: be listening and saying
6170
00:37:24,566 --> 00:37:24,766
[maggie]: because
6171
00:37:24,649 --> 00:37:24,950
[juliet_hahn]: well i've
6172
00:37:24,846 --> 00:37:25,047
[maggie]: someone
6173
00:37:25,010 --> 00:37:25,190
[juliet_hahn]: never
6174
00:37:25,087 --> 00:37:25,708
[maggie]: could be listening
6175
00:37:25,471 --> 00:37:25,891
[juliet_hahn]: i don't really
6176
00:37:25,748 --> 00:37:26,028
[maggie]: and saying
6177
00:37:25,952 --> 00:37:26,092
[juliet_hahn]: have
6178
00:37:26,048 --> 00:37:26,189
[maggie]: well
6179
00:37:26,172 --> 00:37:26,633
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
6180
00:37:26,209 --> 00:37:26,629
[maggie]: i've never
6181
00:37:26,773 --> 00:37:26,993
[juliet_hahn]: right
6182
00:37:26,870 --> 00:37:27,511
[maggie]: i don't really have
6183
00:37:27,394 --> 00:37:27,574
[juliet_hahn]: but
6184
00:37:27,591 --> 00:37:28,392
[maggie]: anxiety right
6185
00:37:28,175 --> 00:37:29,077
[juliet_hahn]: they have a trauma
6186
00:37:28,833 --> 00:37:29,013
[maggie]: but
6187
00:37:29,337 --> 00:37:29,578
[juliet_hahn]: and their
6188
00:37:29,594 --> 00:37:29,714
[maggie]: they
6189
00:37:29,618 --> 00:37:30,058
[juliet_hahn]: experience
6190
00:37:29,815 --> 00:37:30,115
[maggie]: have a
6191
00:37:30,139 --> 00:37:30,459
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
6192
00:37:30,175 --> 00:37:30,496
[maggie]: trauma
6193
00:37:30,499 --> 00:37:30,679
[juliet_hahn]: but they
6194
00:37:30,756 --> 00:37:31,477
[maggie]: and their experience
6195
00:37:31,061 --> 00:37:31,643
[juliet_hahn]: realize that
6196
00:37:31,558 --> 00:37:31,858
[maggie]: anxiety
6197
00:37:31,723 --> 00:37:32,004
[juliet_hahn]: that's
6198
00:37:31,898 --> 00:37:32,098
[maggie]: but they
6199
00:37:32,064 --> 00:37:32,586
[juliet_hahn]: what it is
6200
00:37:32,479 --> 00:37:32,900
[maggie]: realize
6201
00:37:32,646 --> 00:37:33,208
[juliet_hahn]: i don't realize
6202
00:37:32,940 --> 00:37:33,401
[maggie]: that that's
6203
00:37:33,288 --> 00:37:33,409
[juliet_hahn]: it's
6204
00:37:33,461 --> 00:37:33,601
[maggie]: what
6205
00:37:33,529 --> 00:37:34,011
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
6206
00:37:33,661 --> 00:37:34,082
[maggie]: it is i
6207
00:37:34,111 --> 00:37:34,392
[juliet_hahn]: because
6208
00:37:34,142 --> 00:37:34,603
[maggie]: don't realize
6209
00:37:34,432 --> 00:37:34,954
[juliet_hahn]: of the trauma
6210
00:37:34,703 --> 00:37:35,124
[maggie]: it yet
6211
00:37:35,356 --> 00:37:35,496
[juliet_hahn]: have
6212
00:37:35,544 --> 00:37:35,785
[maggie]: because
6213
00:37:35,556 --> 00:37:35,978
[juliet_hahn]: you seen
6214
00:37:35,845 --> 00:37:36,686
[maggie]: of the trauma that
6215
00:37:36,721 --> 00:37:37,245
[juliet_hahn]: that happened
6216
00:37:37,648 --> 00:37:43,878
[maggie]: yes that happens very very often very
often and you know psychologists met miss this
6217
00:37:44,119 --> 00:37:50,529
[maggie]: therapist and doctors that anxiety is very
much a part of the grief picture
6218
00:37:50,820 --> 00:37:51,064
[juliet_hahn]: oh
6219
00:37:50,990 --> 00:37:56,279
[maggie]: you know we're friends with clara bidwell
smith who writes anxiety is the mis in
6220
00:37:56,379 --> 00:37:56,740
[maggie]: stage of
6221
00:37:56,760 --> 00:37:56,780
[juliet_hahn]: m
6222
00:37:56,820 --> 00:37:58,062
[maggie]: grief and
6223
00:37:58,590 --> 00:37:58,872
[juliet_hahn]: oh
6224
00:37:58,603 --> 00:38:02,409
[maggie]: you know we felt that for a
really long time and grief can be grief
6225
00:38:02,509 --> 00:38:03,371
[maggie]: of losing someone
6226
00:38:03,570 --> 00:38:04,419
[juliet_hahn]: ye
6227
00:38:03,771 --> 00:38:07,137
[maggie]: or different types of grief you know
there's lots of different types of grief and
6228
00:38:07,377 --> 00:38:08,639
[maggie]: trauma can bring grief too
6229
00:38:08,521 --> 00:38:08,664
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
6230
00:38:09,501 --> 00:38:15,841
[maggie]: so and people do not always spot
it and you guys excuse me for one
6231
00:38:15,921 --> 00:38:17,624
[maggie]: second i have to go get a
plug from my
6232
00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:17,720
[juliet_hahn]: ah
6233
00:38:17,724 --> 00:38:18,445
[maggie]: computer i'm
6234
00:38:18,403 --> 00:38:18,584
[juliet_hahn]: now i
6235
00:38:18,585 --> 00:38:20,208
[maggie]: so sorry i thought i had one
6236
00:38:20,180 --> 00:38:20,821
[juliet_hahn]: don't even were about
6237
00:38:21,330 --> 00:38:21,450
[maggie]: this
6238
00:38:21,422 --> 00:38:21,562
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
6239
00:38:21,510 --> 00:38:21,691
[maggie]: is no
6240
00:38:21,762 --> 00:38:21,842
[juliet_hahn]: no
6241
00:38:21,891 --> 00:38:22,031
[maggie]: more
6242
00:38:21,963 --> 00:38:22,543
[juliet_hahn]: please please
6243
00:38:22,412 --> 00:38:22,512
[maggie]: i'm
6244
00:38:22,604 --> 00:38:22,684
[juliet_hahn]: go
6245
00:38:22,612 --> 00:38:22,692
[maggie]: so
6246
00:38:22,784 --> 00:38:23,505
[juliet_hahn]: so abby i think
6247
00:38:23,393 --> 00:38:23,574
[maggie]: please
6248
00:38:23,585 --> 00:38:23,665
[juliet_hahn]: it's
6249
00:38:23,794 --> 00:38:23,994
[maggie]: please
6250
00:38:23,806 --> 00:38:24,046
[juliet_hahn]: i mean i
6251
00:38:24,035 --> 00:38:24,095
[maggie]: go
6252
00:38:24,106 --> 00:38:24,246
[juliet_hahn]: think
6253
00:38:24,215 --> 00:38:24,295
[maggie]: so
6254
00:38:24,286 --> 00:38:24,427
[juliet_hahn]: this
6255
00:38:24,455 --> 00:38:24,656
[maggie]: adding
6256
00:38:24,487 --> 00:38:24,767
[juliet_hahn]: is what
6257
00:38:24,716 --> 00:38:24,956
[maggie]: i think
6258
00:38:24,927 --> 00:38:25,048
[juliet_hahn]: is
6259
00:38:25,016 --> 00:38:25,397
[maggie]: it's i mean
6260
00:38:25,448 --> 00:38:25,589
[juliet_hahn]: this
6261
00:38:25,457 --> 00:38:25,657
[maggie]: i think
6262
00:38:25,629 --> 00:38:25,689
[juliet_hahn]: is
6263
00:38:25,717 --> 00:38:25,858
[maggie]: this
6264
00:38:25,729 --> 00:38:25,889
[juliet_hahn]: why
6265
00:38:25,918 --> 00:38:26,198
[maggie]: is what
6266
00:38:26,109 --> 00:38:26,911
[juliet_hahn]: i love being
6267
00:38:26,839 --> 00:38:26,980
[maggie]: this
6268
00:38:26,991 --> 00:38:27,131
[juliet_hahn]: able
6269
00:38:27,060 --> 00:38:27,301
[maggie]: is why
6270
00:38:27,191 --> 00:38:27,592
[juliet_hahn]: to have these
6271
00:38:27,561 --> 00:38:27,581
[maggie]: i
6272
00:38:27,632 --> 00:38:27,932
[juliet_hahn]: stories
6273
00:38:27,702 --> 00:38:27,882
[maggie]: love
6274
00:38:28,033 --> 00:38:28,473
[juliet_hahn]: shared
6275
00:38:28,183 --> 00:38:29,025
[maggie]: being able to have these
6276
00:38:28,934 --> 00:38:29,154
[juliet_hahn]: because
6277
00:38:29,085 --> 00:38:29,365
[maggie]: stories
6278
00:38:29,215 --> 00:38:29,415
[juliet_hahn]: again
6279
00:38:29,466 --> 00:38:29,887
[maggie]: shared
6280
00:38:29,475 --> 00:38:30,316
[juliet_hahn]: there's going to be so many
6281
00:38:30,368 --> 00:38:30,588
[maggie]: because
6282
00:38:30,377 --> 00:38:30,637
[juliet_hahn]: people
6283
00:38:30,648 --> 00:38:31,089
[maggie]: again there's
6284
00:38:31,078 --> 00:38:31,178
[juliet_hahn]: that
6285
00:38:31,130 --> 00:38:31,230
[maggie]: going
6286
00:38:31,258 --> 00:38:31,338
[juliet_hahn]: are
6287
00:38:31,270 --> 00:38:31,390
[maggie]: to be
6288
00:38:31,418 --> 00:38:31,558
[juliet_hahn]: like
6289
00:38:31,450 --> 00:38:31,731
[maggie]: so many
6290
00:38:31,719 --> 00:38:31,839
[juliet_hahn]: way
6291
00:38:31,811 --> 00:38:32,072
[maggie]: people
6292
00:38:31,899 --> 00:38:32,445
[juliet_hahn]: to set and
6293
00:38:32,513 --> 00:38:33,896
[maggie]: that are like wait a second
6294
00:38:33,690 --> 00:38:35,192
[juliet_hahn]: i guess that is happening to
6295
00:38:35,119 --> 00:38:35,419
[maggie]: i guess
6296
00:38:35,272 --> 00:38:35,393
[juliet_hahn]: me
6297
00:38:35,459 --> 00:38:36,361
[maggie]: that is happening
6298
00:38:35,994 --> 00:38:36,755
[juliet_hahn]: and i didn't
6299
00:38:36,501 --> 00:38:36,781
[maggie]: to me
6300
00:38:37,015 --> 00:38:37,516
[juliet_hahn]: realize
6301
00:38:37,423 --> 00:38:37,503
[maggie]: and
6302
00:38:37,576 --> 00:38:37,696
[juliet_hahn]: that
6303
00:38:37,663 --> 00:38:37,703
[maggie]: i
6304
00:38:37,716 --> 00:38:37,977
[juliet_hahn]: that was
6305
00:38:37,923 --> 00:38:38,204
[maggie]: didn't
6306
00:38:38,017 --> 00:38:38,398
[juliet_hahn]: happening
6307
00:38:38,444 --> 00:38:38,945
[maggie]: realize
6308
00:38:38,478 --> 00:38:38,738
[juliet_hahn]: to me
6309
00:38:39,005 --> 00:38:39,827
[maggie]: that that was happening
6310
00:38:39,539 --> 00:38:39,680
[juliet_hahn]: and
6311
00:38:39,907 --> 00:38:40,147
[maggie]: to me
6312
00:38:40,481 --> 00:38:40,922
[juliet_hahn]: and so for
6313
00:38:40,948 --> 00:38:41,089
[maggie]: and
6314
00:38:40,962 --> 00:38:41,963
[juliet_hahn]: you guys to be bringing
6315
00:38:41,930 --> 00:38:42,010
[maggie]: and
6316
00:38:42,024 --> 00:38:42,184
[juliet_hahn]: that
6317
00:38:42,070 --> 00:38:42,351
[maggie]: so for
6318
00:38:42,364 --> 00:38:42,504
[juliet_hahn]: out
6319
00:38:42,431 --> 00:38:43,012
[maggie]: you guys to be
6320
00:38:42,945 --> 00:38:43,165
[juliet_hahn]: to the
6321
00:38:43,092 --> 00:38:43,413
[maggie]: bringing
6322
00:38:43,266 --> 00:38:43,526
[juliet_hahn]: open
6323
00:38:43,473 --> 00:38:43,633
[maggie]: that
6324
00:38:43,766 --> 00:38:43,867
[juliet_hahn]: and
6325
00:38:43,793 --> 00:38:43,953
[maggie]: out
6326
00:38:43,987 --> 00:38:44,367
[juliet_hahn]: sharing
6327
00:38:44,374 --> 00:38:44,474
[maggie]: to
6328
00:38:44,428 --> 00:38:44,488
[juliet_hahn]: it
6329
00:38:44,514 --> 00:38:44,594
[maggie]: the
6330
00:38:44,588 --> 00:38:44,668
[juliet_hahn]: and
6331
00:38:44,695 --> 00:38:44,935
[maggie]: open
6332
00:38:44,768 --> 00:38:45,349
[juliet_hahn]: saying yes
6333
00:38:45,195 --> 00:38:45,796
[maggie]: and sharing
6334
00:38:45,770 --> 00:38:45,950
[juliet_hahn]: this
6335
00:38:45,857 --> 00:38:46,097
[maggie]: it and
6336
00:38:46,070 --> 00:38:46,150
[juliet_hahn]: is
6337
00:38:46,217 --> 00:38:46,498
[maggie]: saying
6338
00:38:46,331 --> 00:38:46,691
[juliet_hahn]: actually
6339
00:38:46,578 --> 00:38:46,778
[maggie]: yes
6340
00:38:46,751 --> 00:38:47,212
[juliet_hahn]: something that
6341
00:38:47,219 --> 00:38:47,379
[maggie]: this
6342
00:38:47,292 --> 00:38:47,453
[juliet_hahn]: can
6343
00:38:47,499 --> 00:38:47,600
[maggie]: is
6344
00:38:47,573 --> 00:38:47,953
[juliet_hahn]: happen
6345
00:38:47,780 --> 00:38:48,481
[maggie]: actually something
6346
00:38:48,474 --> 00:38:48,575
[juliet_hahn]: be
6347
00:38:48,521 --> 00:38:48,641
[maggie]: that
6348
00:38:48,635 --> 00:38:48,915
[juliet_hahn]: aware
6349
00:38:48,741 --> 00:38:48,902
[maggie]: can
6350
00:38:48,955 --> 00:38:48,995
[juliet_hahn]: of
6351
00:38:49,022 --> 00:38:49,382
[maggie]: happen
6352
00:38:49,035 --> 00:38:49,877
[juliet_hahn]: it because i think again
6353
00:38:49,903 --> 00:38:50,344
[maggie]: be aware
6354
00:38:50,378 --> 00:38:51,159
[juliet_hahn]: communication
6355
00:38:50,404 --> 00:38:51,306
[maggie]: of it because i think again
6356
00:38:51,419 --> 00:38:51,980
[juliet_hahn]: connection
6357
00:38:51,827 --> 00:38:52,608
[maggie]: communication
6358
00:38:52,421 --> 00:38:52,721
[juliet_hahn]: but then
6359
00:38:52,848 --> 00:38:53,409
[maggie]: connection
6360
00:38:52,922 --> 00:38:53,563
[juliet_hahn]: education
6361
00:38:53,870 --> 00:38:53,970
[maggie]: but
6362
00:38:53,943 --> 00:38:54,064
[juliet_hahn]: when
6363
00:38:54,030 --> 00:38:54,170
[maggie]: then
6364
00:38:54,104 --> 00:38:54,705
[juliet_hahn]: you're aware
6365
00:38:54,371 --> 00:38:55,012
[maggie]: education
6366
00:38:54,785 --> 00:38:55,706
[juliet_hahn]: of it it solves
6367
00:38:55,372 --> 00:38:56,114
[maggie]: when you're aware
6368
00:38:55,847 --> 00:38:56,247
[juliet_hahn]: so many
6369
00:38:56,194 --> 00:38:56,414
[maggie]: of it
6370
00:38:56,347 --> 00:38:56,708
[juliet_hahn]: problems
6371
00:38:56,615 --> 00:38:56,655
[maggie]: it
6372
00:38:56,788 --> 00:38:56,848
[juliet_hahn]: it
6373
00:38:56,815 --> 00:38:57,175
[maggie]: solves
6374
00:38:56,928 --> 00:38:57,229
[juliet_hahn]: helps
6375
00:38:57,296 --> 00:38:57,656
[maggie]: so many
6376
00:38:57,610 --> 00:38:57,850
[juliet_hahn]: so like
6377
00:38:57,857 --> 00:38:58,658
[maggie]: as that it helps
6378
00:38:58,391 --> 00:38:59,152
[juliet_hahn]: you know someone knows
6379
00:38:59,039 --> 00:38:59,259
[maggie]: so like
6380
00:38:59,292 --> 00:38:59,853
[juliet_hahn]: okay i just
6381
00:38:59,800 --> 00:38:59,900
[maggie]: you
6382
00:38:59,893 --> 00:39:00,014
[juliet_hahn]: had
6383
00:38:59,920 --> 00:39:00,040
[maggie]: know
6384
00:39:00,054 --> 00:39:00,094
[juliet_hahn]: a
6385
00:39:00,100 --> 00:39:00,341
[maggie]: someone
6386
00:39:00,134 --> 00:39:00,334
[juliet_hahn]: loss
6387
00:39:00,361 --> 00:39:00,922
[maggie]: knows okay
6388
00:39:00,795 --> 00:39:01,055
[juliet_hahn]: that's
6389
00:39:01,022 --> 00:39:01,062
[maggie]: i
6390
00:39:01,075 --> 00:39:01,196
[juliet_hahn]: what
6391
00:39:01,162 --> 00:39:01,302
[maggie]: just
6392
00:39:01,236 --> 00:39:01,336
[juliet_hahn]: i'm
6393
00:39:01,362 --> 00:39:01,463
[maggie]: had
6394
00:39:01,396 --> 00:39:02,077
[juliet_hahn]: experiencing
6395
00:39:01,523 --> 00:39:02,504
[maggie]: a lost that's
6396
00:39:02,277 --> 00:39:02,478
[juliet_hahn]: it is
6397
00:39:02,524 --> 00:39:02,645
[maggie]: what
6398
00:39:02,698 --> 00:39:03,199
[juliet_hahn]: normal
6399
00:39:02,705 --> 00:39:03,506
[maggie]: i'm experiencing
6400
00:39:03,580 --> 00:39:03,640
[juliet_hahn]: it
6401
00:39:03,626 --> 00:39:03,847
[maggie]: yes
6402
00:39:03,700 --> 00:39:04,741
[juliet_hahn]: kind of normalizes
6403
00:39:04,127 --> 00:39:04,608
[maggie]: normal
6404
00:39:04,842 --> 00:39:05,062
[juliet_hahn]: it and
6405
00:39:05,009 --> 00:39:05,369
[maggie]: it kind
6406
00:39:05,202 --> 00:39:05,443
[juliet_hahn]: and then
6407
00:39:05,449 --> 00:39:05,489
[maggie]: of
6408
00:39:05,483 --> 00:39:05,583
[juliet_hahn]: they
6409
00:39:05,569 --> 00:39:06,190
[maggie]: normalizes
6410
00:39:05,643 --> 00:39:06,224
[juliet_hahn]: can seek help
6411
00:39:06,291 --> 00:39:06,351
[maggie]: it
6412
00:39:06,304 --> 00:39:06,765
[juliet_hahn]: in the correct
6413
00:39:06,651 --> 00:39:06,912
[maggie]: and then
6414
00:39:06,845 --> 00:39:06,985
[juliet_hahn]: way
6415
00:39:06,932 --> 00:39:07,052
[maggie]: they
6416
00:39:07,085 --> 00:39:07,165
[juliet_hahn]: and
6417
00:39:07,092 --> 00:39:07,172
[maggie]: can
6418
00:39:07,246 --> 00:39:07,706
[juliet_hahn]: explain
6419
00:39:07,252 --> 00:39:07,793
[maggie]: seek help in
6420
00:39:07,766 --> 00:39:07,827
[juliet_hahn]: it
6421
00:39:07,833 --> 00:39:07,913
[maggie]: the
6422
00:39:07,927 --> 00:39:07,967
[juliet_hahn]: in
6423
00:39:07,953 --> 00:39:08,194
[maggie]: correct
6424
00:39:08,007 --> 00:39:08,388
[juliet_hahn]: the correct
6425
00:39:08,274 --> 00:39:08,414
[maggie]: way
6426
00:39:08,468 --> 00:39:08,588
[juliet_hahn]: way
6427
00:39:08,534 --> 00:39:08,615
[maggie]: and
6428
00:39:08,648 --> 00:39:08,728
[juliet_hahn]: and
6429
00:39:08,695 --> 00:39:09,115
[maggie]: explain
6430
00:39:08,768 --> 00:39:09,209
[juliet_hahn]: that's what it's
6431
00:39:09,216 --> 00:39:09,256
[maggie]: it
6432
00:39:09,249 --> 00:39:09,549
[juliet_hahn]: so import
6433
00:39:09,376 --> 00:39:09,817
[maggie]: in the correct
6434
00:39:09,730 --> 00:39:09,971
[juliet_hahn]: that you
6435
00:39:09,897 --> 00:39:10,037
[maggie]: way
6436
00:39:10,031 --> 00:39:10,151
[juliet_hahn]: guys
6437
00:39:10,177 --> 00:39:10,698
[maggie]: exactly
6438
00:39:10,211 --> 00:39:11,274
[juliet_hahn]: are sharing these stories
6439
00:39:11,179 --> 00:39:12,060
[maggie]: that you guys are sharing
6440
00:39:11,876 --> 00:39:12,277
[juliet_hahn]: because
6441
00:39:12,120 --> 00:39:12,701
[maggie]: these stories
6442
00:39:12,578 --> 00:39:13,480
[juliet_hahn]: i didn't really
6443
00:39:13,322 --> 00:39:13,722
[maggie]: because
6444
00:39:13,540 --> 00:39:14,021
[juliet_hahn]: think of that
6445
00:39:14,003 --> 00:39:14,343
[maggie]: i didn't
6446
00:39:14,282 --> 00:39:14,683
[juliet_hahn]: you know and
6447
00:39:14,703 --> 00:39:14,904
[maggie]: really
6448
00:39:14,743 --> 00:39:14,924
[juliet_hahn]: i have
6449
00:39:14,964 --> 00:39:15,104
[maggie]: think
6450
00:39:14,964 --> 00:39:15,225
[juliet_hahn]: to say
6451
00:39:15,164 --> 00:39:15,444
[maggie]: of that
6452
00:39:15,345 --> 00:39:15,565
[juliet_hahn]: i had
6453
00:39:15,685 --> 00:39:16,987
[maggie]: you know and i have to say
i had
6454
00:39:17,180 --> 00:39:18,662
[juliet_hahn]: for any of my dog lovers out
there
6455
00:39:18,599 --> 00:39:18,719
[maggie]: for
6456
00:39:18,742 --> 00:39:18,882
[juliet_hahn]: know
6457
00:39:18,779 --> 00:39:18,979
[maggie]: any of
6458
00:39:18,983 --> 00:39:19,083
[juliet_hahn]: that
6459
00:39:19,059 --> 00:39:19,140
[maggie]: my
6460
00:39:19,123 --> 00:39:19,203
[juliet_hahn]: i'm
6461
00:39:19,240 --> 00:39:19,420
[maggie]: dog
6462
00:39:19,323 --> 00:39:19,504
[juliet_hahn]: very
6463
00:39:19,480 --> 00:39:19,741
[maggie]: lovers
6464
00:39:19,564 --> 00:39:19,904
[juliet_hahn]: close with
6465
00:39:19,821 --> 00:39:20,101
[maggie]: out there
6466
00:39:19,944 --> 00:39:20,485
[juliet_hahn]: my boxes
6467
00:39:20,161 --> 00:39:20,622
[maggie]: know that i'm
6468
00:39:20,545 --> 00:39:20,706
[juliet_hahn]: and we
6469
00:39:20,742 --> 00:39:20,923
[maggie]: very
6470
00:39:20,766 --> 00:39:20,866
[juliet_hahn]: had
6471
00:39:21,003 --> 00:39:21,163
[maggie]: close
6472
00:39:21,026 --> 00:39:21,567
[juliet_hahn]: my boxer
6473
00:39:21,243 --> 00:39:22,044
[maggie]: to my boxes and
6474
00:39:21,988 --> 00:39:22,168
[juliet_hahn]: died
6475
00:39:22,105 --> 00:39:22,165
[maggie]: we
6476
00:39:22,208 --> 00:39:22,549
[juliet_hahn]: suddenly
6477
00:39:22,225 --> 00:39:22,545
[maggie]: had my
6478
00:39:22,609 --> 00:39:22,729
[juliet_hahn]: this
6479
00:39:22,645 --> 00:39:22,986
[maggie]: boxer
6480
00:39:22,809 --> 00:39:23,570
[juliet_hahn]: past summer
6481
00:39:23,427 --> 00:39:24,168
[maggie]: died suddenly this
6482
00:39:24,131 --> 00:39:24,271
[juliet_hahn]: and
6483
00:39:24,248 --> 00:39:24,468
[maggie]: past
6484
00:39:24,552 --> 00:39:24,712
[juliet_hahn]: i've
6485
00:39:24,709 --> 00:39:24,989
[maggie]: summer
6486
00:39:24,772 --> 00:39:24,933
[juliet_hahn]: had
6487
00:39:24,984 --> 00:39:25,167
[abbe_greenberg]: yes
6488
00:39:25,013 --> 00:39:25,594
[juliet_hahn]: a terror like
6489
00:39:25,610 --> 00:39:25,731
[maggie]: and
6490
00:39:25,674 --> 00:39:26,195
[juliet_hahn]: i mean terrible
6491
00:39:26,051 --> 00:39:26,191
[maggie]: i've
6492
00:39:26,235 --> 00:39:26,315
[juliet_hahn]: but
6493
00:39:26,251 --> 00:39:26,412
[maggie]: had
6494
00:39:26,335 --> 00:39:26,495
[juliet_hahn]: it was
6495
00:39:26,492 --> 00:39:26,892
[maggie]: a terror
6496
00:39:26,756 --> 00:39:27,417
[juliet_hahn]: very strange
6497
00:39:27,133 --> 00:39:27,634
[maggie]: i mean terrible
6498
00:39:27,477 --> 00:39:27,637
[juliet_hahn]: for me
6499
00:39:27,654 --> 00:39:27,734
[maggie]: but
6500
00:39:27,677 --> 00:39:27,837
[juliet_hahn]: because
6501
00:39:27,774 --> 00:39:27,914
[maggie]: it was
6502
00:39:27,877 --> 00:39:28,138
[juliet_hahn]: i was like
6503
00:39:28,195 --> 00:39:28,395
[maggie]: very
6504
00:39:28,198 --> 00:39:28,478
[juliet_hahn]: okay
6505
00:39:28,515 --> 00:39:29,256
[maggie]: strange for me because
6506
00:39:29,180 --> 00:39:29,320
[juliet_hahn]: had
6507
00:39:29,296 --> 00:39:29,437
[maggie]: i was
6508
00:39:29,420 --> 00:39:29,600
[juliet_hahn]: other
6509
00:39:29,477 --> 00:39:29,897
[maggie]: like okay
6510
00:39:29,640 --> 00:39:30,261
[juliet_hahn]: boxers that i
6511
00:39:30,619 --> 00:39:31,059
[maggie]: had other
6512
00:39:30,903 --> 00:39:31,143
[juliet_hahn]: loved
6513
00:39:31,100 --> 00:39:31,500
[maggie]: boxers
6514
00:39:31,243 --> 00:39:31,624
[juliet_hahn]: as well
6515
00:39:31,540 --> 00:39:31,721
[maggie]: that i
6516
00:39:32,044 --> 00:39:32,405
[juliet_hahn]: passed
6517
00:39:32,362 --> 00:39:32,602
[maggie]: loved
6518
00:39:32,505 --> 00:39:32,625
[juliet_hahn]: but
6519
00:39:32,702 --> 00:39:32,742
[maggie]: as
6520
00:39:32,726 --> 00:39:32,926
[juliet_hahn]: it was
6521
00:39:32,842 --> 00:39:33,063
[maggie]: well
6522
00:39:33,006 --> 00:39:33,206
[juliet_hahn]: always
6523
00:39:33,504 --> 00:39:33,864
[maggie]: passed
6524
00:39:33,707 --> 00:39:33,968
[juliet_hahn]: they were
6525
00:39:33,944 --> 00:39:34,064
[maggie]: but
6526
00:39:34,028 --> 00:39:34,188
[juliet_hahn]: sick
6527
00:39:34,165 --> 00:39:34,225
[maggie]: it
6528
00:39:34,228 --> 00:39:34,288
[juliet_hahn]: and
6529
00:39:34,285 --> 00:39:34,385
[maggie]: was
6530
00:39:34,328 --> 00:39:34,488
[juliet_hahn]: it was
6531
00:39:34,445 --> 00:39:34,665
[maggie]: always
6532
00:39:34,529 --> 00:39:35,069
[juliet_hahn]: their time
6533
00:39:35,146 --> 00:39:35,246
[maggie]: they
6534
00:39:35,170 --> 00:39:35,230
[juliet_hahn]: he
6535
00:39:35,307 --> 00:39:35,407
[maggie]: were
6536
00:39:35,330 --> 00:39:35,550
[juliet_hahn]: really
6537
00:39:35,487 --> 00:39:35,647
[maggie]: sick
6538
00:39:35,590 --> 00:39:35,831
[juliet_hahn]: died
6539
00:39:35,667 --> 00:39:35,948
[maggie]: and it was
6540
00:39:35,951 --> 00:39:36,392
[juliet_hahn]: suddenly
6541
00:39:35,968 --> 00:39:36,989
[maggie]: their time he really
6542
00:39:37,013 --> 00:39:37,113
[juliet_hahn]: and
6543
00:39:37,029 --> 00:39:37,831
[maggie]: died suddenly
6544
00:39:37,814 --> 00:39:38,535
[juliet_hahn]: i had a terrible
6545
00:39:38,452 --> 00:39:38,552
[maggie]: and
6546
00:39:38,595 --> 00:39:39,377
[juliet_hahn]: time getting over
6547
00:39:39,233 --> 00:39:39,433
[maggie]: i had
6548
00:39:39,437 --> 00:39:39,497
[juliet_hahn]: it
6549
00:39:39,473 --> 00:39:39,954
[maggie]: a terrible
6550
00:39:39,577 --> 00:39:39,938
[juliet_hahn]: and just
6551
00:39:40,014 --> 00:39:40,475
[maggie]: time getting
6552
00:39:40,458 --> 00:39:40,599
[juliet_hahn]: now
6553
00:39:40,615 --> 00:39:40,816
[maggie]: over
6554
00:39:40,679 --> 00:39:40,719
[juliet_hahn]: i
6555
00:39:40,876 --> 00:39:40,936
[maggie]: it
6556
00:39:40,979 --> 00:39:41,100
[juliet_hahn]: look
6557
00:39:41,016 --> 00:39:41,357
[maggie]: and just
6558
00:39:41,200 --> 00:39:41,881
[juliet_hahn]: back and i'm like
6559
00:39:41,897 --> 00:39:42,138
[maggie]: now i
6560
00:39:42,181 --> 00:39:42,682
[juliet_hahn]: okay i knew
6561
00:39:42,619 --> 00:39:43,320
[maggie]: back and i'm like
6562
00:39:43,363 --> 00:39:43,564
[juliet_hahn]: i knew
6563
00:39:43,620 --> 00:39:43,781
[maggie]: okay
6564
00:39:43,624 --> 00:39:43,784
[juliet_hahn]: i was
6565
00:39:43,861 --> 00:39:43,901
[maggie]: i
6566
00:39:43,944 --> 00:39:44,285
[juliet_hahn]: mourning
6567
00:39:43,961 --> 00:39:44,101
[maggie]: knew
6568
00:39:44,345 --> 00:39:44,926
[juliet_hahn]: and suffering
6569
00:39:44,802 --> 00:39:44,983
[maggie]: i knew
6570
00:39:45,026 --> 00:39:45,066
[juliet_hahn]: i
6571
00:39:45,043 --> 00:39:45,063
[maggie]: i
6572
00:39:45,106 --> 00:39:45,226
[juliet_hahn]: mean
6573
00:39:45,123 --> 00:39:45,203
[maggie]: was
6574
00:39:45,286 --> 00:39:45,487
[juliet_hahn]: i knew
6575
00:39:45,383 --> 00:39:45,704
[maggie]: mourning
6576
00:39:45,567 --> 00:39:45,707
[juliet_hahn]: that
6577
00:39:45,784 --> 00:39:45,844
[maggie]: and
6578
00:39:45,787 --> 00:39:45,988
[juliet_hahn]: like you
6579
00:39:45,944 --> 00:39:46,345
[maggie]: suffering
6580
00:39:46,028 --> 00:39:46,208
[juliet_hahn]: know i
6581
00:39:46,465 --> 00:39:46,665
[maggie]: i mean
6582
00:39:46,569 --> 00:39:46,789
[juliet_hahn]: wasn't
6583
00:39:46,706 --> 00:39:46,906
[maggie]: i knew
6584
00:39:46,849 --> 00:39:47,911
[juliet_hahn]: able to work out i wasn't
6585
00:39:47,948 --> 00:39:47,968
[maggie]: i
6586
00:39:47,971 --> 00:39:48,111
[juliet_hahn]: able
6587
00:39:48,028 --> 00:39:48,208
[maggie]: wasn't
6588
00:39:48,171 --> 00:39:48,231
[juliet_hahn]: to
6589
00:39:48,268 --> 00:39:48,408
[maggie]: able
6590
00:39:48,291 --> 00:39:48,372
[juliet_hahn]: do
6591
00:39:48,468 --> 00:39:48,529
[maggie]: to
6592
00:39:48,492 --> 00:39:48,752
[juliet_hahn]: a bunch
6593
00:39:48,589 --> 00:39:48,729
[maggie]: work
6594
00:39:48,792 --> 00:39:48,852
[juliet_hahn]: of
6595
00:39:48,869 --> 00:39:48,969
[maggie]: out
6596
00:39:48,892 --> 00:39:49,093
[juliet_hahn]: things
6597
00:39:49,029 --> 00:39:49,310
[maggie]: i wasn't
6598
00:39:49,133 --> 00:39:49,433
[juliet_hahn]: that i was
6599
00:39:49,370 --> 00:39:49,510
[maggie]: able
6600
00:39:49,514 --> 00:39:49,834
[juliet_hahn]: normally
6601
00:39:49,570 --> 00:39:49,911
[maggie]: to do a
6602
00:39:49,894 --> 00:39:50,054
[juliet_hahn]: able
6603
00:39:49,971 --> 00:39:50,151
[maggie]: bunch
6604
00:39:50,115 --> 00:39:50,195
[juliet_hahn]: to
6605
00:39:50,211 --> 00:39:50,251
[maggie]: of
6606
00:39:50,255 --> 00:39:50,355
[juliet_hahn]: do
6607
00:39:50,312 --> 00:39:50,492
[maggie]: things
6608
00:39:50,415 --> 00:39:50,555
[juliet_hahn]: and i
6609
00:39:50,572 --> 00:39:50,632
[maggie]: and
6610
00:39:50,595 --> 00:39:50,675
[juliet_hahn]: was
6611
00:39:50,692 --> 00:39:50,712
[maggie]: i
6612
00:39:50,716 --> 00:39:50,796
[juliet_hahn]: like
6613
00:39:50,752 --> 00:39:50,852
[maggie]: was
6614
00:39:50,836 --> 00:39:51,056
[juliet_hahn]: this is
6615
00:39:51,053 --> 00:39:51,253
[maggie]: really
6616
00:39:51,096 --> 00:39:51,617
[juliet_hahn]: so bizarre
6617
00:39:51,293 --> 00:39:51,614
[maggie]: able to
6618
00:39:51,657 --> 00:39:51,757
[juliet_hahn]: to
6619
00:39:51,674 --> 00:39:51,774
[maggie]: do
6620
00:39:51,797 --> 00:39:51,897
[juliet_hahn]: me
6621
00:39:51,834 --> 00:39:52,335
[maggie]: and i was like this
6622
00:39:52,398 --> 00:39:52,498
[juliet_hahn]: i'm
6623
00:39:52,415 --> 00:39:52,595
[maggie]: is so
6624
00:39:52,539 --> 00:39:52,659
[juliet_hahn]: just
6625
00:39:52,675 --> 00:39:52,996
[maggie]: bizarre
6626
00:39:52,719 --> 00:39:52,939
[juliet_hahn]: really
6627
00:39:53,076 --> 00:39:53,156
[maggie]: to
6628
00:39:53,120 --> 00:39:53,500
[juliet_hahn]: raving
6629
00:39:53,216 --> 00:39:53,296
[maggie]: me
6630
00:39:53,580 --> 00:39:53,861
[juliet_hahn]: over the
6631
00:39:53,797 --> 00:39:53,877
[maggie]: i'm
6632
00:39:53,901 --> 00:39:54,081
[juliet_hahn]: loss
6633
00:39:53,938 --> 00:39:54,058
[maggie]: just
6634
00:39:54,012 --> 00:39:54,732
[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
6635
00:39:54,138 --> 00:39:54,318
[maggie]: really
6636
00:39:54,162 --> 00:39:54,582
[juliet_hahn]: of doyle
6637
00:39:54,378 --> 00:39:55,100
[maggie]: cool bang over
6638
00:39:55,003 --> 00:39:55,103
[juliet_hahn]: but
6639
00:39:55,160 --> 00:39:55,260
[maggie]: the
6640
00:39:55,184 --> 00:39:55,324
[juliet_hahn]: now
6641
00:39:55,300 --> 00:39:55,500
[maggie]: loss
6642
00:39:55,384 --> 00:39:55,524
[juliet_hahn]: that
6643
00:39:55,560 --> 00:39:55,600
[maggie]: of
6644
00:39:55,604 --> 00:39:55,705
[juliet_hahn]: you
6645
00:39:55,801 --> 00:39:55,961
[maggie]: oil
6646
00:39:55,905 --> 00:39:56,446
[juliet_hahn]: just brought that
6647
00:39:56,422 --> 00:39:56,522
[maggie]: but
6648
00:39:56,526 --> 00:39:56,626
[juliet_hahn]: to
6649
00:39:56,582 --> 00:39:57,103
[maggie]: now that you
6650
00:39:57,107 --> 00:39:57,668
[juliet_hahn]: the forefront
6651
00:39:57,323 --> 00:39:57,664
[maggie]: just cross
6652
00:39:57,729 --> 00:39:58,009
[juliet_hahn]: it's like
6653
00:39:57,924 --> 00:39:58,024
[maggie]: to
6654
00:39:58,049 --> 00:39:58,250
[juliet_hahn]: you know
6655
00:39:58,525 --> 00:39:59,046
[maggie]: the forefront
6656
00:39:58,690 --> 00:39:59,091
[juliet_hahn]: i did
6657
00:39:59,126 --> 00:39:59,246
[maggie]: it's
6658
00:39:59,151 --> 00:39:59,292
[juliet_hahn]: have
6659
00:39:59,286 --> 00:39:59,407
[maggie]: like
6660
00:39:59,332 --> 00:39:59,552
[juliet_hahn]: a lot
6661
00:39:59,447 --> 00:39:59,647
[maggie]: you know
6662
00:39:59,592 --> 00:40:00,233
[juliet_hahn]: of anxiety
6663
00:40:00,108 --> 00:40:00,128
[maggie]: i
6664
00:40:00,294 --> 00:40:00,374
[juliet_hahn]: and
6665
00:40:00,328 --> 00:40:00,488
[maggie]: did
6666
00:40:00,414 --> 00:40:00,694
[juliet_hahn]: i think
6667
00:40:00,549 --> 00:40:01,650
[maggie]: have a lot of anxiety
6668
00:40:01,456 --> 00:40:01,857
[juliet_hahn]: i didn't
6669
00:40:01,711 --> 00:40:01,771
[maggie]: and
6670
00:40:01,897 --> 00:40:02,778
[juliet_hahn]: put a name to that
6671
00:40:02,872 --> 00:40:03,473
[maggie]: i didn't put a
6672
00:40:03,530 --> 00:40:03,610
[juliet_hahn]: you
6673
00:40:03,534 --> 00:40:03,754
[maggie]: name
6674
00:40:03,630 --> 00:40:03,891
[juliet_hahn]: know what i
6675
00:40:03,854 --> 00:40:03,934
[maggie]: to
6676
00:40:03,911 --> 00:40:04,072
[juliet_hahn]: mean
6677
00:40:03,994 --> 00:40:04,175
[maggie]: that
6678
00:40:04,172 --> 00:40:04,293
[juliet_hahn]: so
6679
00:40:04,796 --> 00:40:08,222
[maggie]: right right yes that's often the case
with anxiety it's
6680
00:40:08,104 --> 00:40:08,651
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
6681
00:40:08,602 --> 00:40:14,353
[maggie]: you know anxiety is a bunch of
different symptoms and we often have trouble putting
6682
00:40:14,433 --> 00:40:16,517
[maggie]: a name to what those symptoms are
6683
00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:17,181
[juliet_hahn]: right right
6684
00:40:17,919 --> 00:40:18,139
[maggie]: right
6685
00:40:18,243 --> 00:40:20,026
[juliet_hahn]: yeah so abbe so i want to
take it to you
6686
00:40:19,984 --> 00:40:20,064
[maggie]: so
6687
00:40:20,106 --> 00:40:20,286
[juliet_hahn]: now
6688
00:40:20,244 --> 00:40:21,026
[maggie]: abby so i want to take
6689
00:40:20,927 --> 00:40:21,228
[juliet_hahn]: to share
6690
00:40:21,086 --> 00:40:21,286
[maggie]: it to
6691
00:40:21,288 --> 00:40:21,568
[juliet_hahn]: a little
6692
00:40:21,367 --> 00:40:21,707
[maggie]: you now
6693
00:40:21,608 --> 00:40:22,149
[juliet_hahn]: bit about
6694
00:40:22,349 --> 00:40:22,669
[maggie]: to share
6695
00:40:22,470 --> 00:40:22,730
[juliet_hahn]: you know
6696
00:40:22,710 --> 00:40:23,531
[maggie]: a little bit about
6697
00:40:23,451 --> 00:40:23,692
[juliet_hahn]: your
6698
00:40:23,912 --> 00:40:24,113
[maggie]: you know
6699
00:40:24,032 --> 00:40:24,633
[juliet_hahn]: situation
6700
00:40:24,874 --> 00:40:25,135
[maggie]: your
6701
00:40:25,355 --> 00:40:25,495
[juliet_hahn]: when
6702
00:40:25,456 --> 00:40:26,077
[maggie]: situation
6703
00:40:25,555 --> 00:40:26,877
[juliet_hahn]: you started the o c d
6704
00:40:26,859 --> 00:40:27,059
[maggie]: and you
6705
00:40:27,117 --> 00:40:27,238
[juliet_hahn]: with
6706
00:40:27,139 --> 00:40:27,420
[maggie]: started
6707
00:40:27,278 --> 00:40:27,859
[juliet_hahn]: the heart and stuff
6708
00:40:27,820 --> 00:40:27,960
[maggie]: the o
6709
00:40:27,979 --> 00:40:28,099
[juliet_hahn]: what
6710
00:40:28,081 --> 00:40:28,101
[maggie]: c
6711
00:40:28,199 --> 00:40:28,259
[juliet_hahn]: do
6712
00:40:28,261 --> 00:40:28,642
[maggie]: t with
6713
00:40:28,581 --> 00:40:28,862
[juliet_hahn]: trigger
6714
00:40:28,682 --> 00:40:28,982
[maggie]: the heart
6715
00:40:28,963 --> 00:40:29,184
[juliet_hahn]: that
6716
00:40:29,042 --> 00:40:29,303
[maggie]: and stuff
6717
00:40:29,324 --> 00:40:29,365
[juliet_hahn]: if
6718
00:40:29,403 --> 00:40:29,523
[maggie]: what
6719
00:40:29,425 --> 00:40:29,545
[juliet_hahn]: you
6720
00:40:29,583 --> 00:40:29,643
[maggie]: do
6721
00:40:29,646 --> 00:40:29,686
[juliet_hahn]: if
6722
00:40:29,703 --> 00:40:29,763
[maggie]: you
6723
00:40:29,766 --> 00:40:29,887
[juliet_hahn]: you
6724
00:40:29,804 --> 00:40:30,625
[maggie]: think triggered that
6725
00:40:30,631 --> 00:40:30,751
[juliet_hahn]: can
6726
00:40:30,765 --> 00:40:30,825
[maggie]: if
6727
00:40:30,832 --> 00:40:31,013
[juliet_hahn]: share
6728
00:40:30,885 --> 00:40:30,965
[maggie]: you
6729
00:40:31,053 --> 00:40:31,173
[juliet_hahn]: with
6730
00:40:31,086 --> 00:40:31,326
[maggie]: if you
6731
00:40:31,254 --> 00:40:31,354
[juliet_hahn]: us
6732
00:40:32,047 --> 00:40:32,768
[maggie]: can share with us
6733
00:40:33,743 --> 00:40:34,364
[abbe_greenberg]: you know i think
6734
00:40:34,471 --> 00:40:34,692
[maggie]: you know
6735
00:40:34,765 --> 00:40:34,945
[abbe_greenberg]: since
6736
00:40:34,832 --> 00:40:35,112
[maggie]: i think
6737
00:40:35,005 --> 00:40:35,646
[abbe_greenberg]: i was a little kid
6738
00:40:35,513 --> 00:40:35,693
[maggie]: since
6739
00:40:35,686 --> 00:40:36,287
[abbe_greenberg]: i was prone
6740
00:40:36,234 --> 00:40:36,455
[maggie]: kid i
6741
00:40:36,448 --> 00:40:36,568
[abbe_greenberg]: to
6742
00:40:36,515 --> 00:40:37,016
[maggie]: was prone
6743
00:40:36,848 --> 00:40:37,469
[abbe_greenberg]: compulsions
6744
00:40:37,196 --> 00:40:37,316
[maggie]: to
6745
00:40:37,529 --> 00:40:37,590
[abbe_greenberg]: and
6746
00:40:37,576 --> 00:40:38,177
[maggie]: convulsions
6747
00:40:37,650 --> 00:40:38,090
[abbe_greenberg]: rituals
6748
00:40:37,980 --> 00:40:38,103
[juliet_hahn]: ye
6749
00:40:38,191 --> 00:40:38,271
[abbe_greenberg]: to
6750
00:40:38,258 --> 00:40:38,318
[maggie]: and
6751
00:40:38,311 --> 00:40:38,551
[abbe_greenberg]: soothe
6752
00:40:38,378 --> 00:40:38,718
[maggie]: ritual
6753
00:40:38,591 --> 00:40:38,912
[abbe_greenberg]: myself
6754
00:40:38,899 --> 00:40:39,259
[maggie]: to soothe
6755
00:40:39,052 --> 00:40:39,433
[abbe_greenberg]: i just think
6756
00:40:39,319 --> 00:40:39,620
[maggie]: myself
6757
00:40:39,513 --> 00:40:39,633
[abbe_greenberg]: that
6758
00:40:39,760 --> 00:40:39,780
[maggie]: i
6759
00:40:39,793 --> 00:40:39,833
[abbe_greenberg]: i
6760
00:40:39,860 --> 00:40:39,960
[maggie]: just
6761
00:40:39,954 --> 00:40:40,234
[abbe_greenberg]: had
6762
00:40:40,021 --> 00:40:40,341
[maggie]: think that
6763
00:40:40,394 --> 00:40:40,575
[abbe_greenberg]: that
6764
00:40:40,521 --> 00:40:40,541
[maggie]: i
6765
00:40:40,655 --> 00:40:41,095
[abbe_greenberg]: disorder
6766
00:40:40,682 --> 00:40:41,263
[maggie]: had that
6767
00:40:41,336 --> 00:40:41,416
[abbe_greenberg]: and
6768
00:40:41,383 --> 00:40:41,804
[maggie]: disorder
6769
00:40:41,496 --> 00:40:42,037
[abbe_greenberg]: i've always had
6770
00:40:42,000 --> 00:40:42,288
[juliet_hahn]: oh
6771
00:40:42,064 --> 00:40:42,124
[maggie]: and
6772
00:40:42,077 --> 00:40:42,237
[abbe_greenberg]: it and
6773
00:40:42,204 --> 00:40:42,304
[maggie]: i've
6774
00:40:42,257 --> 00:40:42,398
[abbe_greenberg]: that's
6775
00:40:42,344 --> 00:40:42,545
[maggie]: always
6776
00:40:42,438 --> 00:40:42,538
[abbe_greenberg]: just
6777
00:40:42,585 --> 00:40:42,745
[maggie]: had
6778
00:40:42,618 --> 00:40:42,798
[abbe_greenberg]: part
6779
00:40:42,805 --> 00:40:42,845
[maggie]: it
6780
00:40:42,858 --> 00:40:42,898
[abbe_greenberg]: of
6781
00:40:42,865 --> 00:40:42,925
[maggie]: and
6782
00:40:42,959 --> 00:40:43,059
[abbe_greenberg]: who
6783
00:40:42,965 --> 00:40:43,246
[maggie]: that's just
6784
00:40:43,159 --> 00:40:43,419
[abbe_greenberg]: i am
6785
00:40:43,346 --> 00:40:43,506
[maggie]: part
6786
00:40:43,459 --> 00:40:43,539
[abbe_greenberg]: and
6787
00:40:43,566 --> 00:40:43,767
[maggie]: of who
6788
00:40:43,840 --> 00:40:44,040
[abbe_greenberg]: what's
6789
00:40:43,867 --> 00:40:44,248
[maggie]: i am and
6790
00:40:44,221 --> 00:40:44,742
[abbe_greenberg]: how am i bring
6791
00:40:44,548 --> 00:40:44,668
[maggie]: what
6792
00:40:44,762 --> 00:40:44,982
[abbe_greenberg]: works
6793
00:40:45,089 --> 00:40:45,710
[maggie]: my rain works
6794
00:40:45,823 --> 00:40:47,166
[abbe_greenberg]: um and it you
6795
00:40:47,092 --> 00:40:47,253
[maggie]: and
6796
00:40:47,186 --> 00:40:47,967
[abbe_greenberg]: know there's a lot about
6797
00:40:47,834 --> 00:40:48,034
[maggie]: you know
6798
00:40:48,027 --> 00:40:48,087
[abbe_greenberg]: it
6799
00:40:48,054 --> 00:40:48,234
[maggie]: there's
6800
00:40:48,127 --> 00:40:48,267
[abbe_greenberg]: that
6801
00:40:48,254 --> 00:40:48,455
[maggie]: a lot
6802
00:40:48,488 --> 00:40:48,588
[abbe_greenberg]: that
6803
00:40:48,515 --> 00:40:48,715
[maggie]: about
6804
00:40:48,728 --> 00:40:49,089
[abbe_greenberg]: stinks
6805
00:40:48,775 --> 00:40:49,036
[maggie]: it that
6806
00:40:49,449 --> 00:40:49,529
[abbe_greenberg]: and
6807
00:40:49,476 --> 00:40:49,837
[maggie]: stinks
6808
00:40:49,730 --> 00:40:50,191
[abbe_greenberg]: has been very
6809
00:40:50,218 --> 00:40:50,298
[maggie]: and
6810
00:40:50,231 --> 00:40:50,591
[abbe_greenberg]: difficult
6811
00:40:50,458 --> 00:40:50,578
[maggie]: has
6812
00:40:50,631 --> 00:40:50,671
[abbe_greenberg]: in
6813
00:40:50,638 --> 00:40:50,779
[maggie]: been
6814
00:40:50,711 --> 00:40:50,932
[abbe_greenberg]: my life
6815
00:40:50,859 --> 00:40:50,879
[maggie]: i
6816
00:40:50,952 --> 00:40:51,032
[abbe_greenberg]: and
6817
00:40:50,979 --> 00:40:51,319
[maggie]: difficult
6818
00:40:51,072 --> 00:40:51,413
[abbe_greenberg]: presented
6819
00:40:51,420 --> 00:40:51,480
[maggie]: my
6820
00:40:51,513 --> 00:40:51,713
[abbe_greenberg]: lots
6821
00:40:51,520 --> 00:40:51,660
[maggie]: life
6822
00:40:51,773 --> 00:40:51,833
[abbe_greenberg]: of
6823
00:40:51,820 --> 00:40:52,141
[maggie]: presented
6824
00:40:51,893 --> 00:40:52,394
[abbe_greenberg]: challenges
6825
00:40:52,261 --> 00:40:52,441
[maggie]: lots
6826
00:40:52,494 --> 00:40:52,595
[abbe_greenberg]: i'm
6827
00:40:52,501 --> 00:40:53,122
[maggie]: of challenges
6828
00:40:53,055 --> 00:40:53,456
[abbe_greenberg]: definitely
6829
00:40:53,243 --> 00:40:53,343
[maggie]: i'm
6830
00:40:53,536 --> 00:40:54,518
[abbe_greenberg]: i'm a germphobe
6831
00:40:53,804 --> 00:40:54,745
[maggie]: definitely a germ
6832
00:40:54,618 --> 00:40:54,758
[abbe_greenberg]: so
6833
00:40:54,865 --> 00:40:55,206
[maggie]: foe
6834
00:40:55,259 --> 00:40:55,319
[abbe_greenberg]: you
6835
00:40:55,366 --> 00:40:55,466
[maggie]: so
6836
00:40:55,379 --> 00:40:55,980
[abbe_greenberg]: know one of
6837
00:40:55,987 --> 00:40:56,067
[maggie]: you
6838
00:40:56,020 --> 00:40:56,100
[abbe_greenberg]: the
6839
00:40:56,107 --> 00:40:56,208
[maggie]: know
6840
00:40:56,140 --> 00:40:56,621
[abbe_greenberg]: discomforts
6841
00:40:56,528 --> 00:40:56,829
[maggie]: one of the
6842
00:40:56,782 --> 00:40:56,842
[abbe_greenberg]: my
6843
00:40:56,869 --> 00:40:57,349
[maggie]: discomforts
6844
00:40:56,902 --> 00:40:57,443
[abbe_greenberg]: life is that
6845
00:40:57,430 --> 00:40:57,830
[maggie]: of my life
6846
00:40:57,863 --> 00:40:57,903
[abbe_greenberg]: i
6847
00:40:57,890 --> 00:40:57,970
[maggie]: is
6848
00:40:57,964 --> 00:40:58,144
[abbe_greenberg]: won't
6849
00:40:58,011 --> 00:40:58,191
[maggie]: that
6850
00:40:58,164 --> 00:40:58,745
[abbe_greenberg]: go to the bathroom
6851
00:40:58,612 --> 00:40:58,852
[maggie]: i will
6852
00:40:58,825 --> 00:40:59,326
[abbe_greenberg]: on a plan
6853
00:40:59,012 --> 00:40:59,974
[maggie]: to the battery to play
6854
00:41:00,007 --> 00:41:00,728
[abbe_greenberg]: which presents a
6855
00:41:00,745 --> 00:41:00,926
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
6856
00:41:00,768 --> 00:41:01,149
[abbe_greenberg]: particular
6857
00:41:00,775 --> 00:41:01,376
[maggie]: with presents
6858
00:41:01,209 --> 00:41:01,489
[abbe_greenberg]: challenge
6859
00:41:01,436 --> 00:41:01,456
[maggie]: a
6860
00:41:01,509 --> 00:41:01,590
[abbe_greenberg]: when
6861
00:41:01,516 --> 00:41:01,897
[maggie]: particular
6862
00:41:01,610 --> 00:41:02,070
[abbe_greenberg]: you're flying
6863
00:41:01,957 --> 00:41:02,238
[maggie]: challenge
6864
00:41:02,191 --> 00:41:02,331
[abbe_greenberg]: from
6865
00:41:02,278 --> 00:41:02,758
[maggie]: when you're lying
6866
00:41:02,792 --> 00:41:03,072
[abbe_greenberg]: europe
6867
00:41:02,939 --> 00:41:03,059
[maggie]: from
6868
00:41:03,021 --> 00:41:03,325
[juliet_hahn]: okay
6869
00:41:03,112 --> 00:41:03,613
[abbe_greenberg]: to the united
6870
00:41:03,520 --> 00:41:03,780
[maggie]: europe
6871
00:41:03,693 --> 00:41:04,154
[abbe_greenberg]: states
6872
00:41:03,840 --> 00:41:04,782
[maggie]: to the united states
6873
00:41:04,743 --> 00:41:05,007
[juliet_hahn]: right
6874
00:41:06,197 --> 00:41:07,099
[abbe_greenberg]: i just did that recently
6875
00:41:07,006 --> 00:41:07,206
[maggie]: i just
6876
00:41:07,159 --> 00:41:07,219
[abbe_greenberg]: and
6877
00:41:07,246 --> 00:41:07,346
[maggie]: did
6878
00:41:07,299 --> 00:41:07,499
[abbe_greenberg]: held
6879
00:41:07,386 --> 00:41:07,506
[maggie]: that
6880
00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:07,600
[abbe_greenberg]: it
6881
00:41:07,566 --> 00:41:07,947
[maggie]: recently
6882
00:41:07,660 --> 00:41:07,980
[abbe_greenberg]: in the whole
6883
00:41:07,920 --> 00:41:08,021
[juliet_hahn]: you
6884
00:41:08,007 --> 00:41:08,067
[maggie]: and
6885
00:41:08,020 --> 00:41:08,140
[abbe_greenberg]: way
6886
00:41:08,081 --> 00:41:08,201
[juliet_hahn]: gotta
6887
00:41:08,127 --> 00:41:08,328
[maggie]: held
6888
00:41:08,221 --> 00:41:08,301
[abbe_greenberg]: so
6889
00:41:08,241 --> 00:41:08,362
[juliet_hahn]: were
6890
00:41:08,408 --> 00:41:08,548
[maggie]: it in
6891
00:41:08,522 --> 00:41:08,602
[juliet_hahn]: you
6892
00:41:08,588 --> 00:41:08,648
[maggie]: the
6893
00:41:08,682 --> 00:41:08,743
[juliet_hahn]: got
6894
00:41:08,688 --> 00:41:08,829
[maggie]: whole
6895
00:41:08,803 --> 00:41:08,883
[juliet_hahn]: were
6896
00:41:08,823 --> 00:41:08,964
[abbe_greenberg]: think
6897
00:41:08,889 --> 00:41:08,969
[maggie]: way
6898
00:41:08,903 --> 00:41:09,364
[juliet_hahn]: it depends
6899
00:41:09,710 --> 00:41:10,632
[maggie]: you got wyougotwhere
6900
00:41:10,462 --> 00:41:10,623
[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
6901
00:41:10,672 --> 00:41:10,692
[maggie]: t
6902
00:41:10,723 --> 00:41:10,743
[abbe_greenberg]: i
6903
00:41:10,732 --> 00:41:11,072
[maggie]: depends
6904
00:41:10,803 --> 00:41:11,947
[abbe_greenberg]: was you know i was this
6905
00:41:11,994 --> 00:41:12,114
[maggie]: know
6906
00:41:12,007 --> 00:41:12,690
[abbe_greenberg]: close to doing that
6907
00:41:12,815 --> 00:41:14,218
[maggie]: i would let her i would not
6908
00:41:14,100 --> 00:41:14,320
[juliet_hahn]: oh
6909
00:41:14,278 --> 00:41:15,059
[maggie]: let her i
6910
00:41:15,043 --> 00:41:15,244
[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
6911
00:41:15,160 --> 00:41:15,641
[maggie]: have to say
6912
00:41:15,805 --> 00:41:17,570
[abbe_greenberg]: but but on the other hand
6913
00:41:17,285 --> 00:41:17,686
[maggie]: but on the
6914
00:41:17,691 --> 00:41:17,932
[abbe_greenberg]: i have
6915
00:41:17,807 --> 00:41:18,007
[maggie]: other
6916
00:41:17,972 --> 00:41:18,032
[abbe_greenberg]: to
6917
00:41:18,067 --> 00:41:18,348
[maggie]: hand
6918
00:41:18,092 --> 00:41:18,473
[abbe_greenberg]: say that
6919
00:41:18,508 --> 00:41:18,729
[maggie]: i have
6920
00:41:18,734 --> 00:41:18,894
[abbe_greenberg]: some
6921
00:41:18,789 --> 00:41:19,050
[maggie]: to say
6922
00:41:18,975 --> 00:41:19,175
[abbe_greenberg]: of my
6923
00:41:19,150 --> 00:41:19,291
[maggie]: that
6924
00:41:19,275 --> 00:41:19,817
[abbe_greenberg]: obsessions
6925
00:41:19,551 --> 00:41:19,852
[maggie]: some of
6926
00:41:19,877 --> 00:41:19,998
[abbe_greenberg]: have
6927
00:41:19,912 --> 00:41:20,012
[maggie]: my
6928
00:41:20,038 --> 00:41:20,178
[abbe_greenberg]: been
6929
00:41:20,113 --> 00:41:20,614
[maggie]: obsessions
6930
00:41:20,238 --> 00:41:20,900
[abbe_greenberg]: super powers
6931
00:41:20,694 --> 00:41:21,757
[maggie]: have powers
6932
00:41:21,712 --> 00:41:22,515
[abbe_greenberg]: i mean a lot
6933
00:41:22,529 --> 00:41:22,549
[maggie]: i
6934
00:41:22,575 --> 00:41:22,615
[abbe_greenberg]: of
6935
00:41:22,609 --> 00:41:22,769
[maggie]: mean
6936
00:41:22,675 --> 00:41:23,438
[abbe_greenberg]: my confidence
6937
00:41:23,030 --> 00:41:23,571
[maggie]: a lot of my
6938
00:41:23,639 --> 00:41:23,940
[abbe_greenberg]: comes
6939
00:41:23,711 --> 00:41:24,252
[maggie]: confidence
6940
00:41:24,101 --> 00:41:24,563
[abbe_greenberg]: from my
6941
00:41:24,473 --> 00:41:24,753
[maggie]: comes
6942
00:41:24,663 --> 00:41:25,044
[abbe_greenberg]: obsessed
6943
00:41:24,934 --> 00:41:25,114
[maggie]: from
6944
00:41:25,245 --> 00:41:25,305
[abbe_greenberg]: my
6945
00:41:25,254 --> 00:41:25,355
[maggie]: my
6946
00:41:25,366 --> 00:41:25,707
[abbe_greenberg]: obsession
6947
00:41:25,475 --> 00:41:25,996
[maggie]: obsessive
6948
00:41:25,747 --> 00:41:26,269
[abbe_greenberg]: with detail
6949
00:41:26,151 --> 00:41:26,335
[juliet_hahn]: right
6950
00:41:26,276 --> 00:41:27,058
[maggie]: session i detail
6951
00:41:27,452 --> 00:41:27,532
[abbe_greenberg]: and
6952
00:41:27,510 --> 00:41:28,320
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
6953
00:41:27,573 --> 00:41:27,653
[abbe_greenberg]: my
6954
00:41:27,639 --> 00:41:27,820
[maggie]: right
6955
00:41:27,733 --> 00:41:28,397
[abbe_greenberg]: organizational
6956
00:41:28,261 --> 00:41:28,481
[maggie]: and my
6957
00:41:28,457 --> 00:41:28,719
[abbe_greenberg]: skills
6958
00:41:28,561 --> 00:41:29,203
[maggie]: organizational
6959
00:41:28,779 --> 00:41:28,960
[abbe_greenberg]: in the
6960
00:41:29,283 --> 00:41:29,563
[maggie]: skills
6961
00:41:29,925 --> 00:41:30,126
[abbe_greenberg]: it's an
6962
00:41:30,145 --> 00:41:30,225
[maggie]: and
6963
00:41:30,166 --> 00:41:30,669
[abbe_greenberg]: obsessive
6964
00:41:30,766 --> 00:41:31,528
[maggie]: its obsessive
6965
00:41:31,562 --> 00:41:32,223
[abbe_greenberg]: organizational
6966
00:41:32,369 --> 00:41:33,010
[maggie]: organizational
6967
00:41:32,603 --> 00:41:33,365
[abbe_greenberg]: ability it's not
6968
00:41:33,390 --> 00:41:33,791
[maggie]: ability
6969
00:41:33,465 --> 00:41:33,645
[abbe_greenberg]: like
6970
00:41:33,831 --> 00:41:34,192
[maggie]: is not
6971
00:41:34,126 --> 00:41:34,346
[abbe_greenberg]: you know
6972
00:41:34,272 --> 00:41:34,432
[maggie]: like
6973
00:41:34,506 --> 00:41:35,168
[abbe_greenberg]: i'm just an organized
6974
00:41:34,933 --> 00:41:35,173
[maggie]: you know
6975
00:41:35,208 --> 00:41:35,468
[abbe_greenberg]: person
6976
00:41:35,313 --> 00:41:35,534
[maggie]: i'm just
6977
00:41:35,568 --> 00:41:35,668
[abbe_greenberg]: i'm
6978
00:41:35,574 --> 00:41:35,975
[maggie]: a organized
6979
00:41:35,869 --> 00:41:36,269
[abbe_greenberg]: very
6980
00:41:36,015 --> 00:41:37,056
[maggie]: person i'm very
6981
00:41:36,870 --> 00:41:37,972
[abbe_greenberg]: you know ritualized
6982
00:41:37,798 --> 00:41:38,739
[maggie]: knowritualized
6983
00:41:38,032 --> 00:41:38,593
[abbe_greenberg]: about it and
6984
00:41:38,799 --> 00:41:39,000
[maggie]: about
6985
00:41:38,914 --> 00:41:39,114
[abbe_greenberg]: that's
6986
00:41:39,060 --> 00:41:39,140
[maggie]: it
6987
00:41:39,154 --> 00:41:39,274
[abbe_greenberg]: been
6988
00:41:39,260 --> 00:41:39,340
[maggie]: and
6989
00:41:39,314 --> 00:41:39,595
[abbe_greenberg]: a super
6990
00:41:39,641 --> 00:41:39,841
[maggie]: that's
6991
00:41:39,655 --> 00:41:39,895
[abbe_greenberg]: power
6992
00:41:39,881 --> 00:41:40,001
[maggie]: been
6993
00:41:40,016 --> 00:41:40,056
[abbe_greenberg]: in
6994
00:41:40,061 --> 00:41:40,081
[maggie]: a
6995
00:41:40,116 --> 00:41:40,196
[abbe_greenberg]: my
6996
00:41:40,121 --> 00:41:40,362
[maggie]: super
6997
00:41:40,276 --> 00:41:40,496
[abbe_greenberg]: life
6998
00:41:40,402 --> 00:41:40,662
[maggie]: power
6999
00:41:40,577 --> 00:41:40,877
[abbe_greenberg]: it's been
7000
00:41:40,763 --> 00:41:40,943
[maggie]: in my
7001
00:41:40,917 --> 00:41:41,158
[abbe_greenberg]: a super
7002
00:41:41,003 --> 00:41:41,223
[maggie]: life
7003
00:41:41,218 --> 00:41:41,438
[abbe_greenberg]: power
7004
00:41:41,323 --> 00:41:41,664
[maggie]: it's been a
7005
00:41:41,738 --> 00:41:42,019
[abbe_greenberg]: in lots
7006
00:41:41,965 --> 00:41:42,205
[maggie]: power
7007
00:41:42,079 --> 00:41:42,440
[abbe_greenberg]: of ways
7008
00:41:42,285 --> 00:41:42,325
[maggie]: in
7009
00:41:42,540 --> 00:41:42,660
[abbe_greenberg]: so
7010
00:41:42,946 --> 00:41:43,407
[maggie]: ways so
7011
00:41:43,682 --> 00:41:44,222
[abbe_greenberg]: i think also
7012
00:41:44,429 --> 00:41:44,449
[maggie]: i
7013
00:41:44,462 --> 00:41:44,622
[abbe_greenberg]: my
7014
00:41:44,489 --> 00:41:44,950
[maggie]: think also
7015
00:41:44,923 --> 00:41:45,423
[abbe_greenberg]: obsessive
7016
00:41:45,210 --> 00:41:45,370
[maggie]: my
7017
00:41:45,503 --> 00:41:46,044
[abbe_greenberg]: personality
7018
00:41:45,671 --> 00:41:46,172
[maggie]: obsessive
7019
00:41:46,084 --> 00:41:46,224
[abbe_greenberg]: has
7020
00:41:46,252 --> 00:41:46,773
[maggie]: personality
7021
00:41:46,264 --> 00:41:46,844
[abbe_greenberg]: given me a
7022
00:41:46,853 --> 00:41:46,973
[maggie]: has
7023
00:41:46,944 --> 00:41:47,165
[abbe_greenberg]: really
7024
00:41:47,033 --> 00:41:47,233
[maggie]: given
7025
00:41:47,265 --> 00:41:47,465
[abbe_greenberg]: fun
7026
00:41:47,293 --> 00:41:47,354
[maggie]: me
7027
00:41:47,545 --> 00:41:47,745
[abbe_greenberg]: sense
7028
00:41:47,574 --> 00:41:47,914
[maggie]: a really
7029
00:41:47,805 --> 00:41:48,145
[abbe_greenberg]: of humor
7030
00:41:48,015 --> 00:41:48,495
[maggie]: fun sense
7031
00:41:48,355 --> 00:41:48,437
[juliet_hahn]: ah
7032
00:41:48,556 --> 00:41:48,896
[maggie]: of humor
7033
00:41:49,146 --> 00:41:49,406
[abbe_greenberg]: and so
7034
00:41:49,650 --> 00:41:50,349
[juliet_hahn]: yea
7035
00:41:49,918 --> 00:41:49,978
[maggie]: and
7036
00:41:49,947 --> 00:41:50,047
[abbe_greenberg]: you
7037
00:41:50,058 --> 00:41:50,158
[maggie]: so
7038
00:41:50,067 --> 00:41:50,708
[abbe_greenberg]: know by the
7039
00:41:50,699 --> 00:41:50,759
[maggie]: you
7040
00:41:50,768 --> 00:41:50,908
[abbe_greenberg]: same
7041
00:41:50,819 --> 00:41:50,940
[maggie]: know
7042
00:41:51,088 --> 00:41:51,488
[abbe_greenberg]: i definitely
7043
00:41:51,260 --> 00:41:51,641
[maggie]: by the same
7044
00:41:51,508 --> 00:41:52,269
[abbe_greenberg]: have been struggling
7045
00:41:51,841 --> 00:41:52,482
[maggie]: i definitely have been
7046
00:41:52,409 --> 00:41:52,569
[abbe_greenberg]: but i
7047
00:41:52,542 --> 00:41:53,003
[maggie]: struggling
7048
00:41:52,669 --> 00:41:52,949
[abbe_greenberg]: also
7049
00:41:52,860 --> 00:41:53,061
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
7050
00:41:53,143 --> 00:41:53,704
[maggie]: but i also
7051
00:41:53,430 --> 00:41:54,190
[abbe_greenberg]: am seeing
7052
00:41:54,165 --> 00:41:54,225
[maggie]: am
7053
00:41:54,189 --> 00:41:54,309
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
7054
00:41:54,405 --> 00:41:54,906
[maggie]: seeing
7055
00:41:54,531 --> 00:41:54,971
[abbe_greenberg]: the gifts
7056
00:41:55,120 --> 00:41:55,281
[juliet_hahn]: right
7057
00:41:55,287 --> 00:41:55,727
[maggie]: the gifts
7058
00:41:55,563 --> 00:41:56,065
[juliet_hahn]: i love that
7059
00:41:56,273 --> 00:41:56,978
[abbe_greenberg]: i think i think
7060
00:41:57,072 --> 00:41:57,092
[maggie]: i
7061
00:41:57,079 --> 00:41:57,381
[abbe_greenberg]: there's
7062
00:41:57,173 --> 00:41:57,515
[maggie]: love that
7063
00:41:57,543 --> 00:41:57,966
[abbe_greenberg]: meaning
7064
00:41:57,838 --> 00:41:58,684
[maggie]: there's meaning
7065
00:41:58,902 --> 00:41:59,043
[abbe_greenberg]: and
7066
00:41:59,130 --> 00:41:59,150
[juliet_hahn]: m
7067
00:41:59,264 --> 00:41:59,566
[abbe_greenberg]: you know
7068
00:41:59,609 --> 00:42:00,072
[maggie]: and you
7069
00:42:00,089 --> 00:42:00,169
[abbe_greenberg]: and
7070
00:42:00,132 --> 00:42:00,253
[maggie]: know
7071
00:42:00,209 --> 00:42:00,893
[abbe_greenberg]: i didn't come to this
7072
00:42:00,796 --> 00:42:00,816
[maggie]: i
7073
00:42:00,913 --> 00:42:01,275
[abbe_greenberg]: until i was
7074
00:42:01,218 --> 00:42:01,339
[maggie]: come
7075
00:42:01,316 --> 00:42:01,456
[abbe_greenberg]: in my
7076
00:42:01,399 --> 00:42:01,600
[maggie]: to this
7077
00:42:01,517 --> 00:42:01,939
[abbe_greenberg]: fifties
7078
00:42:01,660 --> 00:42:01,882
[maggie]: until i
7079
00:42:01,880 --> 00:42:02,042
[juliet_hahn]: right
7080
00:42:01,922 --> 00:42:02,646
[maggie]: was in my fifties
7081
00:42:02,843 --> 00:42:03,725
[abbe_greenberg]: when i was fifty
7082
00:42:03,569 --> 00:42:04,451
[maggie]: when i was fifty
7083
00:42:04,187 --> 00:42:04,929
[abbe_greenberg]: my attitude was sort
7084
00:42:04,932 --> 00:42:05,012
[maggie]: my
7085
00:42:04,949 --> 00:42:05,230
[abbe_greenberg]: of like
7086
00:42:05,092 --> 00:42:05,633
[maggie]: attitude was sort
7087
00:42:05,551 --> 00:42:05,691
[abbe_greenberg]: this
7088
00:42:05,694 --> 00:42:05,754
[maggie]: of
7089
00:42:05,772 --> 00:42:06,012
[abbe_greenberg]: sucks
7090
00:42:05,814 --> 00:42:05,934
[maggie]: like
7091
00:42:06,073 --> 00:42:06,313
[abbe_greenberg]: and why
7092
00:42:06,275 --> 00:42:06,435
[maggie]: this
7093
00:42:06,394 --> 00:42:06,594
[abbe_greenberg]: is this
7094
00:42:06,495 --> 00:42:06,716
[maggie]: sucks
7095
00:42:06,614 --> 00:42:06,935
[abbe_greenberg]: happening
7096
00:42:06,796 --> 00:42:07,016
[maggie]: and why
7097
00:42:06,975 --> 00:42:07,156
[abbe_greenberg]: to me
7098
00:42:07,116 --> 00:42:07,638
[maggie]: is this happening
7099
00:42:07,377 --> 00:42:07,698
[abbe_greenberg]: and i think
7100
00:42:07,678 --> 00:42:07,718
[maggie]: to
7101
00:42:07,738 --> 00:42:07,858
[abbe_greenberg]: that
7102
00:42:07,778 --> 00:42:07,818
[maggie]: me
7103
00:42:07,918 --> 00:42:08,219
[abbe_greenberg]: a lot of
7104
00:42:08,260 --> 00:42:08,381
[maggie]: think
7105
00:42:08,300 --> 00:42:08,380
[abbe_greenberg]: us
7106
00:42:08,442 --> 00:42:09,092
[maggie]: that a lot of us
7107
00:42:09,462 --> 00:42:10,163
[abbe_greenberg]: and to
7108
00:42:10,089 --> 00:42:10,249
[maggie]: tend
7109
00:42:10,263 --> 00:42:10,383
[abbe_greenberg]: do
7110
00:42:10,350 --> 00:42:10,430
[maggie]: to
7111
00:42:10,483 --> 00:42:10,723
[abbe_greenberg]: that
7112
00:42:10,791 --> 00:42:10,871
[maggie]: to
7113
00:42:10,904 --> 00:42:11,064
[abbe_greenberg]: when
7114
00:42:10,991 --> 00:42:11,092
[maggie]: do
7115
00:42:11,164 --> 00:42:11,304
[abbe_greenberg]: we're
7116
00:42:11,192 --> 00:42:11,433
[maggie]: that
7117
00:42:11,364 --> 00:42:11,665
[abbe_greenberg]: younger
7118
00:42:11,633 --> 00:42:11,794
[maggie]: when
7119
00:42:11,785 --> 00:42:11,865
[abbe_greenberg]: and
7120
00:42:11,874 --> 00:42:12,014
[maggie]: we're
7121
00:42:11,905 --> 00:42:12,025
[abbe_greenberg]: we're
7122
00:42:11,910 --> 00:42:11,930
[juliet_hahn]: m
7123
00:42:12,065 --> 00:42:12,185
[abbe_greenberg]: more
7124
00:42:12,094 --> 00:42:12,395
[maggie]: younger
7125
00:42:12,246 --> 00:42:12,546
[abbe_greenberg]: focused
7126
00:42:12,495 --> 00:42:12,576
[maggie]: and
7127
00:42:12,606 --> 00:42:12,666
[abbe_greenberg]: on
7128
00:42:12,616 --> 00:42:12,736
[maggie]: we're
7129
00:42:12,726 --> 00:42:13,127
[abbe_greenberg]: ourselves
7130
00:42:12,776 --> 00:42:13,258
[maggie]: more focused
7131
00:42:13,207 --> 00:42:13,287
[abbe_greenberg]: but
7132
00:42:13,338 --> 00:42:13,839
[maggie]: on ourselves
7133
00:42:13,447 --> 00:42:14,008
[abbe_greenberg]: as i became
7134
00:42:13,919 --> 00:42:14,000
[maggie]: but
7135
00:42:14,068 --> 00:42:14,188
[abbe_greenberg]: more
7136
00:42:14,160 --> 00:42:14,240
[maggie]: as
7137
00:42:14,248 --> 00:42:14,609
[abbe_greenberg]: focused
7138
00:42:14,341 --> 00:42:14,742
[maggie]: i became
7139
00:42:14,729 --> 00:42:14,829
[abbe_greenberg]: on
7140
00:42:14,782 --> 00:42:15,323
[maggie]: more focused
7141
00:42:15,049 --> 00:42:15,690
[abbe_greenberg]: people outside
7142
00:42:15,464 --> 00:42:15,524
[maggie]: on
7143
00:42:15,750 --> 00:42:15,790
[abbe_greenberg]: of
7144
00:42:15,784 --> 00:42:15,965
[maggie]: people
7145
00:42:15,871 --> 00:42:15,971
[abbe_greenberg]: me
7146
00:42:16,065 --> 00:42:16,687
[maggie]: outside of me
7147
00:42:16,722 --> 00:42:17,726
[abbe_greenberg]: growing our community
7148
00:42:17,579 --> 00:42:18,059
[maggie]: when actual
7149
00:42:18,088 --> 00:42:18,188
[abbe_greenberg]: you
7150
00:42:18,179 --> 00:42:18,480
[maggie]: unity
7151
00:42:18,228 --> 00:42:19,213
[abbe_greenberg]: know working to
7152
00:42:19,201 --> 00:42:19,481
[maggie]: working
7153
00:42:19,273 --> 00:42:20,056
[abbe_greenberg]: make other people's
7154
00:42:19,842 --> 00:42:20,122
[maggie]: to make
7155
00:42:20,137 --> 00:42:20,719
[abbe_greenberg]: lives better
7156
00:42:20,843 --> 00:42:21,404
[maggie]: lives better
7157
00:42:21,279 --> 00:42:21,300
[juliet_hahn]: m
7158
00:42:21,382 --> 00:42:22,223
[abbe_greenberg]: i became really
7159
00:42:22,145 --> 00:42:22,625
[maggie]: i became
7160
00:42:22,303 --> 00:42:22,704
[abbe_greenberg]: aware
7161
00:42:22,726 --> 00:42:22,946
[maggie]: really
7162
00:42:22,884 --> 00:42:23,085
[abbe_greenberg]: that
7163
00:42:23,026 --> 00:42:23,406
[maggie]: aware
7164
00:42:23,165 --> 00:42:23,466
[abbe_greenberg]: you know
7165
00:42:23,627 --> 00:42:23,807
[maggie]: that
7166
00:42:24,267 --> 00:42:24,888
[abbe_greenberg]: struggling
7167
00:42:24,989 --> 00:42:25,571
[maggie]: struggling
7168
00:42:25,029 --> 00:42:25,910
[abbe_greenberg]: is a human thing
7169
00:42:25,752 --> 00:42:26,616
[maggie]: is a human thing
7170
00:42:26,952 --> 00:42:27,694
[abbe_greenberg]: how we manage
7171
00:42:27,679 --> 00:42:27,799
[maggie]: how
7172
00:42:27,775 --> 00:42:28,296
[abbe_greenberg]: our struggles
7173
00:42:27,979 --> 00:42:28,440
[maggie]: we manage
7174
00:42:28,356 --> 00:42:28,557
[abbe_greenberg]: that's
7175
00:42:28,480 --> 00:42:29,001
[maggie]: our struggles
7176
00:42:28,637 --> 00:42:29,440
[abbe_greenberg]: where the meaning
7177
00:42:29,361 --> 00:42:29,662
[maggie]: where the
7178
00:42:29,620 --> 00:42:30,343
[abbe_greenberg]: and fulfillment
7179
00:42:29,782 --> 00:42:30,143
[maggie]: meaning
7180
00:42:30,423 --> 00:42:31,847
[abbe_greenberg]: in life is even
7181
00:42:31,945 --> 00:42:32,126
[maggie]: is
7182
00:42:31,948 --> 00:42:32,610
[abbe_greenberg]: when it's hard
7183
00:42:32,386 --> 00:42:33,328
[maggie]: even when it's hard
7184
00:42:33,832 --> 00:42:34,113
[abbe_greenberg]: sort of
7185
00:42:34,569 --> 00:42:34,709
[maggie]: sort
7186
00:42:34,575 --> 00:42:34,715
[abbe_greenberg]: it's
7187
00:42:34,789 --> 00:42:34,850
[maggie]: of
7188
00:42:34,795 --> 00:42:35,277
[abbe_greenberg]: the mountains
7189
00:42:35,271 --> 00:42:35,412
[maggie]: it's
7190
00:42:35,337 --> 00:42:35,457
[abbe_greenberg]: that
7191
00:42:35,512 --> 00:42:35,612
[maggie]: the
7192
00:42:35,518 --> 00:42:35,558
[abbe_greenberg]: we
7193
00:42:35,652 --> 00:42:35,994
[maggie]: mountains
7194
00:42:35,678 --> 00:42:36,059
[abbe_greenberg]: climb
7195
00:42:36,054 --> 00:42:36,756
[maggie]: that we climb
7196
00:42:36,831 --> 00:42:37,033
[juliet_hahn]: right
7197
00:42:38,413 --> 00:42:39,134
[abbe_greenberg]: they make our lives
7198
00:42:39,131 --> 00:42:39,231
[maggie]: they
7199
00:42:39,214 --> 00:42:39,494
[abbe_greenberg]: richer
7200
00:42:39,291 --> 00:42:39,853
[maggie]: make our lives
7201
00:42:39,734 --> 00:42:39,935
[abbe_greenberg]: even
7202
00:42:39,953 --> 00:42:40,213
[maggie]: richer
7203
00:42:39,995 --> 00:42:40,756
[abbe_greenberg]: when they're terrible
7204
00:42:40,554 --> 00:42:41,035
[maggie]: than when they're
7205
00:42:40,936 --> 00:42:41,036
[abbe_greenberg]: and
7206
00:42:41,076 --> 00:42:41,476
[maggie]: terrible
7207
00:42:41,837 --> 00:42:42,498
[abbe_greenberg]: i've climbed some
7208
00:42:42,499 --> 00:42:42,580
[maggie]: they
7209
00:42:42,558 --> 00:42:42,778
[abbe_greenberg]: awful
7210
00:42:42,821 --> 00:42:43,062
[maggie]: climbed
7211
00:42:42,838 --> 00:42:43,259
[abbe_greenberg]: mountains
7212
00:42:43,102 --> 00:42:43,183
[maggie]: some
7213
00:42:43,170 --> 00:42:43,513
[juliet_hahn]: oh
7214
00:42:43,223 --> 00:42:43,685
[maggie]: wonderful men
7215
00:42:43,859 --> 00:42:44,720
[abbe_greenberg]: you know figuratively
7216
00:42:44,590 --> 00:42:44,811
[maggie]: you know
7217
00:42:44,881 --> 00:42:45,041
[abbe_greenberg]: but
7218
00:42:44,951 --> 00:42:45,796
[maggie]: figuratively but
7219
00:42:46,432 --> 00:42:47,094
[abbe_greenberg]: you know mag
7220
00:42:47,149 --> 00:42:47,229
[maggie]: you
7221
00:42:47,254 --> 00:42:47,314
[abbe_greenberg]: and
7222
00:42:47,269 --> 00:42:47,369
[maggie]: know
7223
00:42:47,415 --> 00:42:47,435
[abbe_greenberg]: i
7224
00:42:47,649 --> 00:42:47,830
[maggie]: max
7225
00:42:47,655 --> 00:42:47,976
[abbe_greenberg]: really
7226
00:42:47,970 --> 00:42:48,170
[maggie]: and i
7227
00:42:48,679 --> 00:42:49,361
[abbe_greenberg]: when we were
7228
00:42:49,392 --> 00:42:49,532
[maggie]: when
7229
00:42:49,441 --> 00:42:49,922
[abbe_greenberg]: struggling
7230
00:42:49,733 --> 00:42:50,614
[maggie]: we were struggling
7231
00:42:50,404 --> 00:42:51,387
[abbe_greenberg]: the most with our anxiety
7232
00:42:51,255 --> 00:42:51,435
[maggie]: most
7233
00:42:51,447 --> 00:42:51,507
[abbe_greenberg]: in
7234
00:42:51,516 --> 00:42:51,616
[maggie]: with
7235
00:42:51,547 --> 00:42:51,648
[abbe_greenberg]: our
7236
00:42:51,676 --> 00:42:51,756
[maggie]: our
7237
00:42:51,688 --> 00:42:52,089
[abbe_greenberg]: twenties
7238
00:42:51,796 --> 00:42:52,798
[maggie]: exciting in our twenties
7239
00:42:53,132 --> 00:42:53,975
[abbe_greenberg]: in early thirties
7240
00:42:53,839 --> 00:42:54,703
[maggie]: an early thirties
7241
00:42:54,356 --> 00:42:54,476
[abbe_greenberg]: we
7242
00:42:55,084 --> 00:42:55,205
[maggie]: me
7243
00:42:55,419 --> 00:42:55,720
[abbe_greenberg]: looked
7244
00:42:56,159 --> 00:42:56,361
[maggie]: look
7245
00:42:56,743 --> 00:42:57,492
[abbe_greenberg]: or a community
7246
00:42:57,490 --> 00:42:58,220
[maggie]: or unity
7247
00:42:58,574 --> 00:42:59,383
[abbe_greenberg]: let us know we weren't
7248
00:42:59,299 --> 00:42:59,419
[maggie]: let
7249
00:42:59,423 --> 00:42:59,666
[abbe_greenberg]: alone
7250
00:42:59,479 --> 00:43:00,101
[maggie]: us know we weren't
7251
00:43:00,692 --> 00:43:01,397
[abbe_greenberg]: we could not find
7252
00:43:01,405 --> 00:43:01,465
[maggie]: we
7253
00:43:01,478 --> 00:43:01,538
[abbe_greenberg]: it
7254
00:43:01,545 --> 00:43:02,247
[maggie]: could not find it
7255
00:43:02,662 --> 00:43:03,666
[abbe_greenberg]: we were a sorority
7256
00:43:03,559 --> 00:43:03,800
[maggie]: we're a
7257
00:43:03,787 --> 00:43:03,827
[abbe_greenberg]: of
7258
00:43:03,901 --> 00:43:04,403
[maggie]: sorority
7259
00:43:03,948 --> 00:43:04,068
[abbe_greenberg]: two
7260
00:43:04,665 --> 00:43:04,805
[maggie]: to
7261
00:43:05,192 --> 00:43:05,913
[abbe_greenberg]: and our
7262
00:43:05,909 --> 00:43:06,009
[maggie]: and
7263
00:43:06,273 --> 00:43:06,714
[abbe_greenberg]: relationship
7264
00:43:06,389 --> 00:43:06,590
[maggie]: our
7265
00:43:06,734 --> 00:43:07,095
[abbe_greenberg]: with each other
7266
00:43:06,990 --> 00:43:07,431
[maggie]: relationship
7267
00:43:07,135 --> 00:43:07,656
[abbe_greenberg]: the ability
7268
00:43:07,451 --> 00:43:07,932
[maggie]: with each other the
7269
00:43:07,856 --> 00:43:07,976
[abbe_greenberg]: to
7270
00:43:07,972 --> 00:43:08,373
[maggie]: ability
7271
00:43:08,177 --> 00:43:08,437
[abbe_greenberg]: share
7272
00:43:08,573 --> 00:43:08,693
[maggie]: to
7273
00:43:08,818 --> 00:43:09,178
[abbe_greenberg]: all
7274
00:43:08,894 --> 00:43:09,154
[maggie]: share
7275
00:43:09,210 --> 00:43:10,410
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
7276
00:43:09,319 --> 00:43:09,379
[abbe_greenberg]: of
7277
00:43:09,535 --> 00:43:09,615
[maggie]: all
7278
00:43:09,599 --> 00:43:09,819
[abbe_greenberg]: our
7279
00:43:10,056 --> 00:43:10,116
[maggie]: of
7280
00:43:10,120 --> 00:43:10,861
[abbe_greenberg]: obsessions
7281
00:43:10,316 --> 00:43:11,578
[maggie]: our obsessions
7282
00:43:11,001 --> 00:43:11,662
[abbe_greenberg]: anxieties
7283
00:43:11,100 --> 00:43:11,700
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
7284
00:43:11,718 --> 00:43:12,399
[maggie]: anxieties
7285
00:43:11,823 --> 00:43:12,444
[abbe_greenberg]: phobias
7286
00:43:12,540 --> 00:43:13,161
[maggie]: phobias
7287
00:43:12,624 --> 00:43:13,305
[abbe_greenberg]: terrible thoughts
7288
00:43:13,341 --> 00:43:13,702
[maggie]: terrible
7289
00:43:13,365 --> 00:43:14,106
[abbe_greenberg]: catastrophes
7290
00:43:13,601 --> 00:43:13,783
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
7291
00:43:13,762 --> 00:43:14,824
[maggie]: thoughts catastrophies
7292
00:43:14,507 --> 00:43:15,188
[abbe_greenberg]: everything that we
7293
00:43:15,224 --> 00:43:15,625
[maggie]: everything
7294
00:43:15,268 --> 00:43:15,729
[abbe_greenberg]: were doing
7295
00:43:15,685 --> 00:43:16,446
[maggie]: that we were doing
7296
00:43:16,210 --> 00:43:16,951
[abbe_greenberg]: we knew that
7297
00:43:16,947 --> 00:43:17,328
[maggie]: we knew
7298
00:43:17,212 --> 00:43:17,997
[abbe_greenberg]: or what we said
7299
00:43:18,069 --> 00:43:18,189
[maggie]: what
7300
00:43:18,078 --> 00:43:18,178
[abbe_greenberg]: the
7301
00:43:18,186 --> 00:43:18,388
[juliet_hahn]: yes
7302
00:43:18,269 --> 00:43:18,330
[maggie]: we
7303
00:43:18,299 --> 00:43:18,480
[abbe_greenberg]: other
7304
00:43:18,450 --> 00:43:18,730
[maggie]: said
7305
00:43:18,561 --> 00:43:18,822
[abbe_greenberg]: one would
7306
00:43:18,811 --> 00:43:18,891
[maggie]: the
7307
00:43:19,004 --> 00:43:19,265
[abbe_greenberg]: never
7308
00:43:19,031 --> 00:43:19,392
[maggie]: other one
7309
00:43:19,386 --> 00:43:19,748
[abbe_greenberg]: judge it
7310
00:43:19,753 --> 00:43:19,973
[maggie]: never
7311
00:43:21,012 --> 00:43:21,633
[abbe_greenberg]: never i've
7312
00:43:21,570 --> 00:43:21,856
[juliet_hahn]: my
7313
00:43:21,737 --> 00:43:22,017
[maggie]: never
7314
00:43:21,753 --> 00:43:22,334
[abbe_greenberg]: never felt
7315
00:43:22,218 --> 00:43:22,679
[maggie]: i've never
7316
00:43:22,614 --> 00:43:22,715
[abbe_greenberg]: one
7317
00:43:22,839 --> 00:43:23,039
[maggie]: felt
7318
00:43:22,995 --> 00:43:23,396
[abbe_greenberg]: second's
7319
00:43:23,340 --> 00:43:23,440
[maggie]: one
7320
00:43:23,456 --> 00:43:23,816
[abbe_greenberg]: judgment
7321
00:43:23,741 --> 00:43:24,081
[maggie]: second
7322
00:43:23,856 --> 00:43:24,337
[abbe_greenberg]: for maggie
7323
00:43:24,182 --> 00:43:24,542
[maggie]: judgment
7324
00:43:24,457 --> 00:43:24,678
[abbe_greenberg]: in our
7325
00:43:24,582 --> 00:43:24,683
[maggie]: for
7326
00:43:24,738 --> 00:43:25,079
[abbe_greenberg]: thirty
7327
00:43:24,743 --> 00:43:25,224
[maggie]: maggie in
7328
00:43:25,219 --> 00:43:25,419
[abbe_greenberg]: five
7329
00:43:25,304 --> 00:43:25,404
[maggie]: our
7330
00:43:25,459 --> 00:43:26,281
[abbe_greenberg]: year friendship ever
7331
00:43:26,386 --> 00:43:26,727
[maggie]: friendship
7332
00:43:27,030 --> 00:43:27,331
[juliet_hahn]: which is
7333
00:43:27,362 --> 00:43:27,484
[abbe_greenberg]: and
7334
00:43:27,672 --> 00:43:27,994
[juliet_hahn]: special
7335
00:43:27,968 --> 00:43:28,756
[abbe_greenberg]: that is a gift
7336
00:43:28,853 --> 00:43:29,476
[maggie]: apples special
7337
00:43:29,402 --> 00:43:30,223
[abbe_greenberg]: that is really a gift
7338
00:43:30,129 --> 00:43:30,229
[maggie]: that
7339
00:43:30,264 --> 00:43:30,344
[abbe_greenberg]: and
7340
00:43:30,289 --> 00:43:30,369
[maggie]: is
7341
00:43:30,424 --> 00:43:30,524
[abbe_greenberg]: so
7342
00:43:30,429 --> 00:43:30,650
[maggie]: really
7343
00:43:30,705 --> 00:43:31,306
[abbe_greenberg]: when maggie
7344
00:43:31,231 --> 00:43:31,331
[maggie]: so
7345
00:43:31,326 --> 00:43:31,406
[abbe_greenberg]: and
7346
00:43:31,492 --> 00:43:31,612
[maggie]: when
7347
00:43:31,546 --> 00:43:31,587
[abbe_greenberg]: i
7348
00:43:31,732 --> 00:43:32,153
[maggie]: maggie and
7349
00:43:32,308 --> 00:43:32,669
[abbe_greenberg]: created
7350
00:43:32,334 --> 00:43:32,354
[maggie]: i
7351
00:43:32,689 --> 00:43:33,110
[abbe_greenberg]: the anxiety
7352
00:43:33,095 --> 00:43:33,416
[maggie]: created
7353
00:43:33,190 --> 00:43:33,491
[abbe_greenberg]: sisters
7354
00:43:33,556 --> 00:43:33,897
[maggie]: anxiety
7355
00:43:33,571 --> 00:43:34,112
[abbe_greenberg]: we wanted
7356
00:43:33,957 --> 00:43:34,238
[maggie]: sisters
7357
00:43:34,172 --> 00:43:34,233
[abbe_greenberg]: to
7358
00:43:34,338 --> 00:43:34,398
[maggie]: we
7359
00:43:34,433 --> 00:43:34,694
[abbe_greenberg]: create
7360
00:43:34,559 --> 00:43:34,859
[maggie]: wanted
7361
00:43:34,734 --> 00:43:34,754
[abbe_greenberg]: a
7362
00:43:34,779 --> 00:43:34,800
[juliet_hahn]: m
7363
00:43:34,794 --> 00:43:35,074
[abbe_greenberg]: place
7364
00:43:34,940 --> 00:43:35,000
[maggie]: to
7365
00:43:35,115 --> 00:43:35,255
[abbe_greenberg]: where
7366
00:43:35,220 --> 00:43:35,441
[maggie]: create
7367
00:43:35,315 --> 00:43:35,536
[abbe_greenberg]: people
7368
00:43:35,501 --> 00:43:35,802
[maggie]: a place
7369
00:43:35,596 --> 00:43:36,257
[abbe_greenberg]: could find
7370
00:43:35,882 --> 00:43:36,463
[maggie]: where e could
7371
00:43:36,478 --> 00:43:36,678
[abbe_greenberg]: other
7372
00:43:36,583 --> 00:43:36,984
[maggie]: find
7373
00:43:36,738 --> 00:43:37,259
[abbe_greenberg]: maggies and
7374
00:43:37,225 --> 00:43:37,385
[maggie]: other
7375
00:43:37,380 --> 00:43:37,700
[abbe_greenberg]: abbes
7376
00:43:37,485 --> 00:43:38,448
[maggie]: maggies and amis
7377
00:43:38,372 --> 00:43:39,113
[abbe_greenberg]: wanted people to
7378
00:43:39,099 --> 00:43:39,359
[maggie]: wanted
7379
00:43:39,173 --> 00:43:39,333
[abbe_greenberg]: have
7380
00:43:39,419 --> 00:43:39,680
[maggie]: people
7381
00:43:39,534 --> 00:43:39,874
[abbe_greenberg]: access
7382
00:43:39,760 --> 00:43:40,040
[maggie]: to have
7383
00:43:39,974 --> 00:43:40,555
[abbe_greenberg]: to others
7384
00:43:40,261 --> 00:43:40,621
[maggie]: access
7385
00:43:40,595 --> 00:43:40,676
[abbe_greenberg]: who
7386
00:43:40,701 --> 00:43:40,782
[maggie]: to
7387
00:43:40,756 --> 00:43:41,016
[abbe_greenberg]: wouldn't
7388
00:43:40,982 --> 00:43:41,242
[maggie]: others
7389
00:43:41,096 --> 00:43:41,337
[abbe_greenberg]: judge
7390
00:43:41,322 --> 00:43:41,383
[maggie]: who
7391
00:43:41,417 --> 00:43:42,018
[abbe_greenberg]: them who wouldn't
7392
00:43:41,823 --> 00:43:42,044
[maggie]: judge
7393
00:43:42,058 --> 00:43:42,178
[abbe_greenberg]: make
7394
00:43:42,144 --> 00:43:42,264
[maggie]: them
7395
00:43:42,218 --> 00:43:42,579
[abbe_greenberg]: them feel
7396
00:43:42,484 --> 00:43:42,607
[juliet_hahn]: ah
7397
00:43:42,659 --> 00:43:42,899
[abbe_greenberg]: shame
7398
00:43:42,765 --> 00:43:42,885
[maggie]: make
7399
00:43:42,919 --> 00:43:42,979
[abbe_greenberg]: and
7400
00:43:42,945 --> 00:43:43,065
[maggie]: them
7401
00:43:43,019 --> 00:43:43,220
[abbe_greenberg]: he would
7402
00:43:43,145 --> 00:43:43,286
[maggie]: feel
7403
00:43:43,280 --> 00:43:43,641
[abbe_greenberg]: instead
7404
00:43:43,386 --> 00:43:43,706
[maggie]: shame and
7405
00:43:43,761 --> 00:43:43,921
[abbe_greenberg]: say
7406
00:43:43,987 --> 00:43:44,668
[maggie]: instead say
7407
00:43:44,742 --> 00:43:45,524
[abbe_greenberg]: yeah i did
7408
00:43:45,469 --> 00:43:45,650
[maggie]: yeah
7409
00:43:45,584 --> 00:43:45,904
[abbe_greenberg]: something
7410
00:43:45,990 --> 00:43:46,251
[maggie]: i did
7411
00:43:46,225 --> 00:43:46,445
[abbe_greenberg]: just
7412
00:43:46,291 --> 00:43:46,631
[maggie]: something
7413
00:43:46,565 --> 00:43:46,946
[abbe_greenberg]: like that
7414
00:43:46,952 --> 00:43:47,152
[maggie]: just
7415
00:43:47,026 --> 00:43:47,327
[abbe_greenberg]: or oh my
7416
00:43:47,272 --> 00:43:47,433
[maggie]: like
7417
00:43:47,367 --> 00:43:47,487
[abbe_greenberg]: god
7418
00:43:47,493 --> 00:43:47,653
[maggie]: that
7419
00:43:47,527 --> 00:43:47,727
[abbe_greenberg]: i felt
7420
00:43:47,753 --> 00:43:47,813
[maggie]: or
7421
00:43:47,767 --> 00:43:47,988
[abbe_greenberg]: that way
7422
00:43:47,942 --> 00:43:49,020
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
7423
00:43:48,068 --> 00:43:48,228
[abbe_greenberg]: too
7424
00:43:48,154 --> 00:43:48,454
[maggie]: at i felt
7425
00:43:48,469 --> 00:43:48,529
[abbe_greenberg]: or
7426
00:43:48,494 --> 00:43:48,695
[maggie]: that way
7427
00:43:48,669 --> 00:43:48,849
[abbe_greenberg]: oh
7428
00:43:48,795 --> 00:43:48,935
[maggie]: too
7429
00:43:48,929 --> 00:43:50,191
[abbe_greenberg]: that's nothing way do you hear what
7430
00:43:50,117 --> 00:43:50,398
[maggie]: nothing
7431
00:43:50,352 --> 00:43:50,372
[abbe_greenberg]: i
7432
00:43:50,438 --> 00:43:50,498
[maggie]: we
7433
00:43:50,492 --> 00:43:50,673
[abbe_greenberg]: did
7434
00:43:50,538 --> 00:43:50,798
[maggie]: do you hear
7435
00:43:50,773 --> 00:43:50,813
[abbe_greenberg]: in
7436
00:43:50,818 --> 00:43:50,918
[maggie]: what
7437
00:43:50,873 --> 00:43:50,994
[abbe_greenberg]: my
7438
00:43:51,059 --> 00:43:51,099
[maggie]: i
7439
00:43:51,114 --> 00:43:51,435
[abbe_greenberg]: parent
7440
00:43:51,219 --> 00:43:51,400
[maggie]: did
7441
00:43:51,455 --> 00:43:51,515
[abbe_greenberg]: in
7442
00:43:51,500 --> 00:43:51,540
[maggie]: in
7443
00:43:51,555 --> 00:43:51,976
[abbe_greenberg]: decisions
7444
00:43:51,600 --> 00:43:52,122
[maggie]: my parent
7445
00:43:52,016 --> 00:43:52,137
[abbe_greenberg]: this
7446
00:43:52,182 --> 00:43:52,222
[maggie]: in
7447
00:43:52,217 --> 00:43:52,337
[abbe_greenberg]: week
7448
00:43:52,282 --> 00:43:52,683
[maggie]: decisions
7449
00:43:52,333 --> 00:43:53,160
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
7450
00:43:52,377 --> 00:43:52,838
[abbe_greenberg]: you know i mean
7451
00:43:52,743 --> 00:43:53,565
[maggie]: this week you know i mean
7452
00:43:53,661 --> 00:43:54,322
[abbe_greenberg]: it's really
7453
00:43:54,368 --> 00:43:55,049
[maggie]: it's really
7454
00:43:54,844 --> 00:43:55,746
[abbe_greenberg]: that that sense
7455
00:43:55,571 --> 00:43:55,751
[maggie]: that
7456
00:43:55,887 --> 00:43:55,967
[abbe_greenberg]: of
7457
00:43:55,932 --> 00:43:56,433
[maggie]: that sense
7458
00:43:56,280 --> 00:43:56,462
[juliet_hahn]: ye
7459
00:43:56,448 --> 00:43:56,568
[abbe_greenberg]: no
7460
00:43:56,593 --> 00:43:56,694
[maggie]: of
7461
00:43:56,729 --> 00:43:57,230
[abbe_greenberg]: judgment
7462
00:43:57,175 --> 00:43:57,937
[maggie]: no judgment
7463
00:43:58,362 --> 00:43:59,484
[abbe_greenberg]: and and that's why
7464
00:43:59,490 --> 00:43:59,590
[maggie]: and
7465
00:43:59,564 --> 00:43:59,905
[abbe_greenberg]: we wanted
7466
00:43:59,710 --> 00:43:59,930
[maggie]: that's
7467
00:43:59,945 --> 00:44:00,426
[abbe_greenberg]: to create
7468
00:44:00,051 --> 00:44:01,133
[maggie]: why we wanted to create
7469
00:44:00,807 --> 00:44:01,528
[abbe_greenberg]: a community like
7470
00:44:01,534 --> 00:44:01,554
[maggie]: a
7471
00:44:01,608 --> 00:44:01,748
[abbe_greenberg]: ours
7472
00:44:01,634 --> 00:44:02,014
[maggie]: community
7473
00:44:01,808 --> 00:44:02,169
[abbe_greenberg]: and i mean
7474
00:44:02,115 --> 00:44:02,235
[maggie]: like
7475
00:44:02,229 --> 00:44:02,410
[abbe_greenberg]: now
7476
00:44:02,335 --> 00:44:02,616
[maggie]: ours and
7477
00:44:02,790 --> 00:44:02,931
[abbe_greenberg]: it's
7478
00:44:02,936 --> 00:44:03,137
[maggie]: now
7479
00:44:03,151 --> 00:44:04,233
[abbe_greenberg]: over almost a quarter of a million
7480
00:44:04,199 --> 00:44:04,319
[maggie]: most
7481
00:44:04,293 --> 00:44:04,514
[abbe_greenberg]: people
7482
00:44:04,459 --> 00:44:04,479
[maggie]: a
7483
00:44:04,590 --> 00:44:05,370
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
7484
00:44:04,720 --> 00:44:05,221
[maggie]: million people
7485
00:44:05,195 --> 00:44:06,337
[abbe_greenberg]: so it's a big sorority
7486
00:44:05,902 --> 00:44:06,363
[maggie]: so it's a
7487
00:44:06,397 --> 00:44:06,538
[abbe_greenberg]: now
7488
00:44:06,403 --> 00:44:06,543
[maggie]: big
7489
00:44:06,618 --> 00:44:06,718
[abbe_greenberg]: but
7490
00:44:06,624 --> 00:44:07,044
[maggie]: sorority
7491
00:44:07,099 --> 00:44:07,219
[abbe_greenberg]: it's
7492
00:44:07,124 --> 00:44:07,245
[maggie]: now
7493
00:44:07,279 --> 00:44:07,319
[abbe_greenberg]: a
7494
00:44:07,325 --> 00:44:07,425
[maggie]: but
7495
00:44:07,460 --> 00:44:07,780
[abbe_greenberg]: gift
7496
00:44:07,826 --> 00:44:08,507
[maggie]: it's a gift
7497
00:44:08,522 --> 00:44:08,642
[abbe_greenberg]: to
7498
00:44:09,239 --> 00:44:09,359
[maggie]: to
7499
00:44:09,242 --> 00:44:10,263
[abbe_greenberg]: be part of other people's
7500
00:44:10,140 --> 00:44:10,320
[maggie]: part
7501
00:44:10,323 --> 00:44:10,804
[abbe_greenberg]: struggles
7502
00:44:10,360 --> 00:44:10,961
[maggie]: of other people's
7503
00:44:10,904 --> 00:44:11,264
[abbe_greenberg]: and helping
7504
00:44:11,041 --> 00:44:11,502
[maggie]: struggles
7505
00:44:11,304 --> 00:44:11,705
[abbe_greenberg]: them manage
7506
00:44:11,622 --> 00:44:11,983
[maggie]: and helping
7507
00:44:11,765 --> 00:44:12,325
[abbe_greenberg]: their struggles
7508
00:44:12,023 --> 00:44:13,044
[maggie]: them manage their struggles
7509
00:44:12,766 --> 00:44:13,827
[abbe_greenberg]: and it makes our struggles
7510
00:44:13,485 --> 00:44:13,866
[maggie]: and it makes
7511
00:44:13,967 --> 00:44:14,247
[abbe_greenberg]: feel
7512
00:44:13,986 --> 00:44:14,967
[maggie]: our struggles feel
7513
00:44:14,948 --> 00:44:15,789
[abbe_greenberg]: number one very worth
7514
00:44:15,769 --> 00:44:15,849
[maggie]: or
7515
00:44:15,889 --> 00:44:15,949
[abbe_greenberg]: it
7516
00:44:15,889 --> 00:44:16,670
[maggie]: one very worth it
7517
00:44:17,143 --> 00:44:17,163
[juliet_hahn]: a
7518
00:44:17,270 --> 00:44:17,991
[abbe_greenberg]: and number two
7519
00:44:18,133 --> 00:44:18,674
[maggie]: number two
7520
00:44:19,082 --> 00:44:19,344
[abbe_greenberg]: really
7521
00:44:19,675 --> 00:44:20,076
[maggie]: it really
7522
00:44:19,848 --> 00:44:20,613
[abbe_greenberg]: gives our lives a
7523
00:44:20,577 --> 00:44:20,777
[maggie]: gives
7524
00:44:20,640 --> 00:44:21,540
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
7525
00:44:20,653 --> 00:44:20,874
[abbe_greenberg]: lot of
7526
00:44:20,857 --> 00:44:20,957
[maggie]: our
7527
00:44:20,975 --> 00:44:21,337
[abbe_greenberg]: meaning
7528
00:44:21,017 --> 00:44:22,019
[maggie]: lives a lot of meaning
7529
00:44:22,552 --> 00:44:23,353
[abbe_greenberg]: and that's why we don't
7530
00:44:23,281 --> 00:44:23,522
[maggie]: and that's
7531
00:44:23,393 --> 00:44:23,573
[abbe_greenberg]: mind
7532
00:44:23,562 --> 00:44:23,662
[maggie]: why
7533
00:44:23,633 --> 00:44:23,973
[abbe_greenberg]: sharing
7534
00:44:23,782 --> 00:44:24,083
[maggie]: we don't
7535
00:44:24,033 --> 00:44:24,073
[abbe_greenberg]: it
7536
00:44:24,123 --> 00:44:24,303
[maggie]: mind
7537
00:44:24,133 --> 00:44:24,474
[abbe_greenberg]: even though
7538
00:44:24,363 --> 00:44:24,704
[maggie]: sharing
7539
00:44:24,554 --> 00:44:24,934
[abbe_greenberg]: sometimes
7540
00:44:24,764 --> 00:44:25,645
[maggie]: it even though sometimes
7541
00:44:25,475 --> 00:44:25,895
[abbe_greenberg]: i heard
7542
00:44:25,745 --> 00:44:25,765
[maggie]: i
7543
00:44:25,975 --> 00:44:26,475
[abbe_greenberg]: myself on
7544
00:44:26,426 --> 00:44:26,627
[maggie]: heard
7545
00:44:26,696 --> 00:44:26,716
[abbe_greenberg]: t
7546
00:44:26,707 --> 00:44:27,027
[maggie]: myself
7547
00:44:26,876 --> 00:44:27,116
[abbe_greenberg]: v or
7548
00:44:27,148 --> 00:44:27,208
[maggie]: on
7549
00:44:27,176 --> 00:44:27,616
[abbe_greenberg]: podcast
7550
00:44:27,428 --> 00:44:27,468
[maggie]: t
7551
00:44:27,677 --> 00:44:27,997
[abbe_greenberg]: sharing
7552
00:44:27,709 --> 00:44:28,330
[maggie]: your podcast
7553
00:44:28,057 --> 00:44:28,437
[abbe_greenberg]: some of these
7554
00:44:28,380 --> 00:44:28,623
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
7555
00:44:28,390 --> 00:44:28,670
[maggie]: sharing
7556
00:44:28,477 --> 00:44:28,998
[abbe_greenberg]: stories i thought
7557
00:44:28,971 --> 00:44:29,171
[maggie]: of these
7558
00:44:29,118 --> 00:44:29,198
[abbe_greenberg]: oh
7559
00:44:29,211 --> 00:44:29,452
[maggie]: stories
7560
00:44:29,258 --> 00:44:29,618
[abbe_greenberg]: my god
7561
00:44:29,512 --> 00:44:29,692
[maggie]: about
7562
00:44:29,658 --> 00:44:29,738
[abbe_greenberg]: do
7563
00:44:29,832 --> 00:44:29,892
[maggie]: oh
7564
00:44:29,838 --> 00:44:29,879
[abbe_greenberg]: i
7565
00:44:29,972 --> 00:44:30,073
[maggie]: my
7566
00:44:29,979 --> 00:44:30,179
[abbe_greenberg]: sound
7567
00:44:30,153 --> 00:44:30,313
[maggie]: god
7568
00:44:30,199 --> 00:44:30,399
[abbe_greenberg]: like a
7569
00:44:30,373 --> 00:44:30,453
[maggie]: do
7570
00:44:30,539 --> 00:44:30,819
[abbe_greenberg]: wake
7571
00:44:30,573 --> 00:44:31,034
[maggie]: i sound like
7572
00:44:31,041 --> 00:44:32,483
[juliet_hahn]: no but there's so many people
7573
00:44:32,436 --> 00:44:32,677
[maggie]: you know
7574
00:44:32,583 --> 00:44:33,305
[juliet_hahn]: out that can relate
7575
00:44:33,178 --> 00:44:33,478
[maggie]: but there's
7576
00:44:33,385 --> 00:44:33,465
[juliet_hahn]: and
7577
00:44:33,498 --> 00:44:33,578
[maggie]: so
7578
00:44:33,565 --> 00:44:33,625
[juliet_hahn]: so
7579
00:44:33,618 --> 00:44:33,739
[maggie]: many
7580
00:44:33,665 --> 00:44:33,825
[juliet_hahn]: that's
7581
00:44:33,799 --> 00:44:33,979
[maggie]: people
7582
00:44:33,866 --> 00:44:34,046
[juliet_hahn]: what's
7583
00:44:34,079 --> 00:44:34,159
[maggie]: out
7584
00:44:34,086 --> 00:44:34,467
[juliet_hahn]: beautiful
7585
00:44:34,199 --> 00:44:34,800
[maggie]: that can relate
7586
00:44:34,564 --> 00:44:34,645
[abbe_greenberg]: ah
7587
00:44:34,867 --> 00:44:34,967
[juliet_hahn]: so
7588
00:44:34,901 --> 00:44:35,542
[maggie]: and so that's what's
7589
00:44:35,368 --> 00:44:35,508
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
7590
00:44:35,582 --> 00:44:35,942
[maggie]: beautiful
7591
00:44:35,649 --> 00:44:36,370
[juliet_hahn]: tell us a little
7592
00:44:36,363 --> 00:44:36,463
[maggie]: so
7593
00:44:36,390 --> 00:44:36,770
[juliet_hahn]: bit about what
7594
00:44:36,864 --> 00:44:36,984
[maggie]: yeah
7595
00:44:36,911 --> 00:44:37,131
[juliet_hahn]: i know
7596
00:44:37,124 --> 00:44:37,305
[maggie]: tell
7597
00:44:37,251 --> 00:44:37,431
[juliet_hahn]: there's
7598
00:44:37,365 --> 00:44:37,445
[maggie]: us
7599
00:44:37,472 --> 00:44:37,972
[juliet_hahn]: a podcast
7600
00:44:37,605 --> 00:44:38,126
[maggie]: a little bit about
7601
00:44:38,032 --> 00:44:38,253
[juliet_hahn]: there's
7602
00:44:38,166 --> 00:44:38,346
[maggie]: what you
7603
00:44:38,333 --> 00:44:38,613
[juliet_hahn]: books
7604
00:44:38,527 --> 00:44:39,488
[maggie]: know there's podcast
7605
00:44:39,275 --> 00:44:39,435
[juliet_hahn]: what
7606
00:44:39,528 --> 00:44:39,649
[maggie]: there
7607
00:44:39,555 --> 00:44:39,876
[juliet_hahn]: started
7608
00:44:39,789 --> 00:44:40,069
[maggie]: books
7609
00:44:39,996 --> 00:44:40,817
[juliet_hahn]: first and then how
7610
00:44:40,730 --> 00:44:40,891
[maggie]: what
7611
00:44:41,017 --> 00:44:41,218
[juliet_hahn]: did
7612
00:44:41,031 --> 00:44:41,351
[maggie]: started
7613
00:44:41,338 --> 00:44:41,418
[juliet_hahn]: it
7614
00:44:41,452 --> 00:44:41,712
[maggie]: first
7615
00:44:41,538 --> 00:44:42,019
[juliet_hahn]: evolve
7616
00:44:41,792 --> 00:44:42,273
[maggie]: and then how
7617
00:44:42,380 --> 00:44:42,480
[juliet_hahn]: to
7618
00:44:42,473 --> 00:44:42,674
[maggie]: did
7619
00:44:42,600 --> 00:44:42,861
[juliet_hahn]: all the
7620
00:44:42,794 --> 00:44:42,874
[maggie]: it
7621
00:44:42,921 --> 00:44:43,102
[juliet_hahn]: other
7622
00:44:42,994 --> 00:44:43,495
[maggie]: evolve
7623
00:44:43,322 --> 00:44:43,683
[juliet_hahn]: facets
7624
00:44:43,655 --> 00:44:43,976
[maggie]: into
7625
00:44:43,723 --> 00:44:44,144
[juliet_hahn]: i know you guys
7626
00:44:44,076 --> 00:44:44,336
[maggie]: all the
7627
00:44:44,244 --> 00:44:44,485
[juliet_hahn]: speak
7628
00:44:44,396 --> 00:44:44,557
[maggie]: other
7629
00:44:44,605 --> 00:44:44,826
[juliet_hahn]: and do
7630
00:44:44,797 --> 00:44:44,977
[maggie]: fast
7631
00:44:44,926 --> 00:44:45,046
[juliet_hahn]: all
7632
00:44:45,058 --> 00:44:45,118
[maggie]: as
7633
00:44:45,106 --> 00:44:45,247
[juliet_hahn]: these
7634
00:44:45,178 --> 00:44:45,338
[maggie]: i know
7635
00:44:45,287 --> 00:44:45,568
[juliet_hahn]: different
7636
00:44:45,358 --> 00:44:45,618
[maggie]: you guys
7637
00:44:45,608 --> 00:44:45,828
[juliet_hahn]: things
7638
00:44:45,699 --> 00:44:46,340
[maggie]: speak and do
7639
00:44:46,430 --> 00:44:46,530
[juliet_hahn]: and
7640
00:44:46,460 --> 00:44:46,580
[maggie]: all
7641
00:44:46,550 --> 00:44:46,670
[juliet_hahn]: going
7642
00:44:46,640 --> 00:44:46,780
[maggie]: these
7643
00:44:46,690 --> 00:44:46,851
[juliet_hahn]: to ask
7644
00:44:46,800 --> 00:44:47,081
[maggie]: different
7645
00:44:46,871 --> 00:44:47,091
[juliet_hahn]: you two
7646
00:44:47,121 --> 00:44:47,321
[maggie]: things
7647
00:44:47,151 --> 00:44:47,873
[juliet_hahn]: fold question if you
7648
00:44:47,862 --> 00:44:47,942
[maggie]: and
7649
00:44:47,933 --> 00:44:48,234
[juliet_hahn]: remember
7650
00:44:47,982 --> 00:44:48,323
[maggie]: i'm going to ask
7651
00:44:48,274 --> 00:44:48,354
[juliet_hahn]: the
7652
00:44:48,383 --> 00:44:48,463
[maggie]: you
7653
00:44:48,394 --> 00:44:48,595
[juliet_hahn]: second
7654
00:44:48,483 --> 00:44:48,603
[maggie]: two
7655
00:44:48,635 --> 00:44:48,735
[juliet_hahn]: part
7656
00:44:48,664 --> 00:44:49,104
[maggie]: full question
7657
00:44:49,116 --> 00:44:49,176
[juliet_hahn]: and
7658
00:44:49,184 --> 00:44:49,365
[maggie]: if you
7659
00:44:49,317 --> 00:44:49,477
[juliet_hahn]: what
7660
00:44:49,425 --> 00:44:49,705
[maggie]: remember
7661
00:44:49,638 --> 00:44:49,758
[juliet_hahn]: is
7662
00:44:49,765 --> 00:44:50,647
[maggie]: the second part and
7663
00:44:50,680 --> 00:44:50,780
[juliet_hahn]: one
7664
00:44:50,787 --> 00:44:50,967
[maggie]: what
7665
00:44:50,840 --> 00:44:51,060
[juliet_hahn]: of your
7666
00:44:51,108 --> 00:44:51,208
[maggie]: is
7667
00:44:51,161 --> 00:44:51,962
[juliet_hahn]: favorite parts
7668
00:44:52,179 --> 00:44:53,020
[maggie]: one of your favorite
7669
00:44:52,763 --> 00:44:52,924
[juliet_hahn]: of
7670
00:44:53,080 --> 00:44:53,441
[maggie]: parts
7671
00:44:53,084 --> 00:44:54,246
[juliet_hahn]: this growing know
7672
00:44:54,222 --> 00:44:54,362
[maggie]: of
7673
00:44:54,386 --> 00:44:54,947
[juliet_hahn]: community
7674
00:44:54,543 --> 00:44:56,386
[maggie]: this growing community
7675
00:44:56,590 --> 00:44:57,562
[juliet_hahn]: that you guys have created
7676
00:44:58,209 --> 00:44:59,015
[maggie]: you guys have created
7677
00:44:59,142 --> 00:45:00,165
[abbe_greenberg]: i think in two thousand
7678
00:44:59,889 --> 00:45:00,249
[maggie]: i think in
7679
00:45:00,306 --> 00:45:00,607
[abbe_greenberg]: ten
7680
00:45:00,330 --> 00:45:01,331
[maggie]: two thousand ten
7681
00:45:01,128 --> 00:45:01,931
[abbe_greenberg]: it was january
7682
00:45:01,872 --> 00:45:01,912
[maggie]: it
7683
00:45:01,971 --> 00:45:02,071
[abbe_greenberg]: two
7684
00:45:01,972 --> 00:45:02,052
[maggie]: was
7685
00:45:02,091 --> 00:45:02,372
[abbe_greenberg]: thousand
7686
00:45:02,293 --> 00:45:02,633
[maggie]: january
7687
00:45:02,452 --> 00:45:02,713
[abbe_greenberg]: ten
7688
00:45:02,714 --> 00:45:03,435
[maggie]: two thousand ten
7689
00:45:03,275 --> 00:45:04,298
[abbe_greenberg]: we had this very fateful
7690
00:45:04,016 --> 00:45:04,376
[maggie]: we had this
7691
00:45:04,358 --> 00:45:04,519
[abbe_greenberg]: bus
7692
00:45:04,436 --> 00:45:04,597
[maggie]: very
7693
00:45:04,619 --> 00:45:04,860
[abbe_greenberg]: ride
7694
00:45:04,697 --> 00:45:05,358
[maggie]: faithful buster
7695
00:45:06,202 --> 00:45:06,783
[abbe_greenberg]: i'll share with you
7696
00:45:06,961 --> 00:45:07,081
[maggie]: i'll
7697
00:45:07,083 --> 00:45:07,204
[abbe_greenberg]: i'll
7698
00:45:07,121 --> 00:45:07,241
[maggie]: share
7699
00:45:07,264 --> 00:45:07,324
[abbe_greenberg]: do
7700
00:45:07,281 --> 00:45:07,441
[maggie]: it with
7701
00:45:07,384 --> 00:45:07,464
[abbe_greenberg]: the
7702
00:45:07,481 --> 00:45:07,562
[maggie]: you
7703
00:45:07,504 --> 00:45:08,025
[abbe_greenberg]: fast version
7704
00:45:08,002 --> 00:45:08,804
[maggie]: though the best version
7705
00:45:09,007 --> 00:45:09,848
[abbe_greenberg]: but basically mag
7706
00:45:09,789 --> 00:45:09,810
[juliet_hahn]: m
7707
00:45:09,825 --> 00:45:09,926
[maggie]: but
7708
00:45:09,908 --> 00:45:10,028
[abbe_greenberg]: and i
7709
00:45:10,086 --> 00:45:10,426
[maggie]: basically
7710
00:45:10,108 --> 00:45:10,529
[abbe_greenberg]: run a bus
7711
00:45:10,486 --> 00:45:10,647
[maggie]: mag
7712
00:45:10,629 --> 00:45:10,769
[abbe_greenberg]: from
7713
00:45:10,707 --> 00:45:10,947
[maggie]: and i were
7714
00:45:10,890 --> 00:45:10,970
[abbe_greenberg]: new
7715
00:45:10,987 --> 00:45:11,027
[maggie]: on
7716
00:45:11,010 --> 00:45:11,270
[abbe_greenberg]: jersey
7717
00:45:11,108 --> 00:45:11,248
[maggie]: a bus
7718
00:45:11,310 --> 00:45:11,851
[abbe_greenberg]: to manhattan
7719
00:45:11,448 --> 00:45:12,430
[maggie]: from jersey to mena
7720
00:45:12,232 --> 00:45:14,255
[abbe_greenberg]: and we were talking pretty loudly about
7721
00:45:14,153 --> 00:45:14,353
[maggie]: pretty
7722
00:45:14,275 --> 00:45:16,038
[abbe_greenberg]: the side effects of our anti depressence
7723
00:45:15,810 --> 00:45:15,830
[juliet_hahn]: m
7724
00:45:16,158 --> 00:45:17,681
[abbe_greenberg]: and you know we are the anxiety
sisters
7725
00:45:17,598 --> 00:45:17,799
[maggie]: are the
7726
00:45:17,741 --> 00:45:17,781
[abbe_greenberg]: so
7727
00:45:17,839 --> 00:45:18,119
[maggie]: anxiety
7728
00:45:17,861 --> 00:45:18,122
[abbe_greenberg]: we to
7729
00:45:18,179 --> 00:45:18,460
[maggie]: sisters
7730
00:45:18,182 --> 00:45:18,623
[abbe_greenberg]: talk loudly
7731
00:45:18,500 --> 00:45:18,700
[maggie]: so we
7732
00:45:18,703 --> 00:45:18,843
[abbe_greenberg]: about
7733
00:45:18,760 --> 00:45:18,880
[maggie]: tend
7734
00:45:18,863 --> 00:45:19,023
[abbe_greenberg]: things
7735
00:45:18,921 --> 00:45:19,121
[maggie]: to talk
7736
00:45:19,063 --> 00:45:19,684
[abbe_greenberg]: other people wouldn't
7737
00:45:19,500 --> 00:45:19,765
[juliet_hahn]: uh
7738
00:45:20,245 --> 00:45:20,386
[abbe_greenberg]: but
7739
00:45:20,479 --> 00:45:20,520
[juliet_hahn]: uh
7740
00:45:20,486 --> 00:45:20,686
[abbe_greenberg]: within
7741
00:45:20,580 --> 00:45:21,810
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
7742
00:45:20,966 --> 00:45:23,350
[abbe_greenberg]: minutes the woman in the seat in
front of us had turned
7743
00:45:23,248 --> 00:45:23,388
[maggie]: from
7744
00:45:23,391 --> 00:45:23,651
[abbe_greenberg]: around
7745
00:45:23,528 --> 00:45:23,608
[maggie]: us
7746
00:45:23,691 --> 00:45:23,992
[abbe_greenberg]: and said
7747
00:45:23,889 --> 00:45:24,069
[maggie]: turn
7748
00:45:24,032 --> 00:45:24,232
[abbe_greenberg]: you know
7749
00:45:24,170 --> 00:45:24,430
[maggie]: around
7750
00:45:24,292 --> 00:45:24,673
[abbe_greenberg]: i couldn't
7751
00:45:24,490 --> 00:45:24,551
[maggie]: and
7752
00:45:24,693 --> 00:45:26,916
[abbe_greenberg]: help it over here what you're saying
i'm
7753
00:45:26,976 --> 00:45:27,077
[maggie]: what
7754
00:45:27,057 --> 00:45:27,097
[abbe_greenberg]: on
7755
00:45:27,137 --> 00:45:27,277
[maggie]: you're
7756
00:45:27,157 --> 00:45:27,698
[abbe_greenberg]: that medicine
7757
00:45:27,337 --> 00:45:27,678
[maggie]: saying i'm
7758
00:45:27,758 --> 00:45:27,898
[abbe_greenberg]: too
7759
00:45:27,818 --> 00:45:28,019
[maggie]: on the
7760
00:45:28,018 --> 00:45:28,078
[abbe_greenberg]: and
7761
00:45:28,099 --> 00:45:28,480
[maggie]: medicine
7762
00:45:28,178 --> 00:45:28,579
[abbe_greenberg]: i have that
7763
00:45:28,540 --> 00:45:28,660
[maggie]: to
7764
00:45:28,779 --> 00:45:29,020
[abbe_greenberg]: same
7765
00:45:28,839 --> 00:45:28,860
[juliet_hahn]: m
7766
00:45:29,120 --> 00:45:29,641
[abbe_greenberg]: side what
7767
00:45:29,563 --> 00:45:29,803
[maggie]: same
7768
00:45:29,681 --> 00:45:29,961
[abbe_greenberg]: do you do
7769
00:45:29,903 --> 00:45:30,124
[maggie]: side
7770
00:45:30,123 --> 00:45:30,346
[abbe_greenberg]: out it
7771
00:45:30,344 --> 00:45:31,126
[maggie]: what do i do about it
7772
00:45:31,712 --> 00:45:32,593
[abbe_greenberg]: before long
7773
00:45:32,499 --> 00:45:32,959
[maggie]: before
7774
00:45:32,653 --> 00:45:32,853
[abbe_greenberg]: i mean
7775
00:45:32,880 --> 00:45:33,202
[juliet_hahn]: oh
7776
00:45:33,080 --> 00:45:33,380
[maggie]: long
7777
00:45:33,194 --> 00:45:33,495
[abbe_greenberg]: literally
7778
00:45:33,440 --> 00:45:33,460
[maggie]: i
7779
00:45:33,515 --> 00:45:33,935
[abbe_greenberg]: within twenty
7780
00:45:33,981 --> 00:45:34,282
[maggie]: literally
7781
00:45:33,995 --> 00:45:34,236
[abbe_greenberg]: minutes
7782
00:45:34,302 --> 00:45:34,502
[maggie]: within
7783
00:45:34,496 --> 00:45:34,717
[abbe_greenberg]: almost
7784
00:45:34,542 --> 00:45:35,003
[maggie]: twenty minutes
7785
00:45:34,857 --> 00:45:35,318
[abbe_greenberg]: every woman
7786
00:45:35,303 --> 00:45:35,504
[maggie]: almost
7787
00:45:35,378 --> 00:45:35,758
[abbe_greenberg]: in the bus
7788
00:45:35,644 --> 00:45:36,205
[maggie]: every woman in
7789
00:45:36,219 --> 00:45:36,339
[abbe_greenberg]: had
7790
00:45:36,245 --> 00:45:36,485
[maggie]: the bus
7791
00:45:36,439 --> 00:45:37,080
[abbe_greenberg]: turned around
7792
00:45:37,006 --> 00:45:37,467
[maggie]: had turned
7793
00:45:37,361 --> 00:45:37,621
[abbe_greenberg]: and was
7794
00:45:37,507 --> 00:45:37,827
[maggie]: around
7795
00:45:37,661 --> 00:45:38,363
[abbe_greenberg]: participating
7796
00:45:38,128 --> 00:45:39,110
[maggie]: and was participating
7797
00:45:38,883 --> 00:45:39,545
[abbe_greenberg]: wholeheartedly
7798
00:45:39,691 --> 00:45:39,891
[maggie]: whole
7799
00:45:39,725 --> 00:45:39,945
[abbe_greenberg]: in this
7800
00:45:39,931 --> 00:45:40,352
[maggie]: heartedly
7801
00:45:40,065 --> 00:45:40,666
[abbe_greenberg]: really intimate
7802
00:45:40,512 --> 00:45:40,712
[maggie]: in this
7803
00:45:40,707 --> 00:45:41,308
[abbe_greenberg]: conversation
7804
00:45:40,760 --> 00:45:40,921
[juliet_hahn]: wow
7805
00:45:40,832 --> 00:45:41,453
[maggie]: really intimate
7806
00:45:41,388 --> 00:45:41,588
[abbe_greenberg]: about
7807
00:45:41,494 --> 00:45:42,034
[maggie]: conversation
7808
00:45:41,989 --> 00:45:43,591
[abbe_greenberg]: patients anxieties
7809
00:45:43,056 --> 00:45:44,218
[maggie]: on anxiety
7810
00:45:43,792 --> 00:45:44,573
[abbe_greenberg]: tal side effects i
7811
00:45:44,579 --> 00:45:44,759
[maggie]: cool
7812
00:45:44,633 --> 00:45:45,094
[abbe_greenberg]: mean really
7813
00:45:44,819 --> 00:45:45,220
[maggie]: side of that
7814
00:45:45,294 --> 00:45:45,635
[abbe_greenberg]: intimate
7815
00:45:45,421 --> 00:45:45,882
[maggie]: be really
7816
00:45:45,675 --> 00:45:45,935
[abbe_greenberg]: things
7817
00:45:46,042 --> 00:45:46,383
[maggie]: intimate
7818
00:45:46,556 --> 00:45:46,697
[abbe_greenberg]: so we
7819
00:45:46,680 --> 00:45:47,940
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
7820
00:45:46,797 --> 00:45:47,398
[abbe_greenberg]: get off the bus
7821
00:45:47,326 --> 00:45:47,386
[maggie]: to
7822
00:45:47,438 --> 00:45:47,658
[abbe_greenberg]: and we're
7823
00:45:47,566 --> 00:45:47,687
[maggie]: get
7824
00:45:47,718 --> 00:45:47,999
[abbe_greenberg]: walking
7825
00:45:47,767 --> 00:45:48,128
[maggie]: off the bus
7826
00:45:48,039 --> 00:45:48,359
[abbe_greenberg]: down ninth
7827
00:45:48,208 --> 00:45:48,408
[maggie]: and we're
7828
00:45:48,439 --> 00:45:48,700
[abbe_greenberg]: avenue
7829
00:45:48,469 --> 00:45:48,749
[maggie]: walking
7830
00:45:48,740 --> 00:45:48,800
[abbe_greenberg]: and
7831
00:45:48,789 --> 00:45:48,910
[maggie]: down
7832
00:45:48,860 --> 00:45:49,301
[abbe_greenberg]: i turned to
7833
00:45:49,251 --> 00:45:49,431
[maggie]: vane
7834
00:45:49,341 --> 00:45:49,541
[abbe_greenberg]: max
7835
00:45:49,511 --> 00:45:49,571
[maggie]: and
7836
00:45:49,581 --> 00:45:49,661
[abbe_greenberg]: and
7837
00:45:49,632 --> 00:45:49,652
[maggie]: i
7838
00:45:49,702 --> 00:45:50,082
[abbe_greenberg]: i said can
7839
00:45:50,033 --> 00:45:50,494
[maggie]: and actually
7840
00:45:50,242 --> 00:45:51,144
[abbe_greenberg]: you believe
7841
00:45:50,554 --> 00:45:50,694
[maggie]: said
7842
00:45:51,645 --> 00:45:52,326
[abbe_greenberg]: how willing
7843
00:45:52,709 --> 00:45:53,050
[maggie]: willing
7844
00:45:52,867 --> 00:45:53,448
[abbe_greenberg]: people were
7845
00:45:53,611 --> 00:45:53,851
[maggie]: people
7846
00:45:53,668 --> 00:45:54,249
[abbe_greenberg]: to share
7847
00:45:54,412 --> 00:45:54,933
[maggie]: to share
7848
00:45:54,730 --> 00:45:55,111
[abbe_greenberg]: that kind
7849
00:45:55,110 --> 00:45:55,637
[juliet_hahn]: oh
7850
00:45:55,171 --> 00:45:55,631
[abbe_greenberg]: of intimacy
7851
00:45:55,474 --> 00:45:55,854
[maggie]: the kind
7852
00:45:55,873 --> 00:45:56,177
[abbe_greenberg]: total
7853
00:45:55,914 --> 00:45:56,355
[maggie]: of intimacy
7854
00:45:56,298 --> 00:45:57,006
[abbe_greenberg]: strangers
7855
00:45:56,415 --> 00:45:57,758
[maggie]: with strainers
7856
00:45:57,772 --> 00:45:58,273
[abbe_greenberg]: she said yeah
7857
00:45:58,529 --> 00:45:58,589
[maggie]: she
7858
00:45:58,594 --> 00:45:58,634
[abbe_greenberg]: i
7859
00:45:58,689 --> 00:45:58,789
[maggie]: said
7860
00:45:58,734 --> 00:46:00,638
[abbe_greenberg]: can believe it because anxiety
7861
00:46:00,360 --> 00:46:00,501
[juliet_hahn]: ye
7862
00:46:00,718 --> 00:46:01,680
[abbe_greenberg]: is so lonely
7863
00:46:02,401 --> 00:46:02,543
[juliet_hahn]: right
7864
00:46:02,842 --> 00:46:04,284
[abbe_greenberg]: it's so lonely and isolating
7865
00:46:03,799 --> 00:46:04,360
[maggie]: so only
7866
00:46:04,324 --> 00:46:04,384
[abbe_greenberg]: and
7867
00:46:04,350 --> 00:46:05,070
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
7868
00:46:04,400 --> 00:46:05,081
[maggie]: an isolating
7869
00:46:04,724 --> 00:46:05,586
[abbe_greenberg]: people they just
7870
00:46:05,502 --> 00:46:05,742
[maggie]: people
7871
00:46:05,706 --> 00:46:06,046
[abbe_greenberg]: want that
7872
00:46:06,063 --> 00:46:06,163
[maggie]: they
7873
00:46:06,106 --> 00:46:06,567
[abbe_greenberg]: connection
7874
00:46:06,223 --> 00:46:06,804
[maggie]: just and that
7875
00:46:06,727 --> 00:46:06,947
[abbe_greenberg]: and then
7876
00:46:06,864 --> 00:46:07,325
[maggie]: connection
7877
00:46:06,988 --> 00:46:07,508
[abbe_greenberg]: she paused and
7878
00:46:07,485 --> 00:46:07,565
[maggie]: and
7879
00:46:07,528 --> 00:46:07,608
[abbe_greenberg]: she
7880
00:46:07,605 --> 00:46:07,705
[maggie]: then
7881
00:46:07,669 --> 00:46:07,789
[abbe_greenberg]: sort
7882
00:46:07,745 --> 00:46:07,846
[maggie]: she
7883
00:46:07,829 --> 00:46:08,730
[abbe_greenberg]: of shouted they're anxiety
7884
00:46:08,547 --> 00:46:08,567
[maggie]: s
7885
00:46:08,810 --> 00:46:09,211
[abbe_greenberg]: sisters
7886
00:46:09,248 --> 00:46:10,069
[maggie]: anxiety listeners
7887
00:46:09,858 --> 00:46:10,544
[juliet_hahn]: i love that
7888
00:46:11,452 --> 00:46:11,472
[maggie]: i
7889
00:46:11,582 --> 00:46:11,682
[abbe_greenberg]: and
7890
00:46:11,652 --> 00:46:11,852
[maggie]: love
7891
00:46:11,660 --> 00:46:13,110
[juliet_hahn]: oh
7892
00:46:11,702 --> 00:46:11,882
[abbe_greenberg]: that's
7893
00:46:11,912 --> 00:46:12,113
[maggie]: that
7894
00:46:11,963 --> 00:46:12,704
[abbe_greenberg]: really where
7895
00:46:12,453 --> 00:46:13,074
[maggie]: and that's really
7896
00:46:13,064 --> 00:46:13,084
[abbe_greenberg]: i
7897
00:46:13,134 --> 00:46:13,515
[maggie]: where
7898
00:46:13,164 --> 00:46:13,825
[abbe_greenberg]: was born was
7899
00:46:13,916 --> 00:46:13,936
[maggie]: i
7900
00:46:13,985 --> 00:46:14,045
[abbe_greenberg]: on
7901
00:46:14,016 --> 00:46:14,096
[maggie]: was
7902
00:46:14,085 --> 00:46:14,165
[abbe_greenberg]: the
7903
00:46:14,176 --> 00:46:14,437
[maggie]: born
7904
00:46:14,185 --> 00:46:14,966
[abbe_greenberg]: streets of manhattan
7905
00:46:14,837 --> 00:46:15,218
[maggie]: on the streets
7906
00:46:15,107 --> 00:46:15,467
[abbe_greenberg]: in twenty
7907
00:46:15,278 --> 00:46:15,478
[maggie]: of men
7908
00:46:15,527 --> 00:46:15,707
[abbe_greenberg]: ten
7909
00:46:15,699 --> 00:46:15,759
[maggie]: and
7910
00:46:15,808 --> 00:46:15,868
[abbe_greenberg]: and
7911
00:46:15,822 --> 00:46:16,064
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
7912
00:46:15,839 --> 00:46:15,980
[maggie]: then
7913
00:46:15,948 --> 00:46:16,008
[abbe_greenberg]: at
7914
00:46:16,040 --> 00:46:16,280
[maggie]: twenty
7915
00:46:16,068 --> 00:46:16,508
[abbe_greenberg]: that point
7916
00:46:16,340 --> 00:46:16,521
[maggie]: ten
7917
00:46:16,548 --> 00:46:16,609
[abbe_greenberg]: we
7918
00:46:16,601 --> 00:46:16,681
[maggie]: and
7919
00:46:16,669 --> 00:46:16,989
[abbe_greenberg]: decided
7920
00:46:16,761 --> 00:46:17,042
[maggie]: at that
7921
00:46:17,069 --> 00:46:17,289
[abbe_greenberg]: okay
7922
00:46:17,142 --> 00:46:17,403
[maggie]: point we
7923
00:46:17,370 --> 00:46:17,530
[abbe_greenberg]: we're
7924
00:46:17,483 --> 00:46:17,764
[maggie]: decided
7925
00:46:17,570 --> 00:46:17,770
[abbe_greenberg]: going to
7926
00:46:17,804 --> 00:46:17,884
[maggie]: that
7927
00:46:17,810 --> 00:46:18,411
[abbe_greenberg]: write the book
7928
00:46:18,205 --> 00:46:18,826
[maggie]: we're going to write
7929
00:46:18,780 --> 00:46:19,007
[juliet_hahn]: oh
7930
00:46:18,886 --> 00:46:19,227
[maggie]: the book
7931
00:46:19,474 --> 00:46:20,058
[abbe_greenberg]: we needed
7932
00:46:20,314 --> 00:46:20,638
[maggie]: maybe
7933
00:46:21,062 --> 00:46:21,843
[abbe_greenberg]: when we were starting
7934
00:46:21,879 --> 00:46:21,979
[maggie]: when
7935
00:46:21,903 --> 00:46:21,983
[abbe_greenberg]: our
7936
00:46:22,039 --> 00:46:22,119
[maggie]: we
7937
00:46:22,043 --> 00:46:22,384
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety
7938
00:46:22,179 --> 00:46:22,640
[maggie]: were starting
7939
00:46:22,424 --> 00:46:22,724
[abbe_greenberg]: journeys
7940
00:46:22,700 --> 00:46:22,780
[maggie]: our
7941
00:46:22,784 --> 00:46:22,845
[abbe_greenberg]: we
7942
00:46:22,860 --> 00:46:23,201
[maggie]: anxiety
7943
00:46:23,105 --> 00:46:23,205
[abbe_greenberg]: we
7944
00:46:23,241 --> 00:46:23,682
[maggie]: journeys we
7945
00:46:23,666 --> 00:46:23,986
[abbe_greenberg]: want to
7946
00:46:23,922 --> 00:46:24,002
[maggie]: we
7947
00:46:24,067 --> 00:46:24,427
[abbe_greenberg]: find we
7948
00:46:24,483 --> 00:46:24,623
[maggie]: want
7949
00:46:24,487 --> 00:46:24,768
[abbe_greenberg]: want to put
7950
00:46:24,723 --> 00:46:24,803
[maggie]: to
7951
00:46:24,808 --> 00:46:25,008
[abbe_greenberg]: a book
7952
00:46:24,884 --> 00:46:25,104
[maggie]: find
7953
00:46:25,088 --> 00:46:25,188
[abbe_greenberg]: out
7954
00:46:25,204 --> 00:46:25,244
[maggie]: we
7955
00:46:25,228 --> 00:46:25,409
[abbe_greenberg]: there
7956
00:46:25,304 --> 00:46:25,465
[maggie]: want to
7957
00:46:25,489 --> 00:46:25,669
[abbe_greenberg]: that
7958
00:46:25,505 --> 00:46:25,805
[maggie]: put a book
7959
00:46:25,850 --> 00:46:25,990
[abbe_greenberg]: is
7960
00:46:25,905 --> 00:46:26,206
[maggie]: out there
7961
00:46:26,130 --> 00:46:26,270
[abbe_greenberg]: not
7962
00:46:26,306 --> 00:46:26,466
[maggie]: that
7963
00:46:26,370 --> 00:46:27,052
[abbe_greenberg]: prescriptive
7964
00:46:26,559 --> 00:46:26,580
[juliet_hahn]: m
7965
00:46:26,747 --> 00:46:27,087
[maggie]: is not
7966
00:46:27,172 --> 00:46:27,312
[abbe_greenberg]: not
7967
00:46:27,187 --> 00:46:27,848
[maggie]: perscriptive
7968
00:46:27,472 --> 00:46:27,953
[abbe_greenberg]: one size
7969
00:46:27,969 --> 00:46:28,109
[maggie]: not
7970
00:46:28,073 --> 00:46:28,294
[abbe_greenberg]: fits
7971
00:46:28,289 --> 00:46:28,750
[maggie]: one side
7972
00:46:28,514 --> 00:46:29,015
[abbe_greenberg]: all has
7973
00:46:28,950 --> 00:46:29,050
[maggie]: it
7974
00:46:29,095 --> 00:46:29,996
[abbe_greenberg]: a sense of humor
7975
00:46:29,692 --> 00:46:30,192
[maggie]: has a sense
7976
00:46:30,090 --> 00:46:31,020
[juliet_hahn]: oh
7977
00:46:30,273 --> 00:46:30,333
[maggie]: of
7978
00:46:30,377 --> 00:46:30,457
[abbe_greenberg]: and
7979
00:46:30,473 --> 00:46:30,813
[maggie]: humor
7980
00:46:30,517 --> 00:46:31,158
[abbe_greenberg]: is written from
7981
00:46:31,194 --> 00:46:31,254
[maggie]: and
7982
00:46:31,198 --> 00:46:31,279
[abbe_greenberg]: the
7983
00:46:31,314 --> 00:46:31,394
[maggie]: is
7984
00:46:31,339 --> 00:46:31,980
[abbe_greenberg]: perspective
7985
00:46:31,515 --> 00:46:32,096
[maggie]: written from the
7986
00:46:32,080 --> 00:46:32,140
[abbe_greenberg]: of
7987
00:46:32,156 --> 00:46:32,777
[maggie]: perspective
7988
00:46:32,200 --> 00:46:32,781
[abbe_greenberg]: the sufferer
7989
00:46:32,877 --> 00:46:32,957
[maggie]: of
7990
00:46:33,090 --> 00:46:33,612
[juliet_hahn]: oh
7991
00:46:33,157 --> 00:46:33,558
[maggie]: suffer
7992
00:46:33,992 --> 00:46:34,955
[abbe_greenberg]: that's where it all
7993
00:46:34,809 --> 00:46:35,050
[maggie]: that's
7994
00:46:35,095 --> 00:46:35,456
[abbe_greenberg]: began
7995
00:46:35,230 --> 00:46:35,531
[maggie]: where it
7996
00:46:35,537 --> 00:46:35,617
[abbe_greenberg]: we
7997
00:46:35,611 --> 00:46:35,752
[maggie]: all
7998
00:46:35,677 --> 00:46:35,878
[abbe_greenberg]: didn't
7999
00:46:35,892 --> 00:46:36,233
[maggie]: began
8000
00:46:36,058 --> 00:46:36,439
[abbe_greenberg]: actually
8001
00:46:36,334 --> 00:46:37,196
[maggie]: we didn't actually
8002
00:46:37,552 --> 00:46:38,293
[abbe_greenberg]: create the group
8003
00:46:38,309 --> 00:46:38,629
[maggie]: create
8004
00:46:38,393 --> 00:46:38,754
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety
8005
00:46:38,669 --> 00:46:38,750
[maggie]: the
8006
00:46:38,814 --> 00:46:39,175
[abbe_greenberg]: sisters
8007
00:46:38,850 --> 00:46:39,511
[maggie]: group of anxiety
8008
00:46:39,235 --> 00:46:39,575
[abbe_greenberg]: the virtual
8009
00:46:39,571 --> 00:46:39,952
[maggie]: sisters
8010
00:46:39,595 --> 00:46:40,136
[abbe_greenberg]: community until
8011
00:46:39,972 --> 00:46:40,292
[maggie]: the virtual
8012
00:46:40,196 --> 00:46:40,377
[abbe_greenberg]: twenty
8013
00:46:40,332 --> 00:46:40,673
[maggie]: community
8014
00:46:40,437 --> 00:46:40,898
[abbe_greenberg]: seventeen
8015
00:46:40,713 --> 00:46:41,174
[maggie]: until twenty
8016
00:46:40,998 --> 00:46:41,118
[abbe_greenberg]: but
8017
00:46:41,214 --> 00:46:41,674
[maggie]: seventeen
8018
00:46:41,519 --> 00:46:41,879
[abbe_greenberg]: literally
8019
00:46:41,775 --> 00:46:41,895
[maggie]: but
8020
00:46:41,939 --> 00:46:42,300
[abbe_greenberg]: starting in
8021
00:46:42,296 --> 00:46:42,656
[maggie]: literally
8022
00:46:42,330 --> 00:46:42,671
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8023
00:46:42,340 --> 00:46:42,841
[abbe_greenberg]: twenty ten
8024
00:46:42,736 --> 00:46:42,997
[maggie]: starting
8025
00:46:42,921 --> 00:46:42,981
[abbe_greenberg]: we
8026
00:46:43,037 --> 00:46:43,077
[maggie]: in
8027
00:46:43,081 --> 00:46:43,342
[abbe_greenberg]: began
8028
00:46:43,137 --> 00:46:43,377
[maggie]: twenty
8029
00:46:43,422 --> 00:46:43,562
[abbe_greenberg]: this
8030
00:46:43,437 --> 00:46:43,618
[maggie]: ten
8031
00:46:43,682 --> 00:46:44,043
[abbe_greenberg]: journey
8032
00:46:43,698 --> 00:46:44,319
[maggie]: we began this
8033
00:46:44,283 --> 00:46:44,383
[abbe_greenberg]: of
8034
00:46:44,459 --> 00:46:45,180
[maggie]: journey of
8035
00:46:45,305 --> 00:46:46,567
[abbe_greenberg]: thousands of interviews
8036
00:46:46,082 --> 00:46:46,663
[maggie]: thousands of
8037
00:46:46,667 --> 00:46:46,827
[abbe_greenberg]: with
8038
00:46:46,743 --> 00:46:47,324
[maggie]: interviews
8039
00:46:46,980 --> 00:46:47,206
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8040
00:46:47,028 --> 00:46:47,529
[abbe_greenberg]: all kinds
8041
00:46:47,464 --> 00:46:47,584
[maggie]: with
8042
00:46:47,569 --> 00:46:48,009
[abbe_greenberg]: of anxiety
8043
00:46:47,785 --> 00:46:48,306
[maggie]: all kinds
8044
00:46:48,069 --> 00:46:48,430
[abbe_greenberg]: sufferers
8045
00:46:48,366 --> 00:46:48,406
[maggie]: of
8046
00:46:48,470 --> 00:46:48,570
[abbe_greenberg]: all
8047
00:46:48,486 --> 00:46:48,786
[maggie]: anxiety
8048
00:46:48,630 --> 00:46:48,871
[abbe_greenberg]: over the
8049
00:46:48,846 --> 00:46:49,187
[maggie]: sufferers
8050
00:46:48,951 --> 00:46:49,211
[abbe_greenberg]: world
8051
00:46:49,227 --> 00:46:49,688
[maggie]: all over the
8052
00:46:49,672 --> 00:46:49,873
[abbe_greenberg]: neuro
8053
00:46:49,728 --> 00:46:50,008
[maggie]: world
8054
00:46:49,953 --> 00:46:50,494
[abbe_greenberg]: scientists
8055
00:46:50,449 --> 00:46:50,570
[maggie]: here
8056
00:46:50,554 --> 00:46:51,155
[abbe_greenberg]: lkiatrist
8057
00:46:50,630 --> 00:46:51,271
[maggie]: with scientists
8058
00:46:51,255 --> 00:46:51,856
[abbe_greenberg]: doctors
8059
00:46:51,351 --> 00:46:51,933
[maggie]: like hiintrist
8060
00:46:52,036 --> 00:46:52,617
[abbe_greenberg]: specialists
8061
00:46:52,053 --> 00:46:52,634
[maggie]: doctors
8062
00:46:52,737 --> 00:46:53,418
[abbe_greenberg]: nutritionists
8063
00:46:52,835 --> 00:46:54,218
[maggie]: specialists nutritionists
8064
00:46:53,899 --> 00:46:54,721
[abbe_greenberg]: morists right
8065
00:46:54,699 --> 00:46:55,080
[maggie]: morists
8066
00:46:54,990 --> 00:46:55,251
[juliet_hahn]: oh
8067
00:46:55,320 --> 00:46:55,521
[maggie]: right
8068
00:46:55,562 --> 00:46:56,203
[abbe_greenberg]: and we just talk
8069
00:46:56,503 --> 00:46:56,563
[maggie]: we
8070
00:46:56,824 --> 00:46:57,505
[abbe_greenberg]: everyone
8071
00:46:57,479 --> 00:46:57,540
[juliet_hahn]: ah
8072
00:46:57,625 --> 00:46:58,287
[maggie]: everyone
8073
00:46:58,266 --> 00:46:59,489
[abbe_greenberg]: we you know i started
8074
00:46:59,489 --> 00:46:59,550
[maggie]: you
8075
00:46:59,529 --> 00:46:59,729
[abbe_greenberg]: taking
8076
00:46:59,590 --> 00:46:59,710
[maggie]: know
8077
00:46:59,769 --> 00:47:00,330
[abbe_greenberg]: neuroscience
8078
00:46:59,870 --> 00:47:00,491
[maggie]: i started taking
8079
00:47:00,360 --> 00:47:01,050
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8080
00:47:00,390 --> 00:47:00,951
[abbe_greenberg]: courses
8081
00:47:00,552 --> 00:47:01,754
[maggie]: nero science courses
8082
00:47:01,512 --> 00:47:02,555
[abbe_greenberg]: and we became
8083
00:47:02,315 --> 00:47:03,337
[maggie]: and we became
8084
00:47:03,818 --> 00:47:04,600
[abbe_greenberg]: very committed
8085
00:47:04,610 --> 00:47:04,851
[maggie]: very
8086
00:47:04,700 --> 00:47:05,141
[abbe_greenberg]: to knowing
8087
00:47:04,951 --> 00:47:05,373
[maggie]: committed
8088
00:47:05,462 --> 00:47:05,863
[abbe_greenberg]: everything
8089
00:47:05,493 --> 00:47:05,915
[maggie]: to knowing
8090
00:47:05,883 --> 00:47:06,203
[abbe_greenberg]: there was
8091
00:47:06,256 --> 00:47:06,637
[maggie]: everything
8092
00:47:06,284 --> 00:47:06,705
[abbe_greenberg]: to know about
8093
00:47:06,677 --> 00:47:06,817
[maggie]: there
8094
00:47:06,765 --> 00:47:06,985
[abbe_greenberg]: mental
8095
00:47:06,878 --> 00:47:06,998
[maggie]: was
8096
00:47:07,065 --> 00:47:07,226
[abbe_greenberg]: health
8097
00:47:07,078 --> 00:47:07,500
[maggie]: to know about
8098
00:47:07,326 --> 00:47:07,707
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety
8099
00:47:07,540 --> 00:47:07,801
[maggie]: mental
8100
00:47:07,727 --> 00:47:08,228
[abbe_greenberg]: and depression
8101
00:47:07,861 --> 00:47:08,483
[maggie]: health anxiety
8102
00:47:08,369 --> 00:47:08,489
[abbe_greenberg]: that
8103
00:47:08,523 --> 00:47:08,583
[maggie]: and
8104
00:47:08,569 --> 00:47:08,649
[abbe_greenberg]: we
8105
00:47:08,623 --> 00:47:09,024
[maggie]: depression
8106
00:47:08,750 --> 00:47:08,970
[abbe_greenberg]: could
8107
00:47:09,165 --> 00:47:09,747
[maggie]: that we could
8108
00:47:10,102 --> 00:47:10,924
[abbe_greenberg]: and it was it was
8109
00:47:10,889 --> 00:47:10,969
[maggie]: and
8110
00:47:10,964 --> 00:47:11,164
[abbe_greenberg]: really
8111
00:47:11,189 --> 00:47:11,710
[maggie]: it was it was
8112
00:47:11,685 --> 00:47:11,765
[abbe_greenberg]: you
8113
00:47:11,750 --> 00:47:11,971
[maggie]: really
8114
00:47:11,806 --> 00:47:12,607
[abbe_greenberg]: know about an eleven
8115
00:47:12,491 --> 00:47:12,712
[maggie]: you know
8116
00:47:12,667 --> 00:47:12,787
[abbe_greenberg]: year
8117
00:47:12,772 --> 00:47:12,952
[maggie]: about
8118
00:47:12,848 --> 00:47:13,108
[abbe_greenberg]: journey
8119
00:47:13,012 --> 00:47:13,413
[maggie]: an eleven
8120
00:47:13,168 --> 00:47:13,489
[abbe_greenberg]: between
8121
00:47:13,453 --> 00:47:13,553
[maggie]: year
8122
00:47:13,609 --> 00:47:13,769
[abbe_greenberg]: that
8123
00:47:13,633 --> 00:47:13,873
[maggie]: journey
8124
00:47:13,890 --> 00:47:14,130
[abbe_greenberg]: day
8125
00:47:13,954 --> 00:47:14,554
[maggie]: between that
8126
00:47:14,431 --> 00:47:14,952
[abbe_greenberg]: on the bus
8127
00:47:14,675 --> 00:47:14,855
[maggie]: day
8128
00:47:15,152 --> 00:47:15,252
[abbe_greenberg]: and
8129
00:47:15,215 --> 00:47:15,275
[maggie]: on
8130
00:47:15,272 --> 00:47:15,393
[abbe_greenberg]: when
8131
00:47:15,316 --> 00:47:15,396
[maggie]: the
8132
00:47:15,433 --> 00:47:15,533
[abbe_greenberg]: our
8133
00:47:15,436 --> 00:47:15,716
[maggie]: bus
8134
00:47:15,553 --> 00:47:15,954
[abbe_greenberg]: book came
8135
00:47:15,780 --> 00:47:16,002
[juliet_hahn]: oh
8136
00:47:15,936 --> 00:47:16,137
[maggie]: and when
8137
00:47:16,054 --> 00:47:16,174
[abbe_greenberg]: out
8138
00:47:16,217 --> 00:47:16,718
[maggie]: our book came
8139
00:47:16,595 --> 00:47:16,815
[abbe_greenberg]: but
8140
00:47:16,838 --> 00:47:16,918
[maggie]: out
8141
00:47:17,437 --> 00:47:17,637
[abbe_greenberg]: that's
8142
00:47:17,471 --> 00:47:17,613
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8143
00:47:17,480 --> 00:47:17,602
[maggie]: it
8144
00:47:17,717 --> 00:47:18,539
[abbe_greenberg]: kind of the genesis
8145
00:47:18,219 --> 00:47:18,680
[maggie]: that's kind
8146
00:47:18,599 --> 00:47:18,759
[abbe_greenberg]: of the
8147
00:47:18,721 --> 00:47:18,761
[maggie]: of
8148
00:47:18,799 --> 00:47:19,100
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety
8149
00:47:18,821 --> 00:47:19,303
[maggie]: the genesis
8150
00:47:19,140 --> 00:47:19,521
[abbe_greenberg]: sisterhood
8151
00:47:19,350 --> 00:47:19,530
[juliet_hahn]: right
8152
00:47:19,363 --> 00:47:20,267
[maggie]: of anxiety sisterhood
8153
00:47:19,971 --> 00:47:21,433
[juliet_hahn]: that's also i think when anyone is
8154
00:47:21,500 --> 00:47:21,660
[maggie]: that's
8155
00:47:21,653 --> 00:47:21,734
[juliet_hahn]: on
8156
00:47:21,700 --> 00:47:22,301
[maggie]: also i think when
8157
00:47:22,335 --> 00:47:22,415
[juliet_hahn]: and
8158
00:47:22,361 --> 00:47:22,662
[maggie]: anyone
8159
00:47:22,795 --> 00:47:22,835
[juliet_hahn]: i
8160
00:47:22,882 --> 00:47:22,962
[maggie]: is
8161
00:47:22,916 --> 00:47:23,256
[juliet_hahn]: talk about
8162
00:47:23,182 --> 00:47:23,283
[maggie]: on
8163
00:47:23,296 --> 00:47:23,837
[juliet_hahn]: this often on
8164
00:47:23,864 --> 00:47:23,944
[maggie]: and
8165
00:47:23,877 --> 00:47:24,458
[juliet_hahn]: the podcast
8166
00:47:24,324 --> 00:47:25,226
[maggie]: i talk about this often
8167
00:47:25,059 --> 00:47:25,099
[juliet_hahn]: i
8168
00:47:25,306 --> 00:47:25,346
[maggie]: on
8169
00:47:25,340 --> 00:47:25,600
[juliet_hahn]: believe
8170
00:47:25,406 --> 00:47:25,987
[maggie]: the podcast
8171
00:47:25,660 --> 00:47:26,582
[juliet_hahn]: in god but whether you
8172
00:47:26,588 --> 00:47:26,628
[maggie]: i
8173
00:47:26,622 --> 00:47:26,822
[juliet_hahn]: believe
8174
00:47:26,849 --> 00:47:27,089
[maggie]: believe
8175
00:47:26,862 --> 00:47:26,902
[juliet_hahn]: in
8176
00:47:27,149 --> 00:47:27,209
[maggie]: in
8177
00:47:27,223 --> 00:47:27,263
[juliet_hahn]: no
8178
00:47:27,269 --> 00:47:27,510
[maggie]: god
8179
00:47:27,363 --> 00:47:27,623
[juliet_hahn]: god or
8180
00:47:27,610 --> 00:47:27,710
[maggie]: but
8181
00:47:27,683 --> 00:47:27,764
[juliet_hahn]: the
8182
00:47:27,730 --> 00:47:27,930
[maggie]: whether
8183
00:47:27,864 --> 00:47:28,224
[juliet_hahn]: universe
8184
00:47:27,970 --> 00:47:28,391
[maggie]: you believe in
8185
00:47:28,765 --> 00:47:28,865
[juliet_hahn]: we
8186
00:47:28,832 --> 00:47:29,092
[maggie]: god or
8187
00:47:29,126 --> 00:47:29,206
[juliet_hahn]: are
8188
00:47:29,172 --> 00:47:29,253
[maggie]: the
8189
00:47:29,286 --> 00:47:29,426
[juliet_hahn]: put
8190
00:47:29,333 --> 00:47:29,693
[maggie]: universe
8191
00:47:29,466 --> 00:47:30,087
[juliet_hahn]: on this earth for
8192
00:47:30,234 --> 00:47:30,334
[maggie]: we
8193
00:47:30,248 --> 00:47:30,749
[juliet_hahn]: a reason
8194
00:47:30,595 --> 00:47:30,995
[maggie]: are put on
8195
00:47:31,029 --> 00:47:31,169
[juliet_hahn]: not
8196
00:47:31,035 --> 00:47:31,356
[maggie]: this earth
8197
00:47:31,430 --> 00:47:31,490
[juliet_hahn]: of
8198
00:47:31,436 --> 00:47:31,556
[maggie]: for
8199
00:47:31,530 --> 00:47:32,011
[juliet_hahn]: us find
8200
00:47:31,717 --> 00:47:32,157
[maggie]: a reason
8201
00:47:32,131 --> 00:47:32,652
[juliet_hahn]: that reason
8202
00:47:32,478 --> 00:47:33,440
[maggie]: not all just find
8203
00:47:33,173 --> 00:47:33,694
[juliet_hahn]: a lot of times
8204
00:47:33,580 --> 00:47:33,740
[maggie]: that
8205
00:47:33,754 --> 00:47:33,774
[juliet_hahn]: i
8206
00:47:33,800 --> 00:47:34,101
[maggie]: reason
8207
00:47:33,834 --> 00:47:34,695
[juliet_hahn]: think it's because we don't
8208
00:47:34,642 --> 00:47:34,862
[maggie]: a lot
8209
00:47:34,775 --> 00:47:35,216
[juliet_hahn]: explore
8210
00:47:34,902 --> 00:47:35,443
[maggie]: of times i think
8211
00:47:35,316 --> 00:47:35,597
[juliet_hahn]: we don't
8212
00:47:35,483 --> 00:47:35,864
[maggie]: it's because
8213
00:47:35,757 --> 00:47:35,857
[juliet_hahn]: let
8214
00:47:35,904 --> 00:47:35,944
[maggie]: we
8215
00:47:35,957 --> 00:47:36,458
[juliet_hahn]: ourselves
8216
00:47:36,004 --> 00:47:36,665
[maggie]: don't explore
8217
00:47:36,578 --> 00:47:36,739
[juliet_hahn]: day
8218
00:47:36,765 --> 00:47:36,825
[maggie]: we
8219
00:47:36,879 --> 00:47:37,119
[juliet_hahn]: dream
8220
00:47:36,885 --> 00:47:37,046
[maggie]: don't
8221
00:47:37,179 --> 00:47:37,259
[juliet_hahn]: we
8222
00:47:37,206 --> 00:47:37,326
[maggie]: let
8223
00:47:37,300 --> 00:47:37,440
[juliet_hahn]: don't
8224
00:47:37,406 --> 00:47:37,887
[maggie]: ourselves
8225
00:47:37,520 --> 00:47:38,081
[juliet_hahn]: let ourselves
8226
00:47:38,027 --> 00:47:38,187
[maggie]: day
8227
00:47:38,141 --> 00:47:38,281
[juliet_hahn]: have
8228
00:47:38,308 --> 00:47:38,568
[maggie]: dream
8229
00:47:38,321 --> 00:47:38,842
[juliet_hahn]: that open
8230
00:47:38,648 --> 00:47:39,109
[maggie]: we don't let
8231
00:47:39,103 --> 00:47:39,403
[juliet_hahn]: outlet
8232
00:47:39,169 --> 00:47:39,550
[maggie]: ourselves
8233
00:47:39,463 --> 00:47:39,643
[juliet_hahn]: where
8234
00:47:39,610 --> 00:47:39,730
[maggie]: have
8235
00:47:39,683 --> 00:47:39,784
[juliet_hahn]: it's
8236
00:47:39,770 --> 00:47:39,870
[maggie]: that
8237
00:47:39,824 --> 00:47:40,224
[juliet_hahn]: like okay
8238
00:47:40,030 --> 00:47:40,271
[maggie]: open
8239
00:47:40,345 --> 00:47:40,485
[juliet_hahn]: my
8240
00:47:40,551 --> 00:47:40,872
[maggie]: outlet
8241
00:47:40,605 --> 00:47:41,086
[juliet_hahn]: experience
8242
00:47:40,912 --> 00:47:41,232
[maggie]: where it's
8243
00:47:41,146 --> 00:47:41,226
[juliet_hahn]: can
8244
00:47:41,273 --> 00:47:41,393
[maggie]: like
8245
00:47:41,326 --> 00:47:41,486
[juliet_hahn]: help
8246
00:47:41,473 --> 00:47:41,673
[maggie]: okay
8247
00:47:41,627 --> 00:47:42,007
[juliet_hahn]: someone
8248
00:47:41,813 --> 00:47:42,555
[maggie]: my experience
8249
00:47:42,448 --> 00:47:42,648
[juliet_hahn]: how
8250
00:47:42,595 --> 00:47:42,955
[maggie]: can help
8251
00:47:42,869 --> 00:47:43,229
[juliet_hahn]: and you know
8252
00:47:43,096 --> 00:47:43,456
[maggie]: someone
8253
00:47:43,370 --> 00:47:44,091
[juliet_hahn]: a lot of times people
8254
00:47:43,897 --> 00:47:44,097
[maggie]: how
8255
00:47:44,171 --> 00:47:44,271
[juliet_hahn]: are
8256
00:47:44,338 --> 00:47:44,398
[maggie]: and
8257
00:47:44,391 --> 00:47:44,832
[juliet_hahn]: fearful
8258
00:47:44,438 --> 00:47:44,979
[maggie]: you know lot
8259
00:47:44,952 --> 00:47:45,012
[juliet_hahn]: so
8260
00:47:45,039 --> 00:47:45,079
[maggie]: of
8261
00:47:45,093 --> 00:47:45,193
[juliet_hahn]: they
8262
00:47:45,119 --> 00:47:45,279
[maggie]: times
8263
00:47:45,233 --> 00:47:45,393
[juliet_hahn]: don't
8264
00:47:45,359 --> 00:47:45,540
[maggie]: people
8265
00:47:45,533 --> 00:47:45,714
[juliet_hahn]: jump
8266
00:47:45,620 --> 00:47:45,700
[maggie]: are
8267
00:47:45,834 --> 00:47:46,034
[juliet_hahn]: into
8268
00:47:45,860 --> 00:47:46,281
[maggie]: fearful
8269
00:47:46,114 --> 00:47:46,455
[juliet_hahn]: something
8270
00:47:46,401 --> 00:47:46,822
[maggie]: so they don't
8271
00:47:46,936 --> 00:47:47,016
[juliet_hahn]: and
8272
00:47:46,982 --> 00:47:47,162
[maggie]: jump
8273
00:47:47,076 --> 00:47:47,256
[juliet_hahn]: so a
8274
00:47:47,303 --> 00:47:47,483
[maggie]: into
8275
00:47:47,316 --> 00:47:47,757
[juliet_hahn]: lot of people
8276
00:47:47,643 --> 00:47:48,024
[maggie]: something
8277
00:47:47,897 --> 00:47:48,098
[juliet_hahn]: miss
8278
00:47:48,485 --> 00:47:48,565
[maggie]: and
8279
00:47:48,578 --> 00:47:48,678
[juliet_hahn]: what
8280
00:47:48,625 --> 00:47:48,685
[maggie]: so
8281
00:47:48,739 --> 00:47:48,939
[juliet_hahn]: they're
8282
00:47:48,785 --> 00:47:48,965
[maggie]: a lot
8283
00:47:48,979 --> 00:47:49,139
[juliet_hahn]: meant
8284
00:47:48,985 --> 00:47:49,286
[maggie]: of people
8285
00:47:49,199 --> 00:47:49,440
[juliet_hahn]: to do
8286
00:47:49,406 --> 00:47:49,606
[maggie]: miss
8287
00:47:49,700 --> 00:47:50,081
[juliet_hahn]: but this is
8288
00:47:50,067 --> 00:47:50,187
[maggie]: what
8289
00:47:50,221 --> 00:47:50,662
[juliet_hahn]: clearly
8290
00:47:50,227 --> 00:47:50,768
[maggie]: they're meant to
8291
00:47:50,762 --> 00:47:50,882
[juliet_hahn]: what
8292
00:47:50,828 --> 00:47:50,929
[maggie]: do
8293
00:47:50,942 --> 00:47:51,143
[juliet_hahn]: god
8294
00:47:51,189 --> 00:47:51,269
[maggie]: but
8295
00:47:51,243 --> 00:47:51,503
[juliet_hahn]: wanted
8296
00:47:51,309 --> 00:47:51,570
[maggie]: this is
8297
00:47:51,683 --> 00:47:51,784
[juliet_hahn]: you
8298
00:47:51,690 --> 00:47:52,151
[maggie]: clearly
8299
00:47:51,844 --> 00:47:52,224
[juliet_hahn]: guys to
8300
00:47:52,251 --> 00:47:52,371
[maggie]: what
8301
00:47:52,284 --> 00:47:52,365
[juliet_hahn]: do
8302
00:47:52,431 --> 00:47:52,652
[maggie]: god
8303
00:47:52,525 --> 00:47:52,745
[juliet_hahn]: and so
8304
00:47:52,732 --> 00:47:52,972
[maggie]: wanted
8305
00:47:52,966 --> 00:47:53,266
[juliet_hahn]: as you
8306
00:47:53,152 --> 00:47:53,533
[maggie]: you guys
8307
00:47:53,426 --> 00:47:54,188
[juliet_hahn]: continued
8308
00:47:53,613 --> 00:47:54,715
[maggie]: to do and so as you
8309
00:47:54,668 --> 00:47:54,949
[juliet_hahn]: in your
8310
00:47:54,823 --> 00:47:54,985
[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
8311
00:47:54,895 --> 00:47:55,616
[maggie]: continued
8312
00:47:54,989 --> 00:47:56,031
[juliet_hahn]: path as that you know
8313
00:47:56,117 --> 00:47:56,718
[maggie]: in your path
8314
00:47:56,632 --> 00:47:56,912
[juliet_hahn]: mag's
8315
00:47:56,939 --> 00:47:57,019
[maggie]: is
8316
00:47:56,972 --> 00:47:57,273
[juliet_hahn]: yelling
8317
00:47:57,079 --> 00:47:57,319
[maggie]: that you
8318
00:47:57,333 --> 00:47:57,413
[juliet_hahn]: and
8319
00:47:57,359 --> 00:47:57,460
[maggie]: know
8320
00:47:57,453 --> 00:47:58,274
[juliet_hahn]: i can totally picture
8321
00:47:58,081 --> 00:47:58,381
[maggie]: mag's
8322
00:47:58,335 --> 00:47:58,435
[juliet_hahn]: that
8323
00:47:58,441 --> 00:47:58,742
[maggie]: yelling
8324
00:47:58,495 --> 00:47:58,835
[juliet_hahn]: so thank
8325
00:47:58,802 --> 00:47:58,882
[maggie]: and
8326
00:47:58,875 --> 00:47:58,956
[juliet_hahn]: you
8327
00:47:58,942 --> 00:47:58,962
[maggie]: i
8328
00:47:59,016 --> 00:47:59,076
[juliet_hahn]: i'm
8329
00:47:59,022 --> 00:47:59,102
[maggie]: can
8330
00:47:59,096 --> 00:47:59,276
[juliet_hahn]: gonna
8331
00:47:59,142 --> 00:47:59,423
[maggie]: totally
8332
00:47:59,316 --> 00:47:59,677
[juliet_hahn]: got choked
8333
00:47:59,483 --> 00:47:59,763
[maggie]: picture
8334
00:47:59,717 --> 00:47:59,777
[juliet_hahn]: up
8335
00:47:59,803 --> 00:47:59,924
[maggie]: that
8336
00:47:59,817 --> 00:47:59,977
[juliet_hahn]: for a
8337
00:47:59,984 --> 00:48:00,064
[maggie]: so
8338
00:48:00,017 --> 00:48:00,258
[juliet_hahn]: second
8339
00:48:00,164 --> 00:48:00,324
[maggie]: thank
8340
00:48:00,278 --> 00:48:00,378
[juliet_hahn]: where
8341
00:48:00,364 --> 00:48:00,424
[maggie]: you
8342
00:48:00,418 --> 00:48:00,498
[juliet_hahn]: the
8343
00:48:00,505 --> 00:48:00,565
[maggie]: i'm
8344
00:48:00,538 --> 00:48:00,939
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
8345
00:48:00,625 --> 00:48:01,146
[maggie]: on got choked
8346
00:48:00,999 --> 00:48:01,340
[juliet_hahn]: sisters
8347
00:48:01,206 --> 00:48:01,867
[maggie]: up for a second where
8348
00:48:01,901 --> 00:48:02,001
[juliet_hahn]: you
8349
00:48:01,907 --> 00:48:02,408
[maggie]: the anxiety
8350
00:48:02,061 --> 00:48:02,642
[juliet_hahn]: can see that's
8351
00:48:02,488 --> 00:48:02,828
[maggie]: sisters
8352
00:48:02,682 --> 00:48:03,343
[juliet_hahn]: like a that's like a
8353
00:48:03,389 --> 00:48:03,490
[maggie]: you
8354
00:48:03,403 --> 00:48:03,704
[juliet_hahn]: movie
8355
00:48:03,570 --> 00:48:03,910
[maggie]: can see
8356
00:48:03,824 --> 00:48:04,044
[juliet_hahn]: you can
8357
00:48:03,970 --> 00:48:04,131
[maggie]: that's
8358
00:48:04,144 --> 00:48:04,284
[juliet_hahn]: see
8359
00:48:04,171 --> 00:48:04,271
[maggie]: like
8360
00:48:04,345 --> 00:48:04,485
[juliet_hahn]: where
8361
00:48:04,471 --> 00:48:04,631
[maggie]: that's
8362
00:48:04,545 --> 00:48:04,705
[juliet_hahn]: that
8363
00:48:04,672 --> 00:48:04,832
[maggie]: like a
8364
00:48:04,825 --> 00:48:04,946
[juliet_hahn]: can
8365
00:48:04,892 --> 00:48:05,192
[maggie]: movie
8366
00:48:05,026 --> 00:48:05,166
[juliet_hahn]: then
8367
00:48:05,313 --> 00:48:05,393
[maggie]: you
8368
00:48:05,326 --> 00:48:05,867
[juliet_hahn]: evolve
8369
00:48:05,453 --> 00:48:06,414
[maggie]: can see where that can
8370
00:48:06,428 --> 00:48:06,588
[juliet_hahn]: and
8371
00:48:06,515 --> 00:48:07,356
[maggie]: then evolve
8372
00:48:06,829 --> 00:48:07,931
[juliet_hahn]: where then
8373
00:48:07,937 --> 00:48:08,037
[maggie]: and
8374
00:48:08,031 --> 00:48:08,291
[juliet_hahn]: it's like
8375
00:48:08,338 --> 00:48:08,598
[maggie]: where
8376
00:48:08,391 --> 00:48:09,333
[juliet_hahn]: okay let's put the
8377
00:48:09,239 --> 00:48:09,440
[maggie]: then
8378
00:48:09,393 --> 00:48:09,673
[juliet_hahn]: steps
8379
00:48:09,540 --> 00:48:09,800
[maggie]: it's like
8380
00:48:09,754 --> 00:48:09,994
[juliet_hahn]: to see
8381
00:48:09,900 --> 00:48:10,121
[maggie]: okay
8382
00:48:10,034 --> 00:48:10,194
[juliet_hahn]: where
8383
00:48:10,221 --> 00:48:10,401
[maggie]: let's
8384
00:48:10,234 --> 00:48:10,395
[juliet_hahn]: this
8385
00:48:10,521 --> 00:48:10,662
[maggie]: put
8386
00:48:10,535 --> 00:48:10,916
[juliet_hahn]: goes
8387
00:48:10,702 --> 00:48:11,122
[maggie]: the steps
8388
00:48:11,056 --> 00:48:11,156
[juliet_hahn]: and
8389
00:48:11,202 --> 00:48:11,283
[maggie]: to
8390
00:48:11,216 --> 00:48:11,356
[juliet_hahn]: then
8391
00:48:11,343 --> 00:48:11,463
[maggie]: see
8392
00:48:11,396 --> 00:48:11,637
[juliet_hahn]: that's
8393
00:48:11,503 --> 00:48:11,663
[maggie]: where
8394
00:48:11,697 --> 00:48:11,837
[juliet_hahn]: where
8395
00:48:11,703 --> 00:48:11,864
[maggie]: this
8396
00:48:11,897 --> 00:48:12,118
[juliet_hahn]: it just
8397
00:48:12,004 --> 00:48:12,384
[maggie]: goes
8398
00:48:12,218 --> 00:48:12,759
[juliet_hahn]: grow because
8399
00:48:12,545 --> 00:48:12,845
[maggie]: and then
8400
00:48:12,819 --> 00:48:13,019
[juliet_hahn]: god
8401
00:48:12,905 --> 00:48:13,106
[maggie]: that's
8402
00:48:13,079 --> 00:48:13,179
[juliet_hahn]: was
8403
00:48:13,166 --> 00:48:13,306
[maggie]: where
8404
00:48:13,219 --> 00:48:13,360
[juliet_hahn]: like
8405
00:48:13,366 --> 00:48:13,426
[maggie]: it
8406
00:48:13,420 --> 00:48:13,680
[juliet_hahn]: yes
8407
00:48:13,466 --> 00:48:13,867
[maggie]: just grew
8408
00:48:13,840 --> 00:48:13,961
[juliet_hahn]: you
8409
00:48:14,007 --> 00:48:14,227
[maggie]: because
8410
00:48:14,021 --> 00:48:14,301
[juliet_hahn]: guys
8411
00:48:14,268 --> 00:48:14,808
[maggie]: god was like
8412
00:48:14,782 --> 00:48:14,942
[juliet_hahn]: this
8413
00:48:14,869 --> 00:48:15,129
[maggie]: yes
8414
00:48:15,022 --> 00:48:15,343
[juliet_hahn]: is why
8415
00:48:15,309 --> 00:48:15,750
[maggie]: you guys
8416
00:48:15,543 --> 00:48:16,264
[juliet_hahn]: i gave this to you
8417
00:48:16,231 --> 00:48:16,391
[maggie]: this
8418
00:48:16,345 --> 00:48:16,385
[juliet_hahn]: i
8419
00:48:16,471 --> 00:48:16,531
[maggie]: is
8420
00:48:16,485 --> 00:48:16,745
[juliet_hahn]: gave
8421
00:48:16,631 --> 00:48:17,072
[maggie]: why i
8422
00:48:17,126 --> 00:48:17,206
[juliet_hahn]: as
8423
00:48:17,172 --> 00:48:17,373
[maggie]: gave
8424
00:48:17,246 --> 00:48:17,386
[juliet_hahn]: much
8425
00:48:17,413 --> 00:48:17,533
[maggie]: this
8426
00:48:17,446 --> 00:48:17,507
[juliet_hahn]: as
8427
00:48:17,573 --> 00:48:17,633
[maggie]: to
8428
00:48:17,587 --> 00:48:17,647
[juliet_hahn]: it
8429
00:48:17,673 --> 00:48:17,753
[maggie]: you
8430
00:48:17,787 --> 00:48:18,128
[juliet_hahn]: sucks
8431
00:48:17,854 --> 00:48:18,254
[maggie]: i gave
8432
00:48:18,588 --> 00:48:18,608
[juliet_hahn]: i
8433
00:48:18,615 --> 00:48:18,675
[maggie]: as
8434
00:48:18,729 --> 00:48:18,929
[juliet_hahn]: gave
8435
00:48:18,735 --> 00:48:18,995
[maggie]: much as
8436
00:48:18,989 --> 00:48:19,069
[juliet_hahn]: you
8437
00:48:19,076 --> 00:48:19,136
[maggie]: it
8438
00:48:19,149 --> 00:48:19,290
[juliet_hahn]: guys
8439
00:48:19,276 --> 00:48:19,596
[maggie]: sucks
8440
00:48:19,410 --> 00:48:19,971
[juliet_hahn]: the voice
8441
00:48:20,057 --> 00:48:20,398
[maggie]: i gave
8442
00:48:20,351 --> 00:48:20,451
[juliet_hahn]: the
8443
00:48:20,458 --> 00:48:20,558
[maggie]: you
8444
00:48:20,492 --> 00:48:21,032
[juliet_hahn]: experience
8445
00:48:20,618 --> 00:48:21,440
[maggie]: guys the boys
8446
00:48:21,133 --> 00:48:21,834
[juliet_hahn]: the balls
8447
00:48:21,820 --> 00:48:22,481
[maggie]: the experience
8448
00:48:22,455 --> 00:48:22,695
[juliet_hahn]: to be
8449
00:48:22,621 --> 00:48:22,702
[maggie]: the
8450
00:48:22,775 --> 00:48:22,936
[juliet_hahn]: able
8451
00:48:22,822 --> 00:48:23,343
[maggie]: balls
8452
00:48:22,996 --> 00:48:23,737
[juliet_hahn]: to go out there
8453
00:48:23,924 --> 00:48:24,384
[maggie]: to be able
8454
00:48:24,258 --> 00:48:24,558
[juliet_hahn]: and yell
8455
00:48:24,465 --> 00:48:24,625
[maggie]: to go
8456
00:48:24,638 --> 00:48:24,759
[juliet_hahn]: from
8457
00:48:24,785 --> 00:48:24,885
[maggie]: out
8458
00:48:24,799 --> 00:48:25,300
[juliet_hahn]: the rooftops
8459
00:48:24,965 --> 00:48:25,186
[maggie]: there
8460
00:48:25,320 --> 00:48:25,740
[juliet_hahn]: this is what
8461
00:48:25,707 --> 00:48:25,807
[maggie]: and
8462
00:48:25,860 --> 00:48:25,961
[juliet_hahn]: we
8463
00:48:25,867 --> 00:48:26,047
[maggie]: yell
8464
00:48:26,041 --> 00:48:26,201
[juliet_hahn]: went
8465
00:48:26,107 --> 00:48:26,227
[maggie]: from
8466
00:48:26,241 --> 00:48:26,461
[juliet_hahn]: through
8467
00:48:26,268 --> 00:48:26,728
[maggie]: the rooftops
8468
00:48:26,522 --> 00:48:26,602
[juliet_hahn]: and
8469
00:48:26,808 --> 00:48:26,949
[maggie]: this
8470
00:48:26,902 --> 00:48:27,042
[juliet_hahn]: this
8471
00:48:26,969 --> 00:48:27,209
[maggie]: is what
8472
00:48:27,103 --> 00:48:27,303
[juliet_hahn]: is how
8473
00:48:27,329 --> 00:48:27,429
[maggie]: we
8474
00:48:27,363 --> 00:48:27,523
[juliet_hahn]: we're
8475
00:48:27,510 --> 00:48:27,650
[maggie]: went
8476
00:48:27,543 --> 00:48:27,744
[juliet_hahn]: going to
8477
00:48:27,710 --> 00:48:27,930
[maggie]: through
8478
00:48:27,784 --> 00:48:27,924
[juliet_hahn]: help
8479
00:48:27,990 --> 00:48:28,071
[maggie]: and
8480
00:48:28,004 --> 00:48:28,445
[juliet_hahn]: and we want
8481
00:48:28,371 --> 00:48:28,531
[maggie]: this
8482
00:48:28,485 --> 00:48:28,625
[juliet_hahn]: this
8483
00:48:28,571 --> 00:48:28,772
[maggie]: is how
8484
00:48:28,683 --> 00:48:28,824
[abbe_greenberg]: yet
8485
00:48:28,685 --> 00:48:29,146
[juliet_hahn]: community
8486
00:48:28,832 --> 00:48:29,373
[maggie]: we're going to help
8487
00:48:29,306 --> 00:48:29,426
[juliet_hahn]: so
8488
00:48:29,473 --> 00:48:29,914
[maggie]: and we want
8489
00:48:29,907 --> 00:48:30,087
[juliet_hahn]: thank
8490
00:48:29,954 --> 00:48:30,094
[maggie]: this
8491
00:48:30,148 --> 00:48:30,228
[juliet_hahn]: you
8492
00:48:30,154 --> 00:48:30,635
[maggie]: community
8493
00:48:30,308 --> 00:48:30,889
[juliet_hahn]: for what you guys
8494
00:48:30,775 --> 00:48:30,895
[maggie]: so
8495
00:48:30,969 --> 00:48:31,570
[juliet_hahn]: are doing because
8496
00:48:31,376 --> 00:48:31,556
[maggie]: thank
8497
00:48:31,590 --> 00:48:31,710
[juliet_hahn]: it's
8498
00:48:31,616 --> 00:48:31,877
[maggie]: you for
8499
00:48:31,810 --> 00:48:32,031
[juliet_hahn]: really
8500
00:48:31,937 --> 00:48:32,057
[maggie]: what
8501
00:48:32,091 --> 00:48:32,471
[juliet_hahn]: important
8502
00:48:32,097 --> 00:48:32,538
[maggie]: you guys are
8503
00:48:32,512 --> 00:48:32,592
[juliet_hahn]: and
8504
00:48:32,618 --> 00:48:32,839
[maggie]: doing
8505
00:48:33,072 --> 00:48:34,595
[juliet_hahn]: anyone that's listening to this can hear
8506
00:48:34,569 --> 00:48:35,029
[maggie]: anyone that's
8507
00:48:35,056 --> 00:48:35,136
[juliet_hahn]: you
8508
00:48:35,069 --> 00:48:35,390
[maggie]: listening
8509
00:48:35,176 --> 00:48:35,416
[juliet_hahn]: guys are
8510
00:48:35,430 --> 00:48:35,510
[maggie]: to
8511
00:48:35,497 --> 00:48:36,057
[juliet_hahn]: relatable
8512
00:48:35,530 --> 00:48:36,071
[maggie]: this can hear
8513
00:48:36,138 --> 00:48:36,598
[juliet_hahn]: you make it
8514
00:48:36,572 --> 00:48:36,792
[maggie]: you guys
8515
00:48:36,719 --> 00:48:36,999
[juliet_hahn]: fun
8516
00:48:36,852 --> 00:48:37,534
[maggie]: are relatable
8517
00:48:37,460 --> 00:48:37,740
[juliet_hahn]: you know
8518
00:48:37,634 --> 00:48:37,974
[maggie]: you make
8519
00:48:37,901 --> 00:48:38,101
[juliet_hahn]: there's
8520
00:48:38,034 --> 00:48:38,074
[maggie]: it
8521
00:48:38,121 --> 00:48:38,321
[juliet_hahn]: a couple
8522
00:48:38,215 --> 00:48:38,495
[maggie]: fun
8523
00:48:38,341 --> 00:48:38,862
[juliet_hahn]: of times where i
8524
00:48:38,936 --> 00:48:39,016
[maggie]: you
8525
00:48:38,982 --> 00:48:39,243
[juliet_hahn]: started
8526
00:48:39,076 --> 00:48:39,176
[maggie]: know
8527
00:48:39,283 --> 00:48:39,343
[juliet_hahn]: to
8528
00:48:39,377 --> 00:48:39,557
[maggie]: there's
8529
00:48:39,423 --> 00:48:39,623
[juliet_hahn]: laugh
8530
00:48:39,597 --> 00:48:39,777
[maggie]: a couple
8531
00:48:39,663 --> 00:48:39,904
[juliet_hahn]: and then i
8532
00:48:39,877 --> 00:48:40,018
[maggie]: times
8533
00:48:39,924 --> 00:48:40,124
[juliet_hahn]: was like
8534
00:48:40,098 --> 00:48:40,218
[maggie]: where
8535
00:48:40,144 --> 00:48:40,264
[juliet_hahn]: wait
8536
00:48:40,298 --> 00:48:40,338
[maggie]: i
8537
00:48:40,305 --> 00:48:40,465
[juliet_hahn]: that's
8538
00:48:40,438 --> 00:48:40,699
[maggie]: started
8539
00:48:40,505 --> 00:48:40,585
[juliet_hahn]: not
8540
00:48:40,739 --> 00:48:40,819
[maggie]: to
8541
00:48:40,845 --> 00:48:41,146
[juliet_hahn]: actually
8542
00:48:40,899 --> 00:48:41,220
[maggie]: laugh and
8543
00:48:41,206 --> 00:48:41,446
[juliet_hahn]: funny
8544
00:48:41,240 --> 00:48:41,620
[maggie]: then i was like
8545
00:48:41,547 --> 00:48:41,627
[juliet_hahn]: but
8546
00:48:41,660 --> 00:48:41,761
[maggie]: wait
8547
00:48:41,687 --> 00:48:41,747
[juliet_hahn]: it
8548
00:48:41,801 --> 00:48:41,961
[maggie]: that's
8549
00:48:41,927 --> 00:48:42,027
[juliet_hahn]: is
8550
00:48:42,001 --> 00:48:42,101
[maggie]: not
8551
00:48:42,108 --> 00:48:42,328
[juliet_hahn]: funny
8552
00:48:42,342 --> 00:48:42,662
[maggie]: actually
8553
00:48:42,428 --> 00:48:42,729
[juliet_hahn]: because
8554
00:48:42,702 --> 00:48:45,727
[maggie]: funny we like because like laughter we
definitely like
8555
00:48:45,663 --> 00:48:45,723
[abbe_greenberg]: we
8556
00:48:45,767 --> 00:48:46,128
[maggie]: laughter
8557
00:48:45,864 --> 00:48:46,710
[abbe_greenberg]: laughed at everything
8558
00:48:46,869 --> 00:48:47,250
[maggie]: like every
8559
00:48:47,221 --> 00:48:48,884
[juliet_hahn]: right which i mean you have to
i believe
8560
00:48:48,712 --> 00:48:49,053
[maggie]: right which
8561
00:48:48,984 --> 00:48:49,264
[juliet_hahn]: you know
8562
00:48:49,153 --> 00:48:49,634
[maggie]: i mean you have
8563
00:48:49,645 --> 00:48:50,046
[juliet_hahn]: laughter
8564
00:48:49,674 --> 00:48:50,355
[maggie]: to i believe
8565
00:48:50,226 --> 00:48:50,426
[juliet_hahn]: is
8566
00:48:50,475 --> 00:48:50,716
[maggie]: you know
8567
00:48:50,687 --> 00:48:51,208
[juliet_hahn]: what makes
8568
00:48:51,136 --> 00:48:51,497
[maggie]: laughter
8569
00:48:51,248 --> 00:48:51,648
[juliet_hahn]: the world go
8570
00:48:51,697 --> 00:48:51,918
[maggie]: is
8571
00:48:51,708 --> 00:48:52,249
[juliet_hahn]: around you have
8572
00:48:52,178 --> 00:48:52,338
[maggie]: what
8573
00:48:52,309 --> 00:48:52,590
[juliet_hahn]: to laugh
8574
00:48:52,519 --> 00:48:52,699
[maggie]: makes
8575
00:48:52,730 --> 00:48:52,931
[juliet_hahn]: every
8576
00:48:52,739 --> 00:48:53,039
[maggie]: the world
8577
00:48:53,011 --> 00:48:53,191
[juliet_hahn]: day
8578
00:48:53,100 --> 00:48:53,540
[maggie]: go around you
8579
00:48:53,471 --> 00:48:53,692
[juliet_hahn]: you know
8580
00:48:53,600 --> 00:48:53,861
[maggie]: have to
8581
00:48:53,872 --> 00:48:53,952
[juliet_hahn]: or
8582
00:48:53,921 --> 00:48:54,101
[maggie]: laugh
8583
00:48:54,032 --> 00:48:54,233
[juliet_hahn]: what's
8584
00:48:54,221 --> 00:48:54,422
[maggie]: every
8585
00:48:54,313 --> 00:48:54,493
[juliet_hahn]: life
8586
00:48:54,502 --> 00:48:54,662
[maggie]: day
8587
00:48:54,553 --> 00:48:54,814
[juliet_hahn]: about
8588
00:48:54,943 --> 00:48:55,023
[maggie]: you
8589
00:48:54,954 --> 00:48:55,054
[juliet_hahn]: so
8590
00:48:55,083 --> 00:48:55,944
[maggie]: know or what's life
8591
00:48:55,835 --> 00:48:56,036
[juliet_hahn]: you know
8592
00:48:56,044 --> 00:48:56,325
[maggie]: about
8593
00:48:56,076 --> 00:48:56,496
[juliet_hahn]: i just think
8594
00:48:56,465 --> 00:48:56,565
[maggie]: so
8595
00:48:56,557 --> 00:48:57,278
[juliet_hahn]: it's amazing so
8596
00:48:57,327 --> 00:48:57,607
[maggie]: you know i
8597
00:48:57,638 --> 00:48:57,819
[juliet_hahn]: tell
8598
00:48:57,707 --> 00:48:57,827
[maggie]: just
8599
00:48:57,859 --> 00:48:57,919
[juliet_hahn]: us
8600
00:48:57,867 --> 00:48:57,988
[maggie]: think
8601
00:48:57,979 --> 00:48:58,139
[juliet_hahn]: what's
8602
00:48:58,048 --> 00:48:58,489
[maggie]: it's amazing
8603
00:48:58,239 --> 00:48:58,700
[juliet_hahn]: now for
8604
00:48:58,629 --> 00:48:58,729
[maggie]: so
8605
00:48:58,760 --> 00:48:59,261
[juliet_hahn]: you guys
8606
00:48:59,110 --> 00:48:59,951
[maggie]: tell us what's next
8607
00:49:00,022 --> 00:49:00,303
[juliet_hahn]: again
8608
00:49:00,071 --> 00:49:00,352
[maggie]: for you
8609
00:49:00,383 --> 00:49:00,463
[juliet_hahn]: and
8610
00:49:00,412 --> 00:49:00,772
[maggie]: guys
8611
00:49:00,543 --> 00:49:01,645
[juliet_hahn]: also share a little bit
8612
00:49:01,574 --> 00:49:01,854
[maggie]: again
8613
00:49:01,705 --> 00:49:01,865
[juliet_hahn]: about
8614
00:49:01,914 --> 00:49:01,994
[maggie]: and
8615
00:49:01,986 --> 00:49:02,126
[juliet_hahn]: what
8616
00:49:02,074 --> 00:49:02,615
[maggie]: also share
8617
00:49:02,446 --> 00:49:02,587
[juliet_hahn]: what
8618
00:49:02,796 --> 00:49:02,836
[maggie]: a
8619
00:49:02,847 --> 00:49:02,967
[juliet_hahn]: when
8620
00:49:02,856 --> 00:49:03,056
[maggie]: little
8621
00:49:03,007 --> 00:49:03,107
[juliet_hahn]: you
8622
00:49:03,096 --> 00:49:03,156
[maggie]: bit
8623
00:49:03,188 --> 00:49:03,348
[juliet_hahn]: think
8624
00:49:03,196 --> 00:49:03,397
[maggie]: about
8625
00:49:03,488 --> 00:49:03,588
[juliet_hahn]: of
8626
00:49:03,497 --> 00:49:04,058
[maggie]: what what
8627
00:49:04,049 --> 00:49:04,390
[juliet_hahn]: everything
8628
00:49:04,358 --> 00:49:04,458
[maggie]: when
8629
00:49:04,430 --> 00:49:04,530
[juliet_hahn]: that
8630
00:49:04,519 --> 00:49:04,599
[maggie]: you
8631
00:49:04,570 --> 00:49:04,730
[juliet_hahn]: you've
8632
00:49:04,699 --> 00:49:04,879
[maggie]: think
8633
00:49:04,810 --> 00:49:05,271
[juliet_hahn]: created
8634
00:49:04,999 --> 00:49:05,100
[maggie]: of
8635
00:49:05,451 --> 00:49:05,572
[juliet_hahn]: out
8636
00:49:05,560 --> 00:49:05,881
[maggie]: everything
8637
00:49:05,732 --> 00:49:05,972
[juliet_hahn]: of the
8638
00:49:05,921 --> 00:49:06,221
[maggie]: that you've
8639
00:49:06,052 --> 00:49:06,413
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
8640
00:49:06,302 --> 00:49:06,742
[maggie]: created
8641
00:49:06,473 --> 00:49:06,974
[juliet_hahn]: sisters what
8642
00:49:06,923 --> 00:49:07,043
[maggie]: out
8643
00:49:07,014 --> 00:49:07,194
[juliet_hahn]: are you
8644
00:49:07,223 --> 00:49:07,303
[maggie]: of
8645
00:49:07,254 --> 00:49:07,515
[juliet_hahn]: looking
8646
00:49:07,363 --> 00:49:07,884
[maggie]: the anxiety
8647
00:49:07,755 --> 00:49:08,076
[juliet_hahn]: forward
8648
00:49:07,944 --> 00:49:08,325
[maggie]: sisters
8649
00:49:08,136 --> 00:49:08,336
[juliet_hahn]: to the
8650
00:49:08,365 --> 00:49:08,465
[maggie]: what
8651
00:49:08,436 --> 00:49:08,717
[juliet_hahn]: most
8652
00:49:08,505 --> 00:49:08,986
[maggie]: are you looking
8653
00:49:08,977 --> 00:49:09,218
[juliet_hahn]: as it
8654
00:49:09,226 --> 00:49:09,547
[maggie]: forward
8655
00:49:09,278 --> 00:49:09,678
[juliet_hahn]: grows
8656
00:49:09,607 --> 00:49:13,918
[maggie]: to the most it grows well
8657
00:49:16,530 --> 00:49:19,050
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8658
00:49:16,980 --> 00:49:17,822
[maggie]: that's a good question
8659
00:49:17,672 --> 00:49:19,098
[abbe_greenberg]: well we're about we're about ready
8660
00:49:19,080 --> 00:49:19,464
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8661
00:49:19,118 --> 00:49:19,259
[abbe_greenberg]: i don't
8662
00:49:19,207 --> 00:49:19,307
[maggie]: ere
8663
00:49:19,279 --> 00:49:19,359
[abbe_greenberg]: know
8664
00:49:19,367 --> 00:49:19,588
[maggie]: about
8665
00:49:19,379 --> 00:49:19,720
[abbe_greenberg]: if e should even
8666
00:49:19,688 --> 00:49:19,849
[maggie]: ready
8667
00:49:19,761 --> 00:49:19,961
[abbe_greenberg]: be saying
8668
00:49:19,889 --> 00:49:19,909
[maggie]: i
8669
00:49:19,981 --> 00:49:20,062
[abbe_greenberg]: this
8670
00:49:20,029 --> 00:49:20,149
[maggie]: hope
8671
00:49:20,102 --> 00:49:20,162
[abbe_greenberg]: but
8672
00:49:20,169 --> 00:49:20,210
[maggie]: we
8673
00:49:20,222 --> 00:49:20,363
[abbe_greenberg]: we're
8674
00:49:20,250 --> 00:49:20,410
[maggie]: should
8675
00:49:20,423 --> 00:49:20,624
[abbe_greenberg]: about
8676
00:49:20,490 --> 00:49:20,711
[maggie]: be saying
8677
00:49:20,684 --> 00:49:20,865
[abbe_greenberg]: ready
8678
00:49:20,872 --> 00:49:20,932
[maggie]: no
8679
00:49:20,905 --> 00:49:20,965
[abbe_greenberg]: to
8680
00:49:21,012 --> 00:49:21,152
[maggie]: we're
8681
00:49:21,026 --> 00:49:21,206
[abbe_greenberg]: start
8682
00:49:21,193 --> 00:49:21,353
[maggie]: about
8683
00:49:21,247 --> 00:49:21,648
[abbe_greenberg]: our second
8684
00:49:21,433 --> 00:49:21,714
[maggie]: ready to
8685
00:49:21,688 --> 00:49:21,869
[abbe_greenberg]: book
8686
00:49:21,774 --> 00:49:22,617
[maggie]: start our second book
8687
00:49:22,460 --> 00:49:22,989
[juliet_hahn]: that's amazing
8688
00:49:23,112 --> 00:49:23,232
[abbe_greenberg]: so
8689
00:49:23,939 --> 00:49:24,080
[maggie]: it's
8690
00:49:24,076 --> 00:49:24,217
[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
8691
00:49:24,120 --> 00:49:24,441
[maggie]: amazing
8692
00:49:24,237 --> 00:49:24,980
[abbe_greenberg]: we're getting together
8693
00:49:24,843 --> 00:49:25,144
[maggie]: yet we're
8694
00:49:25,029 --> 00:49:25,050
[juliet_hahn]: m
8695
00:49:25,040 --> 00:49:25,181
[abbe_greenberg]: in a
8696
00:49:25,165 --> 00:49:25,365
[maggie]: getting
8697
00:49:25,221 --> 00:49:25,362
[abbe_greenberg]: week
8698
00:49:25,406 --> 00:49:25,727
[maggie]: together
8699
00:49:25,422 --> 00:49:25,663
[abbe_greenberg]: or so
8700
00:49:25,807 --> 00:49:26,109
[maggie]: in a week
8701
00:49:26,025 --> 00:49:26,185
[abbe_greenberg]: to
8702
00:49:26,189 --> 00:49:27,576
[maggie]: or so to two
8703
00:49:27,632 --> 00:49:28,613
[abbe_greenberg]: get out our drawing
8704
00:49:28,469 --> 00:49:28,729
[maggie]: et out
8705
00:49:28,653 --> 00:49:28,894
[abbe_greenberg]: board
8706
00:49:28,809 --> 00:49:28,949
[maggie]: our
8707
00:49:28,954 --> 00:49:29,174
[abbe_greenberg]: and our
8708
00:49:29,090 --> 00:49:29,390
[maggie]: throwing
8709
00:49:29,214 --> 00:49:29,715
[abbe_greenberg]: markers
8710
00:49:29,319 --> 00:49:29,340
[juliet_hahn]: m
8711
00:49:29,470 --> 00:49:29,811
[maggie]: board and
8712
00:49:29,795 --> 00:49:29,915
[abbe_greenberg]: and
8713
00:49:29,871 --> 00:49:30,492
[maggie]: our markers
8714
00:49:30,056 --> 00:49:30,557
[abbe_greenberg]: start brain
8715
00:49:30,572 --> 00:49:30,652
[maggie]: and
8716
00:49:30,617 --> 00:49:31,097
[abbe_greenberg]: storming
8717
00:49:30,833 --> 00:49:31,333
[maggie]: start rain
8718
00:49:31,218 --> 00:49:31,338
[abbe_greenberg]: and
8719
00:49:31,414 --> 00:49:31,854
[maggie]: storming
8720
00:49:31,680 --> 00:49:32,340
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8721
00:49:31,799 --> 00:49:32,540
[abbe_greenberg]: get to work so
8722
00:49:32,435 --> 00:49:32,816
[maggie]: and get to
8723
00:49:32,780 --> 00:49:33,241
[abbe_greenberg]: hopefully
8724
00:49:32,896 --> 00:49:33,317
[maggie]: work so
8725
00:49:33,502 --> 00:49:33,662
[abbe_greenberg]: that
8726
00:49:33,537 --> 00:49:34,018
[maggie]: hopefully
8727
00:49:33,982 --> 00:49:34,263
[abbe_greenberg]: that will
8728
00:49:34,278 --> 00:49:34,439
[maggie]: that
8729
00:49:34,303 --> 00:49:34,864
[abbe_greenberg]: be something
8730
00:49:34,739 --> 00:49:35,040
[maggie]: that will
8731
00:49:34,884 --> 00:49:35,124
[abbe_greenberg]: we'll be
8732
00:49:35,080 --> 00:49:35,160
[maggie]: be
8733
00:49:35,164 --> 00:49:35,325
[abbe_greenberg]: doing
8734
00:49:35,360 --> 00:49:35,621
[maggie]: something
8735
00:49:35,385 --> 00:49:35,785
[abbe_greenberg]: for the next
8736
00:49:35,661 --> 00:49:36,242
[maggie]: will be doing for
8737
00:49:36,166 --> 00:49:36,246
[abbe_greenberg]: you
8738
00:49:36,262 --> 00:49:36,342
[maggie]: the
8739
00:49:36,286 --> 00:49:36,386
[abbe_greenberg]: know
8740
00:49:36,382 --> 00:49:36,522
[maggie]: next
8741
00:49:36,567 --> 00:49:37,428
[abbe_greenberg]: six months to a year
8742
00:49:37,344 --> 00:49:38,205
[maggie]: six months do we hear
8743
00:49:38,700 --> 00:49:39,123
[juliet_hahn]: oh
8744
00:49:39,502 --> 00:49:40,443
[abbe_greenberg]: we have dreams
8745
00:49:40,379 --> 00:49:40,479
[maggie]: have
8746
00:49:40,410 --> 00:49:40,652
[juliet_hahn]: oh
8747
00:49:40,583 --> 00:49:40,643
[abbe_greenberg]: of
8748
00:49:40,599 --> 00:49:41,240
[maggie]: dreams
8749
00:49:40,784 --> 00:49:41,365
[abbe_greenberg]: one day having a
8750
00:49:41,360 --> 00:49:41,420
[maggie]: of
8751
00:49:41,405 --> 00:49:41,926
[abbe_greenberg]: foundation
8752
00:49:41,561 --> 00:49:42,703
[maggie]: one day having a foundation
8753
00:49:42,390 --> 00:49:43,080
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8754
00:49:42,467 --> 00:49:43,588
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety sisters foundation
8755
00:49:43,243 --> 00:49:43,524
[maggie]: anxiety
8756
00:49:43,628 --> 00:49:43,889
[abbe_greenberg]: that would
8757
00:49:43,905 --> 00:49:44,345
[maggie]: foundation
8758
00:49:43,949 --> 00:49:44,810
[abbe_greenberg]: be amazing
8759
00:49:44,405 --> 00:49:44,806
[maggie]: that would be
8760
00:49:44,850 --> 00:49:45,091
[abbe_greenberg]: where we
8761
00:49:45,087 --> 00:49:45,567
[maggie]: amazing
8762
00:49:45,131 --> 00:49:45,672
[abbe_greenberg]: could really
8763
00:49:45,607 --> 00:49:45,728
[maggie]: where
8764
00:49:45,720 --> 00:49:46,500
[juliet_hahn]: yah
8765
00:49:45,808 --> 00:49:46,048
[maggie]: we could
8766
00:49:46,073 --> 00:49:46,253
[abbe_greenberg]: maybe
8767
00:49:46,128 --> 00:49:46,409
[maggie]: really
8768
00:49:46,293 --> 00:49:47,355
[abbe_greenberg]: affect things on a policy
8769
00:49:47,050 --> 00:49:47,470
[maggie]: affect things
8770
00:49:47,415 --> 00:49:47,695
[abbe_greenberg]: level
8771
00:49:47,531 --> 00:49:48,092
[maggie]: on a policy
8772
00:49:47,956 --> 00:49:48,176
[abbe_greenberg]: take a
8773
00:49:48,172 --> 00:49:48,572
[maggie]: level
8774
00:49:48,216 --> 00:49:49,017
[abbe_greenberg]: lot of our knowledge
8775
00:49:48,733 --> 00:49:49,314
[maggie]: take a lot of our
8776
00:49:49,278 --> 00:49:49,378
[abbe_greenberg]: and
8777
00:49:49,374 --> 00:49:49,774
[maggie]: knowledge
8778
00:49:49,438 --> 00:49:49,658
[abbe_greenberg]: also
8779
00:49:50,195 --> 00:49:50,415
[maggie]: also
8780
00:49:50,540 --> 00:49:51,161
[abbe_greenberg]: be able to help
8781
00:49:51,297 --> 00:49:51,938
[maggie]: be able to help
8782
00:49:51,812 --> 00:49:52,554
[abbe_greenberg]: eople you know
8783
00:49:52,559 --> 00:49:53,826
[maggie]: eoplewdon't
8784
00:49:52,835 --> 00:49:53,055
[abbe_greenberg]: who don't
8785
00:49:53,010 --> 00:49:53,276
[juliet_hahn]: oh
8786
00:49:53,095 --> 00:49:53,878
[abbe_greenberg]: have access to mental
8787
00:49:53,867 --> 00:49:53,967
[maggie]: have
8788
00:49:53,938 --> 00:49:54,098
[abbe_greenberg]: health
8789
00:49:54,027 --> 00:49:54,289
[maggie]: access
8790
00:49:54,179 --> 00:49:54,480
[abbe_greenberg]: care
8791
00:49:54,329 --> 00:49:55,215
[maggie]: to mental health care
8792
00:49:55,852 --> 00:49:56,773
[abbe_greenberg]: so that's something
8793
00:49:56,599 --> 00:49:56,699
[maggie]: so
8794
00:49:56,793 --> 00:49:56,973
[abbe_greenberg]: that we
8795
00:49:57,020 --> 00:49:57,240
[maggie]: that's
8796
00:49:57,053 --> 00:49:57,214
[abbe_greenberg]: talk
8797
00:49:57,280 --> 00:49:57,521
[maggie]: something
8798
00:49:57,294 --> 00:49:57,514
[abbe_greenberg]: about
8799
00:49:57,561 --> 00:49:57,641
[maggie]: that
8800
00:49:57,570 --> 00:49:58,950
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8801
00:49:57,681 --> 00:49:57,982
[maggie]: we talk
8802
00:49:57,874 --> 00:49:58,114
[abbe_greenberg]: as the
8803
00:49:58,042 --> 00:49:58,262
[maggie]: about
8804
00:49:58,175 --> 00:49:58,555
[abbe_greenberg]: dream
8805
00:49:58,322 --> 00:49:59,304
[maggie]: as the dream
8806
00:49:59,176 --> 00:50:00,077
[abbe_greenberg]: we still love
8807
00:49:59,925 --> 00:49:59,985
[maggie]: we
8808
00:50:00,137 --> 00:50:00,197
[abbe_greenberg]: and
8809
00:50:00,145 --> 00:50:00,386
[maggie]: still
8810
00:50:00,317 --> 00:50:00,637
[abbe_greenberg]: we just did
8811
00:50:00,566 --> 00:50:00,806
[maggie]: love
8812
00:50:00,717 --> 00:50:00,998
[abbe_greenberg]: one last
8813
00:50:00,886 --> 00:50:00,947
[maggie]: and
8814
00:50:01,038 --> 00:50:01,158
[abbe_greenberg]: night
8815
00:50:01,067 --> 00:50:01,247
[maggie]: we just
8816
00:50:01,198 --> 00:50:01,258
[abbe_greenberg]: we
8817
00:50:01,287 --> 00:50:01,387
[maggie]: did
8818
00:50:01,338 --> 00:50:01,478
[abbe_greenberg]: love
8819
00:50:01,467 --> 00:50:01,548
[maggie]: one
8820
00:50:01,558 --> 00:50:01,939
[abbe_greenberg]: connecting
8821
00:50:01,588 --> 00:50:01,988
[maggie]: last night we
8822
00:50:01,979 --> 00:50:02,119
[abbe_greenberg]: with
8823
00:50:02,088 --> 00:50:02,229
[maggie]: love
8824
00:50:02,159 --> 00:50:02,539
[abbe_greenberg]: our people
8825
00:50:02,309 --> 00:50:02,709
[maggie]: connecting
8826
00:50:02,719 --> 00:50:02,819
[abbe_greenberg]: did
8827
00:50:02,770 --> 00:50:02,870
[maggie]: with
8828
00:50:02,860 --> 00:50:02,880
[abbe_greenberg]: a
8829
00:50:02,930 --> 00:50:03,290
[maggie]: our people
8830
00:50:03,140 --> 00:50:03,520
[abbe_greenberg]: web in our
8831
00:50:03,511 --> 00:50:03,591
[maggie]: did
8832
00:50:03,560 --> 00:50:03,760
[abbe_greenberg]: last
8833
00:50:03,631 --> 00:50:03,651
[maggie]: a
8834
00:50:03,861 --> 00:50:04,221
[abbe_greenberg]: night
8835
00:50:03,911 --> 00:50:04,973
[maggie]: web in our last night
8836
00:50:05,032 --> 00:50:05,912
[abbe_greenberg]: some people who are
8837
00:50:05,795 --> 00:50:05,975
[maggie]: some
8838
00:50:05,993 --> 00:50:06,473
[abbe_greenberg]: struggling
8839
00:50:06,015 --> 00:50:06,195
[maggie]: people
8840
00:50:06,533 --> 00:50:06,613
[abbe_greenberg]: we
8841
00:50:06,536 --> 00:50:06,656
[maggie]: were
8842
00:50:06,693 --> 00:50:06,853
[abbe_greenberg]: love
8843
00:50:06,756 --> 00:50:07,217
[maggie]: struggling
8844
00:50:06,913 --> 00:50:07,394
[abbe_greenberg]: to coach
8845
00:50:07,317 --> 00:50:08,078
[maggie]: we love to coach
8846
00:50:08,014 --> 00:50:08,955
[abbe_greenberg]: other anxiety sufferers
8847
00:50:08,760 --> 00:50:09,260
[maggie]: other anxiety
8848
00:50:08,995 --> 00:50:09,215
[abbe_greenberg]: we do
8849
00:50:09,341 --> 00:50:09,701
[maggie]: sufferers
8850
00:50:09,396 --> 00:50:09,876
[abbe_greenberg]: workshops
8851
00:50:09,741 --> 00:50:09,821
[maggie]: we
8852
00:50:09,900 --> 00:50:10,123
[juliet_hahn]: oh
8853
00:50:09,901 --> 00:50:09,962
[maggie]: do
8854
00:50:09,936 --> 00:50:10,957
[abbe_greenberg]: and presentations
8855
00:50:10,142 --> 00:50:11,664
[maggie]: workshops recentations
8856
00:50:11,077 --> 00:50:11,938
[abbe_greenberg]: and basically
8857
00:50:11,820 --> 00:50:14,160
[juliet_hahn]: oh
8858
00:50:11,825 --> 00:50:11,905
[maggie]: and
8859
00:50:11,998 --> 00:50:12,438
[abbe_greenberg]: anyone who will
8860
00:50:12,326 --> 00:50:12,686
[maggie]: basically
8861
00:50:12,458 --> 00:50:12,738
[abbe_greenberg]: talk to us
8862
00:50:12,746 --> 00:50:12,967
[maggie]: anyone
8863
00:50:12,779 --> 00:50:13,279
[abbe_greenberg]: about anxiety
8864
00:50:13,007 --> 00:50:13,307
[maggie]: who ill talk
8865
00:50:13,339 --> 00:50:13,439
[abbe_greenberg]: were
8866
00:50:13,347 --> 00:50:13,467
[maggie]: to us
8867
00:50:13,479 --> 00:50:13,639
[abbe_greenberg]: happy
8868
00:50:13,528 --> 00:50:13,668
[maggie]: about
8869
00:50:13,699 --> 00:50:13,739
[abbe_greenberg]: to
8870
00:50:13,708 --> 00:50:14,028
[maggie]: anxiety
8871
00:50:13,799 --> 00:50:14,180
[abbe_greenberg]: talk about
8872
00:50:14,088 --> 00:50:14,189
[maggie]: were
8873
00:50:14,190 --> 00:50:15,517
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8874
00:50:14,229 --> 00:50:18,957
[maggie]: happy we would love to get i
would send the next year to get out
8875
00:50:19,077 --> 00:50:24,686
[maggie]: more because of the pan mac even
promoting our book and doing workshops have have
8876
00:50:24,766 --> 00:50:25,808
[maggie]: mainly been online
8877
00:50:25,686 --> 00:50:25,807
[juliet_hahn]: at
8878
00:50:25,908 --> 00:50:28,172
[maggie]: and that is great because you can't
be everywhere
8879
00:50:27,961 --> 00:50:27,981
[juliet_hahn]: i
8880
00:50:28,773 --> 00:50:33,922
[maggie]: but you know there is something to
connect to people like in the same
8881
00:50:33,819 --> 00:50:33,840
[juliet_hahn]: m
8882
00:50:34,022 --> 00:50:36,806
[maggie]: space that i think is really meaningful
8883
00:50:36,780 --> 00:50:36,800
[juliet_hahn]: m
8884
00:50:36,866 --> 00:50:42,155
[maggie]: and important to both of us and
so i think that for both of us
8885
00:50:43,057 --> 00:50:46,843
[maggie]: when we have someone who says you
know i thought i was the
8886
00:50:46,800 --> 00:50:47,022
[juliet_hahn]: ye
8887
00:50:46,923 --> 00:50:51,250
[maggie]: only one dealing with this or what
do i do you
8888
00:50:51,240 --> 00:50:51,504
[juliet_hahn]: oh
8889
00:50:51,310 --> 00:50:52,953
[maggie]: know how do i manage this because
8890
00:50:52,890 --> 00:50:53,760
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8891
00:50:53,755 --> 00:50:55,057
[maggie]: i'm totally overwhelmed and
8892
00:50:55,170 --> 00:50:55,457
[juliet_hahn]: oh
8893
00:50:55,918 --> 00:51:00,874
[maggie]: we hen spend some time with them
and our community is so
8894
00:51:00,900 --> 00:51:01,243
[juliet_hahn]: oh
8895
00:51:01,014 --> 00:51:03,358
[maggie]: supportive of each other like on facebook
8896
00:51:03,150 --> 00:51:03,411
[juliet_hahn]: oh
8897
00:51:03,719 --> 00:51:08,246
[maggie]: we have a particularly strong community but
even in these webinars or seminars we do
8898
00:51:08,406 --> 00:51:12,432
[maggie]: like last night someone came forward and
asked a question that they were something they
8899
00:51:12,472 --> 00:51:14,815
[maggie]: were struggling with and like in the
comments
8900
00:51:14,910 --> 00:51:15,750
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8901
00:51:14,915 --> 00:51:22,667
[maggie]: all these other people gave great wonderful
ideas and mainly were incredibly compassionate to this
8902
00:51:22,747 --> 00:51:23,128
[maggie]: person
8903
00:51:23,130 --> 00:51:23,790
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8904
00:51:23,669 --> 00:51:25,993
[maggie]: who was beating up on themselves on
herself
8905
00:51:26,143 --> 00:51:26,245
[juliet_hahn]: the
8906
00:51:26,774 --> 00:51:28,196
[maggie]: and so that i think is
8907
00:51:28,800 --> 00:51:29,940
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8908
00:51:29,058 --> 00:51:34,255
[maggie]: the best ing for both of us
is just bringing this into the light as
8909
00:51:34,335 --> 00:51:34,736
[maggie]: you say
8910
00:51:35,940 --> 00:51:36,063
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8911
00:51:36,462 --> 00:51:37,684
[abbe_greenberg]: and we love our podcast
8912
00:51:37,241 --> 00:51:37,382
[juliet_hahn]: ah
8913
00:51:37,249 --> 00:51:37,830
[maggie]: and we love
8914
00:51:37,785 --> 00:51:37,885
[abbe_greenberg]: and
8915
00:51:37,890 --> 00:51:37,950
[maggie]: our
8916
00:51:37,985 --> 00:51:38,085
[abbe_greenberg]: so
8917
00:51:38,011 --> 00:51:38,852
[maggie]: podcast and so
8918
00:51:39,528 --> 00:51:40,269
[abbe_greenberg]: we started out as a
8919
00:51:40,294 --> 00:51:40,354
[maggie]: we
8920
00:51:40,349 --> 00:51:40,629
[abbe_greenberg]: monthly
8921
00:51:40,455 --> 00:51:40,715
[maggie]: started
8922
00:51:40,560 --> 00:51:41,670
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8923
00:51:40,709 --> 00:51:41,270
[abbe_greenberg]: podcast
8924
00:51:40,775 --> 00:51:41,436
[maggie]: out as a monthly
8925
00:51:41,371 --> 00:51:41,451
[abbe_greenberg]: and
8926
00:51:41,496 --> 00:51:42,057
[maggie]: podcast
8927
00:51:41,531 --> 00:51:42,112
[abbe_greenberg]: now we're by
8928
00:51:42,157 --> 00:51:42,498
[maggie]: and now
8929
00:51:42,332 --> 00:51:43,374
[abbe_greenberg]: we're twice a month and now
8930
00:51:43,279 --> 00:51:43,720
[maggie]: twice a month
8931
00:51:43,795 --> 00:51:43,915
[abbe_greenberg]: we're
8932
00:51:43,820 --> 00:51:43,900
[maggie]: and
8933
00:51:43,935 --> 00:51:44,175
[abbe_greenberg]: actually
8934
00:51:44,001 --> 00:51:44,161
[maggie]: now
8935
00:51:44,215 --> 00:51:44,396
[abbe_greenberg]: having
8936
00:51:44,310 --> 00:51:44,593
[juliet_hahn]: oh
8937
00:51:44,436 --> 00:51:44,716
[abbe_greenberg]: plans
8938
00:51:44,582 --> 00:51:44,962
[maggie]: were actually
8939
00:51:44,816 --> 00:51:44,876
[abbe_greenberg]: to
8940
00:51:45,002 --> 00:51:45,162
[maggie]: having
8941
00:51:45,017 --> 00:51:45,137
[abbe_greenberg]: may
8942
00:51:45,243 --> 00:51:45,503
[maggie]: plans
8943
00:51:45,517 --> 00:51:45,998
[abbe_greenberg]: possibly
8944
00:51:45,623 --> 00:51:45,964
[maggie]: to make
8945
00:51:46,058 --> 00:51:46,539
[abbe_greenberg]: go weekly
8946
00:51:46,324 --> 00:51:46,765
[maggie]: possibly
8947
00:51:46,619 --> 00:51:46,980
[abbe_greenberg]: in the fall
8948
00:51:46,845 --> 00:51:46,905
[maggie]: go
8949
00:51:47,020 --> 00:51:47,160
[abbe_greenberg]: we're
8950
00:51:47,046 --> 00:51:47,346
[maggie]: weekly
8951
00:51:47,180 --> 00:51:47,401
[abbe_greenberg]: going to
8952
00:51:47,406 --> 00:51:47,446
[maggie]: in
8953
00:51:47,441 --> 00:51:47,581
[abbe_greenberg]: see
8954
00:51:47,506 --> 00:51:47,767
[maggie]: the fall
8955
00:51:47,721 --> 00:51:47,922
[abbe_greenberg]: i mean
8956
00:51:47,807 --> 00:51:47,947
[maggie]: we're
8957
00:51:47,982 --> 00:51:48,043
[abbe_greenberg]: we
8958
00:51:47,987 --> 00:51:48,107
[maggie]: going
8959
00:51:48,083 --> 00:51:48,224
[abbe_greenberg]: have
8960
00:51:48,127 --> 00:51:48,348
[maggie]: to see
8961
00:51:48,264 --> 00:51:48,365
[abbe_greenberg]: to
8962
00:51:48,488 --> 00:51:49,136
[maggie]: i mean after
8963
00:51:49,132 --> 00:51:49,954
[abbe_greenberg]: igure out our time
8964
00:51:49,929 --> 00:51:50,029
[maggie]: gur
8965
00:51:50,014 --> 00:51:50,315
[abbe_greenberg]: budget
8966
00:51:50,129 --> 00:51:50,450
[maggie]: out our
8967
00:51:50,476 --> 00:51:50,676
[abbe_greenberg]: but
8968
00:51:50,510 --> 00:51:51,431
[maggie]: time budget but
8969
00:51:51,330 --> 00:51:51,536
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
8970
00:51:51,338 --> 00:51:52,261
[abbe_greenberg]: but we really we've been
8971
00:51:52,232 --> 00:51:52,273
[maggie]: we
8972
00:51:52,301 --> 00:51:52,662
[abbe_greenberg]: connecting
8973
00:51:52,373 --> 00:51:52,813
[maggie]: really we've
8974
00:51:52,702 --> 00:51:52,802
[abbe_greenberg]: with
8975
00:51:52,854 --> 00:51:52,994
[maggie]: been
8976
00:51:52,863 --> 00:51:53,063
[abbe_greenberg]: great
8977
00:51:53,054 --> 00:51:53,414
[maggie]: connecting
8978
00:51:53,103 --> 00:51:53,464
[abbe_greenberg]: people on
8979
00:51:53,455 --> 00:51:53,555
[maggie]: with
8980
00:51:53,545 --> 00:51:53,625
[abbe_greenberg]: our
8981
00:51:53,615 --> 00:51:53,795
[maggie]: great
8982
00:51:53,665 --> 00:51:54,287
[abbe_greenberg]: podcast
8983
00:51:53,855 --> 00:51:55,017
[maggie]: people on our podcast
8984
00:51:54,447 --> 00:51:55,109
[abbe_greenberg]: and it's been
8985
00:51:55,217 --> 00:51:55,879
[maggie]: and it's been
8986
00:51:56,052 --> 00:51:56,673
[abbe_greenberg]: love it and we
8987
00:51:56,660 --> 00:51:56,720
[maggie]: we
8988
00:51:56,773 --> 00:51:56,853
[abbe_greenberg]: do
8989
00:51:56,800 --> 00:51:57,061
[maggie]: love it
8990
00:51:57,013 --> 00:51:57,394
[abbe_greenberg]: something called
8991
00:51:57,261 --> 00:51:57,441
[maggie]: and we
8992
00:51:57,414 --> 00:51:57,514
[abbe_greenberg]: the b
8993
00:51:57,521 --> 00:51:57,581
[maggie]: do
8994
00:51:57,654 --> 00:51:57,694
[abbe_greenberg]: f
8995
00:51:57,762 --> 00:51:57,962
[maggie]: something
8996
00:51:57,815 --> 00:51:58,215
[abbe_greenberg]: f cast
8997
00:51:57,982 --> 00:51:58,964
[maggie]: called the b f f cast
8998
00:51:58,856 --> 00:51:59,698
[abbe_greenberg]: every every few
8999
00:51:59,605 --> 00:51:59,825
[maggie]: every
9000
00:51:59,878 --> 00:52:00,279
[abbe_greenberg]: podcasts
9001
00:52:00,066 --> 00:52:00,246
[maggie]: every
9002
00:52:00,339 --> 00:52:00,699
[abbe_greenberg]: with just
9003
00:52:00,626 --> 00:52:01,268
[maggie]: podcastwi's
9004
00:52:00,760 --> 00:52:01,260
[abbe_greenberg]: me and mag
9005
00:52:01,308 --> 00:52:01,448
[maggie]: just
9006
00:52:01,341 --> 00:52:01,481
[abbe_greenberg]: and we
9007
00:52:01,508 --> 00:52:01,588
[maggie]: me
9008
00:52:01,601 --> 00:52:01,761
[abbe_greenberg]: talk
9009
00:52:01,648 --> 00:52:01,708
[maggie]: and
9010
00:52:01,841 --> 00:52:02,082
[abbe_greenberg]: about
9011
00:52:01,969 --> 00:52:02,209
[maggie]: as we
9012
00:52:02,202 --> 00:52:02,583
[abbe_greenberg]: a topic
9013
00:52:02,329 --> 00:52:02,810
[maggie]: talk about
9014
00:52:02,663 --> 00:52:03,023
[abbe_greenberg]: that keeps
9015
00:52:02,930 --> 00:52:03,311
[maggie]: a topic
9016
00:52:03,083 --> 00:52:03,444
[abbe_greenberg]: coming up
9017
00:52:03,391 --> 00:52:03,511
[maggie]: that
9018
00:52:03,524 --> 00:52:03,584
[abbe_greenberg]: in
9019
00:52:03,572 --> 00:52:03,752
[maggie]: keeps
9020
00:52:03,624 --> 00:52:04,225
[abbe_greenberg]: the sisterhood
9021
00:52:03,812 --> 00:52:04,934
[maggie]: coming up in the sisterhood
9022
00:52:04,686 --> 00:52:05,608
[abbe_greenberg]: so we figure right that's
9023
00:52:05,415 --> 00:52:05,575
[maggie]: so we
9024
00:52:05,668 --> 00:52:05,708
[abbe_greenberg]: in
9025
00:52:05,675 --> 00:52:05,896
[maggie]: figured
9026
00:52:05,728 --> 00:52:06,008
[abbe_greenberg]: the zit
9027
00:52:05,976 --> 00:52:06,096
[maggie]: right
9028
00:52:06,048 --> 00:52:06,229
[abbe_greenberg]: guys
9029
00:52:06,156 --> 00:52:06,337
[maggie]: that's
9030
00:52:06,289 --> 00:52:06,429
[abbe_greenberg]: right
9031
00:52:06,377 --> 00:52:06,417
[maggie]: in
9032
00:52:06,469 --> 00:52:06,569
[abbe_greenberg]: now
9033
00:52:06,477 --> 00:52:06,737
[maggie]: the like
9034
00:52:06,689 --> 00:52:06,870
[abbe_greenberg]: let's
9035
00:52:06,777 --> 00:52:06,958
[maggie]: guys
9036
00:52:06,950 --> 00:52:07,110
[abbe_greenberg]: talk
9037
00:52:07,018 --> 00:52:07,158
[maggie]: right
9038
00:52:07,170 --> 00:52:07,391
[abbe_greenberg]: about
9039
00:52:07,198 --> 00:52:07,599
[maggie]: now let's
9040
00:52:07,451 --> 00:52:07,731
[abbe_greenberg]: it let's
9041
00:52:07,679 --> 00:52:07,839
[maggie]: talk
9042
00:52:07,771 --> 00:52:07,891
[abbe_greenberg]: get
9043
00:52:07,899 --> 00:52:08,120
[maggie]: about
9044
00:52:07,992 --> 00:52:08,353
[abbe_greenberg]: the bottom
9045
00:52:08,180 --> 00:52:08,460
[maggie]: it let's
9046
00:52:08,434 --> 00:52:08,474
[abbe_greenberg]: of
9047
00:52:08,500 --> 00:52:08,601
[maggie]: get
9048
00:52:08,554 --> 00:52:08,615
[abbe_greenberg]: it
9049
00:52:08,641 --> 00:52:08,841
[maggie]: to the
9050
00:52:08,856 --> 00:52:08,976
[abbe_greenberg]: and
9051
00:52:08,861 --> 00:52:09,242
[maggie]: bottom of
9052
00:52:09,258 --> 00:52:09,338
[abbe_greenberg]: and
9053
00:52:09,302 --> 00:52:09,382
[maggie]: it
9054
00:52:09,378 --> 00:52:09,820
[abbe_greenberg]: we do that
9055
00:52:10,003 --> 00:52:10,063
[maggie]: and
9056
00:52:10,021 --> 00:52:10,142
[abbe_greenberg]: so
9057
00:52:10,123 --> 00:52:10,885
[maggie]: we do that so
9058
00:52:11,046 --> 00:52:11,789
[abbe_greenberg]: we look forward to that
9059
00:52:11,786 --> 00:52:12,247
[maggie]: we look forward
9060
00:52:12,220 --> 00:52:12,240
[juliet_hahn]: i
9061
00:52:12,287 --> 00:52:12,347
[maggie]: to
9062
00:52:12,360 --> 00:52:12,501
[juliet_hahn]: love
9063
00:52:12,387 --> 00:52:12,528
[maggie]: that
9064
00:52:12,541 --> 00:52:12,843
[juliet_hahn]: that can
9065
00:52:13,533 --> 00:52:14,341
[abbe_greenberg]: oh we lost
9066
00:52:14,786 --> 00:52:15,129
[maggie]: i know i
9067
00:52:15,594 --> 00:52:16,924
[juliet_hahn]: did you guys lose me or did
we
9068
00:52:17,303 --> 00:52:17,444
[abbe_greenberg]: yep
9069
00:52:18,009 --> 00:52:18,274
[maggie]: hello
9070
00:52:18,434 --> 00:52:18,516
[abbe_greenberg]: no
9071
00:52:19,180 --> 00:52:19,365
[maggie]: yes
9072
00:52:19,632 --> 00:52:20,597
[abbe_greenberg]: here you max can you hear me
9073
00:52:21,051 --> 00:52:21,132
[juliet_hahn]: oh
9074
00:52:21,081 --> 00:52:21,101
[maggie]: i
9075
00:52:21,172 --> 00:52:21,212
[juliet_hahn]: i
9076
00:52:21,181 --> 00:52:21,302
[maggie]: hear
9077
00:52:21,272 --> 00:52:21,433
[juliet_hahn]: can't
9078
00:52:21,382 --> 00:52:21,502
[maggie]: you
9079
00:52:21,474 --> 00:52:21,594
[juliet_hahn]: hear
9080
00:52:21,602 --> 00:52:21,783
[maggie]: yeah
9081
00:52:21,655 --> 00:52:21,936
[juliet_hahn]: maggie
9082
00:52:21,883 --> 00:52:21,903
[maggie]: i
9083
00:52:21,976 --> 00:52:22,057
[juliet_hahn]: can
9084
00:52:22,044 --> 00:52:22,184
[maggie]: see
9085
00:52:22,077 --> 00:52:22,278
[juliet_hahn]: you hear
9086
00:52:22,244 --> 00:52:22,325
[maggie]: you
9087
00:52:22,359 --> 00:52:22,439
[juliet_hahn]: me
9088
00:52:22,405 --> 00:52:22,666
[maggie]: and hear
9089
00:52:22,652 --> 00:52:22,773
[abbe_greenberg]: oh
9090
00:52:22,766 --> 00:52:22,866
[maggie]: you
9091
00:52:23,438 --> 00:52:24,787
[abbe_greenberg]: she she i lost her
9092
00:52:24,791 --> 00:52:25,379
[juliet_hahn]: maggie or me
9093
00:52:25,875 --> 00:52:26,417
[maggie]: yeah me too
9094
00:52:26,412 --> 00:52:26,432
[abbe_greenberg]: m
9095
00:52:27,420 --> 00:52:27,905
[maggie]: we have lost
9096
00:52:27,751 --> 00:52:27,973
[juliet_hahn]: it may
9097
00:52:27,986 --> 00:52:28,451
[maggie]: our host
9098
00:52:28,902 --> 00:52:29,825
[abbe_greenberg]: let's hang in there maybe she'll
9099
00:52:29,832 --> 00:52:29,952
[maggie]: hang
9100
00:52:29,866 --> 00:52:30,086
[abbe_greenberg]: come back
9101
00:52:29,993 --> 00:52:30,214
[maggie]: in her
9102
00:52:30,126 --> 00:52:30,287
[abbe_greenberg]: because
9103
00:52:30,234 --> 00:52:30,355
[maggie]: maybe
9104
00:52:30,327 --> 00:52:30,427
[abbe_greenberg]: it's
9105
00:52:30,395 --> 00:52:30,556
[maggie]: she'll
9106
00:52:30,508 --> 00:52:30,608
[abbe_greenberg]: the
9107
00:52:30,596 --> 00:52:30,697
[maggie]: come
9108
00:52:30,668 --> 00:52:30,809
[abbe_greenberg]: same
9109
00:52:30,737 --> 00:52:31,019
[maggie]: back because
9110
00:52:30,909 --> 00:52:31,069
[abbe_greenberg]: link
9111
00:52:31,059 --> 00:52:31,160
[maggie]: it's
9112
00:52:31,150 --> 00:52:31,390
[abbe_greenberg]: i think
9113
00:52:31,281 --> 00:52:31,784
[maggie]: the same link
9114
00:52:32,090 --> 00:52:34,681
[juliet_hahn]: oh you guys can't hear me hold
on
9115
00:52:36,062 --> 00:52:36,463
[abbe_greenberg]: what's doing
9116
00:52:36,449 --> 00:52:36,529
[maggie]: so
9117
00:52:36,503 --> 00:52:36,724
[abbe_greenberg]: with you
9118
00:52:36,810 --> 00:52:36,970
[maggie]: let's
9119
00:52:43,526 --> 00:52:43,967
[maggie]: yeah yeah
9120
00:52:46,262 --> 00:52:47,083
[abbe_greenberg]: i'm afraid to leave because
9121
00:52:47,109 --> 00:52:47,349
[maggie]: afraid
9122
00:52:47,124 --> 00:52:47,444
[abbe_greenberg]: you know how
9123
00:52:47,409 --> 00:52:47,449
[maggie]: to
9124
00:52:47,524 --> 00:52:48,026
[abbe_greenberg]: sometimes
9125
00:52:47,529 --> 00:52:47,830
[maggie]: leave
9126
00:52:48,126 --> 00:52:48,346
[abbe_greenberg]: if you
9127
00:52:48,331 --> 00:52:48,391
[maggie]: me
9128
00:52:48,447 --> 00:52:49,088
[abbe_greenberg]: leave it doesn't
9129
00:52:48,972 --> 00:52:49,052
[maggie]: you
9130
00:52:49,148 --> 00:52:49,549
[abbe_greenberg]: upload
9131
00:52:49,212 --> 00:52:49,413
[maggie]: leave
9132
00:52:49,589 --> 00:52:50,211
[abbe_greenberg]: the pot
9133
00:52:50,134 --> 00:52:51,857
[maggie]: yeah yeah yeah no i know
9134
00:52:51,902 --> 00:52:51,982
[abbe_greenberg]: no
9135
00:52:52,157 --> 00:52:52,918
[maggie]: we shouldn't leave
9136
00:52:52,866 --> 00:52:53,107
[abbe_greenberg]: i'm not
9137
00:52:53,059 --> 00:52:53,299
[maggie]: because
9138
00:52:53,148 --> 00:52:53,851
[abbe_greenberg]: familiar with this
9139
00:52:53,900 --> 00:52:54,261
[maggie]: familiar
9140
00:52:53,911 --> 00:52:54,373
[abbe_greenberg]: particular
9141
00:52:54,341 --> 00:52:54,441
[maggie]: with
9142
00:52:54,453 --> 00:52:54,815
[abbe_greenberg]: platform
9143
00:52:54,481 --> 00:52:54,581
[maggie]: this
9144
00:52:54,935 --> 00:52:55,739
[abbe_greenberg]: so well i don't know
9145
00:52:56,084 --> 00:52:57,646
[maggie]: but i know it is that one
of those
9146
00:52:57,652 --> 00:52:57,913
[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
9147
00:52:58,147 --> 00:52:58,327
[maggie]: well
9148
00:52:58,194 --> 00:52:58,435
[abbe_greenberg]: it's like
9149
00:52:58,808 --> 00:53:01,600
[maggie]: no no oh wait wait we got
juliet back
9150
00:53:01,487 --> 00:53:01,567
[abbe_greenberg]: ye
9151
00:53:02,084 --> 00:53:06,174
[juliet_hahn]: it was so funny i could hear
myself and you guys
9152
00:53:06,540 --> 00:53:06,923
[maggie]: self
9153
00:53:06,636 --> 00:53:07,879
[juliet_hahn]: only maggie was frozen
9154
00:53:08,079 --> 00:53:08,159
[maggie]: and
9155
00:53:09,132 --> 00:53:09,373
[juliet_hahn]: and so
9156
00:53:09,322 --> 00:53:09,683
[maggie]: you guys
9157
00:53:09,494 --> 00:53:10,300
[juliet_hahn]: it was so weird
9158
00:53:10,205 --> 00:53:10,405
[maggie]: only
9159
00:53:10,380 --> 00:53:10,481
[juliet_hahn]: but
9160
00:53:10,486 --> 00:53:10,847
[maggie]: maggie
9161
00:53:10,542 --> 00:53:11,226
[juliet_hahn]: are we recording
9162
00:53:10,887 --> 00:53:12,471
[maggie]: was frozen we you were
9163
00:53:12,417 --> 00:53:12,842
[abbe_greenberg]: we like
9164
00:53:12,612 --> 00:53:13,715
[maggie]: totally out for
9165
00:53:13,645 --> 00:53:13,785
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
9166
00:53:13,835 --> 00:53:13,996
[maggie]: us
9167
00:53:13,865 --> 00:53:14,707
[juliet_hahn]: which is so weird because
9168
00:53:15,460 --> 00:53:16,162
[maggie]: we couldn't see you
9169
00:53:16,131 --> 00:53:16,332
[juliet_hahn]: and so
9170
00:53:16,262 --> 00:53:16,523
[maggie]: at all
9171
00:53:16,893 --> 00:53:17,013
[juliet_hahn]: which
9172
00:53:16,964 --> 00:53:17,105
[maggie]: were
9173
00:53:17,074 --> 00:53:17,154
[juliet_hahn]: was
9174
00:53:17,145 --> 00:53:17,225
[maggie]: you
9175
00:53:17,194 --> 00:53:17,354
[juliet_hahn]: weird
9176
00:53:17,386 --> 00:53:17,787
[maggie]: were
9177
00:53:17,394 --> 00:53:19,400
[juliet_hahn]: i only could hear abby going wait
we lost
9178
00:53:19,273 --> 00:53:19,374
[abbe_greenberg]: oh
9179
00:53:19,480 --> 00:53:19,540
[juliet_hahn]: our
9180
00:53:19,616 --> 00:53:20,382
[abbe_greenberg]: she's freezing again
9181
00:53:20,491 --> 00:53:22,236
[maggie]: we can't you're freezing for us again
9182
00:53:21,993 --> 00:53:22,235
[juliet_hahn]: shit
9183
00:53:23,324 --> 00:53:23,425
[abbe_greenberg]: oh
9184
00:53:24,580 --> 00:53:24,640
[maggie]: sh
9185
00:53:25,974 --> 00:53:26,698
[abbe_greenberg]: she's back i heard
9186
00:53:26,725 --> 00:53:26,886
[maggie]: she's
9187
00:53:26,738 --> 00:53:26,838
[abbe_greenberg]: her
9188
00:53:26,926 --> 00:53:28,269
[maggie]: back me too
9189
00:53:28,442 --> 00:53:29,372
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
9190
00:53:28,830 --> 00:53:29,652
[maggie]: but now she's frozen
9191
00:53:29,433 --> 00:53:30,139
[abbe_greenberg]: a separation
9192
00:53:29,712 --> 00:53:29,913
[maggie]: again
9193
00:53:29,822 --> 00:53:30,086
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
9194
00:53:30,220 --> 00:53:30,522
[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety
9195
00:53:30,474 --> 00:53:30,935
[maggie]: liberation
9196
00:53:30,563 --> 00:53:31,087
[abbe_greenberg]: from juliet
9197
00:53:30,995 --> 00:53:31,837
[maggie]: anxiety from juliet
9198
00:53:35,671 --> 00:53:36,717
[maggie]: yeah you're still frozen
9199
00:53:36,623 --> 00:53:37,207
[abbe_greenberg]: frozen yeah
9200
00:53:37,421 --> 00:53:37,703
[maggie]: frozen
9201
00:53:39,941 --> 00:53:39,962
[juliet_hahn]: m
9202
00:53:40,223 --> 00:53:40,569
[abbe_greenberg]: wonder what
9203
00:53:40,959 --> 00:53:41,381
[maggie]: we can't
9204
00:53:41,842 --> 00:53:42,023
[juliet_hahn]: can you
9205
00:53:42,064 --> 00:53:42,205
[maggie]: yeah
9206
00:53:42,084 --> 00:53:42,527
[juliet_hahn]: guys hear me
9207
00:53:43,059 --> 00:53:45,763
[maggie]: you're totally frozen you guys now we
can we just
9208
00:53:45,763 --> 00:53:45,964
[juliet_hahn]: okay
9209
00:53:45,803 --> 00:53:46,244
[maggie]: heard that
9210
00:53:46,084 --> 00:53:46,184
[juliet_hahn]: so
9211
00:53:46,524 --> 00:53:46,725
[maggie]: but you
9212
00:53:46,725 --> 00:53:46,845
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
9213
00:53:46,785 --> 00:53:46,905
[maggie]: keep
9214
00:53:46,885 --> 00:53:47,126
[juliet_hahn]: this is
9215
00:53:47,526 --> 00:53:47,847
[maggie]: now you're
9216
00:53:47,808 --> 00:53:48,030
[abbe_greenberg]: zing
9217
00:53:47,887 --> 00:53:48,047
[maggie]: good
9218
00:53:48,147 --> 00:53:48,288
[juliet_hahn]: okay
9219
00:53:48,207 --> 00:53:48,448
[maggie]: now you're
9220
00:53:48,308 --> 00:53:49,450
[juliet_hahn]: this is making me nervous though
9221
00:53:49,750 --> 00:53:50,811
[maggie]: okay this is making me nervous
9222
00:53:50,571 --> 00:53:50,952
[juliet_hahn]: universe
9223
00:53:50,831 --> 00:53:51,012
[maggie]: though
9224
00:53:51,132 --> 00:53:52,154
[juliet_hahn]: i guess it's telling us it's time
9225
00:53:52,094 --> 00:53:52,414
[maggie]: universe
9226
00:53:52,214 --> 00:53:52,575
[juliet_hahn]: to wrap up
9227
00:53:52,614 --> 00:53:52,634
[maggie]: i
9228
00:53:52,655 --> 00:53:52,815
[juliet_hahn]: okay
9229
00:53:52,675 --> 00:53:52,815
[maggie]: guess
9230
00:53:52,855 --> 00:53:52,955
[juliet_hahn]: but
9231
00:53:52,875 --> 00:53:53,195
[maggie]: it's telling
9232
00:53:53,016 --> 00:53:53,216
[juliet_hahn]: it is
9233
00:53:53,235 --> 00:53:53,316
[maggie]: us
9234
00:53:53,336 --> 00:53:53,396
[juliet_hahn]: it
9235
00:53:53,356 --> 00:53:53,456
[maggie]: it's
9236
00:53:53,456 --> 00:53:53,556
[juliet_hahn]: is
9237
00:53:53,476 --> 00:53:53,596
[maggie]: time
9238
00:53:53,637 --> 00:53:53,997
[juliet_hahn]: recording
9239
00:53:53,656 --> 00:53:53,997
[maggie]: to wrap up
9240
00:53:54,097 --> 00:53:54,238
[juliet_hahn]: okay
9241
00:53:54,257 --> 00:53:54,337
[maggie]: but
9242
00:53:54,338 --> 00:53:54,398
[juliet_hahn]: so
9243
00:53:54,417 --> 00:53:54,458
[maggie]: it
9244
00:53:54,478 --> 00:53:54,518
[juliet_hahn]: i
9245
00:53:54,538 --> 00:53:54,638
[maggie]: is
9246
00:53:54,538 --> 00:53:54,778
[juliet_hahn]: will get
9247
00:53:54,738 --> 00:53:54,938
[maggie]: it is
9248
00:53:55,019 --> 00:53:55,600
[juliet_hahn]: a couple o feeds
9249
00:53:55,419 --> 00:53:55,599
[maggie]: okay
9250
00:53:55,640 --> 00:53:55,780
[juliet_hahn]: here
9251
00:53:55,660 --> 00:53:56,080
[maggie]: so i will get
9252
00:53:56,281 --> 00:53:56,401
[juliet_hahn]: so
9253
00:53:56,321 --> 00:53:57,062
[maggie]: a couple of feet here
9254
00:53:57,053 --> 00:53:57,334
[abbe_greenberg]: we didn't
9255
00:53:57,543 --> 00:53:57,643
[maggie]: so
9256
00:53:57,695 --> 00:53:58,458
[abbe_greenberg]: off because we didn't
9257
00:53:58,665 --> 00:53:58,925
[maggie]: because
9258
00:53:58,679 --> 00:53:59,823
[abbe_greenberg]: know that this thing uploads
9259
00:53:59,426 --> 00:53:59,887
[maggie]: know that this
9260
00:53:59,863 --> 00:53:59,943
[abbe_greenberg]: and
9261
00:53:59,947 --> 00:54:00,067
[maggie]: thing
9262
00:53:59,964 --> 00:54:00,224
[abbe_greenberg]: we didn't
9263
00:54:00,127 --> 00:54:00,167
[maggie]: up
9264
00:54:00,265 --> 00:54:00,385
[abbe_greenberg]: want
9265
00:54:00,267 --> 00:54:00,548
[maggie]: loads
9266
00:54:00,425 --> 00:54:00,485
[abbe_greenberg]: to
9267
00:54:00,542 --> 00:54:00,642
[juliet_hahn]: no
9268
00:54:00,608 --> 00:54:00,768
[maggie]: and we
9269
00:54:00,782 --> 00:54:00,802
[juliet_hahn]: i
9270
00:54:00,808 --> 00:54:00,968
[maggie]: didn't
9271
00:54:00,922 --> 00:54:01,203
[juliet_hahn]: totally
9272
00:54:00,987 --> 00:54:01,268
[abbe_greenberg]: interrupt
9273
00:54:01,008 --> 00:54:01,229
[maggie]: want to
9274
00:54:01,223 --> 00:54:01,583
[juliet_hahn]: appreciate
9275
00:54:01,308 --> 00:54:01,670
[abbe_greenberg]: the upload
9276
00:54:01,724 --> 00:54:01,804
[juliet_hahn]: no
9277
00:54:01,750 --> 00:54:02,030
[maggie]: interrupt
9278
00:54:01,884 --> 00:54:02,305
[juliet_hahn]: i totally
9279
00:54:02,050 --> 00:54:02,411
[maggie]: the pad
9280
00:54:02,325 --> 00:54:03,046
[juliet_hahn]: appreciate it yes
9281
00:54:03,072 --> 00:54:03,412
[maggie]: appreciate
9282
00:54:03,166 --> 00:54:03,246
[juliet_hahn]: no
9283
00:54:03,573 --> 00:54:03,633
[maggie]: no
9284
00:54:03,607 --> 00:54:03,807
[juliet_hahn]: i could
9285
00:54:03,753 --> 00:54:03,773
[maggie]: i
9286
00:54:03,867 --> 00:54:04,007
[juliet_hahn]: hear
9287
00:54:03,913 --> 00:54:04,154
[maggie]: totally
9288
00:54:04,148 --> 00:54:04,248
[juliet_hahn]: you
9289
00:54:04,174 --> 00:54:04,514
[maggie]: appreciate
9290
00:54:04,328 --> 00:54:04,709
[juliet_hahn]: guys which
9291
00:54:04,594 --> 00:54:04,875
[maggie]: it yes
9292
00:54:04,749 --> 00:54:04,969
[juliet_hahn]: was so
9293
00:54:05,035 --> 00:54:05,095
[maggie]: no
9294
00:54:05,069 --> 00:54:05,530
[juliet_hahn]: weird i could
9295
00:54:05,456 --> 00:54:05,636
[maggie]: i can
9296
00:54:05,590 --> 00:54:05,730
[juliet_hahn]: hear
9297
00:54:05,696 --> 00:54:05,857
[maggie]: hear
9298
00:54:05,830 --> 00:54:05,931
[juliet_hahn]: you
9299
00:54:05,977 --> 00:54:06,077
[maggie]: you
9300
00:54:05,991 --> 00:54:06,191
[juliet_hahn]: but that
9301
00:54:06,137 --> 00:54:06,357
[maggie]: guys
9302
00:54:06,231 --> 00:54:06,411
[juliet_hahn]: i could
9303
00:54:06,397 --> 00:54:06,538
[maggie]: which
9304
00:54:06,451 --> 00:54:06,572
[juliet_hahn]: hear
9305
00:54:06,578 --> 00:54:06,658
[maggie]: was
9306
00:54:06,652 --> 00:54:06,772
[juliet_hahn]: that
9307
00:54:06,698 --> 00:54:07,740
[maggie]: so weird all that go
9308
00:54:07,693 --> 00:54:07,994
[juliet_hahn]: you guys
9309
00:54:08,000 --> 00:54:08,080
[maggie]: on
9310
00:54:08,054 --> 00:54:08,294
[juliet_hahn]: couldn't
9311
00:54:08,241 --> 00:54:08,381
[maggie]: here
9312
00:54:08,375 --> 00:54:08,515
[juliet_hahn]: see
9313
00:54:08,441 --> 00:54:08,581
[maggie]: that
9314
00:54:08,575 --> 00:54:09,496
[juliet_hahn]: me and i was like fun it's
9315
00:54:09,463 --> 00:54:09,563
[maggie]: you
9316
00:54:09,557 --> 00:54:09,597
[juliet_hahn]: on
9317
00:54:09,623 --> 00:54:09,783
[maggie]: guys
9318
00:54:09,657 --> 00:54:09,757
[juliet_hahn]: my
9319
00:54:09,823 --> 00:54:10,084
[maggie]: couldn't
9320
00:54:09,837 --> 00:54:10,017
[juliet_hahn]: side
9321
00:54:10,164 --> 00:54:11,286
[maggie]: see me and i was like it's
9322
00:54:11,219 --> 00:54:11,380
[juliet_hahn]: okay
9323
00:54:11,326 --> 00:54:11,526
[maggie]: on my
9324
00:54:11,480 --> 00:54:11,560
[juliet_hahn]: so
9325
00:54:11,606 --> 00:54:11,787
[maggie]: side
9326
00:54:11,742 --> 00:54:11,924
[abbe_greenberg]: uh
9327
00:54:11,820 --> 00:54:13,063
[juliet_hahn]: we just guys were talking
9328
00:54:12,949 --> 00:54:13,109
[maggie]: okay
9329
00:54:13,103 --> 00:54:13,243
[juliet_hahn]: about
9330
00:54:13,209 --> 00:54:13,289
[maggie]: so
9331
00:54:13,263 --> 00:54:13,524
[juliet_hahn]: what you're
9332
00:54:13,529 --> 00:54:13,590
[maggie]: we
9333
00:54:13,564 --> 00:54:13,724
[juliet_hahn]: going to
9334
00:54:13,750 --> 00:54:13,890
[maggie]: just
9335
00:54:13,764 --> 00:54:14,165
[juliet_hahn]: be ended
9336
00:54:14,090 --> 00:54:14,331
[maggie]: you guys
9337
00:54:14,245 --> 00:54:14,306
[juliet_hahn]: up
9338
00:54:14,371 --> 00:54:14,471
[maggie]: were
9339
00:54:14,386 --> 00:54:14,666
[juliet_hahn]: doing
9340
00:54:14,491 --> 00:54:14,892
[maggie]: talking about
9341
00:54:14,767 --> 00:54:14,867
[juliet_hahn]: and
9342
00:54:14,912 --> 00:54:14,992
[maggie]: what
9343
00:54:14,927 --> 00:54:15,047
[juliet_hahn]: so
9344
00:54:15,032 --> 00:54:15,272
[maggie]: you're going
9345
00:54:15,288 --> 00:54:15,388
[juliet_hahn]: now
9346
00:54:15,313 --> 00:54:15,673
[maggie]: to be and
9347
00:54:15,649 --> 00:54:16,070
[juliet_hahn]: i think we can
9348
00:54:15,994 --> 00:54:16,254
[maggie]: doing
9349
00:54:16,110 --> 00:54:16,270
[juliet_hahn]: wrap
9350
00:54:16,374 --> 00:54:16,474
[maggie]: and
9351
00:54:16,390 --> 00:54:16,491
[juliet_hahn]: up
9352
00:54:16,535 --> 00:54:16,635
[maggie]: so
9353
00:54:16,591 --> 00:54:16,972
[juliet_hahn]: are you guys
9354
00:54:16,895 --> 00:54:16,975
[maggie]: now
9355
00:54:17,032 --> 00:54:17,272
[juliet_hahn]: good or
9356
00:54:17,256 --> 00:54:17,296
[maggie]: i
9357
00:54:17,312 --> 00:54:17,373
[juliet_hahn]: do
9358
00:54:17,316 --> 00:54:17,456
[maggie]: think
9359
00:54:17,413 --> 00:54:17,493
[juliet_hahn]: you
9360
00:54:17,476 --> 00:54:17,536
[maggie]: we
9361
00:54:17,533 --> 00:54:17,673
[juliet_hahn]: want
9362
00:54:17,576 --> 00:54:18,278
[maggie]: can wrap up okay
9363
00:54:18,242 --> 00:54:18,972
[abbe_greenberg]: sure
9364
00:54:18,455 --> 00:54:18,615
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
9365
00:54:19,019 --> 00:54:19,729
[maggie]: sure
9366
00:54:19,337 --> 00:54:20,399
[juliet_hahn]: so ladies
9367
00:54:20,532 --> 00:54:21,222
[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
9368
00:54:21,119 --> 00:54:22,490
[maggie]: you fire okay
9369
00:54:22,442 --> 00:54:22,582
[juliet_hahn]: okay
9370
00:54:22,551 --> 00:54:22,894
[maggie]: there you go
9371
00:54:22,842 --> 00:54:23,864
[juliet_hahn]: so ladies i'm so
9372
00:54:23,999 --> 00:54:24,199
[maggie]: okay
9373
00:54:24,285 --> 00:54:24,645
[juliet_hahn]: honored
9374
00:54:24,420 --> 00:54:24,922
[maggie]: so ladies
9375
00:54:24,725 --> 00:54:25,006
[juliet_hahn]: to have
9376
00:54:25,042 --> 00:54:25,123
[maggie]: i'm
9377
00:54:25,066 --> 00:54:25,467
[juliet_hahn]: you guys
9378
00:54:25,243 --> 00:54:25,364
[maggie]: so
9379
00:54:25,727 --> 00:54:25,887
[juliet_hahn]: on
9380
00:54:25,765 --> 00:54:26,146
[maggie]: honored
9381
00:54:26,268 --> 00:54:27,270
[juliet_hahn]: your next stop i mean
9382
00:54:27,289 --> 00:54:27,469
[maggie]: on
9383
00:54:27,330 --> 00:54:27,911
[juliet_hahn]: it really is
9384
00:54:27,830 --> 00:54:28,211
[maggie]: your next
9385
00:54:28,151 --> 00:54:28,311
[juliet_hahn]: such
9386
00:54:28,271 --> 00:54:28,532
[maggie]: stop
9387
00:54:28,371 --> 00:54:28,732
[juliet_hahn]: a special
9388
00:54:28,632 --> 00:54:28,833
[maggie]: i mean
9389
00:54:28,792 --> 00:54:28,932
[juliet_hahn]: thing
9390
00:54:28,893 --> 00:54:28,933
[maggie]: it
9391
00:54:28,952 --> 00:54:29,053
[juliet_hahn]: that
9392
00:54:29,013 --> 00:54:29,233
[maggie]: really
9393
00:54:29,073 --> 00:54:29,473
[juliet_hahn]: you're doing
9394
00:54:29,354 --> 00:54:29,474
[maggie]: is
9395
00:54:29,533 --> 00:54:29,694
[juliet_hahn]: as i
9396
00:54:29,694 --> 00:54:29,855
[maggie]: such
9397
00:54:29,794 --> 00:54:29,974
[juliet_hahn]: said
9398
00:54:29,895 --> 00:54:30,777
[maggie]: a special thing that you're
9399
00:54:30,675 --> 00:54:30,896
[juliet_hahn]: it is
9400
00:54:30,817 --> 00:54:30,997
[maggie]: doing
9401
00:54:30,996 --> 00:54:31,116
[juliet_hahn]: so
9402
00:54:31,058 --> 00:54:31,198
[maggie]: as i
9403
00:54:31,276 --> 00:54:31,597
[juliet_hahn]: needed
9404
00:54:31,318 --> 00:54:31,499
[maggie]: said
9405
00:54:31,717 --> 00:54:31,937
[juliet_hahn]: because
9406
00:54:32,180 --> 00:54:32,220
[maggie]: it
9407
00:54:32,218 --> 00:54:32,498
[juliet_hahn]: people
9408
00:54:32,320 --> 00:54:33,102
[maggie]: is so needed
9409
00:54:33,019 --> 00:54:33,280
[juliet_hahn]: for so
9410
00:54:33,222 --> 00:54:33,463
[maggie]: because
9411
00:54:33,340 --> 00:54:33,760
[juliet_hahn]: many years
9412
00:54:33,724 --> 00:54:33,984
[maggie]: people
9413
00:54:33,881 --> 00:54:34,502
[juliet_hahn]: it's taboo you
9414
00:54:34,525 --> 00:54:34,626
[maggie]: for
9415
00:54:34,542 --> 00:54:34,682
[juliet_hahn]: don't
9416
00:54:34,706 --> 00:54:34,806
[maggie]: so
9417
00:54:34,722 --> 00:54:34,862
[juliet_hahn]: talk
9418
00:54:34,866 --> 00:54:35,006
[maggie]: many
9419
00:54:34,922 --> 00:54:35,083
[juliet_hahn]: about
9420
00:54:35,047 --> 00:54:35,287
[maggie]: years
9421
00:54:35,123 --> 00:54:37,587
[juliet_hahn]: mental health and the fact that you've
been doing this for as long as you
9422
00:54:37,647 --> 00:54:37,827
[juliet_hahn]: have
9423
00:54:38,119 --> 00:54:38,360
[maggie]: doing
9424
00:54:38,268 --> 00:54:38,288
[juliet_hahn]: i
9425
00:54:38,401 --> 00:54:38,541
[maggie]: this
9426
00:54:38,408 --> 00:54:38,649
[juliet_hahn]: truly
9427
00:54:38,602 --> 00:54:38,662
[maggie]: for
9428
00:54:38,709 --> 00:54:38,989
[juliet_hahn]: believe
9429
00:54:38,742 --> 00:54:39,446
[maggie]: as long as you have
9430
00:54:39,270 --> 00:54:39,971
[juliet_hahn]: that you guys have been
9431
00:54:39,868 --> 00:54:40,230
[maggie]: i truly
9432
00:54:40,011 --> 00:54:40,552
[juliet_hahn]: pioneers
9433
00:54:40,290 --> 00:54:40,552
[maggie]: believe
9434
00:54:40,612 --> 00:54:40,832
[juliet_hahn]: in this
9435
00:54:40,793 --> 00:54:40,914
[maggie]: that
9436
00:54:40,872 --> 00:54:41,153
[juliet_hahn]: space
9437
00:54:40,954 --> 00:54:41,195
[maggie]: you guys
9438
00:54:41,193 --> 00:54:41,293
[juliet_hahn]: that
9439
00:54:41,235 --> 00:54:41,336
[maggie]: have
9440
00:54:41,333 --> 00:54:43,076
[juliet_hahn]: you have been doing your ways
9441
00:54:43,109 --> 00:54:43,650
[maggie]: ve been doing
9442
00:54:43,437 --> 00:54:44,138
[juliet_hahn]: to kind of get the
9443
00:54:44,110 --> 00:54:44,311
[maggie]: your
9444
00:54:44,218 --> 00:54:44,558
[juliet_hahn]: message
9445
00:54:44,391 --> 00:54:44,671
[maggie]: ways
9446
00:54:44,759 --> 00:54:44,899
[juliet_hahn]: out
9447
00:54:44,992 --> 00:54:45,072
[maggie]: to
9448
00:54:44,999 --> 00:54:45,079
[juliet_hahn]: to
9449
00:54:45,112 --> 00:54:45,232
[maggie]: kind
9450
00:54:45,240 --> 00:54:45,540
[juliet_hahn]: others
9451
00:54:45,272 --> 00:54:45,693
[maggie]: of get the
9452
00:54:45,620 --> 00:54:45,700
[juliet_hahn]: and
9453
00:54:45,753 --> 00:54:46,094
[maggie]: message
9454
00:54:45,780 --> 00:54:46,281
[juliet_hahn]: so thank
9455
00:54:46,294 --> 00:54:46,414
[maggie]: out
9456
00:54:46,301 --> 00:54:46,361
[juliet_hahn]: you
9457
00:54:46,534 --> 00:54:47,035
[maggie]: to others
9458
00:54:47,083 --> 00:54:47,223
[juliet_hahn]: from
9459
00:54:47,155 --> 00:54:47,216
[maggie]: and
9460
00:54:47,483 --> 00:54:47,704
[juliet_hahn]: all
9461
00:54:47,516 --> 00:54:47,917
[maggie]: thank you
9462
00:54:47,904 --> 00:54:48,285
[juliet_hahn]: of people
9463
00:54:48,618 --> 00:54:48,778
[maggie]: from
9464
00:54:48,786 --> 00:54:49,006
[juliet_hahn]: whether
9465
00:54:49,059 --> 00:54:49,239
[maggie]: all
9466
00:54:49,066 --> 00:54:49,186
[juliet_hahn]: you
9467
00:54:49,599 --> 00:54:49,860
[maggie]: people
9468
00:54:49,667 --> 00:54:50,428
[juliet_hahn]: suffer from a little
9469
00:54:50,341 --> 00:54:50,541
[maggie]: whether
9470
00:54:50,448 --> 00:54:51,049
[juliet_hahn]: bit of anxiety
9471
00:54:50,621 --> 00:54:51,402
[maggie]: you suffer
9472
00:54:51,450 --> 00:54:51,570
[juliet_hahn]: big
9473
00:54:51,523 --> 00:54:51,643
[maggie]: from
9474
00:54:51,670 --> 00:54:52,171
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
9475
00:54:51,683 --> 00:54:52,564
[maggie]: a little bit anxiety
9476
00:54:52,311 --> 00:54:53,253
[juliet_hahn]: whether your dislexic
9477
00:54:52,945 --> 00:54:53,666
[maggie]: big anxiety
9478
00:54:53,393 --> 00:54:53,774
[juliet_hahn]: a d h
9479
00:54:53,806 --> 00:54:54,007
[maggie]: whether
9480
00:54:53,854 --> 00:54:53,874
[juliet_hahn]: d
9481
00:54:54,067 --> 00:54:54,207
[maggie]: you're
9482
00:54:54,134 --> 00:54:54,275
[juliet_hahn]: have
9483
00:54:54,267 --> 00:54:54,608
[maggie]: dislike
9484
00:54:54,355 --> 00:54:54,535
[juliet_hahn]: o c
9485
00:54:54,708 --> 00:54:54,768
[maggie]: in
9486
00:54:54,715 --> 00:54:54,735
[juliet_hahn]: d
9487
00:54:54,908 --> 00:54:55,249
[maggie]: it h
9488
00:54:55,276 --> 00:54:55,677
[juliet_hahn]: whatever
9489
00:54:55,329 --> 00:54:55,730
[maggie]: d have
9490
00:54:55,757 --> 00:54:55,797
[juliet_hahn]: it
9491
00:54:55,830 --> 00:54:56,010
[maggie]: o c
9492
00:54:55,998 --> 00:54:56,198
[juliet_hahn]: is
9493
00:54:56,211 --> 00:54:57,132
[maggie]: d whatever
9494
00:54:56,799 --> 00:54:57,320
[juliet_hahn]: we can all
9495
00:54:57,232 --> 00:54:57,653
[maggie]: it is
9496
00:54:57,600 --> 00:54:58,201
[juliet_hahn]: come together
9497
00:54:58,274 --> 00:54:58,494
[maggie]: we can
9498
00:54:58,462 --> 00:54:58,622
[juliet_hahn]: share
9499
00:54:58,594 --> 00:54:58,815
[maggie]: all
9500
00:54:58,662 --> 00:54:59,344
[juliet_hahn]: our own stories
9501
00:54:59,075 --> 00:54:59,696
[maggie]: come together
9502
00:54:59,464 --> 00:54:59,865
[juliet_hahn]: and help
9503
00:54:59,776 --> 00:55:00,117
[maggie]: and share
9504
00:55:00,065 --> 00:55:00,285
[juliet_hahn]: because
9505
00:55:00,177 --> 00:55:00,418
[maggie]: our own
9506
00:55:00,326 --> 00:55:00,586
[juliet_hahn]: we know
9507
00:55:00,498 --> 00:55:00,798
[maggie]: stories
9508
00:55:00,646 --> 00:55:00,927
[juliet_hahn]: that we're
9509
00:55:00,938 --> 00:55:01,019
[maggie]: and
9510
00:55:00,967 --> 00:55:01,087
[juliet_hahn]: not
9511
00:55:01,139 --> 00:55:01,339
[maggie]: help
9512
00:55:01,207 --> 00:55:01,548
[juliet_hahn]: alone
9513
00:55:01,539 --> 00:55:01,760
[maggie]: because
9514
00:55:01,648 --> 00:55:01,769
[juliet_hahn]: so
9515
00:55:01,800 --> 00:55:02,401
[maggie]: we know that we're
9516
00:55:02,290 --> 00:55:02,650
[juliet_hahn]: maggie
9517
00:55:02,441 --> 00:55:03,002
[maggie]: not alone
9518
00:55:02,771 --> 00:55:03,272
[juliet_hahn]: and abbie
9519
00:55:03,122 --> 00:55:03,222
[maggie]: so
9520
00:55:03,432 --> 00:55:03,753
[juliet_hahn]: thank you
9521
00:55:03,743 --> 00:55:04,124
[maggie]: maggie
9522
00:55:03,933 --> 00:55:04,294
[juliet_hahn]: so much
9523
00:55:04,224 --> 00:55:04,324
[maggie]: and
9524
00:55:04,374 --> 00:55:04,695
[juliet_hahn]: again
9525
00:55:04,464 --> 00:55:05,065
[maggie]: abby thank
9526
00:55:05,116 --> 00:55:05,216
[juliet_hahn]: the
9527
00:55:05,125 --> 00:55:05,226
[maggie]: you
9528
00:55:05,296 --> 00:55:05,737
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
9529
00:55:05,386 --> 00:55:05,746
[maggie]: so much
9530
00:55:05,797 --> 00:55:06,138
[juliet_hahn]: sisters
9531
00:55:05,847 --> 00:55:06,147
[maggie]: again
9532
00:55:06,198 --> 00:55:06,699
[juliet_hahn]: for joining
9533
00:55:06,568 --> 00:55:06,988
[maggie]: the anxie
9534
00:55:06,759 --> 00:55:07,100
[juliet_hahn]: your next
9535
00:55:07,089 --> 00:55:07,209
[maggie]: the
9536
00:55:07,160 --> 00:55:07,420
[juliet_hahn]: stop
9537
00:55:07,249 --> 00:55:08,832
[maggie]: sisters for joining your next stop
9538
00:55:09,122 --> 00:55:09,428
[juliet_hahn]: ye
9539
00:55:09,593 --> 00:55:13,539
[maggie]: thank you it's so wonderful to be
here and i love seeing your like bright
9540
00:55:14,040 --> 00:55:14,381
[maggie]: shiny
9541
00:55:14,352 --> 00:55:14,472
[juliet_hahn]: oh
9542
00:55:14,521 --> 00:55:15,983
[maggie]: smiles face you
9543
00:55:15,955 --> 00:55:16,136
[juliet_hahn]: thank
9544
00:55:16,024 --> 00:55:16,144
[maggie]: know
9545
00:55:16,196 --> 00:55:16,316
[juliet_hahn]: you
9546
00:55:16,384 --> 00:55:19,009
[maggie]: like you just exude joy and happiness
9547
00:55:19,444 --> 00:55:21,235
[abbe_greenberg]: you radiate one is really it's fun
9548
00:55:21,274 --> 00:55:21,415
[maggie]: yeah
9549
00:55:21,275 --> 00:55:21,618
[abbe_greenberg]: to be with
9550
00:55:21,655 --> 00:55:21,755
[maggie]: it's
9551
00:55:21,658 --> 00:55:21,738
[abbe_greenberg]: you
9552
00:55:21,802 --> 00:55:22,003
[juliet_hahn]: thank
9553
00:55:21,816 --> 00:55:21,996
[maggie]: fun
9554
00:55:22,043 --> 00:55:22,144
[juliet_hahn]: you
9555
00:55:22,156 --> 00:55:22,357
[maggie]: be with
9556
00:55:22,264 --> 00:55:22,284
[juliet_hahn]: i
9557
00:55:22,397 --> 00:55:22,477
[maggie]: you
9558
00:55:22,405 --> 00:55:25,999
[juliet_hahn]: so appreciate it you guys you know
what to do i say it every
9559
00:55:26,249 --> 00:55:26,911
[maggie]: you are frozen
9560
00:55:27,082 --> 00:55:27,723
[juliet_hahn]: i am frozen
9561
00:55:27,453 --> 00:55:27,674
[maggie]: every
9562
00:55:27,497 --> 00:55:27,600
[abbe_greenberg]: ah
9563
00:55:27,763 --> 00:55:28,043
[juliet_hahn]: again
9564
00:55:28,055 --> 00:55:28,236
[maggie]: okay
9565
00:55:28,624 --> 00:55:28,765
[juliet_hahn]: okay
9566
00:55:28,898 --> 00:55:29,299
[maggie]: i'm frozen
9567
00:55:29,082 --> 00:55:29,470
[abbe_greenberg]: uh
9568
00:55:29,380 --> 00:55:29,580
[maggie]: again
9569
00:55:29,446 --> 00:55:29,786
[juliet_hahn]: you guys
9570
00:55:29,841 --> 00:55:29,922
[maggie]: no
9571
00:55:29,941 --> 00:55:29,982
[abbe_greenberg]: uh
9572
00:55:30,022 --> 00:55:30,564
[maggie]: now you're back
9573
00:55:30,568 --> 00:55:30,748
[juliet_hahn]: okay
9574
00:55:30,704 --> 00:55:31,026
[maggie]: now you're back
9575
00:55:30,948 --> 00:55:31,048
[juliet_hahn]: my
9576
00:55:31,126 --> 00:55:31,266
[maggie]: guy
9577
00:55:31,149 --> 00:55:32,010
[juliet_hahn]: editor is going to be like
9578
00:55:32,049 --> 00:55:32,510
[maggie]: okay my
9579
00:55:32,451 --> 00:55:32,691
[juliet_hahn]: i'm going
9580
00:55:32,630 --> 00:55:32,891
[maggie]: editor
9581
00:55:32,711 --> 00:55:32,912
[juliet_hahn]: to kill
9582
00:55:32,931 --> 00:55:32,991
[maggie]: is
9583
00:55:32,932 --> 00:55:33,012
[juliet_hahn]: you
9584
00:55:33,011 --> 00:55:33,472
[maggie]: going to be like
9585
00:55:33,452 --> 00:55:33,553
[juliet_hahn]: so
9586
00:55:33,613 --> 00:55:33,994
[maggie]: oh i'm
9587
00:55:33,972 --> 00:55:34,196
[abbe_greenberg]: oh
9588
00:55:34,034 --> 00:55:34,354
[maggie]: going to kill
9589
00:55:34,334 --> 00:55:34,534
[juliet_hahn]: thank
9590
00:55:34,395 --> 00:55:34,475
[maggie]: you
9591
00:55:34,614 --> 00:55:39,242
[juliet_hahn]: you you guys you know what to
do like share rate and review that's how
9592
00:55:39,282 --> 00:55:39,462
[juliet_hahn]: i get
9593
00:55:39,471 --> 00:55:39,491
[maggie]: m
9594
00:55:39,502 --> 00:55:40,123
[juliet_hahn]: my podcast
9595
00:55:39,973 --> 00:55:40,215
[abbe_greenberg]: began
9596
00:55:40,343 --> 00:55:44,228
[juliet_hahn]: out but here's what the thing is
i want you to take this episode and
9597
00:55:44,328 --> 00:55:44,729
[juliet_hahn]: share it with
9598
00:55:44,788 --> 00:55:44,809
[maggie]: m
9599
00:55:44,809 --> 00:55:46,431
[juliet_hahn]: as many people as you can
9600
00:55:46,652 --> 00:55:47,553
[abbe_greenberg]: the good news is the editor
9601
00:55:47,501 --> 00:55:47,601
[maggie]: good
9602
00:55:47,593 --> 00:55:47,713
[abbe_greenberg]: will
9603
00:55:47,641 --> 00:55:47,761
[maggie]: news
9604
00:55:47,753 --> 00:55:47,793
[abbe_greenberg]: be
9605
00:55:47,821 --> 00:55:47,881
[maggie]: is
9606
00:55:47,833 --> 00:55:47,954
[abbe_greenberg]: able
9607
00:55:47,942 --> 00:55:48,022
[maggie]: the
9608
00:55:48,014 --> 00:55:48,054
[abbe_greenberg]: to
9609
00:55:48,082 --> 00:55:48,302
[maggie]: editor
9610
00:55:48,094 --> 00:55:48,374
[abbe_greenberg]: edit all
9611
00:55:48,342 --> 00:55:48,462
[maggie]: will
9612
00:55:48,414 --> 00:55:48,514
[abbe_greenberg]: this
9613
00:55:48,502 --> 00:55:48,702
[maggie]: be able
9614
00:55:48,614 --> 00:55:48,715
[abbe_greenberg]: out
9615
00:55:48,762 --> 00:55:49,603
[maggie]: to yeah
9616
00:55:49,796 --> 00:55:50,056
[abbe_greenberg]: the good
9617
00:55:49,923 --> 00:55:50,064
[maggie]: yeah
9618
00:55:50,117 --> 00:55:50,337
[abbe_greenberg]: news
9619
00:55:50,764 --> 00:55:50,964
[maggie]: because
9620
00:55:50,842 --> 00:55:51,123
[juliet_hahn]: so this
9621
00:55:50,985 --> 00:55:51,245
[maggie]: you are
9622
00:55:51,183 --> 00:55:51,484
[juliet_hahn]: is okay
9623
00:55:51,325 --> 00:55:52,026
[maggie]: frozen for us
9624
00:55:52,019 --> 00:55:52,179
[abbe_greenberg]: you're
9625
00:55:52,126 --> 00:55:52,346
[maggie]: again
9626
00:55:52,240 --> 00:55:52,840
[abbe_greenberg]: frozen for us
9627
00:55:52,806 --> 00:55:52,946
[maggie]: you're
9628
00:55:52,847 --> 00:55:53,028
[juliet_hahn]: okay
9629
00:55:52,981 --> 00:55:53,121
[abbe_greenberg]: but
9630
00:55:52,986 --> 00:55:53,267
[maggie]: frozen
9631
00:55:53,228 --> 00:55:53,870
[juliet_hahn]: i'm back again
9632
00:55:54,612 --> 00:55:55,746
[abbe_greenberg]: we'll be able to be cut right
out
9633
00:55:56,912 --> 00:55:57,514
[maggie]: i said up
9634
00:55:57,422 --> 00:55:57,442
[juliet_hahn]: m
9635
00:55:58,095 --> 00:55:59,358
[maggie]: says uploading ninety nine
9636
00:55:59,254 --> 00:55:59,335
[abbe_greenberg]: up
9637
00:55:59,418 --> 00:55:59,919
[maggie]: per cent
9638
00:55:59,819 --> 00:56:00,707
[abbe_greenberg]: till so i'm not gonna
9639
00:56:00,745 --> 00:56:01,366
[juliet_hahn]: and my back
9640
00:56:01,403 --> 00:56:01,606
[abbe_greenberg]: i could
9641
00:56:01,883 --> 00:56:03,747
[maggie]: yeah ninety nine per cent mine says
9642
00:56:03,962 --> 00:56:04,122
[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
9643
00:56:04,469 --> 00:56:04,709
[juliet_hahn]: can you
9644
00:56:04,643 --> 00:56:04,704
[abbe_greenberg]: it
9645
00:56:04,749 --> 00:56:04,890
[juliet_hahn]: guys
9646
00:56:04,764 --> 00:56:04,984
[abbe_greenberg]: says
9647
00:56:05,450 --> 00:56:05,831
[juliet_hahn]: i back
9648
00:56:05,766 --> 00:56:06,468
[abbe_greenberg]: keep this page
9649
00:56:06,539 --> 00:56:06,680
[maggie]: keep
9650
00:56:06,569 --> 00:56:06,789
[abbe_greenberg]: open
9651
00:56:06,760 --> 00:56:06,901
[maggie]: this
9652
00:56:06,869 --> 00:56:07,190
[abbe_greenberg]: please
9653
00:56:06,981 --> 00:56:07,967
[maggie]: page open please
9654
00:56:08,152 --> 00:56:08,373
[abbe_greenberg]: okay
9655
00:56:08,487 --> 00:56:08,769
[juliet_hahn]: i'm not
9656
00:56:08,796 --> 00:56:08,997
[abbe_greenberg]: we'll
9657
00:56:08,849 --> 00:56:09,152
[juliet_hahn]: back
9658
00:56:08,929 --> 00:56:09,110
[maggie]: okay
9659
00:56:09,038 --> 00:56:12,726
[abbe_greenberg]: do thank you for having us we
9660
00:56:12,769 --> 00:56:12,910
[maggie]: thank
9661
00:56:12,786 --> 00:56:12,927
[abbe_greenberg]: had a
9662
00:56:12,931 --> 00:56:13,011
[maggie]: you
9663
00:56:12,947 --> 00:56:13,107
[abbe_greenberg]: really
9664
00:56:13,052 --> 00:56:13,133
[maggie]: for
9665
00:56:13,128 --> 00:56:13,248
[abbe_greenberg]: good
9666
00:56:13,193 --> 00:56:13,395
[maggie]: having
9667
00:56:13,288 --> 00:56:13,449
[abbe_greenberg]: time
9668
00:56:13,456 --> 00:56:14,284
[maggie]: us we had a really good time
9669
00:56:18,032 --> 00:56:19,035
[juliet_hahn]: my back and my
9670
00:56:19,111 --> 00:56:19,131
[maggie]: m
9671
00:56:19,116 --> 00:56:19,938
[juliet_hahn]: back and my back
9672
00:56:20,560 --> 00:56:21,163
[maggie]: i wonder if there's
9673
00:56:21,163 --> 00:56:21,243
[juliet_hahn]: and
9674
00:56:21,304 --> 00:56:21,485
[maggie]: any
9675
00:56:21,323 --> 00:56:21,905
[juliet_hahn]: my back
9676
00:56:22,449 --> 00:56:23,735
[maggie]: um no
9677
00:56:24,422 --> 00:56:24,624
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
9678
00:56:24,519 --> 00:56:25,892
[maggie]: he's not like a chat in here
9679
00:56:25,994 --> 00:56:26,660
[abbe_greenberg]: here's a chat
9680
00:56:26,799 --> 00:56:28,246
[maggie]: there's there is
9681
00:56:28,292 --> 00:56:28,713
[juliet_hahn]: can you guys
9682
00:56:28,632 --> 00:56:29,076
[abbe_greenberg]: but nobody
9683
00:56:29,419 --> 00:56:29,639
[maggie]: but no
9684
00:56:29,681 --> 00:56:29,761
[abbe_greenberg]: she
9685
00:56:29,777 --> 00:56:29,877
[juliet_hahn]: can
9686
00:56:29,822 --> 00:56:29,983
[abbe_greenberg]: didn't
9687
00:56:29,917 --> 00:56:29,977
[juliet_hahn]: you
9688
00:56:30,003 --> 00:56:30,084
[abbe_greenberg]: say
9689
00:56:30,037 --> 00:56:30,198
[juliet_hahn]: guys
9690
00:56:30,144 --> 00:56:30,406
[abbe_greenberg]: anything
9691
00:56:30,581 --> 00:56:31,443
[maggie]: i was thinking like we
9692
00:56:31,382 --> 00:56:31,706
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
9693
00:56:31,483 --> 00:56:33,567
[maggie]: could get in touch with juliet that
way
9694
00:56:35,173 --> 00:56:36,556
[abbe_greenberg]: i don't know but she's gone but
9695
00:56:36,780 --> 00:56:36,941
[maggie]: she's
9696
00:56:36,876 --> 00:56:37,017
[abbe_greenberg]: let's
9697
00:56:36,961 --> 00:56:37,161
[maggie]: gone
9698
00:56:37,057 --> 00:56:37,197
[abbe_greenberg]: keep
9699
00:56:37,241 --> 00:56:37,342
[maggie]: but
9700
00:56:37,257 --> 00:56:37,638
[abbe_greenberg]: open til she
9701
00:56:37,663 --> 00:56:37,823
[maggie]: let's
9702
00:56:37,698 --> 00:56:37,859
[abbe_greenberg]: comes
9703
00:56:37,863 --> 00:56:37,983
[maggie]: keep
9704
00:56:37,899 --> 00:56:38,079
[abbe_greenberg]: back
9705
00:56:38,043 --> 00:56:38,164
[maggie]: open
9706
00:56:38,159 --> 00:56:38,239
[abbe_greenberg]: and
9707
00:56:38,224 --> 00:56:38,324
[maggie]: till
9708
00:56:38,279 --> 00:56:38,380
[abbe_greenberg]: then
9709
00:56:38,364 --> 00:56:38,424
[maggie]: she
9710
00:56:38,420 --> 00:56:38,480
[abbe_greenberg]: we
9711
00:56:38,485 --> 00:56:38,625
[maggie]: comes
9712
00:56:38,560 --> 00:56:38,660
[abbe_greenberg]: can
9713
00:56:38,685 --> 00:56:39,266
[maggie]: back and we
9714
00:56:40,562 --> 00:56:41,969
[abbe_greenberg]: it was a fun podcast i really
liked it
9715
00:56:42,903 --> 00:56:44,427
[maggie]: yes she has such great energy
9716
00:56:44,352 --> 00:56:44,982
[abbe_greenberg]: she's amazing
9717
00:56:45,110 --> 00:56:45,720
[maggie]: she is amazing
9718
00:56:48,921 --> 00:56:49,383
[juliet_hahn]: am i back
9719
00:56:50,013 --> 00:56:51,458
[abbe_greenberg]: you're black yet
9720
00:56:50,770 --> 00:56:52,392
[maggie]: you're yeah
9721
00:56:52,243 --> 00:56:52,484
[juliet_hahn]: okay
9722
00:56:53,674 --> 00:56:54,676
[maggie]: okay now you're clear
9723
00:56:54,833 --> 00:56:54,994
[abbe_greenberg]: yeah
9724
00:56:54,876 --> 00:56:55,037
[maggie]: too
9725
00:56:55,054 --> 00:56:55,536
[abbe_greenberg]: you're really
9726
00:56:55,317 --> 00:56:55,457
[maggie]: so
9727
00:56:55,932 --> 00:56:56,076
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
9728
00:56:56,160 --> 00:56:56,300
[abbe_greenberg]: that's
9729
00:56:56,539 --> 00:56:56,719
[maggie]: yeah
9730
00:56:56,582 --> 00:56:57,687
[abbe_greenberg]: a picture we've had so
9731
00:56:57,641 --> 00:56:57,921
[maggie]: picture
9732
00:56:57,768 --> 00:56:57,929
[abbe_greenberg]: far
9733
00:56:57,970 --> 00:56:58,150
[juliet_hahn]: well
9734
00:56:58,002 --> 00:56:58,282
[maggie]: we had
9735
00:56:58,190 --> 00:56:59,012
[juliet_hahn]: you know because riverside
9736
00:56:58,883 --> 00:56:59,023
[maggie]: yeah
9737
00:56:59,052 --> 00:56:59,312
[juliet_hahn]: but now
9738
00:56:59,265 --> 00:56:59,348
[abbe_greenberg]: ah
9739
00:56:59,332 --> 00:56:59,553
[juliet_hahn]: i'm just
9740
00:56:59,464 --> 00:56:59,624
[maggie]: because
9741
00:56:59,593 --> 00:56:59,733
[juliet_hahn]: where
9742
00:56:59,664 --> 00:56:59,885
[maggie]: rivers
9743
00:56:59,793 --> 00:57:00,494
[juliet_hahn]: i'm wondering if it
9744
00:57:00,446 --> 00:57:00,586
[maggie]: now
9745
00:57:00,554 --> 00:57:01,035
[juliet_hahn]: is recording
9746
00:57:00,726 --> 00:57:01,007
[maggie]: just where
9747
00:57:01,095 --> 00:57:01,155
[juliet_hahn]: so
9748
00:57:01,127 --> 00:57:01,568
[maggie]: i'm wondering
9749
00:57:01,255 --> 00:57:01,696
[juliet_hahn]: riverside
9750
00:57:01,648 --> 00:57:01,708
[maggie]: if
9751
00:57:01,776 --> 00:57:01,957
[juliet_hahn]: does
9752
00:57:02,259 --> 00:57:02,319
[maggie]: it
9753
00:57:02,357 --> 00:57:02,437
[juliet_hahn]: the
9754
00:57:02,359 --> 00:57:02,820
[maggie]: is recording
9755
00:57:02,578 --> 00:57:02,898
[juliet_hahn]: pictures
9756
00:57:02,900 --> 00:57:02,960
[maggie]: so
9757
00:57:02,958 --> 00:57:03,078
[juliet_hahn]: come
9758
00:57:03,080 --> 00:57:03,521
[maggie]: riverside
9759
00:57:03,139 --> 00:57:03,539
[juliet_hahn]: out better
9760
00:57:03,601 --> 00:57:03,781
[maggie]: does
9761
00:57:03,679 --> 00:57:04,120
[juliet_hahn]: later but
9762
00:57:04,142 --> 00:57:04,222
[maggie]: the
9763
00:57:04,160 --> 00:57:04,321
[juliet_hahn]: let me
9764
00:57:04,342 --> 00:57:04,643
[maggie]: pictures
9765
00:57:04,381 --> 00:57:04,801
[juliet_hahn]: just get this
9766
00:57:04,703 --> 00:57:04,943
[maggie]: come out
9767
00:57:04,962 --> 00:57:05,062
[juliet_hahn]: end
9768
00:57:05,023 --> 00:57:05,244
[maggie]: better
9769
00:57:05,182 --> 00:57:05,362
[juliet_hahn]: part
9770
00:57:05,384 --> 00:57:05,584
[maggie]: later
9771
00:57:05,462 --> 00:57:05,723
[juliet_hahn]: out but
9772
00:57:05,664 --> 00:57:06,125
[maggie]: but let me just
9773
00:57:06,104 --> 00:57:06,204
[juliet_hahn]: like
9774
00:57:06,165 --> 00:57:06,406
[maggie]: get this
9775
00:57:06,424 --> 00:57:06,684
[juliet_hahn]: i have
9776
00:57:06,566 --> 00:57:06,686
[maggie]: end
9777
00:57:06,705 --> 00:57:06,825
[juliet_hahn]: what
9778
00:57:06,766 --> 00:57:06,966
[maggie]: point
9779
00:57:06,865 --> 00:57:07,085
[juliet_hahn]: i need
9780
00:57:07,047 --> 00:57:07,127
[maggie]: out
9781
00:57:07,145 --> 00:57:07,245
[juliet_hahn]: from
9782
00:57:07,207 --> 00:57:07,287
[maggie]: but
9783
00:57:07,306 --> 00:57:08,067
[juliet_hahn]: you guys so we should
9784
00:57:07,968 --> 00:57:08,769
[maggie]: i have what i need from
9785
00:57:08,688 --> 00:57:08,908
[juliet_hahn]: we could
9786
00:57:08,810 --> 00:57:08,910
[maggie]: you
9787
00:57:08,948 --> 00:57:08,988
[juliet_hahn]: be
9788
00:57:08,970 --> 00:57:09,150
[maggie]: guys
9789
00:57:09,048 --> 00:57:09,229
[juliet_hahn]: okay
9790
00:57:09,190 --> 00:57:09,250
[maggie]: so
9791
00:57:09,269 --> 00:57:09,429
[juliet_hahn]: because
9792
00:57:09,330 --> 00:57:09,611
[maggie]: we should
9793
00:57:10,010 --> 00:57:10,210
[juliet_hahn]: always
9794
00:57:10,212 --> 00:57:10,252
[maggie]: we
9795
00:57:10,271 --> 00:57:10,591
[juliet_hahn]: record
9796
00:57:10,312 --> 00:57:10,753
[maggie]: could be okay
9797
00:57:10,611 --> 00:57:11,292
[juliet_hahn]: a little bit beginning
9798
00:57:11,514 --> 00:57:11,714
[maggie]: always
9799
00:57:11,553 --> 00:57:11,893
[juliet_hahn]: but was there
9800
00:57:11,795 --> 00:57:12,095
[maggie]: record
9801
00:57:11,933 --> 00:57:12,194
[juliet_hahn]: anything
9802
00:57:12,135 --> 00:57:12,355
[maggie]: a little
9803
00:57:12,254 --> 00:57:12,394
[juliet_hahn]: else
9804
00:57:12,375 --> 00:57:12,436
[maggie]: bit
9805
00:57:12,414 --> 00:57:12,514
[juliet_hahn]: that
9806
00:57:12,516 --> 00:57:12,776
[maggie]: beginning
9807
00:57:12,555 --> 00:57:13,015
[juliet_hahn]: you wanted to
9808
00:57:13,017 --> 00:57:13,197
[maggie]: but was
9809
00:57:13,156 --> 00:57:13,336
[juliet_hahn]: add
9810
00:57:13,237 --> 00:57:13,938
[maggie]: there anything else that
9811
00:57:13,897 --> 00:57:13,937
[juliet_hahn]: or
9812
00:57:13,978 --> 00:57:14,038
[maggie]: you
9813
00:57:14,017 --> 00:57:14,117
[juliet_hahn]: did
9814
00:57:14,098 --> 00:57:14,179
[maggie]: want
9815
00:57:14,137 --> 00:57:14,358
[juliet_hahn]: you guys
9816
00:57:14,299 --> 00:57:14,379
[maggie]: to
9817
00:57:14,398 --> 00:57:14,558
[juliet_hahn]: feel
9818
00:57:14,519 --> 00:57:14,700
[maggie]: add
9819
00:57:14,598 --> 00:57:14,758
[juliet_hahn]: good
9820
00:57:15,342 --> 00:57:16,806
[maggie]: did you guys feel good felt good
9821
00:57:16,831 --> 00:57:16,995
[juliet_hahn]: okay
9822
00:57:17,104 --> 00:57:18,387
[abbe_greenberg]: maybe just mentioned
9823
00:57:18,130 --> 00:57:18,250
[maggie]: as
9824
00:57:18,427 --> 00:57:18,707
[abbe_greenberg]: the name of
9825
00:57:18,691 --> 00:57:18,792
[maggie]: just
9826
00:57:18,747 --> 00:57:18,828
[abbe_greenberg]: our
9827
00:57:18,852 --> 00:57:19,132
[maggie]: mentioned
9828
00:57:18,868 --> 00:57:19,269
[abbe_greenberg]: podcast
9829
00:57:19,173 --> 00:57:19,373
[maggie]: the name
9830
00:57:19,329 --> 00:57:19,409
[abbe_greenberg]: as
9831
00:57:19,413 --> 00:57:19,473
[maggie]: of
9832
00:57:19,429 --> 00:57:19,529
[abbe_greenberg]: the
9833
00:57:19,514 --> 00:57:19,594
[maggie]: our
9834
00:57:19,569 --> 00:57:19,750
[abbe_greenberg]: spin
9835
00:57:19,634 --> 00:57:20,316
[maggie]: podcastisas
9836
00:57:19,830 --> 00:57:20,110
[abbe_greenberg]: cycle
9837
00:57:20,356 --> 00:57:20,516
[maggie]: been
9838
00:57:20,380 --> 00:57:20,581
[juliet_hahn]: oh i
9839
00:57:20,597 --> 00:57:20,737
[maggie]: like
9840
00:57:20,622 --> 00:57:21,606
[juliet_hahn]: didn't oh okay the
9841
00:57:21,570 --> 00:57:21,631
[maggie]: oh
9842
00:57:21,646 --> 00:57:21,766
[juliet_hahn]: spin
9843
00:57:21,691 --> 00:57:21,953
[maggie]: why did
9844
00:57:21,887 --> 00:57:22,168
[juliet_hahn]: cycle
9845
00:57:22,155 --> 00:57:23,002
[maggie]: oh okay the spin
9846
00:57:23,012 --> 00:57:23,152
[juliet_hahn]: yep
9847
00:57:23,062 --> 00:57:23,365
[maggie]: cycle
9848
00:57:23,514 --> 00:57:23,574
[juliet_hahn]: and
9849
00:57:23,832 --> 00:57:25,847
[abbe_greenberg]: the spin with the anxiety sick sisters
i
9850
00:57:25,870 --> 00:57:25,970
[juliet_hahn]: so
9851
00:57:25,907 --> 00:57:26,028
[abbe_greenberg]: think
9852
00:57:26,150 --> 00:57:27,152
[juliet_hahn]: i will in the beginning
9853
00:57:26,973 --> 00:57:27,073
[maggie]: so
9854
00:57:27,212 --> 00:57:27,312
[juliet_hahn]: what
9855
00:57:27,254 --> 00:57:27,294
[maggie]: i
9856
00:57:27,372 --> 00:57:27,412
[juliet_hahn]: i
9857
00:57:27,394 --> 00:57:27,554
[maggie]: will
9858
00:57:27,513 --> 00:57:27,633
[juliet_hahn]: do
9859
00:57:27,674 --> 00:57:27,714
[maggie]: in
9860
00:57:27,773 --> 00:57:27,853
[juliet_hahn]: is
9861
00:57:27,775 --> 00:57:28,275
[maggie]: the beginning
9862
00:57:27,913 --> 00:57:28,574
[juliet_hahn]: i always
9863
00:57:28,315 --> 00:57:29,057
[maggie]: what i do as i
9864
00:57:29,115 --> 00:57:29,456
[juliet_hahn]: mention
9865
00:57:29,237 --> 00:57:29,678
[maggie]: always
9866
00:57:29,536 --> 00:57:30,257
[juliet_hahn]: like this is what we
9867
00:57:30,219 --> 00:57:30,579
[maggie]: mention
9868
00:57:30,337 --> 00:57:30,678
[juliet_hahn]: talked about
9869
00:57:30,659 --> 00:57:30,780
[maggie]: like
9870
00:57:30,698 --> 00:57:31,159
[juliet_hahn]: in the episode
9871
00:57:30,940 --> 00:57:31,280
[maggie]: this is what
9872
00:57:31,219 --> 00:57:31,299
[juliet_hahn]: and
9873
00:57:31,320 --> 00:57:31,360
[maggie]: we
9874
00:57:31,339 --> 00:57:31,419
[juliet_hahn]: so
9875
00:57:31,441 --> 00:57:31,641
[maggie]: talked
9876
00:57:31,499 --> 00:57:31,740
[juliet_hahn]: i will
9877
00:57:31,681 --> 00:57:31,781
[maggie]: about
9878
00:57:31,840 --> 00:57:32,020
[juliet_hahn]: say
9879
00:57:31,861 --> 00:57:32,502
[maggie]: the episode and so
9880
00:57:32,561 --> 00:57:32,681
[juliet_hahn]: this
9881
00:57:32,603 --> 00:57:32,843
[maggie]: i will
9882
00:57:32,741 --> 00:57:32,942
[juliet_hahn]: because
9883
00:57:32,923 --> 00:57:33,143
[maggie]: say
9884
00:57:33,002 --> 00:57:33,289
[abbe_greenberg]: perfect
9885
00:57:33,302 --> 00:57:33,863
[juliet_hahn]: a lot of times
9886
00:57:33,644 --> 00:57:34,686
[maggie]: this because a lot of
9887
00:57:34,704 --> 00:57:34,765
[juliet_hahn]: and
9888
00:57:34,746 --> 00:57:34,966
[maggie]: times
9889
00:57:34,825 --> 00:57:35,346
[juliet_hahn]: you guys know
9890
00:57:35,888 --> 00:57:35,968
[maggie]: you
9891
00:57:35,927 --> 00:57:35,967
[juliet_hahn]: in
9892
00:57:36,028 --> 00:57:36,169
[maggie]: guys
9893
00:57:36,047 --> 00:57:36,928
[juliet_hahn]: podcast world people
9894
00:57:37,010 --> 00:57:37,050
[maggie]: in
9895
00:57:37,028 --> 00:57:37,189
[juliet_hahn]: shut
9896
00:57:37,130 --> 00:57:37,471
[maggie]: podcast
9897
00:57:37,269 --> 00:57:37,710
[juliet_hahn]: off before
9898
00:57:37,511 --> 00:57:38,032
[maggie]: world people
9899
00:57:37,870 --> 00:57:37,990
[juliet_hahn]: and
9900
00:57:38,092 --> 00:57:38,472
[maggie]: shut off
9901
00:57:38,391 --> 00:57:38,511
[juliet_hahn]: so
9902
00:57:38,532 --> 00:57:38,773
[maggie]: before
9903
00:57:38,671 --> 00:57:38,972
[juliet_hahn]: i always
9904
00:57:38,833 --> 00:57:39,093
[maggie]: the end
9905
00:57:39,012 --> 00:57:39,633
[juliet_hahn]: like to mention
9906
00:57:39,494 --> 00:57:39,594
[maggie]: so
9907
00:57:39,733 --> 00:57:39,973
[juliet_hahn]: where
9908
00:57:39,775 --> 00:57:40,055
[maggie]: i always
9909
00:57:40,073 --> 00:57:40,154
[juliet_hahn]: we
9910
00:57:40,095 --> 00:57:40,235
[maggie]: like
9911
00:57:40,194 --> 00:57:40,274
[juliet_hahn]: can
9912
00:57:40,295 --> 00:57:40,376
[maggie]: to
9913
00:57:40,374 --> 00:57:40,554
[juliet_hahn]: find
9914
00:57:40,436 --> 00:57:40,716
[maggie]: mention
9915
00:57:40,594 --> 00:57:40,835
[juliet_hahn]: you wright
9916
00:57:40,836 --> 00:57:41,057
[maggie]: where
9917
00:57:40,875 --> 00:57:41,336
[juliet_hahn]: in the beginning
9918
00:57:41,177 --> 00:57:41,397
[maggie]: we can
9919
00:57:41,416 --> 00:57:41,476
[juliet_hahn]: so
9920
00:57:41,457 --> 00:57:41,638
[maggie]: find
9921
00:57:41,516 --> 00:57:41,736
[juliet_hahn]: they can
9922
00:57:41,698 --> 00:57:41,758
[maggie]: you
9923
00:57:41,796 --> 00:57:41,957
[juliet_hahn]: write
9924
00:57:41,818 --> 00:57:42,018
[maggie]: wright in
9925
00:57:41,997 --> 00:57:42,057
[juliet_hahn]: it
9926
00:57:42,058 --> 00:57:42,118
[maggie]: the
9927
00:57:42,097 --> 00:57:42,417
[juliet_hahn]: down
9928
00:57:42,158 --> 00:57:42,559
[maggie]: beginning so
9929
00:57:42,518 --> 00:57:42,598
[juliet_hahn]: and
9930
00:57:42,619 --> 00:57:42,719
[maggie]: they
9931
00:57:42,698 --> 00:57:42,818
[juliet_hahn]: they
9932
00:57:42,759 --> 00:57:42,840
[maggie]: can
9933
00:57:42,898 --> 00:57:43,078
[juliet_hahn]: have
9934
00:57:42,900 --> 00:57:43,160
[maggie]: write it
9935
00:57:43,159 --> 00:57:43,219
[juliet_hahn]: it
9936
00:57:43,200 --> 00:57:43,501
[maggie]: down
9937
00:57:43,499 --> 00:57:43,699
[juliet_hahn]: you know
9938
00:57:43,621 --> 00:57:43,681
[maggie]: and
9939
00:57:43,780 --> 00:57:43,860
[juliet_hahn]: for
9940
00:57:43,801 --> 00:57:43,921
[maggie]: they
9941
00:57:43,920 --> 00:57:44,361
[juliet_hahn]: themselves
9942
00:57:44,002 --> 00:57:44,883
[maggie]: have it that's
9943
00:57:44,861 --> 00:57:44,982
[juliet_hahn]: uh
9944
00:57:44,983 --> 00:57:45,083
[maggie]: why
9945
00:57:45,564 --> 00:57:45,866
[abbe_greenberg]: smart
9946
00:57:46,204 --> 00:57:46,384
[juliet_hahn]: yeah
9947
00:57:46,310 --> 00:57:47,277
[abbe_greenberg]: super yeah
9948
00:57:47,307 --> 00:57:47,447
[maggie]: yeah
9949
00:57:47,346 --> 00:57:48,407
[juliet_hahn]: but i'm going to end right
9950
00:57:48,430 --> 00:57:48,510
[maggie]: but
9951
00:57:48,467 --> 00:57:48,628
[juliet_hahn]: now
9952
00:57:48,550 --> 00:57:48,630
[maggie]: i'm
9953
00:57:48,668 --> 00:57:48,748
[juliet_hahn]: and
9954
00:57:48,670 --> 00:57:48,791
[maggie]: going
9955
00:57:48,768 --> 00:57:48,868
[juliet_hahn]: then
9956
00:57:48,831 --> 00:57:48,871
[maggie]: to
9957
00:57:48,888 --> 00:57:49,048
[juliet_hahn]: we'll
9958
00:57:49,012 --> 00:57:49,152
[maggie]: end
9959
00:57:49,068 --> 00:57:49,309
[juliet_hahn]: see what
9960
00:57:49,333 --> 00:57:49,494
[maggie]: right
9961
00:57:49,349 --> 00:57:49,669
[juliet_hahn]: happens
9962
00:57:49,554 --> 00:57:49,835
[maggie]: now and
9963
00:57:49,850 --> 00:57:49,890
[juliet_hahn]: i
9964
00:57:49,855 --> 00:57:49,956
[maggie]: then
9965
00:57:49,930 --> 00:57:50,091
[juliet_hahn]: think
9966
00:57:49,976 --> 00:57:50,257
[maggie]: we'll see
9967
00:57:50,171 --> 00:57:50,272
[juliet_hahn]: you
9968
00:57:50,277 --> 00:57:50,397
[maggie]: what
9969
00:57:50,312 --> 00:57:50,533
[juliet_hahn]: guys
9970
00:57:50,437 --> 00:57:50,739
[maggie]: happens
9971
00:57:50,792 --> 00:57:50,974
[abbe_greenberg]: thank
9972
00:57:50,819 --> 00:57:50,980
[maggie]: but i
9973
00:57:51,015 --> 00:57:51,075
[juliet_hahn]: it
9974
00:57:51,040 --> 00:57:51,180
[maggie]: think
9975
00:57:51,075 --> 00:57:51,197
[abbe_greenberg]: you
9976
00:57:51,135 --> 00:57:51,356
[juliet_hahn]: still
9977
00:57:51,258 --> 00:57:51,359
[abbe_greenberg]: for
9978
00:57:51,261 --> 00:57:51,361
[maggie]: you
9979
00:57:51,396 --> 00:57:51,597
[juliet_hahn]: says
9980
00:57:51,421 --> 00:57:51,622
[maggie]: guys
9981
00:57:51,440 --> 00:57:52,007
[abbe_greenberg]: having us
9982
00:57:52,124 --> 00:57:52,445
[maggie]: it still
9983
00:57:52,320 --> 00:57:52,460
[juliet_hahn]: you're
9984
00:57:52,506 --> 00:57:52,706
[maggie]: says
9985
00:57:52,540 --> 00:57:53,402
[juliet_hahn]: ninety nine percent
9986
00:57:53,409 --> 00:57:53,549
[maggie]: you're
9987
00:57:53,482 --> 00:57:53,582
[juliet_hahn]: you
9988
00:57:53,609 --> 00:57:53,870
[maggie]: ninety
9989
00:57:53,622 --> 00:57:53,983
[juliet_hahn]: guys might
9990
00:57:53,910 --> 00:57:54,090
[maggie]: nine
9991
00:57:54,043 --> 00:57:54,103
[juliet_hahn]: be
9992
00:57:54,130 --> 00:57:54,471
[maggie]: percent
9993
00:57:54,163 --> 00:57:54,664
[juliet_hahn]: not totally
9994
00:57:54,531 --> 00:57:54,811
[maggie]: you guys
9995
00:57:54,744 --> 00:57:55,064
[juliet_hahn]: uploaded
9996
00:57:54,871 --> 00:57:55,132
[maggie]: might be
9997
00:57:55,125 --> 00:57:55,205
[juliet_hahn]: and
9998
00:57:55,212 --> 00:57:55,312
[maggie]: not
9999
00:57:55,325 --> 00:57:55,365
[juliet_hahn]: i
10000
00:57:55,412 --> 00:57:55,733
[maggie]: totally
10001
00:57:55,425 --> 00:57:55,846
[juliet_hahn]: have a feeling
10002
00:57:55,793 --> 00:57:56,113
[maggie]: uploaded
10003
00:57:55,886 --> 00:57:56,106
[juliet_hahn]: this is
10004
00:57:56,174 --> 00:57:56,254
[maggie]: and
10005
00:57:56,186 --> 00:57:56,667
[juliet_hahn]: riverside
10006
00:57:56,374 --> 00:57:56,895
[maggie]: i have a feeling
10007
00:57:56,707 --> 00:57:57,048
[juliet_hahn]: sometimes
10008
00:57:56,935 --> 00:57:57,055
[maggie]: this
10009
00:57:57,088 --> 00:57:57,188
[juliet_hahn]: they
10010
00:57:57,095 --> 00:57:57,716
[maggie]: is riverside
10011
00:57:57,248 --> 00:57:57,609
[juliet_hahn]: get wank
10012
00:57:57,756 --> 00:57:58,097
[maggie]: sometimes
10013
00:57:57,989 --> 00:57:58,270
[juliet_hahn]: for some
10014
00:57:58,137 --> 00:57:58,237
[maggie]: they
10015
00:57:58,290 --> 00:57:58,490
[juliet_hahn]: reason
10016
00:57:58,297 --> 00:57:58,658
[maggie]: get walk
10017
00:57:58,550 --> 00:57:59,051
[juliet_hahn]: like every once
10018
00:57:59,038 --> 00:57:59,119
[maggie]: for
10019
00:57:59,071 --> 00:57:59,192
[juliet_hahn]: in a
10020
00:57:59,199 --> 00:57:59,299
[maggie]: some
10021
00:57:59,232 --> 00:57:59,452
[juliet_hahn]: while
10022
00:57:59,339 --> 00:58:00,521
[maggie]: reason like every once in a while
10023
00:58:00,293 --> 00:58:01,435
[juliet_hahn]: and of course what's happening here
10024
00:58:01,342 --> 00:58:01,423
[maggie]: and
10025
00:58:01,536 --> 00:58:01,616
[juliet_hahn]: so
10026
00:58:01,623 --> 00:58:02,024
[maggie]: of course it's
10027
00:58:02,056 --> 00:58:02,157
[juliet_hahn]: let
10028
00:58:02,064 --> 00:58:02,324
[maggie]: happening
10029
00:58:02,197 --> 00:58:02,257
[juliet_hahn]: me
10030
00:58:02,364 --> 00:58:02,484
[maggie]: here
10031
00:58:02,377 --> 00:58:02,497
[juliet_hahn]: end
10032
00:58:02,585 --> 00:58:02,665
[maggie]: so
10033
00:58:02,597 --> 00:58:02,798
[juliet_hahn]: this
10034
00:58:03,105 --> 00:58:03,847
[maggie]: let me end this
10035
00:58:03,870 --> 00:58:05,612
[juliet_hahn]: you guys you know what i say
every episode
10036
00:58:05,229 --> 00:58:06,311
[maggie]: guys you know what i say every
10037
00:58:06,213 --> 00:58:06,394
[juliet_hahn]: like
10038
00:58:06,391 --> 00:58:06,812
[maggie]: episode
10039
00:58:06,674 --> 00:58:07,315
[juliet_hahn]: share rate in
10040
00:58:07,374 --> 00:58:07,554
[maggie]: like
10041
00:58:07,395 --> 00:58:07,836
[juliet_hahn]: review but
10042
00:58:07,835 --> 00:58:08,055
[maggie]: share
10043
00:58:07,896 --> 00:58:08,217
[juliet_hahn]: not only
10044
00:58:08,216 --> 00:58:08,356
[maggie]: rate
10045
00:58:08,277 --> 00:58:08,457
[juliet_hahn]: that
10046
00:58:08,396 --> 00:58:08,757
[maggie]: in review
10047
00:58:08,637 --> 00:58:08,878
[juliet_hahn]: someone
10048
00:58:08,857 --> 00:58:08,957
[maggie]: but
10049
00:58:08,918 --> 00:58:09,098
[juliet_hahn]: needs
10050
00:58:09,017 --> 00:58:09,118
[maggie]: not
10051
00:58:09,158 --> 00:58:09,218
[juliet_hahn]: to
10052
00:58:09,178 --> 00:58:09,338
[maggie]: only
10053
00:58:09,279 --> 00:58:09,419
[juliet_hahn]: hear
10054
00:58:09,378 --> 00:58:09,559
[maggie]: that
10055
00:58:09,499 --> 00:58:09,639
[juliet_hahn]: this
10056
00:58:09,739 --> 00:58:09,980
[maggie]: someone
10057
00:58:09,920 --> 00:58:10,020
[juliet_hahn]: you
10058
00:58:10,020 --> 00:58:10,180
[maggie]: needs
10059
00:58:10,080 --> 00:58:10,240
[juliet_hahn]: might
10060
00:58:10,260 --> 00:58:10,320
[maggie]: to
10061
00:58:10,280 --> 00:58:10,360
[juliet_hahn]: be
10062
00:58:10,361 --> 00:58:10,501
[maggie]: hear
10063
00:58:10,440 --> 00:58:10,761
[juliet_hahn]: saying
10064
00:58:10,601 --> 00:58:10,761
[maggie]: this
10065
00:58:10,941 --> 00:58:11,102
[juliet_hahn]: that
10066
00:58:11,022 --> 00:58:11,343
[maggie]: you might
10067
00:58:11,222 --> 00:58:11,382
[juliet_hahn]: this
10068
00:58:11,403 --> 00:58:11,463
[maggie]: be
10069
00:58:11,442 --> 00:58:11,522
[juliet_hahn]: is
10070
00:58:11,563 --> 00:58:11,864
[maggie]: saying
10071
00:58:11,642 --> 00:58:11,883
[juliet_hahn]: not
10072
00:58:12,064 --> 00:58:13,007
[maggie]: that this is not
10073
00:58:13,005 --> 00:58:14,147
[juliet_hahn]: something that's affecting you
10074
00:58:14,189 --> 00:58:14,450
[maggie]: something
10075
00:58:14,307 --> 00:58:14,708
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
10076
00:58:14,470 --> 00:58:15,151
[maggie]: that's affecting
10077
00:58:14,748 --> 00:58:15,248
[juliet_hahn]: doesn't affect
10078
00:58:15,211 --> 00:58:15,291
[maggie]: you
10079
00:58:15,349 --> 00:58:15,469
[juliet_hahn]: you
10080
00:58:15,491 --> 00:58:15,852
[maggie]: anxiety
10081
00:58:15,549 --> 00:58:15,870
[juliet_hahn]: you don't ha
10082
00:58:15,912 --> 00:58:16,132
[maggie]: doesn't
10083
00:58:15,950 --> 00:58:16,551
[juliet_hahn]: any disorders
10084
00:58:16,172 --> 00:58:16,613
[maggie]: affect you
10085
00:58:16,591 --> 00:58:16,691
[juliet_hahn]: but
10086
00:58:16,733 --> 00:58:16,974
[maggie]: you don't
10087
00:58:16,871 --> 00:58:17,011
[juliet_hahn]: how
10088
00:58:17,014 --> 00:58:17,114
[maggie]: have
10089
00:58:17,092 --> 00:58:17,152
[juliet_hahn]: do
10090
00:58:17,154 --> 00:58:17,254
[maggie]: any
10091
00:58:17,192 --> 00:58:17,472
[juliet_hahn]: you know
10092
00:58:17,334 --> 00:58:17,735
[maggie]: disorders
10093
00:58:17,592 --> 00:58:17,893
[juliet_hahn]: that your
10094
00:58:17,795 --> 00:58:17,895
[maggie]: but
10095
00:58:17,973 --> 00:58:18,274
[juliet_hahn]: neighbor
10096
00:58:18,076 --> 00:58:18,476
[maggie]: how do you
10097
00:58:18,394 --> 00:58:18,534
[juliet_hahn]: your
10098
00:58:18,516 --> 00:58:18,657
[maggie]: know
10099
00:58:18,594 --> 00:58:18,854
[juliet_hahn]: sister
10100
00:58:18,777 --> 00:58:18,897
[maggie]: that
10101
00:58:18,915 --> 00:58:19,035
[juliet_hahn]: your
10102
00:58:18,937 --> 00:58:19,077
[maggie]: your
10103
00:58:19,075 --> 00:58:19,275
[juliet_hahn]: mother
10104
00:58:19,157 --> 00:58:19,478
[maggie]: neighbor
10105
00:58:19,335 --> 00:58:19,796
[juliet_hahn]: your father
10106
00:58:19,578 --> 00:58:20,039
[maggie]: your sister
10107
00:58:19,956 --> 00:58:20,237
[juliet_hahn]: someone
10108
00:58:20,099 --> 00:58:20,460
[maggie]: your mother
10109
00:58:20,297 --> 00:58:20,537
[juliet_hahn]: in your
10110
00:58:20,540 --> 00:58:20,640
[maggie]: your
10111
00:58:20,617 --> 00:58:20,878
[juliet_hahn]: life
10112
00:58:20,700 --> 00:58:21,381
[maggie]: father someone
10113
00:58:21,359 --> 00:58:21,599
[juliet_hahn]: needs
10114
00:58:21,461 --> 00:58:21,682
[maggie]: in your
10115
00:58:21,719 --> 00:58:21,799
[juliet_hahn]: to
10116
00:58:21,782 --> 00:58:22,022
[maggie]: life
10117
00:58:21,900 --> 00:58:22,501
[juliet_hahn]: hear this so
10118
00:58:22,503 --> 00:58:22,743
[maggie]: needs
10119
00:58:22,541 --> 00:58:22,841
[juliet_hahn]: you're going
10120
00:58:22,843 --> 00:58:22,944
[maggie]: to
10121
00:58:22,861 --> 00:58:23,061
[juliet_hahn]: to take
10122
00:58:23,044 --> 00:58:23,204
[maggie]: hear
10123
00:58:23,102 --> 00:58:23,683
[juliet_hahn]: this episode
10124
00:58:23,284 --> 00:58:24,025
[maggie]: this so you're going to
10125
00:58:23,983 --> 00:58:24,143
[juliet_hahn]: right
10126
00:58:24,066 --> 00:58:24,186
[maggie]: take
10127
00:58:24,203 --> 00:58:24,364
[juliet_hahn]: now
10128
00:58:24,206 --> 00:58:24,787
[maggie]: this episode
10129
00:58:24,784 --> 00:58:25,065
[juliet_hahn]: and you're
10130
00:58:25,087 --> 00:58:25,247
[maggie]: right
10131
00:58:25,105 --> 00:58:25,285
[juliet_hahn]: going
10132
00:58:25,308 --> 00:58:25,448
[maggie]: now
10133
00:58:25,345 --> 00:58:25,966
[juliet_hahn]: to share it with
10134
00:58:25,889 --> 00:58:26,149
[maggie]: and you're
10135
00:58:26,066 --> 00:58:26,147
[juliet_hahn]: as
10136
00:58:26,189 --> 00:58:26,369
[maggie]: going
10137
00:58:26,227 --> 00:58:26,427
[juliet_hahn]: many
10138
00:58:26,450 --> 00:58:26,530
[maggie]: to
10139
00:58:26,527 --> 00:58:26,808
[juliet_hahn]: people
10140
00:58:26,630 --> 00:58:27,071
[maggie]: share it with
10141
00:58:27,048 --> 00:58:27,188
[juliet_hahn]: as
10142
00:58:27,171 --> 00:58:27,511
[maggie]: as many
10143
00:58:27,389 --> 00:58:27,829
[juliet_hahn]: you can
10144
00:58:27,631 --> 00:58:28,273
[maggie]: people as
10145
00:58:28,330 --> 00:58:28,410
[juliet_hahn]: so
10146
00:58:28,473 --> 00:58:28,593
[maggie]: you
10147
00:58:28,531 --> 00:58:28,691
[juliet_hahn]: they
10148
00:58:28,673 --> 00:58:28,934
[maggie]: can
10149
00:58:28,811 --> 00:58:29,512
[juliet_hahn]: can get the
10150
00:58:29,434 --> 00:58:29,535
[maggie]: so
10151
00:58:29,552 --> 00:58:30,033
[juliet_hahn]: connection
10152
00:58:29,635 --> 00:58:30,276
[maggie]: they can get
10153
00:58:30,294 --> 00:58:30,574
[juliet_hahn]: that they
10154
00:58:30,516 --> 00:58:31,137
[maggie]: the connection
10155
00:58:30,674 --> 00:58:31,696
[juliet_hahn]: need in a community
10156
00:58:31,398 --> 00:58:31,979
[maggie]: that they need
10157
00:58:32,097 --> 00:58:32,197
[juliet_hahn]: that
10158
00:58:32,099 --> 00:58:32,219
[maggie]: in a
10159
00:58:32,257 --> 00:58:32,337
[juliet_hahn]: is
10160
00:58:32,299 --> 00:58:32,820
[maggie]: community
10161
00:58:32,417 --> 00:58:33,138
[juliet_hahn]: talking freely
10162
00:58:33,201 --> 00:58:33,321
[maggie]: that
10163
00:58:33,319 --> 00:58:33,579
[juliet_hahn]: about
10164
00:58:33,381 --> 00:58:33,862
[maggie]: is talking
10165
00:58:33,699 --> 00:58:34,220
[juliet_hahn]: anxiety
10166
00:58:33,962 --> 00:58:34,263
[maggie]: freely
10167
00:58:34,280 --> 00:58:34,601
[juliet_hahn]: and other
10168
00:58:34,423 --> 00:58:34,663
[maggie]: about
10169
00:58:34,661 --> 00:58:34,901
[juliet_hahn]: things
10170
00:58:34,823 --> 00:58:35,685
[maggie]: anxiety and other
10171
00:58:35,542 --> 00:58:35,622
[juliet_hahn]: so
10172
00:58:35,765 --> 00:58:36,005
[maggie]: things
10173
00:58:35,803 --> 00:58:36,604
[juliet_hahn]: once again thank
10174
00:58:36,626 --> 00:58:36,707
[maggie]: so
10175
00:58:36,644 --> 00:58:37,165
[juliet_hahn]: you maggie
10176
00:58:36,887 --> 00:58:37,308
[maggie]: once again
10177
00:58:37,385 --> 00:58:37,546
[juliet_hahn]: thank
10178
00:58:37,508 --> 00:58:37,668
[maggie]: thank
10179
00:58:37,586 --> 00:58:37,686
[juliet_hahn]: you
10180
00:58:37,708 --> 00:58:37,788
[maggie]: you
10181
00:58:37,826 --> 00:58:38,107
[juliet_hahn]: abbie
10182
00:58:38,049 --> 00:58:38,610
[maggie]: g thank
10183
00:58:38,587 --> 00:58:38,728
[juliet_hahn]: and
10184
00:58:38,670 --> 00:58:39,110
[maggie]: you abby
10185
00:58:39,068 --> 00:58:39,569
[juliet_hahn]: next week
10186
00:58:39,671 --> 00:58:39,791
[maggie]: and
10187
00:58:39,709 --> 00:58:39,769
[juliet_hahn]: you
10188
00:58:40,112 --> 00:58:40,332
[maggie]: next
10189
00:58:40,231 --> 00:58:40,352
[juliet_hahn]: stay
10190
00:58:40,452 --> 00:58:40,632
[maggie]: week
10191
00:58:40,452 --> 00:58:40,754
[juliet_hahn]: tuned for
10192
00:58:40,753 --> 00:58:40,853
[maggie]: you
10193
00:58:40,834 --> 00:58:41,095
[juliet_hahn]: another
10194
00:58:40,913 --> 00:58:41,113
[maggie]: guys
10195
00:58:41,156 --> 00:58:41,477
[juliet_hahn]: wonderful
10196
00:58:41,293 --> 00:58:41,674
[maggie]: stay tom
10197
00:58:41,558 --> 00:58:41,959
[juliet_hahn]: episode
10198
00:58:41,754 --> 00:58:42,154
[maggie]: for another
10199
00:58:42,100 --> 00:58:42,160
[juliet_hahn]: of
10200
00:58:42,215 --> 00:58:42,575
[maggie]: wonderful
10201
00:58:42,341 --> 00:58:42,502
[juliet_hahn]: your
10202
00:58:42,635 --> 00:58:43,036
[maggie]: episode
10203
00:58:42,723 --> 00:58:42,964
[juliet_hahn]: next
10204
00:58:43,156 --> 00:58:43,236
[maggie]: of
10205
00:58:43,225 --> 00:58:43,487
[juliet_hahn]: stop
10206
00:58:43,416 --> 00:58:44,538
[maggie]: your next stop
10207
00:58:44,890 --> 00:58:45,954
[juliet_hahn]: okay so i'm
10208
00:58:45,979 --> 00:58:46,160
[maggie]: okay
10209
00:58:45,994 --> 00:58:46,656
[juliet_hahn]: going to stop
10210
00:58:46,662 --> 00:58:46,783
[maggie]: so
10211
00:58:46,757 --> 00:58:47,158
[juliet_hahn]: recording
10212
00:58:46,923 --> 00:58:47,185
[maggie]: i'm going
10213
00:58:47,199 --> 00:58:47,359
[juliet_hahn]: that
10214
00:58:47,225 --> 00:58:47,989
[maggie]: to stop record
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